Author Topic: RubiniGab ... Now defunct  (Read 574039 times)

Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for flight
« Reply #1290 on: February 20, 2022, 09:40:09 PM »
I just called Dove House for data on how to proceed. Don't worry about it, Demander, I'm sure your master plan is safe and sound. Note that the exquisite irony in that I may be emailing you too much is totes magnifique.

This is a sensitive situation, and now that you are having outsized reactions on the Internet in regards to your "situation," I do not wish to make anything worse.

It would be a very simple matter to overcomplicate matters given that I received a very fine offer last night that I will undertake for a study. In the meantime, these things don't happen over night, and your alarmist attitude is probably something she's broadcasting. You're a mindslave! She owns you with her Banshee Blast!!

I would be happiest to let my awareness of attention here dwindle down to a winked-out spark so I never need to be reminded of our struggle. This is awkward since I would prefer to be heard and understood. I would also prefer that you deal with your own issues on your own time and not in my quasi-wife's car. Further, the lack of clarity on the issue of how to proceed with housing, both my items and countryside huts, is a daunting matter to bring up. Here, let's see:

What the fuck are you doing? Someone is, from the top down, orchestrating something irritating, and the first order of business is to find out who thinks that this way is preferable to another. It is not. I'm getting stressed, you're near triggering, and, there are weird feeelings everywhere

Assuming there is a good idea, the bottom line is that now that I have Awakened the One who was to be your aligner, well, I'm going back to bed. You deal with her, that should be fine, two is better than one, oh right, no car, and I, can't go in.

And this is protecting who? Who's her treatment counselor? Well, it's fine with me, because of course you wouldn't spend money if there were any competition.

Rubini, I do not consider you competition, and neither does the plant.

I also do not take either of you seriously. The nature of slavdom. "If you did this, I will do that!!" forget it. I don't do that ever.


My dick: hires your lawyers. Your dick: needs more lawyers.

Powerful. Alpha. Unstoppable. Teachable. Sure, I don't understand somethings: you both had the opportunity to be generous with knowledge. It has been quite lacking lately. I am sure that has really helped things.

Teach me all our kind in our county. I might seem stupid sometimes but I see no reason to strive for maximum cosmic capacity, as it doesn't take much.

Reminder: I was asked to talk to the prosecutor, to urge him along, and then I didn't get anything in terms of actionable evidence, and if I do, I wouldn't even know what it was. Without cooperation I'm stuck in the water. There is no cooperation from you: there is an inherent motivation to cause pain in me, you're an abusive fucked off mess, and last I saw, she was there as well, especially since if you really did break into my house and rape her on her birthday while I was sleeping in my car parked outside my mother's house, as God as my witness, you both fucking deserve it. I did say I wanted surveilance installed, I also said stop screaming at me, and you now what, taking 3 month off is probably going to be aces.

I don't know why else you would be screaming about "dick in the ass" so I assume that is what happened to you from him. Oops, that was contact. Well, I take it back, and it's a simple matter to check the paper, and verify the dates, and if you broke into my house on my birthday and raped her in her ass, and she loved it so much she cannot tell me or anyone, see, this is not "rape." This is "control drama." I don't know why anyone would let this in. I did let her in, and she has no idea what is happening. I would love to tell her more, and what a surprise, someone has an opinion on that.

You are a pathetic, drooling reprobate snorefest, she's not communicating with me and the truth is that zero comm is some comm. You're frontin' as the big man, but she has nothign to say, after quite some time... yeah, that's slavery. If she's been with me and it's abusive, holding her silent and enabling that while I drop bomb after bomb... it's like this, that can't be a plan, and there's another row of them. It looks suspicious. It's also boring. It would seem to me that you could have brought forth better.

Similarly, she spent the week before not talking to me and speaking to people I have never met on a shitbag iPhone that she wasn't comfortable with me owning. She felt better driving 50 miles and being a crabby teenage brat. And she's late 40. The amount of time that has been wasted should be enouhgh that I don;t have to go anymore luggage classes.

I'm seeking to find the ideal words to say that "I'm calling the police! You're going to jail!" echoes in my ears as I drift off to sleep, and straddling her chess and grabbing her forearms so she didn't scratch her eyes out was fun. She was screaming like a bleeding out hog. As if I hadn't ever sat on her chest. As if I were really hurting her. Well, she of course felt panick and terror, but that isn't from me, she perceves the feelings as much stronger they are.

She pretended for years that she didn't know she was poisioning me, even though I kept asking her, and she kept playing really dumb, so I bought her a book that explains that all, made sure her son saw it while in full view of some cops, and after weeks and weeks it has not seemed to her to be iportatnt enough to call attention to. Which of you decided it was a good idea to set us up the bomb is a curious matter but as it is a family tradition that I have recently joined, I am not sure you wish to have your request responded to that way.

I think it likely that she has thought better of many ideas she once held as sacred, but the negativity makes both of you less than appealing. You're possessive and she's shellshocked. I am not being asked to rescue, you're asking me to just walk  aaway from a house with all my belongings because you lied to police.

I don't get why she doesn't just... oh, right the money. Well, I don't know anything about what all of you are doing, and I see no one wishes to let me know. But, you have. I threw my whole lot in with her, and then you took advantage of a simple mistake and now yo're going farther. This is a waste of time. A kidnapping fetish isn't fun for me without access for the data, and I see nothign but someone called the police and then did nothing else but be nowhere to be found.

Like, actually under guard. I'm not saying it should be lifeted faster, I am sayuing I don't see that happening and you are working to speaik for her. And it makes since that this sohuld be done by you? I suppose that makes sense for you, I think she's just being nice and making it possible for me to never feel any guilt.

I already didn't, and I think you seem to have done well enough. nothing is being asked of me and I miss the feeling of inclusivness and now I know she threw me away months ago and nothing will cause that feeling to return because the link isn't decsigned that way. What I am trying to say is that this is a long list of utterly invalid mechanisms and there are no paths to understanding, so it's not really for me at all, it's you and how you're keeping her out of prison, asshole, go work.

She told me she knew what she was doing so I suppose that must be it. I think its useful to have jewelry, but I know zero at this point. I need to get inside, that can't happen without the law. Just the notion that holding this is good at all, tells me brain damage. Where are... got it.

She's totes delusional. She thinks you're boring, certainly more boring than two of us together, but clearly you're opposed, and she's a fucked-off beta cheerleader, so she's not going to cahnge your mind, and I should be able to. I dont' want to change it. Go pay her bills, do whatever is useful, this is beyond tedious.

I'm not telling you to leave, I'm not going to do anything special, and I have nothing stopping her from being loving.


I choose to not accept cowardice in my life, she blew it. She set me up and thought that was a good idea. Over and over. I told her what I saw and she said I was a liar.
 
I will never live that way again. I don't understand what your problem is but I am sure I haven't been told. It mystifies. I love you, Allison, and you should probably have gotten a better lawyer and not left yourself vulnerable and I guess you're friends with Kathleen now. You told me you had no plans, you had plans, I told you that I actually didn't believe that you would hide those things from me, and then you did, well, how did that seem a good idea? Oh, right, brain damage. This is no longer a rational conversation. I don;t even have valid location data. You had time to deal with it.


You had time for a threshold dose. You left me behind. It's really special how I was someone you thought was interesting for a litlte  bit.  My analysis concludes with the assumption that you know you made mistakes, and I bet you're real sorry on the surface, and you're sorry all the way through for the time being. For my own part, I am sorry that I did not realize you would ever make this wish again.

I will never forget that you left me alone to go use needles with someone else--twice. It's not as though I didn't know, it was that I was told you would tell me. I  expect you have a reason and I am not asking. Nothign will mean much until the cycle is broken. There is no authenticity in these trees and you have no capacity of understading me, I"m just going to sleep and climb ladders. I think you're effectively insane. You have experience with this I have told so enjoy.

Oh, and guess what. Cue cards are out tonight. And so am I.


Re: RubiniGab ... Now demoted
« Reply #1291 on: February 20, 2022, 09:41:53 PM »
Get the body camera footage and make yourself useful with a project that will really count. I'll let you punch me in the face later. You can have two free ones.

Share them with your friends.


Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for flight
« Reply #1292 on: February 21, 2022, 12:05:25 AM »


I didn't do anything for Valentine's Day either, I just sat around and waited. If that doesn't prove loyalty I'll know what will but that was then and now I'm turning off the phone.

You had your chance to get close to me.

Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for flight
« Reply #1293 on: February 21, 2022, 01:06:25 AM »
I didn't do anything for Valentine's Day either, I just sat around and waited. If that doesn't prove loyalty I'll know what will but that was then and now I'm turning off the phone.

You had your chance to get close to me.




INNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERR!


Re: RubiniGab ... Now defunct
« Reply #1294 on: February 21, 2022, 02:57:47 AM »

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Re: RubiniGab ... Now defunct
« Reply #1295 on: February 21, 2022, 03:09:43 AM »

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Dude, stop hacking my shit.

Re: RubiniGab ... Now defunct
« Reply #1296 on: February 21, 2022, 03:31:14 AM »
Dude, stop hacking my shit.



Sawry, brah!


Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for flight
« Reply #1297 on: February 21, 2022, 07:23:28 AM »
I just called Dove House for data on how to proceed. Don't worry about it, Demander, I'm sure your master plan is safe and sound. Note that the exquisite irony in that I may be emailing you too much is totes magnifique.

This is a sensitive situation, and now that you are having outsized reactions on the Internet in regards to your "situation," I do not wish to make anything worse.

It would be a very simple matter to overcomplicate matters given that I received a very fine offer last night that I will undertake for a study. In the meantime, these things don't happen over night, and your alarmist attitude is probably something she's broadcasting. You're a mindslave! She owns you with her Banshee Blast!!

I would be happiest to let my awareness of attention here dwindle down to a winked-out spark so I never need to be reminded of our struggle. This is awkward since I would prefer to be heard and understood. I would also prefer that you deal with your own issues on your own time and not in my quasi-wife's car. Further, the lack of clarity on the issue of how to proceed with housing, both my items and countryside huts, is a daunting matter to bring up. Here, let's see:

What the fuck are you doing? Someone is, from the top down, orchestrating something irritating, and the first order of business is to find out who thinks that this way is preferable to another. It is not. I'm getting stressed, you're near triggering, and, there are weird feeelings everywhere

Assuming there is a good idea, the bottom line is that now that I have Awakened the One who was to be your aligner, well, I'm going back to bed. You deal with her, that should be fine, two is better than one, oh right, no car, and I, can't go in.

And this is protecting who? Who's her treatment counselor? Well, it's fine with me, because of course you wouldn't spend money if there were any competition.

Rubini, I do not consider you competition, and neither does the plant.

I also do not take either of you seriously. The nature of slavdom. "If you did this, I will do that!!" forget it. I don't do that ever.


My dick: hires your lawyers. Your dick: needs more lawyers.

Powerful. Alpha. Unstoppable. Teachable. Sure, I don't understand somethings: you both had the opportunity to be generous with knowledge. It has been quite lacking lately. I am sure that has really helped things.

Teach me all our kind in our county. I might seem stupid sometimes but I see no reason to strive for maximum cosmic capacity, as it doesn't take much.

Reminder: I was asked to talk to the prosecutor, to urge him along, and then I didn't get anything in terms of actionable evidence, and if I do, I wouldn't even know what it was. Without cooperation I'm stuck in the water. There is no cooperation from you: there is an inherent motivation to cause pain in me, you're an abusive fucked off mess, and last I saw, she was there as well, especially since if you really did break into my house and rape her on her birthday while I was sleeping in my car parked outside my mother's house, as God as my witness, you both fucking deserve it. I did say I wanted surveilance installed, I also said stop screaming at me, and you now what, taking 3 month off is probably going to be aces.

I don't know why else you would be screaming about "dick in the ass" so I assume that is what happened to you from him. Oops, that was contact. Well, I take it back, and it's a simple matter to check the paper, and verify the dates, and if you broke into my house on my birthday and raped her in her ass, and she loved it so much she cannot tell me or anyone, see, this is not "rape." This is "control drama." I don't know why anyone would let this in. I did let her in, and she has no idea what is happening. I would love to tell her more, and what a surprise, someone has an opinion on that.

You are a pathetic, drooling reprobate snorefest, she's not communicating with me and the truth is that zero comm is some comm. You're frontin' as the big man, but she has nothign to say, after quite some time... yeah, that's slavery. If she's been with me and it's abusive, holding her silent and enabling that while I drop bomb after bomb... it's like this, that can't be a plan, and there's another row of them. It looks suspicious. It's also boring. It would seem to me that you could have brought forth better.

Similarly, she spent the week before not talking to me and speaking to people I have never met on a shitbag iPhone that she wasn't comfortable with me owning. She felt better driving 50 miles and being a crabby teenage brat. And she's late 40. The amount of time that has been wasted should be enouhgh that I don;t have to go anymore luggage classes.

I'm seeking to find the ideal words to say that "I'm calling the police! You're going to jail!" echoes in my ears as I drift off to sleep, and straddling her chess and grabbing her forearms so she didn't scratch her eyes out was fun. She was screaming like a bleeding out hog. As if I hadn't ever sat on her chest. As if I were really hurting her. Well, she of course felt panick and terror, but that isn't from me, she perceves the feelings as much stronger they are.

She pretended for years that she didn't know she was poisioning me, even though I kept asking her, and she kept playing really dumb, so I bought her a book that explains that all, made sure her son saw it while in full view of some cops, and after weeks and weeks it has not seemed to her to be iportatnt enough to call attention to. Which of you decided it was a good idea to set us up the bomb is a curious matter but as it is a family tradition that I have recently joined, I am not sure you wish to have your request responded to that way.

I think it likely that she has thought better of many ideas she once held as sacred, but the negativity makes both of you less than appealing. You're possessive and she's shellshocked. I am not being asked to rescue, you're asking me to just walk  aaway from a house with all my belongings because you lied to police.

I don't get why she doesn't just... oh, right the money. Well, I don't know anything about what all of you are doing, and I see no one wishes to let me know. But, you have. I threw my whole lot in with her, and then you took advantage of a simple mistake and now yo're going farther. This is a waste of time. A kidnapping fetish isn't fun for me without access for the data, and I see nothign but someone called the police and then did nothing else but be nowhere to be found.

Like, actually under guard. I'm not saying it should be lifeted faster, I am sayuing I don't see that happening and you are working to speaik for her. And it makes since that this sohuld be done by you? I suppose that makes sense for you, I think she's just being nice and making it possible for me to never feel any guilt.

I already didn't, and I think you seem to have done well enough. nothing is being asked of me and I miss the feeling of inclusivness and now I know she threw me away months ago and nothing will cause that feeling to return because the link isn't decsigned that way. What I am trying to say is that this is a long list of utterly invalid mechanisms and there are no paths to understanding, so it's not really for me at all, it's you and how you're keeping her out of prison, asshole, go work.

She told me she knew what she was doing so I suppose that must be it. I think its useful to have jewelry, but I know zero at this point. I need to get inside, that can't happen without the law. Just the notion that holding this is good at all, tells me brain damage. Where are... got it.

She's totes delusional. She thinks you're boring, certainly more boring than two of us together, but clearly you're opposed, and she's a fucked-off beta cheerleader, so she's not going to cahnge your mind, and I should be able to. I dont' want to change it. Go pay her bills, do whatever is useful, this is beyond tedious.

I'm not telling you to leave, I'm not going to do anything special, and I have nothing stopping her from being loving.


I choose to not accept cowardice in my life, she blew it. She set me up and thought that was a good idea. Over and over. I told her what I saw and she said I was a liar.
 
I will never live that way again. I don't understand what your problem is but I am sure I haven't been told. It mystifies. I love you, Allison, and you should probably have gotten a better lawyer and not left yourself vulnerable and I guess you're friends with Kathleen now. You told me you had no plans, you had plans, I told you that I actually didn't believe that you would hide those things from me, and then you did, well, how did that seem a good idea? Oh, right, brain damage. This is no longer a rational conversation. I don;t even have valid location data. You had time to deal with it.


You had time for a threshold dose. You left me behind. It's really special how I was someone you thought was interesting for a litlte  bit.  My analysis concludes with the assumption that you know you made mistakes, and I bet you're real sorry on the surface, and you're sorry all the way through for the time being. For my own part, I am sorry that I did not realize you would ever make this wish again.

I will never forget that you left me alone to go use needles with someone else--twice. It's not as though I didn't know, it was that I was told you would tell me. I  expect you have a reason and I am not asking. Nothign will mean much until the cycle is broken. There is no authenticity in these trees and you have no capacity of understading me, I"m just going to sleep and climb ladders. I think you're effectively insane. You have experience with this I have told so enjoy.

Oh, and guess what. Cue cards are out tonight. And so am I.

Qué pasa, Tonto? This festering love affair cum soap opera with Rubini is starting to REEK. People are starting to wonder. What powers in the Mindfield Universe does that sadistic fiend have over you? Where are we going with this? Brokeback flaming Mountain? Take a break. Ease up from whatever daily dosage you are flooding your neurocircuitry with. Rubini can stew in his own juices. He doesn't need your undying devotion. Relax, you'll live longer.

*Rubini's message thrown aside in an Old Crow bottle  https://vocaroo.com/1hNeF9gfKXsL

Re: RubiniGab ... Now defunct
« Reply #1298 on: February 21, 2022, 07:36:37 AM »

Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for flight
« Reply #1299 on: February 21, 2022, 07:48:19 AM »
Qué pasa, Tonto? This festering love affair cum soap opera with Rubini is starting to REEK. People are starting to wonder. What powers in the Mindfield Universe does that sadistic fiend have over you? Where are we going with this? Brokeback flaming Mountain? Take a break. Ease up from whatever daily dosage you are flooding your neurocircuitry with. Rubini can stew in his own juices. He doesn't need your undying devotion. Relax, you'll live longer.

This will all be covered on the Azzcast. Soon. Very soon.

Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for flight
« Reply #1300 on: February 26, 2022, 03:35:43 PM »
He doesn't need your undying devotion.

Nevertheless; he has it. EARNED.

Re: RubiniGab ... Now delicately poised for friar
« Reply #1301 on: February 26, 2022, 03:46:53 PM »
This will all be covered on the Azzcast. Soon. Very soon.

I, for one, relish the thought of your Wonder Twin powers activating, and eagerly pledge #Fealty immediately, so as to evade the mid-morning rush hour crush.

People are starting to wonder. What powers in the Mindfield Universe does that sadistic fiend have over you? Where are we going with this?

I have concerned about revealing too much about his proprietary technology, but I can tell you this: I'm totesimmune to it, which surely fascinates us both.

I do not see Mr. Rubini as a man with power over me, but rather as a man with power, alongside me, for he is one of the few people I've met who occasionally will go in a useful direction for longer than a beat.

For my own part, I've got a trial coming up in 10 days little else matters. This is the OJ trial of the century. I don't know what the hell else you're thinking of but Rubini mending fences with The Pillhound is just about as big.

I'm not going to tell these two kids’ stories out of turn. I've blabbed on enough. I've got to change a character flaw of mine anyway... I have tested the boundaries of my environment so far and so long that I now test the boundaries of my Rubini.

And, honestly I've been kind of rude. He's been totemized longer than I. I should make some sort of sacrifice. Azzerae will do. /flex

Re: RubiniGab ... Now dull, comparatively
« Reply #1302 on: February 26, 2022, 03:56:34 PM »
An operative of S.M.E.R.S.H. is in front of my house, making a false police report against him/herself, right now.

What ever happened, it must have been vile. Even I don't know. I don't really want to know.

I know enough. I'm still in the aftermath. None of you barely know the half of it.

But know this: I completed The Great Work. In addition to always having a seat at the table, if I want to throw skin in the game, I can probably find a willing subject to substitute. I am adored the world over.

And literally no one else on the planet helped me, except for David V. Rubini. Say what you want, the man delivered.

And he's afraid to give me his phone number. Let that sink in. /flex

Re: RubiniGab ... Now shell-shocked
« Reply #1303 on: February 27, 2022, 07:00:43 AM »
Daily Dip and whoosh! That was a rogue wave of devastating deletions.

Re: RubiniGab ... Now docking your mom’s saucer section
« Reply #1304 on: February 27, 2022, 11:48:43 AM »
THE WAY OF INNOCENCE
Amplify these energies:
STEADY, CHARMING and RESOURCEFUL
Diminish these energies:
REBELLIOUS, REPRESSED and CLOSED

What ever happened, it must have been vile. Even I don't know. I don't really want to know.

Okay, so, now that I know... I can see why it took so long to tell me. Teehee!

The shape of things to come is a parking ticket in orbit. No, don't pay IT—my research corpus comes first.