Yeah, I couldn't believe it, I told him how I grew the tardis, and then they trashed it. Within like a week. Filled with bio-bug larvae and nanotech. How could that happen?
Well, for one thing, they're both following orders, and for another I know it would not last without minute to minute control.
So I let it go and ran. Okay, so now you're safe. I'm safe too I'm over here. Is there anything you'd like to tell me?
There is nothing I'd like to hear, if that's any help. And well I'd like to say that I wouldn't hold anything said to me to be cold stone gospel, I would assume that somebody else would have something else in mind were they to be in a position to be concerned about such things. I, however, I'm not concerned.
I already cindered the violent one. I came to terms with the compassionate one. That happened months ago. So on the delay? What are you waiting for, Christmas?
And how was that? When two people said they didn't know, that's when I saw the truth: the under the road sweeping had commenced. I had seen this happen before, and I was not disappointed when it happened again.
Shut down, insult, block, demands to stay silent, then gone.
"Don't go running around telling everybody about this, it's not going to help anything.”
Well thankfully I still don't know what that was. And whether it was representational of reality or of a slice of fiction, it still existed. I literally don't remember what it signified. That was the problem.
I kind of thought it was a promo for my podcast. “don't tell anyone about this” yeah pretty much.
At a certain point, it becomes impossible to follow paradoxical orders. At that point a person is allowed to see their own counsel in a way that they aren't usually enabled. This power and pillage becomes much more effective when one has already practiced such experiences, and even more so when it's not a power that is abused.
The entire series of events had one purpose—amplify suffering. Although, it was kind of nice to know that I was right all along. Look how important I am! To go to this much trouble? Wow! And to be so very happy I didn't shut down my own protection grid? Fuck yeah!
And to not have to deal with the consequences of being a fraudulent, deceptive, and inconsiderate individual? Fucking priceless.
What was not understood by many is that, when one invokes outside aid, one will often abdicate one's own power to a different controller, and I never did that. Me has been Jesus and that's been it.
(And also the spare security guard once in awhile observing things from a distance. You know if they're seeing things they're reporting them, you know. And if people are hearing sounds of commotion in a motel room at 4:00 in the morning, some of your reports that and then that gets sent to command.
And over time, these reports add up. In the aggregate, I told Authority everything before anyone else did. And none of the things that I was told I was doing that were unacceptable, were things that I were doing. Further, I was getting told by multiple sources tobnot do things in a violent and coercive and frankly unlawful way. I didn't complain about that either, however just because they're not bothering me doesn't make them any more lawful.
Now my case is very simple: I basically had no idea what's going on and I'm terrified. I get a lot of leeway there. Officially, I've been accused of a crime.
But in reality, I've been placed in a witness protection program. “sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare; don't underestimate the things that I will do.”
I never wanted recompense. I never wanted force projection. I never desired an intercessor. I had no need to tell my story privately. I felt that I was in no particular danger and that others were in more danger from erroneous moves.
So I just sat around and waited. I'm still sitting around waiting. And I am documenting The Narrative as it unfolds.
And I am doing it to help. Is there something else I'm supposed to be doing? Okay let me hear all about it.
And when did you become such an
expert? okay... so, now you want me to go along your way. Well, thanks for asking. What was wrong with that before? Oh we don't talk about that huh. Okay well I guess there's stuff I don't talk about as well.
It was like the residence failure that happens when a felons of troops will march across a wooden bridge if they don't fail to notice their vibrations amplifying each other they can knock down a bridge.
I don't think anybody else noticed themselves amplifying each other. But I did.
When I did not behave as expected people were concerned, and when I noticed that nobody was behaving normally, my observations were ignored.
This could only have gone on so long, Troopers. Obviously something weird here. And now, here let me help, just look at all my posts and see if they help you figure anything out and if you have any more questions here I am and then nobody.
Nobody.
They'll ask other people. But they won't ask me.
They already know that they won't understand the answer. And even were they to do so, it would still lead to more and more questions, and does anybody really care that much? Like, God, why?
Oh, but
your things are important. Okay Dude.
