I hope for your sake that you aren't pushing legal boundaries at bunny's expense,
Is there any reason for that beyond you looking to be as insulting as possible? First thing: "my" sake. Yah. Sure. And, you "hope." Like there's question. Already the insinuations puzzle me. First of all... uhm, not glad to see me? Sad. I felt less loney around peoele but now, oh, it's on, hating on Jackstar, who has literally been assaulted and kidnapped, but it is not less than is deserved. What does bunny have to do with anything?
There are not legal boundaries here, and you have no concerns for my sake whatsoever. Your snide implication is as follows: you better not cause too much trouble again or there will be I dont' care what but I bret it's lame, and I don't think you remember this, but, I am the one who behaves, and, I'm not getting fucking poisoned anymore. Relax the velvet glove, you're too wound up over nothing.
that your prolific journaling is helpful to you,
Court no doubt scans everything and this part will narrate where I went. Hey, I suspect we would all like a quick and uncomplicated case dismissed. However, let's remember, you're being a snotty fuck. Okay, well, can you journal in some.... hey. yeah. You know what? I give up. I don't need to feel hated with everykeystroke, and there is no one here who appreciates me. Begin: you are all disgusting to me here. I didn't even know I was being excluded, I asked politely and was met with a blank everything. Now, I'm here, and I can see, cringing. Go away. I don't feel welcome, and obviously I won't be. I like my name and it appears to remind of something unknowable but definitely awful. That's our Jackstar! No, it's not. I've never felt closer to dog vomit before. "helpful to you" hey, getting throw in jail over bullshit was helpful to you, now we know where the rubber meets the road. Did you have a nice time? Spare me the detalils. You used this as an excuse to have thug cops haul me out of my house. There is no assault risk here, and none of you did anything to help me. Y'all loafed.
It helps me explain to you what the new paradigm has brought to our world, so you can scroll past it. I didn't arrive and start saying names so I could join the salad bar. I looked to see how fast everyone hates me. Turns out, fast, okay, well, I am not wild about that level of revulsion, that looks pretty pathetic. For one thing, the notion is a poor one, huh? okay, so, I forget who I used to talk to here, but when it is imagined that I am harassing someone... when I am not, look, I can't abide that. It's insulting. Would I do that to you? Well, if I did, you have back up. wtf, anyway, since I found out I am being lied to, I expected something like this.
and that you aren't fucking with other known psychotic people of your acquaintance for sport, because that is just mean.
Are you really this loathsome of character? It's not really funny, it's quite the strawman. And you knew that. And this one worked out, I mean I have zero need for a message board. No what that I am 100% login banned I don't know what to care about. I don't care about people who just hate me. Look, the broad told some guy to get a gang and pretend to throw the football to catch it so they could steamroller me. Why? I guess I showed a bit too much free will. I remember the event. Staged. That she was the impetus was not obvious util, thirty years later, okay, he's around, and... oh, wow, within instants of finding the name, he's making go back moves on facebook.
Hey, here's an idea: make your own edicts. I wasn't here for that, I thought it a ridiculous notion since you weren't looking for me and you weren't hot before, and I appreciate -- DO YOU APPRECIATE THIS GIFT -- that you weren't asking. Tell you what, I was wondering how any people would assume that was the reason to come here. Well, it turns out you straight men have the lowest opinion in the world of her if you think that's what I am here for. She likes you so much, what would I do? I'm not here for that, and your flunkies sneering while you giggle does not have the effect you think it might.
I never thought that hiding would be necessary as I didn't know how much I had been lied to. No wonder so embarrassed. Try this: I have no reason to find you attractive, so why would I come here for that, it seems the assumption is one of crass and low feeding boot. Obviously I was worthless then. I knew that, you all rubbed it in, and surprise, you still aren't any kind. Thus, it was fake kindness anyway. I didn't demand your body, you acted as if, long enough to score, and then bye! That actually happened. Nothing has happened between us that means anything. And as I suddenly show up--note: I asked off and on for a year, and I was ignored--like instantly I'm detected, and then I get shade thrown on me, for what? I ask you, is it real? or is it as one unit? As I was just curious.
If you liked me at all I wouldn't have been covered out. I only expected to see how much hatred there was, and I had no idea that you thought I was that lame. I am not actually even. Even so, uh... I mean that is some contempt. What makes the girl associate with you? Oh, right, your dope. Look, spare. Did I ask? Did I inquire? I am the most hated person I have ever been. And the reason why would appear to be instead of being gracious I had to beg for attention and vouch for my "not too loud" skills. Look, I don't need this and it is filthy stupid. It's my house and they like her but not me. Well, I would go. Why return? Why there at all?
It won't be for company, that's for sure. I didn't know my apartment mate was actively ignored me, like I ask, and it's nothing, and it's totally decked. Why would I be here ever? I guess if she wanted pregnancy? What the fuck. So I wonder, how is she not looking, right? It's there, it's all the time, she's all around, and I am not invited, I don't know why I ever thought anything but hatred from them.
No invitations, told me nothing, had sex without me, never told me anything, I guess they got something? well forget it. I don't need to be leg-humped, but I also don't' need the experience of being spat in the face by the window curtains. I do need to know why. I need to not do it again, as well as to take them seriously. They have nothing but scorn and bile. they seek to be meaning. I am not wanted.
Like I thought it might be bad? It's been a year, they're having sex, sure I guess? hey, what the... and nothing. keeps forgetting. Well, here's why, she knows they all fucking hate me. Okay, I'm out. I don't need that kind of thing. And hating me now, that's some leage orguild thing, and they're fond of the girl they pass around I guess? Look, I've never felt so pissed away on. I was sad she couldn't tell me, but now I see I was being spared. I don't know why I even wondered what happened to her, I thought she was maybe nearby, but no, there's' nothing of similar interest, everything is either boring or embarrassment and then her stupid fuckheaded thugs get all pissy if she dares to smiles or say a non-cross word.
"Passive aggressive" is just self-absorbed sniveling, snap out of it.
Hey, here's an idea, how about you pre-meditate a complete stage and front to dispatch that the man YOU ALL SAY you hate gets hauled away for Christmas. I have snapped out of it. I really misremembered what it was like. I felt warmth and friendly something, well, clearly something grim. You're welcome to not say why the loathing is upon me--I probably killed someone, right?
Anyway, I didn't come to fuck her, I came to mention that I sought to speak with my new nose and somehow no talk got through and I realized these people do not appreciate -- DO YOU APPRECIATE THIS GIFT, yeah, I do, actually, I hear that and I remember that you ducked me and left away and never tried to find me yourself, I wasn't worth that effort. Worth the effort to tell me to go away, though. Like Jesus, that is really tacky. I wouldn't have bothered if I had known how little I am thought of and I simply won't ever be here again, I don't want to see people welcomed this way, and fo rme, well you've always been dismissive. I just marvel at the opacity. Such coverage.
DO YOU APPRECIATE THIS GIFT
I found that sound clip and I sort of remember you sending it to me because I meant nothing to you and you had no value in me at all. I see you excluding me and putting other men in and.. what basis? That's kinda gross. I don't know if you have a relationship at all, and i'ts obviously not my business. thanks for slicing me away, and this place feels disgusting now. I'm not welcome, okay, enjoy your home and ostracize me? Not really, I don't appreciate the gift, because you lied to me and expected me to pay barrels of money so your fun without me could continue. I wish I had never come here and I've been abandoned in my own flat, obviously you and are not getting along when you're trying to kill me, and this is not at all supportive. I assume that means a distinct lack of support is intended. You aren't stupid. I am happy to just fucing give up. Nothing but impossible with all of you. Not that, not that, blah, well, explanations are scarce. And no matter what, I am never greeted happily. My own home? yeah, fuck it. enjoy.
You have failed to tell me what your problem is but I don't understand it. I don't have to. A YEAR. I get pushed around and confused left for ages and that's okay, somehow I don't measure up. She doesn't want me to measure up, fuck this. I don't know why I missed any company. just contempt from everyone.
And it is. Oh, did I write too many words? That's your opinion, and if that's all it took, no wonder you're all so pissy.
I never am taught or told and with no patience or reason might as well not bother.
