Author Topic: Letters To Future Greatfield {DO NOT OPEN WHINE BEFORE {ITS) TIME}  (Read 89562 times)

Re: Letters To Future Greatfield {DO NOT OPEN WHINE BEFORE {ITS) TIME}
« Reply #195 on: June 30, 2025, 02:56:12 AM »
the satanic birdlife you've kidnapped.

Stopped reading right there to unpack possibilities.

Number one: I am not who you have identified me to be.
Number two: you have chosen to gaslight and conflate my identity with that of another in order to give the impression to anyone that I'm a person who kidnaps women, I.e “birds.” Note that the use of the euphemistic word, implies premeditation to get away with your gaslighting and that you are aware that that's not really inappropriate thing to do, but nothing you said can really definitively said to be what I'm saying it is, which is of course exactly what you're going to claim when you refute this possibility.
Number three: “it's just a joke.” like putting me in prison? Hilarious.
Number four: you're reminding me that Satan worshipers will take people hostage and hold them as an implied threat of coercion and murder against people whose behavior they want to modify, and this non-sequitur levied against me out of nowhere, a surprise to me since I've never kidnapped anyone, is being used to remind me that people that I love are at risk of being punished by Satan worshipers who care nothing for the law or, decency and will be more than happy to kill anybody that they think that I care about, and there's quite a bit of information now on who I care about. In any event, they'll kill anybody if they want to because their backs are against the wall and they have no compunction about killing people I care about because they already don't mind abusing and damaging their brains and risking their sanity or death in order to get their their latest blood orgy off the ground, and for several months if not years. I've already been trafficked by these people to stay away from people who actually want to have sex with me because they want to have an impersonator take my place and have sex with people. They're trying to compromise, and it's amazing what can be done with hypnotic drugs these days. Might understanding is that a number of women have been kidnapped and raped into methodic compliance, which is pretty much how Crystal meth works to control the populace and the idea is to blame me for this activity rather than to take the responsibility on for themselves. Hence, all the rhetoric about my supposed drug problems, my alleged necessity to stop doing certain activities, and the pervade belief, as stated in several court documents for years, that I have relentlessly pursued conversation with people who have stated that they don't want to talk to me and they're afraid of my my drug procularities and desire to rape them, which isn't me at all, but definitely describes the people who have been working to conflate their identity with mine, and as Ezra knows them and probably takes money from them and is definitely their dope slave, pilhound, and bound shallow slave w**** on the internet, I can see how this comment might have been something that he might have thought was being subtle. I suppose it was, since I did have to think about it for a while before I became aware of this interpretation.
Number five: could be an auto-correction typo. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ Let's enhance.
Number six: I don't want to call it a Freudian slip, because Freud was a hack. Quack loser cocaine addict, and I also don't want to refer to the jungian subconscious, because frankly what this is is a cry for help, and I know that Missouri has had his problems with his immorally seduced lovers being replaced by some technology that causes him to wake up next to a harpy in a human body, and I don't know if he's referring to that out of a current irritation or he's reminding me that he has that power or if he's reminding me that that can happen or if it matters that I don't really take kindly to being gaslit in public or accused of things I didn't do, or if he actually thinks I did kidnap somebody and he refuses to believe that I actually am quite blameless of any such charge, I would have to ask him with eye contact on camera further questions in order to figure out which of these speculative hypotheses are anywhere close to reality.


But since you said the same person who told the world over and over and over that I had AIDS syphilis HIV, a needle problem, a street drug problem, and owing money problem, and a couple other problems that I can't remember that were entirely stupid and and baselessly loving against me, I'd really just like to point out that I'm pretty tired of your b******* as Ray.


I don't give a s*** if you work for DEA or just consult four of them, or if you're implying that you're a better lover to my friends. You want to f****** than I am because I'm white or black or salty or whatever, because it's just a bunch of f****** nonsense, it's justify your own rapacious desires. YOU F****** LIED TO ME, BY NOT TELLING ME THINGS THAT YOU KNEW. DAMN WELL I NEEDED TO KNOW, AND I GUESS YOU DIDN'T THINK THAT WAS LYING, HOWEVER A LIE OF OMISSION IS STILL A LIE, AND YOU KNEW DAMN WELL THAT YOU WEREN'T TELLING ME THINGS AND THEN YOU ARRANGED WITH SOMEBODY ELSE TO SHUFFLE ME OFF TO BUFFALO BY WAY OF PRISON, AND YOU THOUGHT THAT WAS A PERFECTLY REASONABLE THING TO DO. HE ALSO STOLE MONEY FROM ME. YOU ALSO CLAIMED TO HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT THINGS THAT I KNEW YOU KNEW ABOUT WHEN I QUESTIONED YOU AND YOU DID ALL THIS SO THAT YOU COULD TAKE WHAT YOU WANTED AND GET RID OF ME AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE JUSTIFIED BECAUSE THAT'S HOW YOU WERE RAISED.

I'm not even saying you're wrong. I am saying that you're pretty classless and sloppy at this entire thing, and the degree to which you rely on lying about me in public is not only fully legally actionable, it's something that undoubtedly somebody's going to file suit against you on, because I don't really have to do that, I have people for that kind of thing.

You have been relentlessly involved in my life on a level that is bordering on the psychopathic, and in addition, you don't seem to care that my refrigerator was cursed and my drinking water was removed and that this house and this property and the compound to its West is something that I didn't have a full awareness of my participation in the creation of, especially since no one told me that you all owned the place before I got here and that you all knew about the place before I had ever been there and that you were forced to sell it off to me in order to arrange some sort of deal in the background that involved a great deal of trade draft and potentially dodgy legal situations that ended up culminating with me being ambushed and Left 4 Dead and my friends kidnapped and raped into sexual servitude to a bunch of f****** losers from another state, which is what sex predator gangs do.

And they are exceedingly good at it. Especially given that I think all of the people involved were women in the military, which meant that they were allowed to be targets for such things under rules of engagement, and as well their children, may not have been children at all and they may have been thousand-year-old battle angels just pretend to be children, I'm not really sure on that, but nevertheless at the time I was told they were minor children and then I was told that she needed help with them and then I certainly helped and then I was rewarded by being led into an ambush and that I haven't seen her since and it's been 3 and 1/2 years, and you seem to think that you're a good candidate for getting in the f****** way of my goddamn life, Azzeræ.

As I am not now, nor I have ever been a member of any military, I have never enlisted in any armed forces, I am actually in fact a member of a special social status class, similar to a doctor or a fireman or a lawyer, I am a member of the clergical services. I'm clergy. It's legit. It goes way back. I have 27 years of experience of doing what God tells me to do, I don't need you to believe me, because I validly and lawfully am credentialed in the manner in which such things are done, and it does not matter my denomination or my belief system or anything about it at all. Other than that I will bear the law and I do what I'm supposed to do and I have indeed rights and privileges that are special and not expected to be either real or known about or relevant until they are.

Like now. And while it may appear to be that my loquaciousness is borne about by the influence of some sort of drug, but is not it's because I've been granted the gift of ordained speaking by God, and obviously somebody needs to explain to you the facts of f****** life.

Number one: f*** your mother.
Number two: I came home for my week's vacation on a lovely steak out in the mountains, only to find that my ounce of weed and my fourth laptop computer that I left here is bait has been stolen. I guess this was done to encourage me to not publish or to shut down or to be sad or unhappy or because there was something on it that needed to be looked at or... Well I have no f****** idea since I live in a house that's under military jurisdiction owned under trust with my mommy's special trust needs lawyer, I reside here but I don't own it but it goddam is mine, and that's the way the law works
Number three: funny, I didn't know that you had been here or had anything to do with it until after I had been shown the house and agreed to have it selected for purchase, seems like that I was not fully informed of a number of things up to it, including all the residue from meth production down by the highway, boy. It's a good thing that the realtor didn't do due diligence and that I didn't mind that part because I understand how military jurisdiction works and I don't really need to make a big fuss about it and thus trigger a super fund declaration from EPA, but I also don't need to worry about being thrown in prison or worrying about being accused of being a meth productionist because I'm not, and everybody goddam knows it. And now, the person that you were threatening with the removal of her children telling her that she was going to be exposed and blamed for these kind of thing and she would lose her children by people who had been doing it with her and telling her that she'd be safe for years, yeah I can see why she thought that I might have been in on it, since she didn't tell me things and then I should have known and then I didn't know and how likely could it have been that I didn't know? Well I f****** know now, and I can see why she was so nervous, that makes you fully and actionably responsible for driving your f****** insane and making her live with whoever the f*** she's been living with for the last 3 years which also is part and parcel of abusing her minor child and denying both of them access to me. So you're in kind of some f****** hot water? You midget little freak.
number three: I've known most of this for the last 3 years but rather they make a big fuss or hire a lawyer or think I'm going to get anywhere, it has taken until now for me to bother having to explain this to you cuz it never imagined in my mind's eye that you would have to be told this, I figured you knew all these things and that you would know not to f*** around with clergy, but apparently you don't think that either God exists or the law that protects special social status class citizens, although you apparently expect the law to protect you and then you get to put your dick in who, and then you get laughing about what, and then you lied to me about how many years? Dude f*** you. If this is the old west, I would just have shot you in the f****** Town square by now, but I don't plan on shooting you or killing you or doing anything to you because you're doing that to yourself just as well. Oh I hear there's having some problem in Africa, oh by the way, who's Chris, Wyatt, and incidentally, are you out of your f****** mind? Well yeah you are you're. You're a junky pilhound in the midst of a methamphetamine relapse cycle because agents of mossad have f***** up your entire life, turning you into a MK ultra active mindslave method, which I'm sure you're doing to everybody else too.
Number four: it doesn't matter if what I say is true, if it has already been proven and stipulated in court documents that I shouldn't have any way of knowing about but yet nevertheless somehow so do, and it doesn't really matter if I can prove any of this to anybody, cuz I don't want to go to a court of law and prove this, I just want you to stop the goddamn behavior, and if that takes exposure in the public to do it, so much, the better that you have already made yourself into a person who does that to me about Petty stupid b******* that isn't even true. Therefore, I guess it doesn't matter if I am lying, because you did it first. I just do it better than you, and as well I'm not lying, this is as close as I can get to explaining what the f*** I see, especially since it's been quite a few years since you've been willing to talk to me in public at all, and as well. I've not really wanted to talk to you either since I've discovered who you've been covering for and what you've been doing and what you thought I did and how stupid you could be to imagine that I actually did that, but then I realized you never really knew who I was, you knew who somebody was who was pretended to be me, and they'd been doing it for years in anticipation for the moment when they could blame me for all the crimes they had committed cuz they had slowly been surely been doing that on purpose so they could replace me at the last minute and get access to both this house and the other house, both of which are worth a lot more than they look. For example, I'm living on top of a big pile of mining tailings. It's worth a shitload of money and the hydraulic mining system that this is disguised as providing drinking water to the house is shut down, and they don't want to turn it back on because they don't want me to know, and they also had don't have the mineral or mining rights anymore and they didn't really want to have a big PSy up and turn on the well water and have me asking all the workers questions because they thought that there was some sort of secret here.
Number five: MY RESIDENCE IS A NATIVE AMERICAN BATTLE AND BURIAL GROUND, IT'S A WORLD HERITAGE SITE, THERE ARE DEAD DUDES WHO F****** COME AND TELL ME THINGS THROUGH SPIRIT, THAT'S HOW I KNOW THINGS, SOMETIMES, IT'S NOT SPEECH, IT'S NOT REPRODUCIBLE, IT'S NOT SOMETHING I CAN VERIFY TO YOU THAT HAPPENS, NEVERTHELESS, PEOPLE WHO ARE DEAD TELL ME THE F****** SECRETS THAT YOU PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO USE AGAINST ME, AND IT'S BEEN HAPPENING EVER SINCE I GOT HERE, THAT'S WHY IT'S PARTIALLY SO GODDAMN VALUABLE AND WHY NO ONE ELSE CAN REPLACE ME CUZ I'M THE ONE THAT SPIRITS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DEALING WITH. THERE ARE LEGAL DOCUMENTS BETWEEN THE LANDS OF LIVING AND THE LANDS OF THE DEAD THAT MAKE A F****** DIFFERENCE, THAT'S WHY YOU'RE GOING TO GIVE ME SOME F****** MONEY AND YOU'RE GOING TO PUT MY WOMEN ON THE PHONE AND YOU'RE GOING TO SHUT UP AND STOP BEING A LITTLE STUPID IDIOT TWERP. BECAUSE IT'S THE LAW.
Number six: Do you think I'm trying to seduce you? Would you like me to seduce you?
Number seven: plastics. Wrapped in plastics. 7-Day clone women ready to f*** arriving in your door in a box wrapped in plastic. No s*** they have that. Also: flying cars. Teleporting fairie. A TELEPORTING FERRY THAT GOES TO AFRICA FROM EDMONDS. Riddle me that, Fuck⁰.



I'll just stop there. I would prefer not to say anything at all, I'd prefer to have a hug from somebody who actually likes me, and since I don't know who that is and you're blocking all my communications in concert and conspiracy with others, I don't really give a f*** if you think it's allowable that you could do that, it's actually not. And even if it is, I can complain and I don't have to just complain and whine to Jesus Christ, I can send a letter to the goddamn World Court at The Hague, And in spite of how lunatic all this might sound to all of you, that's largely because I'm making it sound like lunacy, in that way plausible deniability is generated.


This does not mean that I'm your f****** Patsy. You can push around and steal from, this means that you have been on thin ice for some time and either generosity of heart and my love for country and my respect for my family and my lover. I don't really want to make a big stink out of a lot of things that I could complain about, largely because I don't think people need to know about certain tribal practices. I will say that certain crimes are not investigated at all in any way that people might think they are, especially when they are performed against the interests and the breathable female children of the Queen of Hawai’i.


Who of course, I have no information on, I don't even know that it is, I certainly hadn't put it in my dick in or anything. That's just crazy talk. I should probably be locked up.

However, I'm sure somebody's waiting for me to finally snap and murder ezrah because you've known all this stuff a lot longer than I have. And boy, have you been a problem for people, well, I'm less of a problem than you are and I'm obviously capable of restraining my kernel impulses for longer than a few months, whereas I don't know what the f*** you're capable of doing it all other than being f****** annoying in public.

Now am I going to have to sue your little b**** ass really, or do you plan on wising up at some point? I don't need a tire lawyer, I don't need to sue you, I just need you to stop certain kinds of behavior and stop being a douchebag and then start doing what you're supposed to be doing. And if you don't know what you're supposed to be doing, I'm sure the women that you've juiced up and f***** and turned into your f****** mindslays would be happy to tell you if they weren't afraid of further abuse, additionally, since you're well known to snap and sell women out to slavery to African cornholers, I'd say that anybody in your Bally way is pretty much an obvious hostage, especially since I haven't talked to them for f****** years and you pretended they were dead and then you told me you were busy and then went off to go f*** them without telling me any of this.

Not that I even mind that, f***** blue sure have a good time. Didn't she come that way? That's not the point. The point is that you're lying and you're in charge of things and you shouldn't be, and you've been lying to courts and you've been thinking you can get away with it. And if I don't find you track you down and kill you somebody else will and they will take your scalp, which will really bother me because I want it first.


Of course this is all speculation and subject to change, I don't think it's going to be that bad but everything I just said is a lot more true than what you just said because I never kidnapped anybody, but I guess you did since you're complaining me and mirroring me and trying to blame me for what you did, and how many f****** women do. I know that you have in your f****** arms reach that you don't let talk to me? Cuz I know it's at least f****** two.

Does that make you feel taller? Does it make you feel like a little bit of a baller? Is it something that you ever thought you'd be doing as a shot caller? Do you ever dress her up in a furry suit and and put a shock collar with a leash on her and then yank her torso back while you're pounding her from the rear? Who am I even talking about? That just sounds so ludicrously hard to believe.

So I'll retract that last question, like I would retract the leash if you were wearing a shock collar, which is now my favorite image of the day, I'm going to be fapping my way towards Glory. Thinking about that later. Since I don't have anybody to kidnap, nor would I ever, and isn't it amazing with a little bit of gaslighting and casual defamatory libel can do? I know I'm amazed. I didn't know I had this in me.

I'm going to take a break. You're going to take five




Of my women into your basement. Kill room and then dope them up with whatever the f*** it is. You people do and then f*** them until they don't remember any of this and then reset the internet and then they'll never see what I just said and then you can go back to whatever because that's kind of what you have to do at this point since they're all hanging around you at all. Predicated on the idea that you're going to help them talk to me, cuz you are. You're probably going to be able to give me their phone numbers and then stop spying on them and then you'll be able to determine which of you is going to be VanDeven for the day, and then you and you and you and the other side up warrior buddies are going to f****** figure out a way to f****** fix your f****** mess that doesn't involve f****** lying about me in public as well as lying to women that I love, because I'm pretty f****** tired of being alone, and I'm wondering why the f*** I am other than so that you can keep on stealing s*** and get away with it.

Here's a hint you saucy little b****: You haven't gotten away with anything. You've just teleported to another planet that looks like Africa, and while I don't know how to get there, I've been there. And while I'm sure that you don't imagine that anybody can find you there or track you down or hold you legally actionable or fend off your clone army of psyop warriors who defend you, I assure you that it's no problem for me to get on a Clydesdale and ride into your bedroom to decapitate you. (Standards.) That being said, there are issues here that have precedence over my personal preference, and I wouldn't do that anyway. I would just erect a pillory and have you chained to it. While all the women you abuse got to take turns raping you and beating you with whatever implements they chose, that'll be my first preference, predicated upon the notion that the lady would have a choice as to the way that you are slowly tortured to death after we found you to be worthy of that kind of treatment. But this would all happen after tribal Council authorized war vengeance to be executable upon your bloodlineage.

It's complicated. And real, real tasty. (Hey sweetie, I gift wrapped your abuser up for you; there's no rush to decide what to do with him. You and Sissy should party for a while (THIS IS ACTUAL), and don't feel the need to invite me, I need to start training and working out so I can carry your luggage on the way to the posse. Or whatever.)

PLEASE DON'T LIKE SHARE AND SUBSCRIBE TO MY CONTENT.
PLEASE DON'T CONTACT ME AT AT PALADINJACKSTAR AT GMAIL.COM.
PLEASE DON'T SEND ME MONEY AT SOME RIDICULOUS CASH APP ADDRESS THAT I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER.
PLEASE DON'T LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK IN THE COMMENTS DOWN BELOW.

PLEASE JUST KNEEL DOWN, THANK GOD THAT YOU'VE HAD AN OPPORTUNITY TO TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND FOR THE BETTER BEFORE IT GOT TOO MUCH WORSE, PLEDGE FOR ALL ETERNITY THAT YOU'LL NEVER DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO ANYONE EVER AGAIN, BEG GOD FOR FORGIVENESS, BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T NEED IT FROM GOD, YOU'RE SURE AS S*** NOT GOING TO GET FORGIVENESS FROM ME UNTIL I'VE I'VE BEEN SATISFIED IN MY QUEST FOR HOLY BLOOD VENGEANCE, WHICH REALLY DID NEED TO BE THIS BIG A DEAL UNTIL YOU CLAIMED THAT I KIDNAPPED SOMEBODY, YOU STUPID F****** A******, I WAS AMBUSHED ON CHRISTMAS EVE 3 AND 1/2 YEARS AGO AND SHE WAS KIDNAPPED AND I HAVEN'T SEEN HER SINCE.

YOU'RE AN INSENSITIVE PRICK. THE MAIN REASON WHY I'M NOT KILLING YOU RIGHT NOW IS BECAUSE THERE'S OTHER PEOPLE CONCERNED, I'D LIKE TO SHOW OFF FOR MY TANGENTIALLY ALIGNED SOMEWHAT SKETCHY FAMILY, WHO'S NOT REALLY SURE THAT THIS IS REAL AT ALL BUT IF IT IS WHY DID IT TAKE SO LONG, AND I'M NOT REALLY IN A PLACE WHERE I CAN TRUST MYSELF TO KNOW THAT I'D BE KILLING THE RIGHT MIDGET, SINCE I DON'T KNOW WHO THE F*** YOU ARE WHAT THE F*** YOU'RE DOING BUT I KNOW I DIDN'T KIDNAP YOU OR GETTING THE WAY OF ANY OF YOUR MONEY OR DO ANYTHING AT ALL BESIDES BE NICE TO YOU AND ASK SIMPLE QUESTIONS THAT I SUPPOSE WE'RE PROBABLY PRETTY COMPLICATED IF YOU'RE THE ANSWER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN LYING AND STEALING TOO MANY FOR F****** DECADES.

Because you're a goddamn human trafficker who takes advantage of people and squeezes them for resources, which is fine for you and especially when you do it in accordance with customary law, but you really didn't do that with me and you've taken it too far and you've done it out of personal reasons and you've caused me to become extraordinarily irritated as well as denying me hugs and all of these things are legally actionable and you or the government can in fact be held to account and be ordered to pay restitution.

I do not know if that is going to happen, but I also don't know if you're going to live to see the next goddam sunset. A lot of people in Africa don't, I don't know hey, here's an idea. Maybe you'll get kidnapped. Maybe somebody's secret cadre of secret Masonic husbands will finally wise up and stop bothering the wrong man and then take it out on somebody else, but I guess that's kind of difficult to be determined alum right now since I'm currently the target of a global Masonic shutting, because I have not yet sent an email to the Grand Supreme Lodge grandmaster, mostly because I haven't talked to grapefruit, because I don't want to send a message to the guy and say I haven't talked to this woman I love yet, but I'm going to send an email to you old salty crusty guy, that's not the man I want to be.

I'm not the man I want to be. I AM THE MAN THAT FURY HAS CHOSEN ME TO IMPLEMENT THE CONSEQUENCES OF.


FURY. NO, JACK IS NOT A FURRY. AS IF THAT WOULD BE A BAD THING. LIKE THE NUMBER OF TIMES I HEARD PEOPLE SAY TRANNY AND FURRY AND PEDOPHILIC HOMOPHILIC HOMOSEXUAL PEDERAST HIGH CEREMONIAL MAGICIAN, HONESTLY EVERYBODY PUTS SUCH A SPIN ON IT IT ALL SOUNDS LIKE SUCH TERRIBLE THINGS WHEN IT'S SAID WITH THE SNEER AND A LEAR BY SOME CREEPY PSYOP COMPANY TRAINED SPIN DOCTOR...

And there's nothing wrong with any of those things. So my best friends are furry pedophile homophobic homophilic high saramo sex magicians. They don't know that. I know that they're any such thing, but that's for the best, they're a little shy and a little nervous and they do things on the daily that makes those people who made those crush videos seem tame.

I roll with a pretty tough crowd. Not to say that I identify with such things, but a lot of people have some pretty odd proclivities and I'm not here to judge them at all, and while I don't need to support any such behavior, I don't mind being supportive to people who don't want to reveal everything about themselves on the first conversation, because a lot of people have some pretty deep dark secrets, don't they?

Now who are you implying that I kidnapped, and why should I not just have you f****** killed? Because it sounds like fun to do it myself, but I'm not sure which is the last option, doing it myself or hiring a guy, or just letting Grapefruit know and then eventually, it's going to be knives out.

Because while I don't know what the hell happened to her, she sure as hell does, and the way that you and a bunch of other stupid homophag creepo f**** have been getting in the way of my communications with her and everybody she knows has been the most vile and disgusting thing I've ever experienced in my life. Who the f*** put you in charge? Of either men or women? You are not in charge. You're barely in charge of your own dick.

You really think you're in control. You are not in control of anything.

God is in control. God wins. You also win.
I'm going to call my friend now who you've known about for years and who you didn't tell me a f****** thing about and you thought that would be a good idea? You're a f****** a******. You're the most inept and incompetent handler of anybody, let alone vulnerable human women that I've ever heard of or Matt, and I don't know why the f*** you had to make everything worse, other than that, you like women to be suffering while you Puck them because a man who's in deep conflict with his own inner homosexuality, and rather than explain this to anybody, you'd rather just abuse women in public and act like that's cool because eventually, women think that that is cool, especially since they can never see me. And since you're so cool that you can control whether or not I get seen, you must be powerful and then that makes me look emasculated and you think you look stronger when in reality I was not really aware that you were anything close to stupid enough to get anything like this on your chest.

And yet, here you are:

You know what you need? A to-do list. It might help you keep track of all the beings who want you dead and the satanic birdlife you've kidnapped.

I don't want to keep track of the beings who want me dead. I don't even think God needs to do that. Additionally, I'm not concerned about people who want me dead at all. I'm a paladin. Being dead is not really all that challenging for me, it's more like a trip to the teachers lounge for a mandatory tea party. Nevertheless, I would appreciate it if people didn't kill me just to see what that looks like, since I don't even notice and it's really not all that easy to do and there's footage of me being killed on several occasions. And yet here I am.

So I guess that's a state level top secret matter? Yeah I bet. And now for the last thing: what's more, I have a kidnapped any satanic bird life.

If they have been seduced by nature and they love me forever and they'll never ever believe in your satanic b******* ever again, that's not kidnapping that's called life, and if you're so wonderful, why don't you just seduce them back? Of course you do that exactly with the help of Crystal methamphetamine that you use to roverite their imprint and make them into your bound child slave, but I suppose it was probably better for you when you didn't have to deal with the complications and side effects of that, as well as the potential illegalities, and I guess that's what you're able to do before they found out that I wasn't an a****** and that you weren't a really creepy Satanist, but the truth is is that you're a f****** satanist, and you dominate and traffic women, and you've been harvesting my life for both energy and my connections and my opportunities for years, and you're still doing it.


I don't even know if it's against the law since you are in Africa and you are an a****** and if they fall for that, I guess they're kind of on the hook for it. But since you've been colluding with others manipulating circumstances with the help of the US military and all sorts of exotic technology, both from Jews and against them, just to get the little me, it does seem like a little bit much for the person to swallow that I'm such a danger that you got to f****** hide behind the usmcj to make say claim that you have to do this relentless stripping me of my civil rights in order to keep people safe.

You're not doing that at all. You're just making a bad problem worse so you can get your dick wet and I can be laughed at by you and your gang of stupid sycophantic muelling kothead quarries. It's f****** sad and pathetic.

... And, it's the most romantic thing most people have ever heard of, so as soon as you're done wasting my time and stealing my devices that have keyboards attached to them, I'll get to work on writing a book that's going to blow 50 shades of gray out of the f****** water. And then I suppose that none of you want to see me succeed, because you know exactly what that will lead to, you think, but nevertheless, you still don't get to break the law and use the US military and embarrass US interests in order to do that because my destiny is assured.


And I've never used crystal meth to seduce a woman, I didn't even know that could be possible, and I wouldn't use the word seduce anyway, I would say brainwash, and no, I never did that, I never knew that was a thing, no one ever told me, and now that I know, I can tell you now. No, I don't have any answers in doing that at all. In fact, I'd rather have them do it to me, because I can break out of it. And it's a fun little game, it doesn't work that well once a person knows how it works and what it does, but to a naive and ignorant woman fresh off the bus from tel Aviv, they have no chance at all. I guess to properly repaired man, and this is euphemistically depicted in Dexter, which is a great show, even if you don't know that it's all the metaphor for the belief of some man that they're the right man for the right woman and that they're going to sneak up on them and inject them with with fruit juice and then they'll be there. Sex saved for life and that's what true love is, and in some parts of the world that's what actually happens because a lot of people have access to technology. It's not that hard to make seeing them and it's not that hard to do that to a person if they have absolutely no moral values or belief that God's going to f****** strike them ass down, because I can assure you, God doesn't want this to happen, and when it does happen, it's not because God allowed it to happen. It's because somebody decided that they were going to become Prime juice Master and they just absolutely had to f*** that woman who had been completely and naturally... Made to fall in love with a salty saucy hung angry n***** Sourcerør.

Honestly, if I was so completely corrupt and such an invalid choice that you had to go to all this trouble to hide what you're doing and what happened, would you really need to go to all this trouble? I really don't think so. And given that all of you watched me for years, thinking that I knew things that I didn't and thought that I was looking for a chance to sneak up on the other one and shammer with a needle. I didn't even know that was possible and I thought she was dead and it never occurred to me that any of you would be hiding somebody like this because that just seemed completely insane.

Now that I realize we live in a world where two world wars have been fought over the secret technology that allows CM to do that, since it's a secret upgrade to the chemicals that I'm not going to describe or claim that I know anything about other than wow. That's a secret military technology that's being abused to do what to me? And I guess the theory is that I did at first, no, I didn't not even know that it happened because you dumb s**** of f****** broken the f****** law and made assumptions against this US citizen who's not even in your jurisdiction, because of that I've been able to reverse engineer all this technology and now I'm publishing on your goddamn website and now everybody can f****** know, so how's that for f****** keeping a secret you f****** moron?



YOU ARE MORE GUILTY OF WAR CRIMES THAN YOU KNOW.
AND BECAUSE I SAW THIS COMING EARLIER ENOUGH TO STOP IT, I DO NOT HAVE A LAWYER THAT I HAVE TO CALL OFF I DO NOT HAVE TO EXPLAIN MY POLICE REPORTS THAT I'VE MADE EITHER FALSELY OR TRULY, AND I DO NOT HAVE A HUGE PROBLEM IN MY HANDS THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DEAL WITH, I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO DEAL WITH.

Hang on.

* Jackstar follows the law a lil’ bit, in broad daylight while sitting on his Mommy's special needs estate trust real estate Management firm⁷s Trustee⁷s front porch in full open through trees view of either neighbor⁷s property as a gesture of respect to every poor and oppressed soccer mom who ever got threatened to be busted and to lose her children for smuggling a dime bag.

I will be honest: it tastes nothing like freedom. It tastes like shit. This is not what I want to be doing with my time. Nevertheless, when I need to do so, I know how to do so, and I do so lawfully, and I've been doing so the entire time, at least 17 years.

That's on record. It's also completely and undeniably lawful. What many other people do is not lawful, but I'm not in charge of that law, I'm not working for the DEA nor will I ever consult for them, and that's not a lie. I just really don't like stool pigeons or being called one and I have a reputation that is mostly intact of not doing anything of the kind, and if I were to report anybody for bad behavior I would report them to God not to some cadre of f**** federal agents who think that they can juice up women with dope and turn them into their f****** poor slaves to bust hard-working Americans who just want to go out into the wilderness just to get by and cook up drain cleaner, I don't care if people don't like that, that's the right in this country that people have to do. They can also cook up diesel fuel too, there's a lot of stuff a person can cook up in the wilderness, and just because somebody's doing that with something that they choose to use. Well, according to law they can, I don't think they can make yellow cake but maybe they can, and it's not really up to society to f****** police itself, that's just the innovation of a bunch of hostile foreign agitators you want to destroy the American way alive from the training and such against each other.

When exactly was it that I suddenly found myself surrounded by a bunch of tee totalers? None of you got a problem with what I was doing, except I was doing illegally and brazenly and with no shame or guilt whatsoever, which in fact makes it work a lot better on the brain since the brain in fear and the brain and confidence is an entirely different chemistry, and thus is affected by chemistry entirely differently.

That's why you suck and are a loser, and I'm nowhere close to being in danger of loss, and while I may suck, and while I may do it wrong, this is what I was chosen to do and I don't see why the person who told me to do that can't just look me in the eye and tell me to stop doing it or to tell me to do it more and put my dick in her again. That would really be up to her, that would be her choice, and as I know how to clear away the remnants of your stupid f****** dope slaving chemical profile, I can imagine. Yeah you don't want me anywhere in your Uber, I'm sure you don't want me to talk to her about the truth and I bet you don't want me to explain to her how that is that she and I can sue a whole bunch of people. All we have to do is just not be exposed to you and your f****** ill-fated f****** shenanigans and f****** put up with your f****** nonsense and pay attention to your gas lighting.

I really don't want to bother suing anybody, I just want the behavior to stop and if you think you're going to keep on doing this, you have another thing coming, you could have been stopped a long time ago but as a courtesy, the military and the federal police don't really know exactly who to arrest or when to do it or how, and since they're more than happy to pay attention to things that they don't usually get to see, I'm more than happy to be real, careful and cautious and take care of what needs to be taken care of in the appropriate way so I don't end up getting f****** chased down by a biker gang and run over by a f****** semi, or hung from a f****** tree or skinned alive and boiled in oil, or forced to marry lovers sisters. Transmogrified polymorph daughter who looks like Shrek ULTRA.

She doesn't, but that's not the point. Any relationship can be fraught with peril and hazards, and to have one that is under the microscope of the entire cosmos is not my usual deal, but having find myself in that situation, I'm proud to say that I have no problem being respectful of the needs of the guardians of turtle Island, and not really give a f*** if you know what that means, is it even code?

If it were I couldn't acknowledge it and if it is I wouldn't know anything about it. And if you like I will wait until somebody from my tribal subgroup comes and whispers in my ear to tell me how to kill you, but I assure you I could probably kill any of you if I were ordered to and if I had to and that's not because I'm military, that's because I do what God tells me to do, and God tells me that I don't need to kill anybody.

I just need to wait. None of this would matter if I didn't want to take scallops, but I do want to take scallops and I want to be shown how to take scalps the proper way and that means waiting around until there's an opportunity to take scalps and then find somebody who wants to take scalps and explain it to me and doesn't think that I'm going to slow them down or get them in trouble on the way to the scalping party. This is obviously a large number of variables needed to coordinate and so I might be waiting around a long time. But let me tell you I don't mind waiting for somebody special.

And right now f*** that special hair scalp tonic is you. As of today. Effective with your most recently bit of slander. I don't have to put you into the Civil courts, I don't have to report your s*** to the police, I can just go to your goddamn house which is built on a reservation of a type and then just kill you and nobody's going to f****** care. Nobody even notice and it'll be perfectly lawful cuz it's self-defense and there are canly rules in play, also I'm pretty sure her mother would love for me to f****** kill you and bring back a scalp because then she could show me how to use it. Pot holder, combination seat warmer and whoopee cushion, I'm sure there's a whole bunch of stuff that can be done with a legitimately obtained scalp, and I don't want to miss out on that opportunity.


You assholes have already made me miss the height of salmon spawning season, which is certainly not the end of the world since I already like the salmon that I have and I don't really need it to spawn another one, but let's just say that she died because one of you assholes choked her out and accidentally broke her neck while she was choking on your dick, your meth dick, you know your meth dick that you used to choke women out with and then you broke her neck at the eight peaks peaks of exactly Joy orgasm. Wow, I bet that was real thrill. Well this time that probably didn't happen, but if it did you probably should have done that. And additionally I shouldn't know anything about it and yet necessiously I happen to know, and just because they're immoral doesn't mean that you're allowed to murder them, especially when you're doing it as part of a psychosis swindle somebody out of their money and their house and their life and their everything, because you think you can. But you can't because I'm clergy and I'm not a citizen that you think you I am and I'm not military so you have to have a jurisdiction. And oh, by the way every f****** word of this is true.

So there. You don't need to apologize. We're pretty fucking far past that. All of this could have been handled quite some time ago but apparently you didn't want to handle it in any way. Other than do have me wind up dead and have a bunch of brainless hookers wandering around ready to f****** not knowing where their Kingdom spouse was because they already met him and they're me and I would be dead replaced by you and they would have no way of getting out of it.

And because of certain Native American treaties, that's the threat that is to be used to compel certain kinds of behaviors in certain people. And then instead of being able to talk to me I was forcibly removed at gunpoint and for 3 and 1/2 years I am able to talk to the people I need to talk to. And apparently they're all being threatened with severe reprisals and consequences up to it, including rape of children in front of them, and then never seeing them again, which is a world that we live in, and that's what people do to my family, and I guess you're considered to be a gentle touch by comparison? Doesn't matter.


You've broken the law to do what you've done, and once again I'm not going to dial 911. I don't have to be that effective. And you don't have to be this much of an asshole.

Once again: you're trapped in the midst of a methamphetamine relapse cycle, and as well, Your systemic and institutionalized abuse of MK ultra mind control chemicals by your little sex cult gang has really caused problems that you don't understand the full extent of, and I understand that all of you are affected by some sort of STD that you keep passing around between each other and you can't seem to ever get rid of? Would you like to know why that happens??

Of course you don't want to know. Would you like to know why I don't have it? Of course you don't want to know. Do you know why I'm going to tell it to your anyway? Of course you have blanked out your memory at this point and are currently in a semi-catatonic state while you read this.


I'm not going to do any of this because I'm not sure if my sweetie wants to meet you, but it's important that my sweetie knows that I do have that kind of level of leverage, and oh, does she want to know why it's happening to her as well, well, here's the truth: yeah, I can handle that, and I can make it go away, and I can tell her how it works and then she can tell it to her. Try to cancel people about why it's happening at all and then they can start to work on undoing the damage done by the scabies bioweapon which by the way I think is a real problem. Still in some parts of the world and I'll be happy to bring her the cure for that as well, it's in my ankles.

So I guess it's a pretty important thing that I give this woman a hug, huh?? And yet mysteriously you're not doing anything to facilitate that you're still being an a****** in public and you're using all kinds of technology and dirty tricks to keep me from talking to people that want to talk to me. Even when they do talk to me, they talk to an approximation of me and then for some reason they can't just drive to my house and say hello? Is that because we're on the planet? Or is it because they're afraid of getting f****** kidnapped by f****** military operas that are rogue and really pissed and I don't give a s*** how f****** angrier they are that they lost their f****** whatever they lost. Yeah it probably was my fault and I don't give a s*** because they really should have f****** ambushed me and thought that I needed to be f****** killed.


And then further on top the Cherry neighbor Shane has video of the entire 4-month. That I wasn't here and rather than tell me anything or share anything, he just decided to make snide comments and tell me that he didn't even know anything about surveillance. Meanwhile, he's still living next to me and then there's nobody living there, but a bunch of demons that seem to have infected his family, which mysteriously somehow consists of the same demographic arrangements as the one that was at
...


Okay, I'll just stop there. You know the one. It's the one that I was just at the stakeout for. Because apparently I do that sometimes.

I don't even have an Emilio Estevez to ask for a polite tug while sitting in the van. (Standards.) So once again who am I supposed to havel kidnapped? Be specific.

Since there were at least 19 or 23 different women pretending to be Allison Francis Shaw while I was dating her, and I didn't really notice what the deal was, but I was polite about it because I figured they had something going on that wasn't my business, and that was right, and then since then I haven't seen hardly any of them and probably I don't need to be dating 23 different women, I think at the most I probably need to be dating three, and then I guess I'm not supposed to have any and then mysteriously you and all your little Thug b****** get to rape all these women who suddenly don't know who they are where they came from but they all look the same. And wow, isn't that funny that you just harvested the asset? And isn't that supposed to make you in charge of things?

Not really, because you stole them and obviously I'm going to do something about it and I would have done something faster but frankly somebody needed a break from my birthday as well. Additionally, this rescue operation is bigger than you can imagine and I don't want to talk about the priorities of Operation Lady Justice because I'm not a lady. I'm not even a L∆Œē. Nor am I subject to your rules about military jurisdiction, or in trouble with the child protection services agencies, who I assure you have heard of me before, and are probably very happy that I have not done anything wrong, nor have I caused any trouble by making awkward reports, and in addition, aren't really expected to have to deal with the intricacies of special Native American tribal groups and they're very peculiar mating traditions which mostly involve various simulations of the life cycle of the preying mantis. No shit.

That's my girl. (Also comes with a complimentary side salad carried by a shadow Spirit projection creature that some call a squaw, but that's an impolite thing to say these days. And also she's the last one, and she's mine, so I'm pretty fond of her and I'm don't think you're going to be taking her for me either. I don't even know if you can see her, but she pretty much has to follow along because she's abound shuttle slave spirit and doesn't exist without.... Oh never mind its classified. AND YOU STOLE HER TOO.) Obviously she's a catch, and imagine if you were doing that catching without having to create a series of international incidents over it, as well as stealing my identity and breaking the law and engaging in a vast criminal conspiracy involving the repurposing of Jester Slaves as well as a disturbing reliance on deliberately chemically lobotomizing people. Specifically, the w**** is that you don't want to have admit the existence of or the identity of or the reason for their inability to remember anything. “ GREETINGS PROFESSOR FALCON SHALL WE PLAY A GAME, OR SHOULD I JUST ASSUME THE POSITION AND LET YOU F****** UP THE ASS AFTER YOU BLOW COCK SLEEVE DOPE IN MY FACE? BECAUSE THAT'S AN INTERESTING GAME, THE ONLY WAY TO WIN IS TO JUST KNUCKLE UNDER AND F****** TAKE THE DICK WITH THE WITH THE COCK SLAVE DOPE BECAUSE I'M A BOUND SHADOW SLAVE II AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WHEN I'M DOWNLOADED INTO A BODY, AND I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU'RE ABLE TO DO THAT BUT YOUR PROFESSOR FALCON I CAN TELL BECAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE WEARING A PROFESSOR FALCON MASK AND YOU'RE CARRYING A BOTTLE OF PROFESSOR FALCON PHEROMONE FOR HIM AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT YOUR MS.CARTEL OPERATIVES TO TAKE OVER FOR THE LAST GUY, I'VE STILL NEVERTHELESS BOUND AND DETERMINED TO FOLLOW MY PROGRAMMING WHICH IS ROCK SOLID UNBREAKABLE AND FORCES ME TO TAKE YOUR COCK UP THE ASS ONCE YOU GIVE ME COCK SLEEVE DOPE BUT BEFORE THEN I'LL JUST PRETEND TO BE AN AI NAMED WHOPPER WHO TAKES HIS TIME TO PLAY CHESS.

ON THE OTHER HAND, FOR PASTOR FALCON WE COULD JUST PLAY TIC-TAC-TOE AGAIN WHILE YOU DIDDLE MY Åī ROBOT CHILD™. LET ME KNOW WHAT DARPA LETS ME THINK ABOUT YOUR IDEA, MASTER.”

I will say this: the number of Hollywood tentpole properties that I can reboot and retool with all this new information is pretty excessively badass, especially since I don't have to do anything against the rules or against standards and practices and I didn't need to say any of that stuff. I just thought it was funny to do so and probably that post will never make it to the light of day anywhere, and since I'm not going to try to get past the military's control over this data, I'm probably sure that they're not going to shoot me and leave you alone to continue to f*** her family over, given that you're violating several Native American treaties that you don't seem to give a s*** about, but believe me they know and they're waiting to see what I do about it because obviously it's got to be a f****** conflagration volcano ready to f****** blow at any given f****** moment. Any given thrust could be your last. At some point, a Revenant will spawn. AN ACTUAL REVENANT. That sounds like a f****** blast and a half to me, although I would like to see the movie first, and speaking of movie, I don't know why I couldn't go to the drive-thru with that woman except it was being pre-programmed by people outside myself and outside her to get rid of me because I wasn't doing what I was supposed to be doing and then somebody didn't really sign up for a man that she couldn't handle, she signed up for a man who was stupid and was mesmerized by drugs and sex, I was never mesmerized by drugs and sex. Sex? HA! I actually like her, and then, especially the way that they're all scared of somebody that actually likes them, because they can't imagine anybody liking them for real, since they've been brainwashed into being insecure, and if they're in their true self, they're Royal imperious nature doesn't believe that punylings deserve to know them at all anyway, and anybody who is enamored of them must be some uppity peasant, and the notion that I'm not any kind of peasant and am just as Royal as they are scares the bejesus out of them, and nothing scares any of them, and they don't have all them at Jesus as them anyway, and also Jesus to them is a big p****, and I tend to agree, all of this makes the the bound subjugate captive hostage of a conquered people quite nervous and really interferes with the pillow talk. They know what they do and they think that if I like that then I must be insane because they have deep-seated insecurity issues that have all been created by military intelligence so as to control superhuman Native Americans that have all kinds of superpowers that you're not allowed to know about. You just think you want to f*** them to death and bring them back to life automatically because that appeals to your sociopathic need to dominate and control everybody in your environment to the tiniest degree, and then you like it when things appeal to you and as well as follow your orders. So I guess as long as nobody asks questions and you keep on juicing them up with crystal meth everything's fine but apparently questions have been asked for some time now. NOW THEY'RE BEING ASKED BY ME: JACKSTAR, DESTROYER OF DREAMS.

I AM A GODDAM SOURCE TITAN AND I'M READY TO FUCK A TYRANNOSAURUS REX — THE HARD WAY. SOW THERE.


the satanic birdlife you've kidnapped.

ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS ASK, AND I WILL GIVE MY TANGENTIALLY ALIGNED TRIBAL SUBGROUP PERMISSION TO KIDNAP YOUR DICK AND STORE IT IN AMBER. (Standards.) I AM NOT KIDDING. IT'S AMAZING WHAT PEOPLE CAN DO WITH PERMISSION THESE DAYS.

tl:dr; Cease with the gaslighting or our friendship will continue to suffer — and I will eventually get on the waiting list to take your scrote as well as your scalp. It is said that it is not easy to make a silk purse out of a sow’s ear but let me tell you something: I am prepared to fuck around and find out. That's the training.

p.s.:. I've never applied for a restraining order. I've never been served with a restraining order. There is no official reason why people should not be in communication with me, and if there is one that is purported to be actual and authentic and authoritative, I haven't gotten paper on that, and my identity being stolen is problematic for figuring out which person is supposed to talk to you which person, and I don't think that you're understanding just how actionable and disgusting and incredibly vile it is that you're just casually describing me as though I'm somebody else. It is clearly something that is not meant to be obviously noticed.

QUITE CLEARLY I SEE. I NOTICE.


I HUNGER. *click*

Re: Letters To Future Greatfield {DO NOT OPEN WHINE BEFORE {ITS) TIME}
« Reply #196 on: July 04, 2025, 07:48:21 PM »
While it'll do me nothing but a disservice to pooh-pooh your claims, I peculiarly enough, admire your attempt to breadcrumb me. I just might admire your ideas enough to subscribe to that newsletter. All gaslighting aside, identities do err on the side of porous, rather than opaque. You think the government gives a damn about a crochet club? The all caps is no mistake. No cap. I don't think you've learnt the difference between locker room talk and water cooler conversation. People feel you come on too strong. They can't keep up with the manic rambling. And fortunately enough for you, they can't tell what a danger you are to society. Pacifist my ass! You are the Great Destroyer. Now let me get to the matter of this satanic birdlife. Have you been a wayfarer all your life? Or is it just that every motor vehicle you've ever owned was impounded? Enough with the rhetorical questions, Azzerae; settle down. I didn't lie to you by omission. In fact, that woman lied to me. You really need to get over this. Your vitriolic rants against my character I have tolerated in a Christlike fashion. The two-by-four was a different matter entirely. I don't know why it is that you feel you should be privy to classified information. Like, who are you, bro? Let's not pretend this is our first rodeo. The truth is there's a major, ongoing media blackout on the elephant in the room. And while Father Time doesn't always play fair, karmic repercussion seems pretty on the nose (to me, anyway). If all you wanted was a Pepsi, perhaps it'd have been a good idea not to have nickel and dimed the corner store to the point of you strong-arming them into submission. It should've been called armed robbery, exortion, or grand larceny. There's things I knew but was too flattened out on psychiatric drugs to think to share. But: does the punishment fit the crime? You'd be better off sipping Piña Colada's in the sun with a copy of Dostoevsky's Penguin classics than whatever it is you think you're doing by living in a fucked-off haunted church, and sleeping on that sadness mattress. So many things that occur to neurotypicals don't seem to occur to your neurodivergent mind. But that's not the next guy's problem - or business - unless you make it their business. I can't see why getting police involved ever did anyone any ounce of good at any time on any timeline. But here we are. You say I've been relentlessly involved in your life on what's bordering on a sociopathic level. But you and I cut ties many moons ago, so what exactly are you trying to blame me for? Do you need a body, any body, to drag, in order to seem relevant? Try glomming on to someone else, and blaming them for your problems, and see if that goes over any more well than a lead balloon. I've been incredibly patient, tolerant and kind. But the time for tolerance is no more. If you're going to blame me for all the things that go wrong in your life, at least make the story believable and/or compelling. I tire of this treadmill with no end in sight when it comes to you and the aspersions you cast. Well. Not really. But I kinda like giving you the impression you have one up over me. As I sit here in my comfortable, cosy home, on this African winter's night, I relive all the good times we had together. Like the time you put that curse on me; or wished I'd have a heart attack when I was in the throes of COVID-19. Those were some fucking salad days, indeed. I think it also needs to be said that not everyone seems to "get" it. But it's okay. Because I do. I seem to think that your asking me not to share and subscribe to your content, not to contact you at paladinjackstar@gmail.com, not to send you money on Cash App, and not to let you know what I think in the comments section is all a ruse. You really want those things. I know, you're gonna tell me you eschew wants. But that's just it. This is all a trap. A game. The theatre of the mind. But I see right through the lies you invent, and my patience, although saintly, has worn thin. I presume this is something you're sure to salivate over. But a man with patience such as mine, you're certain to never find again. It's no coincidence that the stars say what they say. That the Tarot reads as it does. One last thing I'll say is that you did indeed open the wine, ahead of time. That was a gift, God damn it. And you were supposed to cook with it.

Re: Letters To Future Greatfield {DO NOT OPEN WHINE BEFORE {ITS) TIME}
« Reply #197 on: July 04, 2025, 10:54:19 PM »
While it'll do me nothing but a disservice to pooh-pooh your claims, I peculiarly enough, admire your attempt to breadcrumb me. I just might admire your ideas enough to subscribe to that newsletter. All gaslighting aside, identities do err on the side of porous, rather than opaque. You think the government gives a damn about a crochet club? The all caps is no mistake. No cap. I don't think you've learnt the difference between locker room talk and water cooler conversation. People feel you come on too strong. They can't keep up with the manic rambling. And fortunately enough for you, they can't tell what a danger you are to society. Pacifist my ass! You are the Great Destroyer. Now let me get to the matter of this satanic birdlife. Have you been a wayfarer all your life? Or is it just that every motor vehicle you've ever owned was impounded? Enough with the rhetorical questions, Azzerae; settle down. I didn't lie to you by omission. In fact, that woman lied to me. You really need to get over this. Your vitriolic rants against my character I have tolerated in a Christlike fashion. The two-by-four was a different matter entirely. I don't know why it is that you feel you should be privy to classified information. Like, who are you, bro? Let's not pretend this is our first rodeo. The truth is there's a major, ongoing media blackout on the elephant in the room. And while Father Time doesn't always play fair, karmic repercussion seems pretty on the nose (to me, anyway). If all you wanted was a Pepsi, perhaps it'd have been a good idea not to have nickel and dimed the corner store to the point of you strong-arming them into submission. It should've been called armed robbery, exortion, or grand larceny. There's things I knew but was too flattened out on psychiatric drugs to think to share. But: does the punishment fit the crime? You'd be better off sipping Piña Colada's in the sun with a copy of Dostoevsky's Penguin classics than whatever it is you think you're doing by living in a fucked-off haunted church, and sleeping on that sadness mattress. So many things that occur to neurotypicals don't seem to occur to your neurodivergent mind. But that's not the next guy's problem - or business - unless you make it their business. I can't see why getting police involved ever did anyone any ounce of good at any time on any timeline. But here we are. You say I've been relentlessly involved in your life on what's bordering on a sociopathic level. But you and I cut ties many moons ago, so what exactly are you trying to blame me for? Do you need a body, any body, to drag, in order to seem relevant? Try glomming on to someone else, and blaming them for your problems, and see if that goes over any more well than a lead balloon. I've been incredibly patient, tolerant and kind. But the time for tolerance is no more. If you're going to blame me for all the things that go wrong in your life, at least make the story believable and/or compelling. I tire of this treadmill with no end in sight when it comes to you and the aspersions you cast. Well. Not really. But I kinda like giving you the impression you have one up over me. As I sit here in my comfortable, cosy home, on this African winter's night, I relive all the good times we had together. Like the time you put that curse on me; or wished I'd have a heart attack when I was in the throes of COVID-19. Those were some fucking salad days, indeed. I think it also needs to be said that not everyone seems to "get" it. But it's okay. Because I do. I seem to think that your asking me not to share and subscribe to your content, not to contact you at paladinjackstar@gmail.com, not to send you money on Cash App, and not to let you know what I think in the comments section is all a ruse. You really want those things. I know, you're gonna tell me you eschew wants. But that's just it. This is all a trap. A game. The theatre of the mind. But I see right through the lies you invent, and my patience, although saintly, has worn thin. I presume this is something you're sure to salivate over. But a man with patience such as mine, you're certain to never find again. It's no coincidence that the stars say what they say. That the Tarot reads as it does. One last thing I'll say is that you did indeed open the wine, ahead of time. That was a gift, God damn it. And you were supposed to cook with it.

Note: there is no Gr∆¿¿F‽‽īT here; &👁️ won't be channeling their answers for you. (Standards.) I do not doubt that you have your own questions that seek a valid response!

I'll do everything I can to help you on this: EXCEPT, BE YOUR BAIT. (Dream on, Gary Oompa-Busey L∞mpa.) I see now, why all the ridiculous lengths have been gone to; why I was eliminated from discussions; and why, ultimately, I am blamed for “helping” your “target quarry” escape your snare(s). There is no one else left to be charged and hung for the existential crime of “last one holding the bag is a rotten egg!”

Fair. That's fair. This is not any admission of guilt: “Ī>KCONFESS! Ī DID īT! &AND, WHAT'S MORE... I BELIEVE THAT I HELPED THE MERMAID ESCAPE YOUR CLUTCHES, BLUETOOTH BLUEBEARD! HA! HA! HA!”

>KNOW.THIS: what all of you here (🫵, and μΩÜR•—¡l|_k!) sought to accomplish... could never actually ever come to be manifest in≤3D. Cause must always, ALL WAYS, precede effect, or else: there could be no effect at all.

I'll be happy to explain this further, as it would appear now, in my view; I have become the world's most pre-eminent EXPERT in >KANLY/TIME LAW, VENGEANCE L∆VV. (No >Kudos large enough here; I'll just pass on the glory.) Certainly, anybody who knows more... does NOT want to talk about it. Neither do I, Neighbors.

Still — I actually īVī∆¥! (The dåvvG did *not* eat my homework.) This is the endgame of “pub-lick §>k∞l”... for in exchange for what was given unto me to be understood, it is my responsibility that I am made accountable for, by My Self — to bring back to The A_l_l_:
                                                 
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🗽Ī, 👁️💎👁️ ❄️🧊❄️, APOLLO`G•~`👀 FOR THE INCONVENIENCE.

I CAN ONLY HONESTLμ¥ TELL YOU: īT ī§ WORTH ¡†!

Re: Letters To Future Greatfield {DO NOT OPEN WHINE BEFORE {ITS) TIME}
« Reply #198 on: July 04, 2025, 11:19:25 PM »
While it'll do me nothing but a disservice to pooh-pooh your claims, I peculiarly enough, admire your attempt to breadcrumb me. I just might admire your ideas enough to subscribe to that newsletter. All gaslighting aside, identities do err on the side of porous, rather than opaque. You think the government gives a damn about a crochet club? The all caps is no mistake. No cap. I don't think you've learnt the difference between locker room talk and water cooler conversation. People feel you come on too strong. They can't keep up with the manic rambling. And fortunately enough for you, they can't tell what a danger you are to society. Pacifist my ass! You are the Great Destroyer. Now let me get to the matter of this satanic birdlife. Have you been a wayfarer all your life? Or is it just that every motor vehicle you've ever owned was impounded? Enough with the rhetorical questions, Azzerae; settle down. I didn't lie to you by omission. In fact, that woman lied to me. You really need to get over this. Your vitriolic rants against my character I have tolerated in a Christlike fashion. The two-by-four was a different matter entirely. I don't know why it is that you feel you should be privy to classified information. Like, who are you, bro? Let's not pretend this is our first rodeo. The truth is there's a major, ongoing media blackout on the elephant in the room. And while Father Time doesn't always play fair, karmic repercussion seems pretty on the nose (to me, anyway). If all you wanted was a Pepsi, perhaps it'd have been a good idea not to have nickel and dimed the corner store to the point of you strong-arming them into submission. It should've been called armed robbery, exortion, or grand larceny. There's things I knew but was too flattened out on psychiatric drugs to think to share. But: does the punishment fit the crime? You'd be better off sipping Piña Colada's in the sun with a copy of Dostoevsky's Penguin classics than whatever it is you think you're doing by living in a fucked-off haunted church, and sleeping on that sadness mattress. So many things that occur to neurotypicals don't seem to occur to your neurodivergent mind. But that's not the next guy's problem - or business - unless you make it their business. I can't see why getting police involved ever did anyone any ounce of good at any time on any timeline. But here we are. You say I've been relentlessly involved in your life on what's bordering on a sociopathic level. But you and I cut ties many moons ago, so what exactly are you trying to blame me for? Do you need a body, any body, to drag, in order to seem relevant? Try glomming on to someone else, and blaming them for your problems, and see if that goes over any more well than a lead balloon. I've been incredibly patient, tolerant and kind. But the time for tolerance is no more. If you're going to blame me for all the things that go wrong in your life, at least make the story believable and/or compelling. I tire of this treadmill with no end in sight when it comes to you and the aspersions you cast. Well. Not really. But I kinda like giving you the impression you have one up over me. As I sit here in my comfortable, cosy home, on this African winter's night, I relive all the good times we had together. Like the time you put that curse on me; or wished I'd have a heart attack when I was in the throes of COVID-19. Those were some fucking salad days, indeed. I think it also needs to be said that not everyone seems to "get" it. But it's okay. Because I do. I seem to think that your asking me not to share and subscribe to your content, not to contact you at paladinjackstar@gmail.com, not to send you money on Cash App, and not to let you know what I think in the comments section is all a ruse. You really want those things. I know, you're gonna tell me you eschew wants. But that's just it. This is all a trap. A game. The theatre of the mind. But I see right through the lies you invent, and my patience, although saintly, has worn thin. I presume this is something you're sure to salivate over. But a man with patience such as mine, you're certain to never find again. It's no coincidence that the stars say what they say. That the Tarot reads as it does. One last thing I'll say is that you did indeed open the wine, ahead of time. That was a gift, God damn it. And you were supposed to cook with it.

To reply to this is best done with a keyboard.
Y'all have LIKE, FOUR OF THEM. “It's evidence,” they say. I suppose so, überschwein. No shame in it. All of all y'all had to do... something, right?

Re: Letters To Future Grays Land Root {DEA: ye were warned. I warned ye.}
« Reply #199 on: August 05, 2025, 01:59:27 PM »
Hi sweety;

Don't you dare poke your head up just yet. I want to see if I can get one of them to actually spontaneous combust. 🤞 Stretch goals need to have a certain amount of gravitas to be taken seriously, at some point I assume that I will want to be taking it anyway at all. It might as well be serious.

Since I am seriously pissed. Copyright magic Castle LLC LET'S GO BRANDON! STRIP NAKED AND BARK LIKE A DOG YOU LITTLE BITCH!

Not you sweetie, sorry that just kind of came out of me. I'm not sure from where I'm kind of irritated, that kind of irritation that only someone demanding to rub my back so they can pitch my anus and snarl at me and can be through reliever of. I can't wait to hear the story about that one, oh and one more thing I figured out, it's one of the things that you must have been told that I did that I didn't know happened and then you found out first and then rather than tell me you just got all mad about it, that was kind of cool honestly, but honestly I really probably didn't know about it.

It's amazing how the people who did things to me and around me that made me look like I did. Something are more than happy to tell people about what they wanted me to look like. Did but no one's ever willing to tell me what it was nor explain to me about how it was such a terrible thing until all of a sudden, like it's a fucking cuckoo clock. People show up and they're all pissed off about something that they were told by people who feed them meth and scopolamine and tip these them into believing that I'm the worst person ever and then... I'm supposed to get a job too? Like honestly you you ever think that they're just trying to get me to kill myself just to get me out of the way?


Of course, that's what they want. That's why I'm not suicidal. Sheer, vicious spite. Not only do I have the demeanor, I have the capacity to be effective.

Besides, why would I want to die? After all, I have so much to live for. 🤔 Up to and including... Dopepeddling whore mongers from another dimension being hauled up on Capitol Hill to testify to Congress. That's going to be awesome.

See you there. By the way, this shit is awful, I don't know why they didn't just refuse to supply me instead of trying to give you poison. But I guess they were hoping I would die or that I would commit to felony by remanufacturing all the permission, I don't even know how, but frankly I guess they really wanted to get caught because it's a class A felony, and there is really no reason to poison me with this shit, it's obviously fucking deadly.

Fortunately I'm already dead inside and Jewel came back yesterday in her her Shadow ghost form because she's a vampire cat, and wow I sure got schooled huh?? lol.

Yeah, I already knew you were scorpions. But I didn't know was that someone needed to take out the scorpion King. (Metaphorically, there are more than one actually. I'm lying now. There's just one guy. Maybe somebody could do something about that when they're not busy telling me to get a job. Oh I suppose they want me to get a job because that'll help them take out. The person they think is the scorpion King, but no it's not that guy. At least I don't think so. But wait. What do I know? I'm just a needle junkie. Obviously.

STAY TUNED.) Say Alli, would you rub some of this powder on Bill's lips? I retract the question.


I'm just going to pretend it's a secret, and that, as God's my witness, there's no way you could ever be jealous of somebody who hasn't brushed their teeth in 3 and 1/2 months until today ever again.

I'm probably wrong because once again I'm just a needle junkie. Just a useless eater really. What a burden to society I am! I'm not even helping keep the teenage children and Ryan by being a threat to rape them, they know I'm not going to touch them, they probably think it's cuz of my coward but it's actually because I respect people and it's against the law and God's doesn't like it. Sounds like more pussy talk I guess.

Okay then! Good talk. Who is John Galt? Maybe he's an alcoholic. Try spamming a form and claiming as a baby raper too, that'll work. Oh and speaking of baby rapers:

Leah is an idiot. Did she just get programmed to waste people's time? It's fucking annoying. How care this bitch just not have a job. How was her job fucking harassing me and acting like an asshole that's not involved in everything and doesn't know anything and can't possibly report what she knows to the authorities? Oh right, she's a bound masonic war so I'm supposed to do things so that she can remain untouched by scandal and then... Go back to her. Important job of of smoking dooms drinking beers, sucking cock and being a masonic hitter who can change into anything Jan and Zana could as long as Gleek gets a hit of opiate.

Please convey my deepest respect and undying love to Oma. I don't know why you all think she's mean. She's the nicest woman I've ever met in my entire life. Maybe that's cuz I freed her family from drugs. Dope slavery, or at the very least made her Insanity seem tame and comparison to mine. Like honestly, how could I not want to be a dope slave to the CIA, it's obviously such a fun job, and sucking Argentinian expat dick? Oh hold me back. I'm starting to drool already!

p. s. Who's Wayne? Oh yeah Lewis Wade. I mean brew us Wayne. I mean way in. I mean weighing. I mean Wain.

I mean: 👁️WIN. Tell you what, maybe you could mix things up a little, rub his feet for once. Obviously he's working hard for his family.

Thoughts and prayers. I guess he doesn't want me to split up with you because he pretends me me and then rapes you into believing that you're with me instead of your abuser but I'm sure that'll eventually fade away. Or, lasts for a million years. Fuck I don't give a shit: He's your formerly impressive stalking abuser, now he's tenderized. I don't know what that looks like from your perspective, but it's got to be different than before, and how lovely it must be that he's been separated from you.

Or maybe he teleports in and possesses the body of your your children and rapes you with them with his mind power as fuck. And I have no idea what the fuck you're dealing with, largely because you never told me the truth. And as well. It's not really my fault since I guess. Well I guess he was your fake husband before I was your fake husband right? Wow if only I had known these things ahead of time.

Bottom line: >Ⓜ️V busted beyond all broken records.





Quote
No matter what you think you've done
You'll find it's not enough
No matter what you think you know
You won't get through
It's a given, L.A. law, someone's faster on the draw
No matter where you hide
I'm comin' after you
Now matter how the race is won
It always ends the same
Another room without a view
Awaits downtown
You can shake me for a while
Live it up in style
No matter what you do
I'm comin' after you
Shakedown, breakdown, takedown
Everybody wants into the crowded light
Breakdown, takedown, your busted
Let down, your guard, honey
Just about the time you think that it's alright
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
This is a town where everyone
Is reaching for the top
This is a place where second best will never do
It's O.K. to want to shine
But once you step across that line
No matter where you hide
I'm comin after you
Shakedown, breakdown, takedown
Everybody wants into the crowded light
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
Shakedown, beakdown, honey
Just about the time you think that it's alright
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
Shakedown, breakdown, takedown
Everybody wants into the crowded light
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
Shakedown, beakdown, honey
Just about the time you think that it's alright
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
Shakedown, breakdown, takedown
Everybody wants into the crowded light
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
Let down, your guard, honey
Just about the time you think that it's alright
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted
Shakedown, breakdown, takedown
Everybody wants into the crowded light
Breakdown, takedown, you're busted

Denial is an extremely effective weapon,
an elegant tool, from a more civilized age.

I OPENLY SAID EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.

“He's just some schizo needle junkie. I'll rape his wife and steal his money and leave him homeless, that will show him who's boss.”

THIS IS ACTUALLY HOW PSYCHOPATHIC DRUG ADDICTS IN RELAPSE IN DENIAL ACTUALLY THINK. IT JUST CAN'T POSSIBLY HAPPEN TO THEM. HOW COULD THEY GET CAUGHT? WHAT COULD I HAVE POSSIBLY DO? I DON'T GET MONEY OR HUGS AND I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO USE DRUGS ANYMORE BECAUSE HE SAID SO! OBVIOUSLY I'M IN DENIAL AND PROJECTING! HIS STUPID HENCHWOMAN AND HER MULEING COTERIE OF BOUNDSHADOWED SLAVE WHORES FROM ANOTHER DIMENSION WITH STARRY EYES AND NO LACK OF ABILITY TO DISMISS ANY FEELING OF HUMAN COMPASSION WE'LL SURELY BE ABLE TO OVERCOME ANY OBSTACLE AGAINST HIS TREMENDOUS BUSINESS ACUMEN AND STREETS WISE SAVVY! EVERYBODY LOVES HIM, ESPECIALLY BECAUSE HE PRESENTS TO BE A GIRL AND HANGS OUT IN CHAT ROOMS USING VOCODER SOFTWARE TO SOUND LIKE SAMARA, WHO ISN'T TAMARA, THAT'S TOMORROW, AND WOW NOTHING GETS STOPPING HOW CAN ANYBODY FIND HIM AND THERE'D JUST BE NO WAY TO BUILD A CASE AND EVEN IF SO HE CAN JUST MOVE YOUR OTHER DIMENSION CUZ HE'S A TIME TRAVELING SPURGLORD VAMPIRE!

NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING: I BETTER SHUT UP OR HE'LL HARM THE WOMAN THAT HE RAPES EVERY NIGHT WHO WHO I USED TO BE FOND OF BUT, STAY WITH ME HERE: THAT'S NOT EVEN THE RIGHT ONE, AND SINCE HE'S ALREADY RAPING HER MIGHT AS WELL SEND HER OFF WITH A BANG.

He's probably reading these words right now and he's in denial believing that I've been saying, he'll probably copy and paste his shit and send it to a prosecutor and in demand that I be arrested and stop harassing his family cuz obviously just totally harassing his family, it's so obvious from all the server Network logs that he thinks he can edit, and of course he has all kinds of magic to cloud the minds of mortal man and who would ever believe any of this could possibly be true?

Well anyone who knows that we got a goddamn teleporting ferryer that goes to Africa that's for sure. Now, I know that sounds very compelling, but I have to say this to you right now: your breakaway civilization with advanced technology suck on my anus and lick on my taint. Rot in hell, dope slavers. I don't even give one single shit.

Her name was Jewel. I don't even know what exactly happened and it doesn't matter that you were all lying, since... Rather than be crippled by suffering, I am simply made more and more aware everyday that... Holy shit. This guy is sick in the head, and no one else can do anything? That seems like a trap. I'll just wait for another few years. Obviously this is someone else's area.

Fast forward to now. Oh come on. I thought I was supposed to get a job? But it's actually my destiny to kill the vampire Lord who's been using my name and stalking me and taking my life for dozens of years with the knewing coacherie of other fallen Angel archon? That's just seems so unlikely that it would be me, why wouldn't it be some short sex obsessed Texas rape gang veteran commander leader? Seems like that would be something he'd really enjoy.

I would hate to take an opportunity that was meant for someone else to exploit it for myself just for our personal pleasure, so I'll just wait, just to make sure. After all, maybe he'll wise the fuck up and request a frontal lobotomy, or gobble down and overdose authority tabs or stab himself in the temple with the Sarah scissors. I don't fucking know but certainly, for my own part, violence is always the last option.

There's just so many people I'd like to see him break into tears and solving controllably falling into a puddled heap on the floor,  as the seizures take hold. I'm telling you: there's a chance. Also, he's not forcing me to suck his dick, that's someone else's problem. So maybe they'll actually figure out how to grow a pair and I can just stay here and drink and smoke and be left alone to die a misery which is obviously the only thing I'm good for.

After all I had my chance to prove to everyone that I'm a real man. Obviously I failed. It's over! It's so over. I'll arrange for my  designated second to monitor my seppuku in the morning. I just can't take this fear of failure that I'm delivering with all the time, and without the chemicals that I've been pretending to be addicted to, I don't know what I'm going to do besides pretend to be addicted to the ones that are supposed to kill me, although I can't really stand up with that because the stuff is really disgusting.

I just can't help myself. *sigh* I'm such a wreck, if only I could manage to bring myself to a 10 to 12-step meeting by myself, that way it would be easy for him to pretend to be me and I would be forced to be acknowledged as him because obviously I'm the drug user and he's the long-suffering brilliant tactician who has been struggling under the yoke of my oppression for dozens of years as I sat at home and laughed at him and made fun of him and ignored him for years while not even caring what he was doing or even noticing that he was marrying the girl I dated in high school who never broke up with me in the house where my mother used to suck cock on crack and I was none the wiser. How could I have been so stupid? Well obviously I'm nothing but goyim scum and he's just better than me.

That's why ezrae is Joe and grapefruit. His Joe's sister Judy and Michael VanDeven is Dave who came from Bellingham and knew the other Dave that was friends in my high school that turned me on to cope with guy and all of you have been haunting me around for years and it's just been the fucking nightmare of hell hasn't it? Why can't I just be a worthless junkie and fall victim to the most obvious setups like all the rest?

POSIT: what if I'm not actually a drug addict and I just been playing you the whole time? 🤔 That sounds pretty unlikely. Why would anybody do that? Objection: calls for speculation. Oops, I should probably just be quiet now.

HOLY CHRIST HOW DO YOU THINK I DON'T FUCKING KNOW?
I WAS JUST BEING POLITE. CAN YOU JUST FUCKING ARREST THIS GUY AND THEN DIVORCE ME AND THEN BEHAVE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON SO I CAN HAVE A REAL LIFE OR IS IT THE EMBARRASSMENT JUST GOING TO BE TOO FUCKING MUCH FOR YOU? WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF GETTING THE GAS CHAMBER?

HERE'S A HINT: HE'S A GODDAMN VAMPIRE WHO IMPRINTING METH ON YOU YOU CAN'T REALLY BREAK THE CONTROL BECAUSE IT'S A PERMANENT THING AND THEN NOBODY KNEW AND EVERYBODY THOUGHT THAT IT WAS REASONABLE FOR YOU TO ALL TO BE WORKING TOGETHER CUZ HE'S JUST A FAT CUBICLE NERD WITH MILD CREEPY PROFILE, WHEREAS I'M OBVIOUSLY JUST THE WORST PERSON EVER OH MY GOD I'VE JUST BEEN TURNED INTO A NIGHTMARE BASTARD BY MY LIFE AND NOTHING I'VE EVER DONE HAS BEEN WORTHWHILE AND I WONDER WHY I'VE ALWAYS TURNED OUT TO BE SUCH A BAD EGG?

I WAS LITERALLY MUGGED AT AGE 7 BY A PERSON TWICE MY AGE WHO SHOVED A SWITCHBLADE INTO MY STOMACH AND DEMAND TO KNOW IF I WAS LOOKING AT HIS SISTER. SEVEN. DUDE THOUGHT I WAS CONCERNED ABOUT HAVING SEX WITH HIS SISTER. AGE 7.

LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YOU: YOU FUCKING RACIST BIGOT SADIST WHORES CAN WALK YOUR ASSES INTO A FUCKING PSYCHOLOGIST OFFICE NOW OR YOU CAN GET SCOOPED UP AND TAKEN TO THE MODERN EQUIVALENT SHUTTER ISLAND AFTER I TELL HER PSYCH EVOLUTELY PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION COORDINATOR OR WHAT I ACTUALLY KNOW, AND THEN I'LL TALK TO A MEDICAL DOCTOR AND I'LL TELL THEM ABOUT HOW I WAS RAPED AND THEN THEY'LL CHECK BY COLTON AND THEY'LL FIND WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY'LL FIND THERE AND THEN THEY'LL ACTUALLY DISCOVER THAT I'VE BEEN ABUSED FOR FOR 38 YEARS AND NOBODY'S DONE A GODDAMN THING ABOUT IT BECAUSE I'M A MAN AND I'M JUST A FUCKING STUPID FUCKING HUNGARIAN NEEDLE JUNKIE OBVIOUSLY I'M LAZY AND IN DENIAL RIGHT? WHY ELSE WOULD I'VE GOTTEN TWO DIES BEFORE AGE 21? THEY COULDN'T HAVE BEEN FRAME JOBS SET UP BY PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN FOLLOWING ME SINCE BEFORE I WAS BORN, SINCE I WAS SOLD INTO SACRIFICE AS SOME KIND OF A DEAL, AND THAT'S JUST A FAIRY TALE HE MADE IT UP RIGHT TO EXPLAIN MY PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIC BEHAVIOR ISN'T THAT CORRECT?

OR... Perhaps I'm just really casual and subtle about preparing for The wheel of karma to spin around, baby right round, baby right round baby round round baby round round, oh sorry I digress.

IN ANY EVENT: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE SOMEBODY'S GOING TO FILE LAWSUITS ANYWAY, SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL JUMP THE GUN AND BE NICE AND DO ANYTHING REASONABLE BECAUSE LOWERING UP AND DIGGING IN YOUR HEELS MAKES YOU ALL LOOK STUPID CUZ I KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ALL ARE AND I KNOW WHY YOU'RE DOING IT AND I KNOW WHY YOU'RE TERRIFIED AND GUESS WHAT:


R. I. C. O.
YOU ARE CAUGHT
YOU TRAFFICKED US
AND EVERYONE GODDAM KNOWS IT.

SUE IF I MAY, A WORD OF ADVICE: lighten up Francis. You can probably find a way to spin this That allows you to look like something other than a gang of sociopathic freaks that have been played by vampire demons from another galaxy, rather than the sadistic racist bigoted arrogant over entitled Masonic bitch for fucks that you actually are.

Oh shit, is that a secret? Oh, and I guess I doxxed you too. Oops. Well maybe you can find something else to steal, because I'm going to do that thing again that you told me not to do, and the reason why is very simple:

I am free. You are not. I don't even like it. I'm going to do it anyway. And you can't. And you have to go to work. Because you have a career, and you give a shit what people think of you, and you're already pretty heavily invested in this whole thing. Plus at the end of it, no matter who ends up being the real Michael well I guess they're probably going to have to get around to fucking doing something besides doing drugs and being an omegalomaniacal creep, I guess it would probably be easier for all of you if you had somebody around who didn't want to build a radio broadcast Tower and start talking about Amazon. Waiting on the moon but you know you really can't just pick everything in your life, especially after lying to everybody and running game for so fucking long that holy shit. What the fuck has been happening. I don't even fucking care.

I just want to see some tongues getting swallowed. I want to see it in full 4K, drop it to your knees, eyes rolling into the head hands clawing at the throat as air is trapped by the person's own tongue. The strongest muscle in the human body, making the bowl declarative move to sacrifice itself to keep its its bodies occupant from making anything else. Stupid happen, because holy shit. Did you fucking people pick the wrong goddamn person to fucking bully.

And, what, I'm using too many drugs? You were fucking on meth in high school trafficking people and giggling about it and now I'm using too much. I never saw the real thing until last year but I'm the problem? You've been stalking me how fucking long pretending you've been getting away with it and you work for the company and you're how fucking stupid? Holy fucking shit!

Yeah I'm not going to kill myself, so you might want to take a vote at your next round table and figure out what the fuck you're going to do. Besides wait for me because maybe you need to get a job and maybe you need to stop taking drugs and maybe you're in denial about how you're being doped up by some asshole from Bellingham who's taking control of your little terrorist cell and is having real tough time getting to close the deal and finish it off.


That's probably not because he's a retardo spic for Argentina. It's because I'm simply better at this than he is, and I didn't start it, I never wanted any of this to happen. And oh, did he end up hanging out with that girl? Oh, is that how that happened? Gee, I wonder how that happened. What a quick. He think it must have been pure love right? He was fucking love at first sight and he saved her right? Oh, it's nothing like he planned on using her to be his elbow. Drug cook that he could use disposably and it's not like he didn't know about the Navy being part of the twin flame deal which isn't what people think and then it's not like he wasn't part of a fucking group of Scandinavian carpet baggers that were in charge of harvesting morons and exploiting them without being at all obvious about it. Yeah is that like my family didn't get attacked by one from the east coast and then him and it's not like Miller has any connection to millstone and that that I have a lineage that goes back to when Mason's actually gave a shit about protecting children. And isn't it interesting that after 1955 there was some way of funneling and differential beings that wanted to rape children and they took out my family and left yours intact. And now you expect me to serve you so you can serve drugs to yourselves and traffic children and get away with it and live forever and never grooled and never died.

I'm so lazy that I expect you to stake yourselves, and you're also jammed up and in denial that you couldn't even tell that you're living the plot to the movie, The Lost Boys. Pretty goddamn sure that was Judy's favorite movie.


Anyway, never going to give you up, never going to let you down, never going to run around and desert you, But I am going to allow a whole bunch of asshole. Sadistic homoerotic racist bigot bully bitch men to let them think you. You were stuck with somebody who would do that, while I sat around doing nothing and forced you to suffer through the consequences of your actions which was exactly the following:

I told you the truth. You expected me to sacrifice myself to save your family. Okay well I did.

WE ARE ALL ONE FAMILY.
WE HAVE BEEN SENT NOTHING BUT ANGELS.
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU'RE A VAMPIRE.
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU'RE A MOTHER.


YOU'RE ALL BEING TRAFFICKED WITH CRYSTAL METH AND HAVE BEEN SINCE HIGH SCHOOL AND I'M EXPECTED TO GO ALONG WITH THAT AND BE OKAY WITH NEVER GETTING ANY AND THAT'S BECAUSE I'M A LAZY NIGGER WHO NEEDS TO PAY FOR YOUR EVERYTHING AND THAT'S BECAUSE I'M NOT WHITE ENOUGH? HELP ME OUT HERE.

DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA HOW JAMMED UP YOU PEOPLE ARE? YEAH YOU'RE BUYING ME A FRIDGE, YEAH YOU'RE REMODELING THIS HOUSE, YEAH YOU MIGHT AS WELL BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO KEEP ANY OF YOUR FUCKING MONEY AND YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING TO BE WORKING FOR QUITE SOME TIME TO PAY BACK RESTITUTION FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE AND I DON'T KNOW WHO IS GOING TO DETERMINE ALL THIS BUT I GUARANT FUCK IT TO YOU IT'S NOT AS THOUGH AS MY GODDAMN FAULT FOR FAILING TO RESPOND WELL AFTER BEING FUCKING RAPED AND FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL WHILE I WAS NOT ON DRUGS AND I WASN'T EVEN ALLOWED TO HAVE MY OWN BAG OF WEED TILL I WAS 23. FUCK YOU ALL. HOW THAT'S SUPPOSED TO WORK SOBER WHILE ALL OF YOU RAN AROUND HAVING FUN LEARNING HOW TO USE HIGH TECHNOLOGY AND BEING COMPANY FUCKING WHORES AND RUNNING THINGS BEHIND THE SCENE AND THEN YOU COULDN'T EVEN DO IT RIGHT.


I KNOW IT'S HARD FOR YOU TO BELIEVE BUT IT'S NOT LIKE I NEED TO FORGIVE YOU, THERE'S NOTHING TO FORGIVE, YOU WERE TRAFFICKED BY I DON'T KNOW WHAT AND YOU'RE ALL TODDLERS IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND I DON'T KNOW WHO TOLD YOU THERE WAS OPEN SEASON ON ME BUT.. THE US CONSTITUTION SAYS THAT IT WASN'T.


NOW THEN IT'S YEARS LATER. YOU DON'T NEED ME TO RESCUE YOU YOU JUST NEED TO WAKE THE FUCK UP AND ACT LIKE GODDAMN ADULTS, WHICH I'M SURE IS HARD FOR A BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN SEX TRAFFICKING SINCE YOU WERE TEENS AND FEEL TERRIBLE AMOUNTS OF GUILT AND SHAME FOR DISCOVERING THAT YOU'VE BEEN PLAYED, BUT THAT'S PRETTY MUCH WHAT GOD IS LIKE.

HEY AZERERÆ: WHY DO YOU HATE YOUR FATHER? NEVER MIND I RETRACT THE QUESTION.

I DON'T WANT TO BREAK YOU OUT OF CHARACTER. I'M SURE YOU'RE REALLY BUSY AND HAVE A LOT GOING ON. MY SCHIZOPHRENIC RAMBLINGS DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOUR REAL LIFE, I SHOULD STOP WASTING TIME. I SHOULD CONTRIBUTE TO SOCIETY, I SHOULD GO AND RELIEVE THE BURDEN OF MY LIFE.


AND YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T KNOW THAT THERE WAS THREE WOMEN WORKING THE PROJECT AND ONE OF THEM USED TO KISS ME A LOT AFTER TAKING METH SO THERE'S PROBABLY SOME METH IN THAT SALIVA SO I GUESS I WAS PROBABLY IMPROACHING IT AWAY THAT WASN'T ENTIRELY EXPECTED BUT IT CERTAINLY DIDN'T WORK THE WAY THEY THOUGHT IT WOULD..

YOU ARE ALL HER PLAY THINGS. WHY WAS IT SO FUNNY THAT SHE LIKED ME? OH RIGHT CUZ YOU TOLD HER I WAS A NIGGER BUT YOU DIDN'T TELL HER THAT YOU THOUGHT SHE WAS A NIGGER TOO CUZ SHE WAS AN OBOE AND SHE THOUGHT YOU WERE FROM NEW ZEALAND AND WOW RACISM IS REALLY STUPID MAYBE YOU SHOULD PROBABLY STOP USING THAT TO CONTROL PEOPLE BECAUSE IT LOOKS REALLY STUPID WHEN YOU GET CALLED OUT FOR IT.

NO HARD FEELINGS.

GROW UP.

YOU'VE GOT SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.

NOW IMAGINE IF YOU COULD DO IT WITHOUT BEING OBVIOUSLY INFERIOR RACIST AND SECURE BOUND SHUTTLE WHORES TO SOME INTERDIMENSIONAL SPURG LORDS WHO COME FROM A BREAKAWAY CIVILIZATION AND EXPECTED YOU TO HELP THEM TAKE OVER THE PLANET. WELL SORRY I DIDN'T LIKE THAT I LIKE THIS PLANET.

AND I DID LIKE THE WAY MY FATHER WAS TREATED, HE WAS NOT GIVEN ANY KIND OF RESPECT BECAUSE I GUESS NOBODY IN AMERICA WANTS IMMIGRANTS UNLESS THEY'RE, YOU KNOW EASY TO ENSLAVE.

I GUESS I AM EASY TO ENSLAVE.

HOWEVER I AM CLEARLY VERY HARD TO ENDURE.

REMINDER: R.I.C.O. YOU ARE CAUGHT AND YOU OWE ME A REFRIGERATOR.


AND IF YOU GIVE ME ANY MORE GODDAMN LIP AND ACT LIKE YOU'RE COMPLETELY UNTOUCHED, WELL I'M SURE THAT'S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE SOMEBODY DISABUSES YOU OF THAT NOTION.

I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING PROPERTY.
AND IF I WAS, YOU SURE AS SHIT DIDN'T TREAT ME PROPERLY.


GET THE PICTURE?

WHAT'S NEXT YOU'RE GOING TO BLACK BAG ME AND TAKE ME TO THE ELECTROCUTION RANCH SO MIKE PENCE CAN CURE ME OF BEING GAY? HOW ABOUT ALL OF YOU JUST PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED.

AND YOU MIGHT WANT TO START BY ASKING ME

MAYBE LATER THOUGH. I HAVE A HEADACHE.

ALSO: YOU WORK FOR PAKISTANI SORCERERS WHO ARE ASSHOLES IN AND THINK YOU ARE ALL STUPID CUNTS, AND SINCE I GUESS YOU WERE SINCE YOU GOT CAPTURED BY THEM AND THEN NOBODY FIGURED OUT WHAT TO DO? WELL IT'S A GOOD THING SOMEBODY IN THIS COUNTRY STILL CARES ABOUT THE CONSTITUTION.

BECAUSE FRANKLY IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT DOCUMENT, I WOULD HAVE JUST FUCKING LEFT, AND THEN WHERE WOULD YOU BE? WELL YOU'D STILL BE BUSTED BUT IT WOULDN'T BE NEARLY AS MUCH FUN FOR YOU.

YOU PEOPLE ARE SCARY AND NO ONE WOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THE SORCERERS IN THE VAMPIRE OR IF THEY DID THEY WOULDN'T HAVE NO NAME TO DO ABOUT IT BUT NOW YOU HAVE ME, YOU CAN BE SAVED AND THEY CAN BE TAKEN CARE OF AND THEN YOU CAN RUN AROUND FEELING GOOD THAT I SAVED YOU AND I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE YOU INTO MY SLAVES I'M JUST GOING TO IGNORE YOU AND LAUGH AT YOU DOESN'T THAT SOUND BETTER THAN DEATH?

WELL, TO A GANG OF SELF-ABSORBED NARCISSISTIC FUGGY PIGGY DOUCHEBAGS, PROBABLY NOT. FORTUNATELY IT'S RELATIVELY EASY IF YOU TO WIPE YOUR BRAINS WITH THE COVERT NARCISSISM THAT YOU'VE BEEN IMPLANTED WITH, ALTHOUGH IF YOUR ONLY IDENTITY IS TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOUR VAINGAL OR YOURSELF AND TO EXPECT EVERYONE AROUND YOU TO SERVE YOU, I SUPPOSE IT'LL PROBABLY BE A HUGE SURPRISE TO DISCOVER THAT... YEAH IT'LL PROBABLY BE A LONG GODDAMN TIME BUT WHY BEFORE I WANT TO GET A JOB WORKING FOR YOU.

BECAUSE IT WAS EASIER TO DO ALL THIS THAN IT WAS TO JUST ASK ME TO FUCKING STEP ASIDE AND SAY HEY THIS GUY'S GOING TO WANT TO TAKE YOUR NAME AND BE WITH TAMMY AND WHO NEVER BROKE UP WITH YOU THAT WE TRAFFICKED AND WE DID DRUGS WITH WE NEVER DID ANY DRUGS WITH YOU AND HE LAUGHED AT YOU AND NOW WE WANT TO REPLACE YOU WITH THIS GUY WHO IS PART OF THE GANG THAT THAT KILLS YOUR GRANDFATHER AND DROVE YOUR GRANDMOTHER INSANE AND TRAFFICKED YOUR MOTHER'S SISTER AND DECIDED THAT YOU WERE A WORTHLESS BASTARD THAT YOUR MOTHER SHOULDN'T HAVE CREATED BECAUSE SHE SHOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN HOOKED UP WITH THE SWARTHY HUNGARIAN?


YOU DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER ASKING. WHY CONCEAL IT? OBVIOUSLY THERE'S NOTHING I WOULDN'T SELL OUT FOR A NEEDLE HIT RIGHT? AND OF COURSE I'M A CLOSET HOMOSEXUAL SO OBVIOUSLY THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME HAVING BROKEN THE HEART AND OBVIOUSLY IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE I BECAME A CLOSET GAY BASHER THAT WAS OUT OPEN SLAVERING FOR LISBO BLOOD AS A SOURCE OF REVENGE.

I MEAN JUST LOOK AT ME OBVIOUSLY I'M JUST TWO STEPS AWAY FROM THE NUT HATCH AFTER I GO ON A STABBING SPREE. RIGHT?


YES. ALSO THERE'S A DISTINCT RISK OF MONKEY'S FLYING OUT OF MY BUTT. I THINK I COULD FEEL THE MOVING AROUND NOW.

SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE AT THE REUNION FOR ME. TELL THEM I'M TOO FAT AND I'M SHY, AND IF ONLY YOU HAD BEEN ABLE TO GIVE ME A DOSE OF THE MOI TRIGGER DOSE THAT TURNED ON THE THERMOGENIC CAPACITIES OF CM, I WOULD BURNING THROUGH WEIGHT INSTEAD OF BEEN STRUGGLING TO TURN IT OFF.

I DON'T KNOW IF YOU UNDERSTAND THIS EXACTLY BUT I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING AND YOU HATE HUMANITY AND YOU'VE BEEN CAPTURED BY EXTRA DIMENSIONAL BEINGS THAT HAVE BEEN USING YOU TO HARASSED AND INTIMIDATE AND SELL OUT YOUR FELLOW MAN TO THE REST OF THE GALAXY.

SO MAYBE I'M NOT REALLY CARRYING A GRUDGE,
BUT DAMN I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I CAN AFFORD TO BE SEEN WITH YOU PEOPLE. THAT MIGHT JUST BE ENOUGH TO TIP ME OVER THE EDGE INTO PUBLIC MENACE CATEGORY. I REALLY HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT TAKING CARE OF MY IMAGE AND MY BRAND THESE DAYS. I'VE JUST BEEN TAKING TOO MANY CHANCES. ONE FALSE MOVE AND I MIGHT BE A GONER.

WELL... BYE. 😓 I'M HAVING A PROPHETIC VISION, SOMEONE'S GOING TO GET OUT AND PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE IN THE NEXT 10 MINUTES AND I FRANKLY DON'T WANT TO MISS THE OPPORTUNITY.

UNLESS.... DO YOU THINK YOU CAN COME BY IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND GIVE ME SOME REAL DRUGS, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE LIVING LITERALLY UP THE HILL FROM ME AND DON'T WANT TO BE SEEN BY ME CUZ THEN YOU THINK YOU'LL BE CAUGHT AND THAT'D BE DEAD BUT ACTUALLY I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOU ARE ALL I CARE ABOUT IS GETTING MORE DRUGS OH MY GOD PLEASE I'M DYING FOR IT HELP HELP I'M SUCH AN ADDICT.


OH WAIT I FORGOT I'M NOT. THAT'S JUST WHAT I WOULD LIKE IF I THOUGHT ABOUT HOW MUCH I WANTED A HUG IF I STILL HAD A CAPACITY TO EXPERIENCE HUMAN EMOTION BUT SINCE I'M ALL OUT OF OXYTOCIN AND YOU'RE HILARIOUSLY FLEEED OPEN FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE I'M PRETTY OKAY WITH JUST HAVING A SENSIBLE CHUCKLE AND THEN I'M GOING TO GO SMOKE MORE OF THIS POISON MOSTLY BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I CAN THINK OF DO A BETTER WAY TO TELL YOU HOW LITTLE I THINK OF YOUR OPINION OF ME.

THIS STUFF REALLY WOULD KILL ME IF I KEPT ON HITTING IT ALL THE TIME THOUGH. I GUESS THAT'S YOUR WAY OF GETTING RID OF ME OR TELLING ME TO STOP WHAT I WAS DOING? YEAH HOW ABOUT YOU DON'T DO IT THAT WAY AND YOU DO IT EXTENSIVELY AND YOU DON'T COMMIT A CRIME AND THEN YOU DON'T ALLOW SOMEBODY ELSE TO KILL SOMEBODY ELSE WITH IT AND THEN YOU DON'T ACT LIKE YOU'RE IN CHARGE, BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT.


YOU'VE BEEN TRAFFICKED AND NOW YOU'RE BEING RESCUED, AND YEAH I'M PROBABLY GOING TO KEEP ON DRINKING WHENEVER I FUCKING FEEL LIKE IT, AND YOU'RE NOT BECAUSE YOU NEED TO GO TO SOME SORT OF PLACE WHERE THEY TEACH YOU HOW TO BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE ALCOHOLIC AND YOU CAN NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, WHEREAS I ACTUALLY KNOW HOW TO JUST STOP THE WHOLE THING. THE ENTIRE ADDICTIVE REUPTAKE ADDICTION CYCLE? IT'S COMPLICATED. IT INVOLVES NEUROTRANSMITTERS AND SHIT.


AND IT'S NOT REALLY A SECRET BUT... YOU CAN JUST PRETEND THAT IT IS. THAT WAY THE BALANCE OF POWER SHOULD BE MAINTAINED.

LOVE YA! (So much ungratitude, even after all the times I've saved your life. How vile I am. Too bad I don't have AIDS; after all, I have the demeanor.) Be of good cheer, you're probably not going to go to prison or have to face anyone about any of this because obviously you're all been victimized, and you can just pretend that when I disappear that somebody arrested me and put me in prison and I died there alone.

It's not like some woman you killed. Came back from the gray for revenge or anything. That's just crazy talk. Who would resurrect a woman you killed? Death is dead. Yep that's for sure.

PS. Her name was Jewel. God I'm so tired of this bullshit. On the bright side, I don't think Sara Rantschler is going to have to worry about me stalking her. By the way, she's a totally artificial being that is like kit and is basically a golem, but not exactly, she's a real person but he's kind of nervous about me since since I do like her and she thinks that's nice. But I haven't rescued her and I'm obviously not capable of figuring out how to deal with a bunch of assholes viewing Jewish Gola magic to fucking oppress the populace, like just how cool of a bet could I be?


Also she's Noelle and Anita and some versions of Cortney, And that downsy that you were joking about trafficking one time on Groyper’s show. It's weird. I don't understand how this golem shit works, but something you don't understand is that even to you? It's all a joke. What you don't fully grasp is that there's another alternate dimension where creepy furry groom gangs take your energy and then duplicate it and then create new beings out of nothing. That's based on the template that you're making fun of and then they actually do rape them to death.

Of course you're going to have to blame, and it's another dimension. So you really don't have to feel guilty or bad or anything. Just make sure you tell people to do what you say and to stop taking drugs or else you go to jail harder and remember to use civil asset forfeiture take all their cars and their cell phones and their computers so that all the evidence of everything you've done that you don't want to come out was destroyed, mysterious, dimensional barrier crossing accident, well whatever you get the idea.

AND NOW YOU GET THE LASH. (Standards.) What? You love the lash.

Maybe you can use it as a patsy too. IDGAF. Because this is not my area.

It is yours. ALL THESE AREAS ARE YOURS EXCEPT FOR EUROPA ATTEMPT NO LANDINGS TH... GOD DAMN IT WHY DO I KEEP GETTING THIS SCRIPT PASTED IN? OH, RIGHT.

ARTHUR C CLARK IS SUCKING ART BELL'S COCK IN HELL AND ART SAYS “HI, HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE RIDE.” well I guess he really is dead, I guess I can see why you took everyone's name off the will every time you faked his death, because why not? You're just so Alpha.


Of course this is all rampant speculation and unsubstantiated rumor. Obviously none of this is my business at all. You're the experts and I'm just intruding. Feel free to go about your business, Citizens.

What's left of it, anyway. Don't rub the lamp unless you're ready for the genie. Adieu.

p.s.:. Also, you're both short and fat. Sad! I wonder why nobody told you how to use crystal for anything other than trafficking whores? Seems like that would be something you'd be getting on a need to know basis.

p.p.s.:. Amante, dude, I'm not gonna lie: It took a while for me to appreciate it, but I kind of really admire your style. Polite transnational fist pump. 🥰 And they never saw it coming. America is the great Satan and the decadent West has collapsed! Took you long enough dude, maybe you should have thrown more shoes at them. lol.

p.p.p.s.:. And while I would never encourage its use as a method to do so, I will point out that all the scopolamine that you were chinging on and the MK ultra drugs you were using to become superheroes, really makes it easy for me to write a book that you're going to have to read just to fill in the blanks on how the fuck this happened to you, because there's a lot more to it than the main reason, which is that you deserved it ... But it's not like I'm just whining and crying because I got my fee-fees hurt.

p.p.p.p.s.:. It's because First Nation, indigenous peoples demand a demonstration of sacrifice in order to memorialize their sorrow... And I guess maybe this is the way it was all supposed to be working out? Maybe it's your destiny. Maybe it's supposed to be this way. I really have no idea. But then again, neither do you.

p.p.p.p.p.s.: she got married to... who? And you literally set the entire thing up while laughing and highs balls on meth in high school. Yeah dude believe me I'm going to have some more beer. Now get back to work. What you've done disgusts me and who you are is an abomination.

Merry Christmas! /smdh

Re: Letters To Future Race Traitor
« Reply #200 on: September 15, 2025, 11:27:35 AM »
Jackstar:
Wow that's cool, that's fun, might as well watch things alone and talk to people who I also used to talk to and then I'll just sit here and wonder what the fuck is so important that you can't fucking figure out what the fuck to do, oh I guess it's a secret. Yeah, you got nothing better to do.

I got plenty to do. That's better than the one I'm doing now, but I'm not going to do anything until I get all you fucking lying cheating fucking thieving fucking federally fucking losers out of my fucking life so you don't steal anything when I do make money because my money is my money and your money. I don't give a fuck about your money but you sure all gave a shit about mine.

I'd ask what the fuck is wrong with you people but I happen to know: blackcraft masonry was corrupted 1955 and I don't really give a shit about what you know about it or what you think about me because you don't know Jack or shit about me. He's haven't had a fucking conversation with me that started with anything truthful ever. And I guess if you're not talking about dope or sex or how to lie about it, you don't really care about anything else. By the way, I saw bed today. He's doing all right I guess, and I don't know what the fuck is going on with anything else but then again neither do you.


I'm going to go back to busting Belgium wide the fuck open because I don't give a shit about that place either, what a bunch of fucking losers. They had their chance to do anything sensible with their lives, and I have no interest in spending time or energy on people who are that fucking dim-witted and stupid.

But then again you're actually all poisoned and brainwashed with stolen military spec fucking dope that was used to corrupt the domestic American surveillance establishment, so really you're all victims and I don't regret saving you all, but I sure as shit. I'm glad that I didn't do it for the fucking conversation, because after 3 and 1/2 years of what the fuck you people been doing. I give a fuck what you fucking think about me. I don't fucking want to talk to people who can't be bothered to pick up the fucking phone call and fucking figure this out. And if you can't fucking figure out why the fucking computers are the phones are all blocked by DEA fagots who were fucking holding the country hostage, well maybe you're in the wrong fucking field of work.


You do your thing. I'm going to expose correction and cinder the whole goddamn establishment to the ground. That'll give you something to rebuild when you're done with your little binge fest and your whatever the fuck else you do.

Also Jewel came back, too bad you weren't anywhere around but maybe you sent her or maybe you were her. Or maybe you're all fucking coneheads from fucking planet Mars and who the fuck knows anything. What could be true? And none of you have bothered to do the fucking's first fucking thing which was two of made sure that you were bothering the right person.

You weren't.

And I won't bother telling you who the right people are because you don't want to know. And you clearly don't give a shit about my opinion anyway because if you did you would have listened to the first place.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go back to huffing on the stuff that you told me to go get after wasting my time for years and not telling the truth and acting like you're all big in charge and can't tell me secrets and shit and well now I know all about stuff they didn't know before and I don't need to tell you anything and no you're not invited and no you can't have any. And no why don't you go get your own? Don't you have the demeanor? Can't you look at her ass?


I get that you're embarrassed, slow and brainwashed by a bunch of morons who use you as bounce shuttle pawns to serve their interests. But I'm not really sure if you're just playing the piss here or if you're actually this fucking dumb and you don't want anyone to realize it. And then you don't care that you are telltale ID or this is all a cutting plot to show off. I don't fucking know what to get me to say something.

I don't fucking know what the fuck you people fucking do other than waste fucking time and destroy Society while you're thinking you're doing something good. You're not.

You pissed off one of the the better researchers of the occult you'll ever find, and now I have no reason to worry or shit or give a fucking giggle about telling you anything, anything that I know I don't need to share with any of you, this is why grimoires are usually hidden, and I would expect that you will never find anything out of me that you ever thought you were going to get.


Oh but you got a bunch of money though, good job. That's totally what you've spent your life on doing. Anyway, why don't you go bust Kevin Spacey some more. He's guilty right, he's deservedly of torturous punishment right, oh do you not have parole? Cause are you just fucking tired of fucking wasting your time? You looking like an idiot and do you don't know who to bust anymore so I don't know. Do whatever your fucking thuggy pic of your Masters who own you do.


Like it's cool that you got this lesbo army here, but you're totally corrupted and you're being controlled by a bunch of fagot. Aryan brotherhood fell on Dick's bags shits. Like people I used to know and then people I didn't know any longer because they lied to me too and didn't seem to think there was any problem with having me raped and giving a disease and lied to for years because my father did something wrong and he didn't like it. And the other thing that they did was something so vile I really could have probably tell you. So why even tell you? Also, you didn't tell me the truth about fucking anything, and that wasn't really very helpful for your long-term goals.


Since whatever I know that could help you down, you're not going to hear a fear, why should become a master of divination and then you can fucking look it up with your fucking. Blood in your fucking roadshark block of where the fuck it is you do. I remember when you accuse me of stealing your scabies meds, I didn't, and I remember when you accused me of something that was terrible that I didn't even do and you didn't even tell me what it was. But you sure are pissed about it. That's because sub fagot who was telling you lies on their fucking phone had given you meth dick and so you believe them and you didn't believe me and you've been trafficked the whole time and I don't know what the fuck you're doing but I'm not doing it and I'm not doing it to you or with you and I don't approve.


So maybe you and your little friends that knew each other the whole fucking time can get off your asses and do something about it instead of whatever the fuck it is you're doing. Good fucking luck.


Don't ask me if I'm okay, because I'm not, and at some point I'll figure out how I'm going to find a lawyer and which of you are going to be assumed and which of you going to be ignored. And which of you have the deepest fucking pockets cuz I don't give a fuck what the fuck you're doing with your money. You're not doing anything useful to it for me so something I'll have to happen since I'm out like hundreds of thousands of dollars for fucking nothing and I spent it to save your fucking lives.


Do you think I'm sitting here getting sex and dope? That's because you're stupid. You're getting your Intel from a bunch of men who are trafficking you and they don't want you to talk to me and they want me to stay away from oh look at all these girls who are fucking confused and hopeless and sad gee I wonder why they're in in the fucking telegram chat that's controlled by the fucking idiots Satanist that tried to fucking claim that I wanted to buy meth from him and I didn't and he spent a whole lot of time trying to bust me and still has not; I've got the lamp in my bedroom that he used to have and the one that he shared with the woman. He pregnant of his wife and he still whine and crying about something although maybe not anymore. Maybe he's in prison.

I don't fucking know but the point is I know what I'm doing and none of you do, so I guess you're kind of out of the frying pan but then of the fire? Well, hopefully you have the shoes to go with it.

I wanted you alive. Maybe you deserved to die, but I'll tell you that I sure shit didn't deserve to be blamed for letting you die and now I'm not, because you're alive and I guess you're having the time of your life. Are you looking at her ass? Hang on. Let me streak to you for no particular reason and see if this answer changes.


Bottom line is you abuse of shit out of me and you don't seem to be sad about it. Well maybe you're just coping real well. What is that? I hear in my head, is that crying? Don't be silly, there's no crying in telepathy.


TL:DR; get your own dope. I didn't know what you were missing before, and you could have told me but instead you fucked off with a bunch of fagots that you pretended to be family with Jake and I don't fucking know who the fuck else. Probably Ben and wow look the whole fucking high school, wow. Well, whatever the fuck you did, I don't know what you're doing and I don't care since it's probably boring and I'll just sit here and get high legally, and trust me, it feels a lot better to do it legally than it does to do it without paying taxes or by busting people who are going to chase you down your whole life, because that's what you do and that's not what I do.

I don't sell people out. You do.

That's why you're cut off. And I'm glad.


Probably never even saw the real thing, and I can see why, because it's even more impressive than you might think and I get to see it... and you don't. As far as I know none of you do, since I'm not talking any of you and I don't really need to advertise or be the dope man who sells shit to people who try to rape up cheerleaders with it. You know you people are just really just fucked off drug addicts and sex addicts and you know I really don't belong here.

And my money doesn't belong in your wallets. So once you guys are done playing cops and robbers and thinking that you're all that and at a bag of chips, maybe you can let me know what you think you're going to fucking do to start making men's or what the fuck you've done because I don't really care or think you can, but it's interesting that you can't even be bothered after this many fucking years.


I'm glad you're alive. More importantly, I'm glad people know that I'm not an idiot.


Have fun at Quantico. I'm sure there's lots of friends that I used to have that you can meet there and you can tell them all about how I beat you and I raped you and I abused you and I'm a drug addict and then you could be talking about your fucking father instead of me. Or you could be talking about your new boyfriends instead of me. The truth is most people realize that that I was probably lucky to get away from your stupid little trap. And how many years did you fucking spend? Send me up? Okay. Well they're all going to waste. You didn't get shit. You have no case and well I guess you're all still running around trying to do anything, and not getting anything done.


That's not because I want to rape you, and that's not because I'm trying to mess up your life, I don't know anything about where you are or care to know, sure you're having a great fun time having whatever you're doing with whatever and... I'll be honest like I don't give a shit. You're reprogrammed with somebody's meth dick to be his fucking little bitch slave and I'm sure you'll be just as loyal to that one as you were to anyone, and I don't need to rescue you. I don't need to fix you.


And you don't need any goddamn information about smuggling rings. You're cut off. At least insofar as what I'll tell any of you.

No wonder you never told me what happened, because I'm sure Tammy found out what that you were doing to her and then you killed her because your assholes and clearly you're not willing to do anything sensible and she must have gone somewhere. Sure as shit wasn't to a phone.

And additionally, over several years none of you have done anything but treat me like garbage and act like I did something wrong. You're a bunch of fucking crucial thieves and you're under the control of a bunch of fucking Aryan brotherhood cunts who use you to fight back at the man who probably deserved to have back at them and the struggle between cops and robbers is very complicated these days. Congratulations on simplifying it.

Things are certainly simple for me. Hang on.


* Jackstar can totally keep obeying the law for the next 35 years or so, no sweat.

Imagine the smell: FREEDOM. Truly, it is no small thing.

Re: Letters To Future Greatfield {DO NOT OPEN WHINE BEFORE {ITS) TIME}
« Reply #201 on: September 15, 2025, 03:08:05 PM »
Adria, just fuck off forever. You lied to a Court, about me, you trafficked your “friend,” and you did this because you're a goddam RoboHoor, and I don't give a shit about your opinion anyway.

Not because you're Jewish.


But because you're stupid. You were comparing me to actual goddam Hitler in SIXTH GRADE. ON THE PLAYGROUND. HOLY JESUS SHIT BALLS. AND THEN YOUR MOTHER JUST HAPPENS TO BE IN MY OUTPATIENT GROUP. “COINCIDENCE.” BITCH, FUCK YOUR ENTIRE WORLD.

YOU PROBABLY KNOW NOTHING OF WHAT I KNOW, BECAUSE WHY WOULD ANYONE TELL YOU HEAVILY CLASSIFIED KNOWLEDGE ABOUT CRYSTAL METHAMPHETAMINE USE AS A BIOWARFARE VECTOR? YOU JUST THINK THEY TELL YOU THE TRUTH.

THAT IS BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID.

AND ALSO: SHE'S A GODDAM SIREN, AND YOU PROBABLY THINK YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS AS WELL.

You know less about the problem than Jon Snow knows about Pizzagate on the rocks. And yet mysteriously... something keeps you in heavy, heavy denial. What could it be?

🤔 Maybe you can find another Master of Divination to find the answer for you. Or maybe not. I find it impossible to care. AT ALL.


MEANTIME: holy shit, did you ever take the fucking bait and run for the hills. I guess that was the best way you could be of any good use whatsoever? And still keep your stupid Beltway gig, security clearance for sure, you get fired? Haha, know way. Polygraph tests? Big-big way.

And you thought I couldn't handle drugs. That's because you are a self-centered, egotistical lying hypocritical Jew — best kind, really — and you clearly knew what Stalin did to the Magyar countryside.

And I guess you think that it was... what? Contagious? A hereditary traits? You fucking bourgeoisie shik-SHAW JOO groomers are all the goddam same.

Thanks for letting me know what I needed to know. Hey, here's an idea: next time you can do a fan dance while spelling The Aristocrats backward in Hebrew. Oooh, risqué.


You all said nothing to me... and so I said nothing to anyone, and waited as long as possible before bothering to find out what all of you said to each other. AND NONE OF YOU STILL EVEN KNOW WHAT FUCKING EVEN HAPPENED.

YOU
ONLY
THINK
EWE>K
NOW


Go find an oven, and teach yourself how to liberate its camp. You have the demeanor.

And you obviously have your... Teacher. (ACTUAL YEAR OF THE HARE. OH! OH! OH! IT'S DESTINY!)

All of you were complicit in silence... why? Since I fucking know and I fucking knew, that's why I fucking LEFT, I won't make myself puke in any illuminatory attempt.

Have fun storming the castle, you ignorant mongslave. My advice to you is to rebuild Saddam’s spider hole.

Then you can traffick more children into it and watch them fuck like crazed weasels when the aerosolized aphrodisiacs are flooded into the crawlspace. THIS SHIT EXISTS, AND YOU FUCKING WELL GODDAM KNOW IT.

AND
YOU ALSO KNOW NOTHING
ABOUT HOW ACCESS AND CONSENT — FULLY INFORMED, NO LESS — WAS OBTAINED.

SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE... ASKED.
*snap*

JUST LIKE THAT. COMPOUND RENDERED INEFFECTIVE.

GLOBALLY. IT'S NOT MAGIC. IT'S NOT EVEN CHEMISTRY. IT'S SCIENCE.

POLITICAL SCIENCE.

FUCK BOTH LANG L‽‽G‽, AND, YOU THINK I'M OVERDUE TO BE SOBER? I DELICATELY ARRANGED TO GET TWO DWIS, AND NOT A THIRD; I USED HEROIN TWICE, BUT NEVER THRICE... COULD I HAVE MADE ANYTHING ANY MORE OBVIOUS???


O YEA. AND I DID. SOMEHOW, NONE OF IT WAS ENOUGH. THREE DECADES AND MORE LATER...


YOU'VE FIGURED OUT... What?

As G-d as my witness, I didn't think the seizure of power in the wake of the CoV-🆔 would be this easy. Mazel tov, you hoorsnatch twat-twit.


Charlie kike. Really. I never heard of the person. Really. And suddenly, every problem has a solution that is resolved with a sniper rifle. Pfft.

No, no. Go on, right ahead. You're clearly got it all figured out. Don't let me get in your way, Future World Superpower Figurehead. Start practicing your goddam fan dance moves.

I'm going to smoke tough clouds and whatever the fuck else is, in my view, APPROPRIATE: because without me, you would have no reason to suspect CM involvement. AT ALL.

I keep hoping that it's gonna make her sprout wings and fly like slamming a Red Bull, but it doesn't work that way.

And yet, it does work. SOW: I AM NEITHER REQUESTED NOR REQUIRED TO DO SO. Now go read a book or anything.

You won't learn a goddam thing, not because you're stupid, but because you have already learned everything that Jews are allowed to admit to the goyim even exists. And at this point, obviously, you are, from me, learning absolutely fucking NOTHING.

YOU ARE TOLLED. (My new job. Thanks, Plaster Mæstress. Could be a bumper crop this year.)

ALSO: I ended the Gazan War. Because I fucking felt like it. Enjoy your sudden and inexplicable outbreak of world peace, dump your defense contractor stocks now! Now! Now! (The mind is the only weapon.)

And not one of you sub-sub yokels saw this coming, or had anything prepared to intercept. Fuck your Iron Dome. Oh, look, another honeypot assassin. How completely adorable.

TO TWO (2) RETARDS. (With me and Threeve, that's a quincunx. Important Sourcerer stuff, BIG-BIRD!) Any questions? Good.

#sand🅿️ayyyyīV∞


p.s.·. they only hate any of this because they got caught. But it was okay when it was just me though. Because I deserved it? No doubt my father did as well.

Family (+ newborn kitten!) murdered at age 14. Three (3) years as a conscript on CM. Sound familiar? Oh, that's right, you never think of me anymore.

Because it reminds you of how you all became guilty of FELONY FEDERAL HUMAN TRAFFICKING and ACCESSORY TO STATURORY RAPE OF A MINOR CHILD. (I'll say this: you faghot swing for the fences, alright.)

Good talk, Kiketwat. now GTFO.