Must have been someone else. You do not attempt normal conversation with me at all. You gaslight and seek to deceive and pretend you're not a diagnosed and oddly medicated schizophrenic. No shame in it. No “normal” either. Denial is not going to kill you, Chair Rub, but its a chilling effect that you bring to the table. Hark! Did you see how you just implied through textbook psyop chicanery, that either of us ought to be prioritizing “normal”?
And just like that,
you gaslight
me. I did try. I tried and tried and tried. You're incapable of
normal. Not that I'm encouraging normalcy-- By any
stretch.
Just for the record: I don't "pretend" I don't suffer with a mental illness. It's just not Schizophrenia. It's Schizoaffective Disorder. And why on earth would you even belittle me for such a thing? It's not like it's something I can
help. Fuck you, dude. Fuck you right in the kisser. If you think I'll stand for this kind of abuse (or taking it lying down) you've got another motherfucking thing coming.
When it comes to the issue of chicanery, you're fully aware of the fact that everything's made up and the points don't matter, so what's the problem? I think you just like to hear yourself talk - which is fine - but the amount of opportunities you're missing out on because of the blunt force trauma you're subjecting your brain to with whatever drugs you're doing is not helping.
And before you even
go there, I'm well aware of your thoughts on psychiatry. It's just that the ones who need it most are the ones who never get help. And you sir,
need help. You sneer down at me from your high horse, thinking you're above me because I take my meds like a good little boy and try BE BEST, when all you're doing is showing your ass in the public square.
Like, who
does that, anyway? Have you no shame? Are you not aware enough of your shortcomings to quit while you're ahead? I think it's admirable that you pump out the 5 Minutes with Jackstar shows with such regularity, but the content itself leaves a lot to be desired. And I KNOW...It's designed that way. But take a leaf out of Falkie's book, and realise, that this is designed to make money.
Don't hit me or my wife up for 40K. You're not a baby in a swollen diaper: or
are you? We tried everything we could, but you wouldn't
get out of your own way for so much as a millisecond to accept help. Instead of demanding money and running around like a debt collector to previous friends and associates, maybe you should give some thought to monetising.
But you're "too cool" for that, right? GOD FORBID anyone makes a bit of coin off their labour. You don't believe in that, you patsy. You're an ingrate and an overgrown child slash trust fund kid. You always got everything handed to you, while the rest of us had to roll up our sleeves and do the hard slog ourselves.
You can look down on the town from your ivory tower all you want. No one is gonna stop you. But there's a time when Rapunzel needs to let down her hair. And that time is approaching. Quick.