And this could be anyone.
Well, it's not My mother.
Now, I'll explain. I've looped them all up together, and extracted myself from the situation.
E Y E
A M
O U TEE
This is a big deal. Usually, it's a tulpa that gets trapped. Now, it's (PROT).
Not my circus. Not my monkeys. Not my problem.
And yet... so many phone calls. So much phone record. Much amaze. Meanwhile, how's My Grapefruit (Blank)?
Answer in your own time. Cool.
The reality here is, I'm good. I'm fine! Could be better, but... Meh. I been a whole lot worse.
Recently, even. Not now. Prime reversal.
Now, where we go from here is up to the panel of Judges and Grapefruit Alpha herself. Yes, that's right, the lady yourself is coming down from heaven, she's going to hobnob with three human judges and they're going to decide the fate of everybody. And I'm going to allow it.
And you know why, (PROT)? I will tell you why. The first reason is that your wife asked for it this way. the second reason is that since I know you don't like it, I'm totally on board with letting it happen.
Now, (PROT) as you know you can do whatever you like and you can ignore us all. However as you know... You miss who you miss.
I can assure you I have nothing to do with whatever it is you're missing. I also have no way to find what you're missing.
On the bright side you can have my G-Rape unit. You will recall you called me on the day after Valentine's Day? That was pretty classy, (PROT). Actually was.
Y'all hear that? Now, I don't know if it was a joke, or for real, if he meds to be painful, or for his code, I don't know if it actually happened or if it's happening every day and in my case it doesn't actually concern me.
Disregard that he's in love with his woman, and I love all. And the moment she took that phone where it wasn't supposed to be, that was treason number two. First number one was a day of the week that starts with an upside-down M.
Treason #3 maybe, March 8th. I don't know, it's very interesting to find out. Since I have no contact with a woman I have to keep parallel processing running. And that woman, my former grapefruit, is either very angry with me or very happy with me. Obviously I'd prefer happy, because I'd like everybody happy but she won't be happy when she finds out what I've been doing.
Because what I've been deliberately doing is not having sex. This is easy to do, since the idea makes me want to vomit. I'm Stan & Wendy from South Park. Thanks a lot, Honey. I'll let you figure that out with the therapist that you'll end up really needing, oh, I don't know when but whatever. It is no longer my business.
It is now the business of The Court. And according to telemetry at my disposal, the angelic being that was running the meat suit that threw lasagna at me, along with those three human judges are going to decide everybody's fate and then I'll be fine with it.
I can be assured about this, because I trust my Lord God and maker. I can also be assured about this because as long as that screeching woman is okay with never being mad at me again, that the judge will be okay with it and then I'll be okay with whatever they do because I'm fine with the whole situation.
I think we're all pretty clear here on how up-to-date I am on things. Did you see how he came back when I was gone? Well yeah it's not so surprising. He can't interact with me! He's got
issues. I don't know what this issues are, and I don't need to know, cuz I'm not his spiritual counselor and guru, and I'm not having sex with his wife anymore, and I'm not taking power over him.
And, I'm not the one who trapped him. I don't know anything about that. I don't think about what happened between him and his wife either. I don't have to think about that.
And the reason why is "Google Analytics." I am blessedly relieved. I have a wide array of options before me and I'm doing okay. I'm stressed but I'm pretty okay. And while I'm not enjoying it, I'm also not overly enjoying the suffering that I'm seeing before me in these two people.
It is cruel to enjoy the suffering another. And that's why I'm no longer interested in certain aspects of Life. Fortunately this is perfectly fine with me.
And this is only going to be the state of affairs for a week. The Court rules this situation. And I'll be honest, I didn't know this kind of thing can happen. However through a strange turn of events, grateful it's going to get her day in court in Divine court, and that's hooked up to 3D Court where I got assault for no DVD.
Which, I really don't understand at all it's really I guess some kind of a pretext thing I don't get it there's just some kind of a strange trap that involves... Well, let's put it this way: they both betrayed me, they both been punished,, but The Court isn't done. They get to have their say. And who am I to argue? No one at all.
Now those two, The Original Slanderettes... I'm sure they'd like to object, but object to what? Exactly. And I don't know how this works and I don't care to know because it doesn't affect me—I literally had nothing to do with any of this shit.
Believe me people know by now. I don't like this anymore than you do. I didn't call police.
Thanks Honey. Wow. Look I'm not going to complain, I'm glad you didn't call Colombo too, he'd figure out who I'm really in love with in lickety split. Now, don't cry you know I am married to you and I am a person who loves you, but I'm not in love with you because... reasons.
Seriously you have so many good things to be happy about. What are you unhappy about? Oh well that's a good thing you mentioned that because I'm unhappy about things you didn't tell me the truth about. Maybe we should leave that there, eh?
I don't want to get into it. It's pretty much what I say to all of them: “it's too much effort." Disappointing, right? Well, not for me. I am freaking loving this.
I got to call the day after Valentine's Day from somebody you said that he had done something and he had come to town he had gone on a trip and he was going to go away and he was all grinning about it. Well, whatever the story was garbage. The reality is is they've been working together a long time and I've been utterly done with her for a lot longer than either of them know. I still care for her, I still love her, I don't give her the same experience of love anymore. I'm going to do but we're just hiding it. I'm going to leave that vague.
There you go, (PROT).
However, as a courtesy, as a responsibility to society, I'm standing right ready to help. I'm not even mad. I'm not even pretending to be not mad. I don't have to do that. Because I have come to accept the reality of my wife's death.
Actually back. Probably deserved it. Don't worry about it. The good news is no body, no crime. The bad news is, wow somebody must be a real sociopath. Let me guess how many here who are on the (PROT) payroll thanks that I'm the sociopath? Raise your hands! Okay put them down. Okay you're all under arrest. Oh I'm kidding! I don't have that kind of power!
Here's the power that I do have: I can love this woman who betrayed me and I can forgive her. In fact, I already have. It's easy because I know how this entire system works, because I read about it before I met her.
And she's learning now. That's no skin off my nose. Because the third reason was her calling the police and lying to them. Now before she's completely banned for my life, she'll get a chance to explain to me why she did that. I think I know but I do need to listen to her.
And that may or may not happen in a week. It's up to The Court. I'm basically ambivalent. And now who is it? Who's in a rush? To do what?
Well whatever it is, I'm guessing Grapefruit will have something to do with it. That's my own part, I'm out. For good. Trust me it's for the best.
There was an impression that I was going to care what he did with her. Well, yeah keep her alive and keep her kids safe. Beyond that I'm not possessive. Someone must have miscalculated. Because now I'm totally detached from the woman. Not just because of the Court. I've already reasons that add up to a whole big bunch of never never talk to you again.
And here I am. Not talking to her at all. That's no skin off my nose. See, I told her this could happen and she laughed at me. Then comment she called the police on herself and then three weeks later she's dealing with the guy. Who knows, really. And me well, I moved on.
Has everyone suggested. Someone thought that could never happen though, so he's kind of surprised. I say kind of surprised, because I don't really know what he's doing, cuz he's afraid to call me.
Oh no he's too brave to call me. Well whatever, he has a chance and he didn't. He did however call another person and then another person was in the background and then... Well that got shut down too.
You might be asking yourself why this is going on? Well so was I until couple days ago. And then I got out of the loop, and everything instantly changed, and now we're back again!
Not sure why on that one but that's okay it's not my area. More importantly I can't go anywhere until Court's done anyway so I might as well do whatever I can feel like. Someone else on the other hand wants to get inside his former wife and have sex again. She doesn't need to be fond of him but maybe he can hypnotize her or something. Who knows, it's not a problem. Certainly not my problem.
I don't have any problems. Finally got out of the loop and I got a week to kill. I don't get to have sex, but that's great. Look at all these problems!
Can you believe I ever argued with (PROT) about it? Yeah: me neither, but then when I discovered that she was already married to him when we met... well, you know how things change. They changed again recently, too. I have the final shutdown marker and then flip the script
I do respect her, I do love her, there's a good reason why she did things and then she didn't have a boyfriend, but you know she does, and then I have other things to do, and then I don't need to see her ever, and then if I do, then great, if I don't that's fine too, and I don't have any problems in that regard. God willing she won't either.
If she does, she can go run to (PROT). There, is that matter settled? Cool. By the way, something you don't know, is that (PROT) really never really liked her all that much anyway. But he wanted to take her from me, so that you can manipulate me, and he convinced her and I that he really liked her! So when I reset her to baseline I made sure that you would like him again and then got out of the way. (You will recall that was one of your commands.)
I don't know if that's causing problems but, you know, once The Court orders no contact, there's no contact. And then she wants to be cherished (she is) then she wants to be late as she is and then she needs to have funding. And since she's married to him, why not. I don't even know what to tell. Nothing at all really.
I'm sure there's perfectly good reason while he thinks they're all lined up on top of each other. I'm not going to pay attention because I don't know how any of this stuff works, but I imagine The Court might file charges. I don't understand why not. It's not my concern. I'm not here to bust or charge anybody. And I'm not here to threaten anybody.
I'm also not here to let anybody know that when I was threatened and then I refuse to acquiesce to demands, I was then subject of a black PR assault, which actually apparently had the net result of getting somebody who cares about me interested enough to notice what was going on. Christ only knows what she's going to do about it. It's out of my hands.
What is my concern? Oh my friends! I'm coming here to ask you to let them all go. From wherever. I'm not picky just, if they're a friend of mine, let them go.
All right, we settled here? I meant that I'm going to hang around here less, but I need to get this data in so that people would know what to do while I'm gone. Otherwise you might be looking at a necessary situation involving riot gas. Just kidding. Does lasagna come in a gas?
I really wish that it been possible to spend time with her, but the strike team that reprogrammed her made her very hostile to me. Thanks strike team. Now, who sent you? Oh, right, yeah you cannot say.
I can take the gas, cuz I know there's condition that's making this condition go on and on, that nobody expected but I did, and now I'm truly content with my lot because I got to wait a week too so I don't know what you do but anything you do is fine. I've had it, throw my hands like I just don't care I surrender, I surrender, let me know anything I can do to help, except have sex with your wife.
I mean, never going to unless big changes now, I would divorce her first for you, and then... Look, I just lost my taste for the sport. So I really got it more important things to do. In front of the place to live because I've been chased away by guys who messed with my housemate. Why does she hate me so much? I mean, there's only possible reasons... How about, she didn't tell me the truth, and she was supposed to? Yeah that happened a lot.
I don't know why that's so terrible, I wasn't even there. How bad could it be? Well it's definitely not as bad as it could have been, and in spite of how punchy this reads, I'm not trying to contact her, I'm definitely not trying to be insulting, it's a sensitive shoot issue, so I'm putting it right here on front Street so y'all can work it out yourself cuz I'm not going to worry about it directly. Because she really is okay, I really do love her and I don't hold anything against her.
So the people who know what she did to me without me knowing are kind of annoyed with her but there's not a lot I can do about that. I'll have to admit, some of the stories I've heard, I'm going to be annoyed with too.
I'm trying not to pay attention. This is my area, but I can't help so I thought I'd give something rather than nothing. Because I got nothing on Valentine's Day that was disappointing. That was second grade. And then this year I got something on Valentine's Day that was a direct message. And it was how I figured out that this woman was working with Grapefruit the whole time. The whole deal was foul.
So I took advantage of that, and now here we are! Because the bottom line is I'm having sex with anybody in 5 years besides Grapefruit. I would kind of like that sex... Okay so when did she start having sex without telling me and how do I know what kind of disease she's given me? I mean yes, I'm immune, I don't think she's going to disease but how do I know? It's kind of an important question. Because the more time I imply that I'm going to have sex with somebody and then I don't and I blame my relationship with Grapefruit for not doing sex, then people are mad at her not me. Not that matters but it's important to notice that people aren't mad at me for this. They know you still plenty six and I was happy. They know she did something wrong, they know that cuz she's having sex with other people and I'm sad.
So they know she has something to do with it. And she does. Cuz even after she called the police, I still hadn't given up on her .. and I have it now either I've just authorized another person to take care of her. Her safety is assured. People thought I was cleaning to her, but the truth is that she wanted me back. However that's not possible right now because she has been assigned to another, and rather than flip her out, I'm just going to be pretending to not mind so much but actually I really don't mind it's nothing in my business. But it's important that she knows that I'm okay.
Oh I'm totally okay. If you wanted to take her back and manipulator, and now she's with some other guy who I trust more, and there's nothing (PROT) can do about that. Reason why this is gone too long. It's not getting anything done. I'm not even sad about it I was kind of embarrassed for them both. Which is perfectly reasonable!
Have fun storming the castle, Kids. I'm sure I'll be not guilty. Who could convict this lovely face? Hopefully no one, because I am doing the best I can to detach and make everybody as happy as they can be without me around. And to be honest a lot of people will be happy with me not around here, cuz they would like my attention back. I'm only too happy to give down.
I'll probably cheer up when I'm not around here anymore and I don't think about that woman again. Because truth is I don't know what she did. And the fact that I don't, makes me very sad. It would seem that she doesn't think she needs to tell me, but she told me I needed to tell her, and why is that fair?
She thought we had a special kind of agreement, however she didn't, she had that agreement with somebody else, and that's it and that's all. I'd like to get this over with, but I don't know how long it's going to take. I do know that I'm very much cooperative and I don't mind anything we do because I'd like to move on with my life and everybody's respectful of that. However people who want to blame you for things later don't want me to move on.
But I have moved on. And unsurprisingly I have not forgotten exactly what it's like. Cold, dark, silent. The fire passion is died. The reason why is because lying.
I did say that there would be consequences for lying. Okay well now that spark of passion is dead and the other one's going to grow in its place. And that will terminate the discussion of the blow by blow! I'm delighted, I'm pretty tired of the subject.
