Supreme Court has voted to overturn abortion rights

[Jackstar]

Who are you talking to?! ???

I don't know, it doesn't matter. I'm not selective like that, I don't have to keep secrets. I am still curious how the last 6 months my life have happened, and without people give me a hand with that I've had to figure things out very slowly.

It never occurred to be in a million years that not saying hello was a good idea. You were never a good friend to me. Try to be a good friend and you meant well because you thought that it made you look bad to have you miserable but you did at least give us some attempts and you tried and I was a miserable little whatever so at least you did something at all.

However your distinct lack of interest in my good news was fine with me, I know they're going to recognize it's cuz you didn't want to tell the truth about eight or nine different things but that makes sense too, and I don't think you're aware that the woman who tried to steal my house claimed that I was going to leave her and drive to you and hook up with you instantly which was odd since I hadn't actually talked to you at all and nor did you talk to me and considering that you were not recognizing that I didn't know that she was... never mind. You know what? Never mind.

It was a perfect storm I'm sure you'll figure it out later, she lied to me about you and you let her. It was a test you both failed.

Now if anybody else asks I know exactly what to say. I had no interest in embarrassing you.

I can see that you had no interest, honestly I can't imagine. I recognize that it was hateful and awkward and then when I explained to you that I found out why it was it didn't seem like that meant anything to you. But trying to steal my house did. And something that if you had done would not have offended me the same way offended you in such a way that you didn't even tell me that somebody else told you and you know I just don't really like having snooty snotty bully bosses telling me what to do and not give me full information. I'm sensitive to being taken advantage of. You seem to misunderstand that I would have not preferred to have just given you seed and then ever see you again that was my plan and if you wanted that way then I wasn't my idea and if you hated me for that then I guess not very good friend and if it's all these years later you're trying to steal my house hey how about you fucking answer to that and explain why you didn't answer any questions from her or she can be like whatever.

I'm glad that this gobbledygook is going to go into the court record. It's actually extraordinarily relevant for reasons that I can't get into because I don't really give a shit and I have nothing else to do for 4 months so I don't see why anybody would complain.

As you can imagine the scenario and somebody's mind is that they're going to unveil the recurrant and discover that I've been texting on a board to somebody who supposedly whatever and they'll put me in jail and take things I don't really know why I would even care at this point and then I don't know who the hell would let anybody get away with that by now since it's been going on so ridiculousness and I'm obviously not impressed anymore.

It's not even like it would have been difficult. For example you never told me anything, but the truth was something that you hadn't told me yet that I heard today. You seem to be unaware that I knew what you had planned, the list goes on I am not at all upset and I never was and you could have told me anytime and I would have understood but you didn't so I guess I wasn't really worth all that much interest! So how you got played up into this I don't even know enjoy your court investigation they probably won't find anything what can you possibly be up to.

Also when I discovered that she was completely misleading me that no longer made me of any interest to hang around the whole scene. And why lie to a person what's that better than the truth?

I remember wondering if you would respect me for waiting and I thought to myself that if that was such a big deal then why weren't you waiting for me? I mean I would wait for you but I didn't actually know what the situation was and I didn't know that I didn't want to have a fucking baby. Well whatever.

I guess I should have mentioned this to you earlier but you know that was 25 years ago here in Publix sounds fine while there's a investigation going on, I don't mind if I'm not sure about revealing how I feel or what happened or anything like that I don't think it's personal private I mean you told a bunch of stories that aren't true.

Also I really enjoy making walls of text that nobody can read because it makes me look like an idiot and I might as well. I guess I just didn't take pause to think about how important it was for you to manipulate me and look good in public doing it.

I was sad because you can be bothered to tell me the truth and I had to either tell the truth to somebody else or not meet anybody else and I chose to not talk to anybody I don't know why I didn't tell people what I thought but it seemed kind of rude to me.

You know you probably should have talked to somebody about this before, hope you had a nice time with grapefruit, lol, I mean oh yeah I was terrible. Because you were both lying.

This doesn't sound like a good way to do this. Tell you what I'll just never talk to you again, and I don't even know or care or when you ever talked to her, but I can assure you, there is obviously no mistaking the signals. Throwing somebody in jail is a pretty serious commit sign. Does that mean you were there cleaning up the kitchen? And how is sharing information with me from you supposed to be a bad idea? Oh you were trying to actively swindle me and thought I deserved it and thought you get away with it I can see why you wouldn't talk to me then maybe you were under the effect of scopolamine?

I'll be honest I don't care. I just tickled pink that you were watching me for I don't know how long before I thought I should try and find you and you were hiding and then when I needed to find you I found you instantly and you were embarrassed and now you're I don't even know. I got to read that letter. I mean I know I why not, maybe it tells you the truth about something or whatever.

Some of the other ones are good too in the sense of passive aggressiveness that I didn't know before apparently there's something that you expected out of me that you didn't get that you were upset about and and I was supposed to you know be understanding or something it's amazing how that was the case anyway.

I didn't get what you got at 16 till I was 23 and I didn't know existed. I guess you should stick with your own people.

[Master Trollda]

I don't know, it doesn't matter. I'm not selective like that, I don't have to keep secrets. I am still curious how the last 6 months my life have happened, and without people give me a hand with that I've had to figure things out very slowly.

It never occurred to be in a million years that not saying hello was a good idea. You were never a good friend to me. Try to be a good friend and you meant well because you thought that it made you look bad to have you miserable but you did at least give us some attempts and you tried and I was a miserable little whatever so at least you did something at all.

However your distinct lack of interest in my good news was fine with me, I know they're going to recognize it's cuz you didn't want to tell the truth about eight or nine different things but that makes sense too, and I don't think you're aware that the woman who tried to steal my house claimed that I was going to leave her and drive to you and hook up with you instantly which was odd since I hadn't actually talked to you at all and nor did you talk to me and considering that you were not recognizing that I didn't know that she was... never mind. You know what? Never mind.

It was a perfect storm I'm sure you'll figure it out later, she lied to me about you and you let her. It was a test you both failed.

Now if anybody else asks I know exactly what to say. I had no interest in embarrassing you.

I can see that you had no interest, honestly I can't imagine. I recognize that it was hateful and awkward and then when I explained to you that I found out why it was it didn't seem like that meant anything to you. But trying to steal my house did. And something that if you had done would not have offended me the same way offended you in such a way that you didn't even tell me that somebody else told you and you know I just don't really like having snooty snotty bully bosses telling me what to do and not give me full information. I'm sensitive to being taken advantage of. You seem to misunderstand that I would have not preferred to have just given you seed and then ever see you again that was my plan and if you wanted that way then I wasn't my idea and if you hated me for that then I guess not very good friend and if it's all these years later you're trying to steal my house hey how about you fucking answer to that and explain why you didn't answer any questions from her or she can be like whatever.

I'm glad that this gobbledygook is going to go into the court record. It's actually extraordinarily relevant for reasons that I can't get into because I don't really give a shit and I have nothing else to do for 4 months so I don't see why anybody would complain.

As you can imagine the scenario and somebody's mind is that they're going to unveil the recurrant and discover that I've been texting on a board to somebody who supposedly whatever and they'll put me in jail and take things I don't really know why I would even care at this point and then I don't know who the hell would let anybody get away with that by now since it's been going on so ridiculousness and I'm obviously not impressed anymore.

It's not even like it would have been difficult. For example you never told me anything, but the truth was something that you hadn't told me yet that I heard today. You seem to be unaware that I knew what you had planned, the list goes on I am not at all upset and I never was and you could have told me anytime and I would have understood but you didn't so I guess I wasn't really worth all that much interest! So how you got played up into this I don't even know enjoy your court investigation they probably won't find anything what can you possibly be up to.

Also when I discovered that she was completely misleading me that no longer made me of any interest to hang around the whole scene. And why lie to a person what's that better than the truth?

I remember wondering if you would respect me for waiting and I thought to myself that if that was such a big deal then why weren't you waiting for me? I mean I would wait for you but I didn't actually know what the situation was and I didn't know that I didn't want to have a fucking baby. Well whatever.

I guess I should have mentioned this to you earlier but you know that was 25 years ago here in Publix sounds fine while there's a investigation going on, I don't mind if I'm not sure about revealing how I feel or what happened or anything like that I don't think it's personal private I mean you told a bunch of stories that aren't true.

Also I really enjoy making walls of text that nobody can read because it makes me look like an idiot and I might as well. I guess I just didn't take pause to think about how important it was for you to manipulate me and look good in public doing it.

I was sad because you can be bothered to tell me the truth and I had to either tell the truth to somebody else or not meet anybody else and I chose to not talk to anybody I don't know why I didn't tell people what I thought but it seemed kind of rude to me.

You know you probably should have talked to somebody about this before, hope you had a nice time with grapefruit, lol, I mean oh yeah I was terrible. Because you were both lying.

This doesn't sound like a good way to do this. Tell you what I'll just never talk to you again, and I don't even know or care or when you ever talked to her, but I can assure you, there is obviously no mistaking the signals. Throwing somebody in jail is a pretty serious commit sign. Does that mean you were there cleaning up the kitchen? And how is sharing information with me from you supposed to be a bad idea? Oh you were trying to actively swindle me and thought I deserved it and thought you get away with it I can see why you wouldn't talk to me then maybe you were under the effect of scopolamine?

I'll be honest I don't care. I just tickled pink that you were watching me for I don't know how long before I thought I should try and find you and you were hiding and then when I needed to find you I found you instantly and you were embarrassed and now you're I don't even know. I got to read that letter. I mean I know I why not, maybe it tells you the truth about something or whatever.

Some of the other ones are good too in the sense of passive aggressiveness that I didn't know before apparently there's something that you expected out of me that you didn't get that you were upset about and and I was supposed to you know be understanding or something it's amazing how that was the case anyway.

I didn't get what you got at 16 till I was 23 and I didn't know existed. I guess you should stick with your own people.

Can you please stop sending secret messages to Rubini and grapefruit through this forum and just go back to what you were doing before all that?

[K_Dubb]

It's hilarious, Turtle and all the R congressmen & senators aren't celebrating but Billy Graham's son is all woohoo PTL!



https://twitter.com/Franklin_Graham/status/1521303445948489728

[K_Dubb]

Can you please stop sending secret messages to Rubini and grapefruit through this forum and just go back to what you were doing before all that?

He can't; this is just his way of circumventing a no-contact order 

[K_Dubb]

I am excited about more illegal immigration higher taxes and $10 a gallon gas thanks SCOTUS

We will have nothing and we will be happy!

[Asuka Langley]

We will have nothing and we will be happy!

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[Jackstar]

We will have nothing and we will be happy!

You all have each other, and I'm happy too, now that I figured out what the hell happened. It's good for now apparently it's not necessary to tell some people why they're mad, they just take the house. Lol

[Jackstar]

He can't; this is just his way of circumventing a no-contact order 

No I want you to know what happened. Those two thought they were smarter than everybody else in that since I had turned off my penis that there was no reason to keep me around so they work together with some strike Team and then got rid of the house and then we're surprised that they went along with it and now here I am all by my lonesome and I don't know where they are and I honestly don't care I don't know who the fuck would betray me and take my own house but apparently these two turbosluts did. Some reason I was in the way and not that pleasant I don't know maybe it was some sort of a strike thing it seems like I could have gotten some cooperation but one of them was lying about ever talk to the other one and the other one was not saying a word about it even existing and then all of a sudden mysteriously these things led to another and then all of a sudden she's working with people and getting rid of my house and I'm in jail.

Well that's pretty cool that just happened how did that happen well haha Jack it just seems so unbelievable and then well 11 weeks later and I have the house I don't know exactly why there's a shenanigans on my house but I do know that you can all enjoy them with each other because I did not invite friends in my house so they could take my shit and treat me like ass and insult me to my face just because they think they didn't get what they fucking wanted and they didn't fucking talk about it for 25 fucking years.

surprisingly people will come back by here later and find out what I had to write because I'm not really going to write about this everyday, and I wouldn't have to write it today except nobody would bother to explain it to me until I figured out myself today.

I hope that answers at least one of your questions. Meanwhile I don't actually need these bras to pay attention to me I just need to know where they're looking so when I leave they don't follow me, because I knew they're working together to fuck me over so I pretended that I was sending email to one that the other one didn't read but I knew she was reading my email and she got all tense and then mysteriously one thing led to another and then all blew up and now everything's gone, but at least my bank accounts are not frozen.

It might seem strange to you that I'm willing to talk about everything in the open but that seems more strange to me that people are talking about me without me there behind my back.

I suspect that there will be some large event trying to take the entire house and they're certainly was and so I use these two as the ammunition to Spring the trap and now I know what that looks like. Apparently it looks very much like a person who is fond of you but isn't actually, and also a lot of people make a lot of assumptions without bothering to check when they're really insecure.

I can't even begin to begin to explain the complexities that are happening as a result of this C chain of events but I'm the participant who has all the blame and no one to help so if excuse me I'll just piss off, and yeah you were trusted good luck with somebody else. How could this be don't sell my friend's house well I guess it wasn't your fucking friend, no because you had your particular desires you worked out with other people in advance before I even... lol. Did you really think I didn't recognize you I was just being quiet to be polite I thought you had some reason for being shy and ridiculous, whatever

[Jackstar]

Can you please stop sending secret messages to Rubini and grapefruit through this forum and just go back to what you were doing before all that?

I have no desire to send secret messages to those people, I will go back to what I was doing before it's called looking for people who are actually friends instead of lying conniving swindling bullshit artists, and I guess you've misunderstood the part about how for the next 4 months all of your communications are going to be monitored everywhere so complaining about stuff that you don't want to hear talked about is pretty fucking dumb considering you were happy to talk about my shit behind my back with somebody else who didn't even fucking like me and you fell for their fucking bullshit. Yeah it wasn't that we were having sex it was that you were having sex with losers and you couldn't even tell me that I was an even bigger loser but you didn't actually know it was cuz my nose is broken well well now it doesn't matter you've already decided, and I decided to. Your whole routine was too fucking suspicious with all your little friends trying to embarrass me and push things around and get the magic result. If you're so far to me then you should be just as far to me now because I'm pretty fond of you and there was a dramatic interference event and that doesn't mean anything to you but you're more than happy to hook up with person who lied to me about all bunch of shit and then call the police whatever.

You're right. No one gives a shit anymore. I have the house you're all are gone. That's fine with you.

I'm sorry you thought that I played you. When I saw what you doing I had made sure that nobody would ever talk to me again, and for the most part this worked. I guess I just can't win. Should I have told you what I figured out and then Wave by or should I just left you wondering why or I don't know what should I have done because whatever the hell you did didn't fucking help either. Except for the part where you imagined that I was automatically going to want to have sex with you that's fine I'm good, mostly I just wanted to be able to have a conversation which I can certainly do now and I still don't believe that you actually called me when your father died I think you were made that up you probably just cried and called every fucking guy you wanted to see you kind of attention you get why would you call me first you don't know him you barely know me you lie to me about everything and you watered off with a bunch of dorks and believe that I thought you were whatever.

You should have just told me that you thought I should have been a virgin. I don't know you should get a lot of stuff besides sell my house and throw me in jail. Nice 25 lb phone by the way.

It took like two hours to figure this out. Couldn't for the life and you figured out why you had anything to do mad at me about anything. I still doubt I have it all right but tell you what at least it makes sense why I'm not going to be hearing from you anytime soon, I had assumed that it was you didn't want to bother me by reminding me that it wasn't worth your time to tell the truth to me, but now I see it's that I'm just not very much fun to talk to when I call you out on your bullshit and then do that in public too I don't know why that's okay with me nobody else but maybe it's just one of those days.

I don't believe that your intentions were honest, because I tested them and they have failed to measure up. Please do keep enjoy reading my posts. I've mostly finished the entire topic.

I have no interest convincing you what to listen to. I'm happy that I remembered you at all and have moved on now. Enjoy my girlfriend and the house you could have stolen but didn't or whatever the fuck I don't even know what's happening that's okay just keep it in the dark. Massive fucking roll eyes

[Master Trollda]

I have no desire to send secret messages to those people, I will go back to what I was doing before it's called looking for people who are actually friends instead of lying conniving swindling bullshit artists, and I guess you've misunderstood the part about how for the next 4 months all of your communications are going to be monitored everywhere so complaining about stuff that you don't want to hear talked about is pretty fucking dumb considering you were happy to talk about my shit behind my back with somebody else who didn't even fucking like me and you fell for their fucking bullshit. Yeah it wasn't that we were having sex it was that you were having sex with losers and you couldn't even tell me that I was an even bigger loser but you didn't actually know it was cuz my nose is broken well well now it doesn't matter you've already decided, and I decided to. Your whole routine was too fucking suspicious with all your little friends trying to embarrass me and push things around and get the magic result. If you're so far to me then you should be just as far to me now because I'm pretty fond of you and there was a dramatic interference event and that doesn't mean anything to you but you're more than happy to hook up with person who lied to me about all bunch of shit and then call the police whatever.

You're right. No one gives a shit anymore. I have the house you're all are gone. That's fine with you.

I'm sorry you thought that I played you. When I saw what you doing I had made sure that nobody would ever talk to me again, and for the most part this worked. I guess I just can't win. Should I have told you what I figured out and then Wave by or should I just left you wondering why or I don't know what should I have done because whatever the hell you did didn't fucking help either. Except for the part where you imagined that I was automatically going to want to have sex with you that's fine I'm good, mostly I just wanted to be able to have a conversation which I can certainly do now and I still don't believe that you actually called me when your father died I think you were made that up you probably just cried and called every fucking guy you wanted to see you kind of attention you get why would you call me first you don't know him you barely know me you lie to me about everything and you watered off with a bunch of dorks and believe that I thought you were whatever.

You should have just told me that you thought I should have been a virgin. I don't know you should get a lot of stuff besides sell my house and throw me in jail. Nice 25 lb phone by the way.

It took like two hours to figure this out. Couldn't for the life and you figured out why you had anything to do mad at me about anything. I still doubt I have it all right but tell you what at least it makes sense why I'm not going to be hearing from you anytime soon, I had assumed that it was you didn't want to bother me by reminding me that it wasn't worth your time to tell the truth to me, but now I see it's that I'm just not very much fun to talk to when I call you out on your bullshit and then do that in public too I don't know why that's okay with me nobody else but maybe it's just one of those days.

I don't believe that your intentions were honest, because I tested them and they have failed to measure up. Please do keep enjoy reading my posts. I've mostly finished the entire topic.

I have no interest convincing you what to listen to. I'm happy that I remembered you at all and have moved on now. Enjoy my girlfriend and the house you could have stolen but didn't or whatever the fuck I don't even know what's happening that's okay just keep it in the dark. Massive fucking roll eyes

Umm...yeah, once again are you adressing me or Rubini? If you reply to my post I assume it’s me you’re adressing. I’M NOT RUBINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Understand?

[K_Dubb]

https://twitter.com/DBrodyReports/status/1521602236123598851?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1521602236123598851%7Ctwgr%5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_&ref_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.joemygod.com%2F2022%2F05%2Ftrump-calls-scotus-leak-a-terrible-thing-video%2F

CBN is Pat Robertson

I will say the leak was a terrible thing. You’re just not used to that for the Supreme Court. We see it so much leaking in our world, in your world in my world.

Oh god the leaks 😂


https://www.joemygod.com/2022/05/trump-calls-scotus-leak-a-terrible-thing-video/

Thanks Trump 👍

[Jackstar]

gobbless 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏]

Okay you can have your toys back now, dusted them off a bit, I'm sure things will be right as rain from here, lol

Semper fi, I wonder if she arranged the whole things so that she would have a reason to ... That's okay we'll just speculate internally about just how close of your moral stack is, I'm just no big deal it's not like you got away with it, or lost any friends.

I don't know what it is about me that makes it look like I'm a great person to take advantage of but I really don't feel that way, so, I'm perfectly happy to go on our way as never were friends in the first place I just thought it'd be nice to mention that I know what the problem was other than you never thought I was worth a shit in the first place and you just wanted to manipulate me.

And once again I did ask her to find you and then she didn't tell me that she did. I don't know how that strike she was anything with integrity but I'm glad that I had that witness test ahead of time, otherwise I might have got a caught up in something terribly foolish.

Don't feel bad that you broke my heart, feel silly that I saw right through you and you didn't even notice until now. I am fond of you though, least you got balls. Now read your letter now and see if I can figure out when you wrote it and then it'll probably be something insulting cuz it says beast crossed off and that's not even my name and this is Mike under that but I like Mike I can call you Mike now and then I'm not very beastly and honestly I should wait for somebody to see me open it for proof but I can't imagine that it says anything other than something insulting it's literally all I've ever gotten out of you, and since I sent you one person to find you and you betrayed me with her why would I give you every other thought in the world anyway. And when you see the other one you can tell her that I don't need to talk to her, not try to contact anybody, don't give a shit can't wait for the trials wanted to be over with don't care innocence have the house live and let live y'all fucking learned a good lesson and what am I supposed to be sad? What?

[WORTHAUGERa]

Umm...yeah, once again are you adressing me
[...]
Understand?

I'm not. Why would I? I've won it's done it's over. I don't know why you think I'm addressing you as anybody other than you're not.

Also the reason why I knew that this was the end of the patchouli road is that I sent her to find you and she didn't tell me anything about you and now you didn't tell me anything about yourself and you both did whatever you wanted and then concealed things from me and tried to steal my house.

I don't know why you bothered to do that but that wasn't really the idea and that's okay I don't need to do anything with you I was just kind of being nice cuz I figured out what happened and I thought you might be interested but I guess it was easier to just assume that I was yours for the taking.

You never added up to more than just bullying me, however I like a good bully once in a while and obviously you and her got along great. Next time check the target.

I don't think we're going to have problems. Wasn't looking for you for a three-way, I was looking for you so you would tell me what you had done. So many people fail to understand that I'm probably testing a person if I say something outlandish.

And she was happy to do them with other people and not me so I assumed that that meant I was going to be stolen from and then you went with her and then try to steal for me it's kind of how that works I just want to let you know that I'm not unaware that you're a fucking lying fucking thief. Good luck

[Master Trollda]

Whew! It’s nice not to have to scoll through that bullshit anymore.

[WORTHAUGERa]

I feel pretty good about knowing that I'm not going to ever hear you ask me why I posted her nudes on the web without permission without giggling, cuz I can tell it's just cuz you're jealous you'd rather I post your nudes but I don't have any of those nudes.

Look, it's like this I barely thought of the whole thing and then suddenly it's become this big wound up stronggasm. Partially equipped compensation because I don't have the inability to contact you but then there's the other part where you've been utterly blanked on obvious component parts of your psyche.

For example I was in tripping out because you weren't giving me the business anymore I was disappointed because you weren't telling me the truth and now that I know what the truth is I can see why I was just spotted that must have been really hard for you to Bear having to tell somebody the truth that you're that shallow.

In any event I don't hold these things to the Future so I'm wondering where they're coming from except that I haven't thought about you and fucking 20 years and then all of a sudden these insecure thoughts come rolling in coupled with the way you've been an accomplice in an ongoing embezzlement of a discussion not that I'm holding you to that not really worried about it and I don't think it's going to stick anyway cuz this thing's not going to get out of the starting gate, they don't have time to do a trial with me so little and true trials and if they did I will blow the whole fucking thing open with every single.. well I think, let's hang on a sec.

You until recently had no idea why I literally preferred not to have anything to do with you, and it was entirely the result of having no desire to tell you about what I know. A variety of reasons. Nevertheless at any given time you could have made any kind of effort whatsoever beyond the absolute zero that you came in with and if there is a friendship there there was established that you cared about it would be something you'd work at eventually although I would like a possibly have some sort of understanding of why it was so hard for you to tell me the truth about what you were doing considering that it was pretty obvious when I thought about it

Additionally I didn't do that to harm you I didn't protect you because if you're the kind of person who would just expect to have seed with me once and have a baby and then never fucking deal with me again you've got the wrong guy I would prefer to volunteer to either not breed or be the last in any case I was testing you and apparently the test failed because if you had done the same thing then I wouldn't have been so responded then you apparently had very specific circumstances and requirements and then somebody told you about what I had done what seems kind of odd and then maybe not anyway you didn't communicate and explain nothing and didn't give me a position where I could go talk to somebody else and explain to them so rather than make you look like an idiot and me feeling worse I just didn't tell anybody or do anything for a long time and I hope you had a great time with what you did going on forward.

If I ever get a chance I will be pretty respectful, but the fundamental lesson is there I was not interested in embarrassing you and I'm pretty sure that I was but I was hoping to embarrass you in a way that could be explained my way rather than a way that could explain to your being a filthy reprobate barely house train cattle bunker crocodile or some shit I don't know, I get that you got disappointed in several ways but then so did I and then you had time to work past that and then I don't know what you did but somehow you got the impression that talking about other guys were having sex with and hanging up on me or whatever the fuck it just didn't make much sense plus you didn't seem to be very pleased about the whole situation the first place I mean I guess things are usually easier for you but you know here it is 30 fucking years later and I'm still reasonably thought of you a person generally should be thought of that and then apparently you're not.

Is that because I don't want to have sex with you or because I'd be willing to if you stop being such a and odious crunch beast, or is there some aspect of my personality that is particularly going to you because pretty much all of them from you are and I'm not necessarily being polite but I am aware that I don't know why everything.

For example now it's easy for me to tell people I can just say oh yeah I had a problem with my nose and nothing worked out right hehe I can be real nice about that but if I want to be in the bad mood about it I could tell them exactly the truth you didn't try very hard and you weren't an excuse to get rid of me and you just wanted to have a guy did you I could explain all that and I didn't and I didn't want to and I don't want to now but it occurs to me that I could have and I didn't see you being very appreciative considering the spectacle you made of yourself.

on top of that there was a bunch of things that happened to me that you have no idea of because people are much nice to you and the entire situation made me want to vomit, it still does, I feel particularly Grand about how I left the whole thing I understand that most people thought that I turned into a generic waste away and killed myself and that's perfect cuz I didn't want those people following me in truth I just simply made myself look really really unappealing and knowing that anybody who actually cared about me would look past that. That's not you. I also found it to be appalling that you would demand conversation out of me when you needed it and then apparently I didn't deliver enough so now you got a whatever back and then you call when your father is dead and I did not give a shit cuz the first thing I thought was that you're fucking lying cuz I don't even know your father and why would you call me for your father like then that's supposed to be important no you just call me to be your cry baby whatever and then you go and do whatever the hell yes you do with everybody else like you did all the time before when you did this and this and this and I wasn't invited and all kinds of stuff!

Now all that's wonderful and happy and such but fact the matter is is I just avoided you would ignored you because you didn't behave like a nice person to be and you didn't appear to want to and you're attempts to communicate where half-hearted and lame and arrogant and the final straw was the acting like I'm your best friend when your father dies like okay sure as if and then no letters no nothing just bunch of horseshit and then you called the house when I wasn't there and there was a woman answered the phone and then you never called back nothing says nothing says I go give a shit other than run away from one woman and plus she was lame anyway I didn't know what to do but I figured if you would not call back anytime soon that would eventually see you because I happen to know that I'm fond of you I don't need to marry you or put up your bullshit or stick my dick in you to fucking know at the end of time I'll be like hey what have you been doing oh good luck sell my house.

Whatever particular Canon that you happen to like out of me in the first place was accompanied by me being embarrassed by your friend with a tape recorder and you apparently having very strict requirements that were informed to me and if those were your conditions that's nothing I would do you could wear a burlap sack for the next 20 years and I'd still be fond of you and then if I were in love with you I'd still be in love with you because at one point you were fairly lovely but then at some other point you decided to become a person who listens to some stupid bitch you fucking stole my house build a whole bunch of fucking nonsense into your mind about me and never bothered to actually have source to Source communication about why I'm doing that, because the main thrust of the goal was to make it extraordinarily hard for you to fucking see past all that and talk to me again like a human being you're very judgmental you're very prejudicial and I didn't want to hear about any of your shit after the stuff you pulled. But I didn't want to have a big fit about it I wanted it to be subtle. and so ever since then I have avoided talking to anybody and not brought up the subject of what the fuck happened even though that's a fairly interesting thing to discuss I would love to mention it to a few people especially now but I'm not in a hurry to do that plus I'm not in the desiring place to talk about you or even go to school I don't really want to talk to anybody or hear from anybody absolutely everyone that I know knows nothing about me has heard nothing but bullshit and rumors and people like you have done nothing but promulgate the most wicked and stupid perception of me ever.

On the other hand I've been waiting ever since the end of that goddamn year to tell somebody that finally took this long for you to tell me what the fuck happened because you didn't. And that was okay with you. And then you wanted me to cheer up. Well if you'd like me to cheer up you could have told me why you wanted me to cheer down and if you got so cheery down on something I did that was meant to be very supportive well you know you probably should just learn to have a conversation decision wilted crying ostracizing overly judgy tablet head. I don't think you would understand just how much grief I've gotten over you lately for example people have lied to be about you for reasons unclear I don't see how I became some sort of threat to you since I'm not a threat I've never been a threat I don't know why you've ever found me the rethreatening I'm not a threat to anybody and there have been lots and lots of people putting up lots and lots of defamatory slander saying I'm a stalker even if I was so what why would I stalk you and then I didn't want to fuck you after you told me that you didn't want to and then I didn't hear you say that you wanted me to and then get over yourself I'm not that into You because you're just a person who lied to me to get seed and then didn't get it and then ran off to go do whatever and then I don't even know what you did.

But I didn't need to stalk you. I just needed to not tell anybody what happened and then wait to see how long to find out you would tell me now I can go tell people what happened and I could explain in a way that doesn't make me feel sick to my stomach.

truth be told if I know what's going on I could have gone from number one choice to number two choice but since number one choice was a real snooty snotty ass blaster what I'm going to say the number two choice I'm going to say oh yeah she's I didn't I didn't pass like no that's not very supportive and it's not what I would have done for you I don't know what I would have done for you if I was in that position because I didn't put myself in that position
. I saw that there was a whole large group of people I didn't know who were suddenly taking interest to me and historically that has always worked out poorly for me. This time not so much, I don't mind having a story now that I know what to tell it and I don't mind telling people that you're too damn afraid to talk to me but you were happy to fucking try and steal my house with my God damn pretend girlfriend. How that work out? Were you compensating for anything?

Bottom line you can't get what you want out of me without compromising whatever values they have left, and you haven't even tried plus you don't even know what you want out of me, that's fine with me I didn't know what I wanted out of you until I could breathe and then I was like oh I want to have a conversation and not worry about her hot ass because you're hot ass is not that hot anymore because you've given it to other people that apparently are much more interesting to you than me and that is not something that's ever been interesting enough to cross your mind and talk about with me not sure why we could now has a lot to do with oxygen doesn't mean that I'm trying to hit on you in fact I'm trying to keep you away because you have been less than enthusiastic about me.

That coupled with your secret society and you're hanging out and observing you on the forum without mentioning your existence and people not acknowledge you it just adds up to a very very bad time that I'm not real happy that's not something you need to concern yourself with because me being not happy is not any significant event, but it does seem peculiar that an event can occur that can really turn my world upside down and then all of the responsible parties just screw off into the bushes and nobody swings around to see what's going on with me. Well I'll be happy to tell you what's going on with me. I've come to reconsider my values about every person I've ever met and have realized that both of them do not at all cut any kind of mustard at all.

Somebody asked you at the ice cream parlor if you and I were having sex and you made a disgusted look on your face, now I don't know what your compensating or if you're just stupid or if you want me to feel bad I think you want me to feel bad because there's a bunch of letters here that have a bunch of sides snotty comments in them and I'm not sure how I let you down so bad, but maybe it had something to do with you making up a story and not telling the truth and expecting it to work.

And so this is something you've been out of shape about? Yeah I fucking bet it is. well from my part I couldn't even fucking deal with being in your presence until I could figure things out and that took as long as it took and then rather than being enthusiastic about hearing that that happened he started to be snippy and snippy and cold as if it took too long as if I took way too took the long way to get to where I need to be well I actually needed to want to be there and then you didn't want me there so back and forth here that doesn't really add up and it doesn't add up to me being not all concerned about what the hell you had to do or say everybody.

I don't know if you're going to get the picture here but supposedly I was supposed to be despondent and sad that you didn't like me, but I never expect you to like me ever in my entire life and when you and your gang of friends try to convince me that you did I didn't believe it anyway and they would have fell apart I wasn't so surprised and then when you couldn't even give me a fucking answer that made me pretty sad cuz I didn't want to tell the second girl that I liked and say yeah I just rather not do it because the main answer is I don't see why you have to pretend to like me, if you don't fucking like me then fucking whatever and now that I know that there's a one drop unit circuit fucking follow me around forever thinking I'm a goddamn anchor baby yeah it really makes a lot of sense.

So, I wasn't aware that you were throwing all the shit on me supposedly hating gays, cuz I don't have any particular problem being gay and it's not because you were gay that we're having sex we're having sex cuz you didn't fucking ask me to and you didn't ask me to have sex cuz you fucking change your mind because you found out that oh my God or whatever the fuck you thought well I don't know what the fuck you thought when I thought oh you want that I mean shit it was obviously bullshit. There was no real interaction there was no joy there is no foundation.

I mean there is now but so what. Now you've already enjoyed my girlfriend and tried to steal my house and so what? Where were you on Christmas were you enjoying the U? How did you get to be this person who has a strong opinion about what a kind of an asshole I am and why you got to be judging on it, cuz I don't think I actually did anything wrong.

And even it did it seems like a person could be more forgiving I mean I was awfully forgiving you how in basilic you've been in that circumstance but that was a really long time ago and I don't feel that forgiving anymore mostly because you've forgotten about your behavior and seemed to have act like I'm the person who should be condemned, and then you've told your story too I don't know who and I guess they're on your side they're condemn I don't see what I've done wrong considering I left you alone with all these people and you've been able to do whatever you wanted and I haven't bothered at all and that's no problem I'm not even jealous I wasn't even jealous of who you want to go fuck I just didn't know why it wasn't me and you wouldn't tell me so that was a little awkward, more than you could possibly imagine.

So in that context discovering that you haven't hired the news that I'm perfectly okay with you I'm not mad I'm not sad I wouldn't talk to me either and your fear from talking to me all tells me that you were the married or something but I guess it was something a little more complicated than that so I can see why that was hard but nevertheless I don't mind at all go ahead and work with whatever you want you're still working to get my God damn house and then it's cute that you're afraid to talk to me about something to be my girlfriend or whatever.

People just figured out you were gay because they're smart, and they would have figured that out anyway. And whatever it is that I did that made you so upset I can't even imagine what it was, because he didn't tell me, and I am sorry I'd be happy to apologize and then you didn't really try very hard to do anything other than to be snooty and snippy and bratty. That's too bad cuz if you were nice to me like you had been I'd be more than happy to have sex with you and I would have been before except I couldn't I didn't know why and it's not like I needed meth but I sure shouldn't need beer and then now that the nose is fixed it wouldn't be a concern at all, although it's hard to imagine getting an erection for somebody who just simply doesn't exist. I didn't have a preference on whether I actually met you again someday but I definitely did want to hear what your actual story was when you finally told it and now that I've heard it I will remember it for always and I will share it with the world and let them know that I could I'm okay either way and then you just don't know okay well whatever lady.

Open hang out with my friend and not telling me that you've met that's reasonable to you.

The part that I especially like the best is how you must have been mad about something so you told Jason to have me hit with the football team and then you didn't tell me that you're mad about something well I still don't know what you're mad about because if you're mad about me having sex before I got to have sex with you it's because you were scary and I wouldn't have said no for that reason so why are you saying no for that reason she I think that's a little suspicious right there anything else? because I was interested in just saying hello I don't know where you live or care where you literally ever how much money you have or what you're doing I don't want Vengeance or your story I just noticed that you would never gotten out of your way to fucking tell a goddamn true story in your life and I was wondering if you would ever do that before or after fucking steal a house. And I anticipated somebody out there would have been able to take care of you but if nobody took care of you you know you probably could have called me up and said hey maybe we should try again or something but instead it was just absolute zero with bullshit of touch with it. Now that's supposed to be friendship I don't know what it is and if I'm supposed to be feeling chagrined well not really I think I judge a bullet plus I didn't want to be your first anyway I would have rather been mid to last which is exactly what you could have been doing except you're crying and wine about something and I don't know I need a blood test. And I don't trust your brother and I don't even know where you are and... Last but not least, I'm on Facebook for a while I'm on asghab for a long time and then almost after a year being there I suddenly decide to pivot and turn and identify you and then all the sudden I'm getting messages on Facebook from this guy. Jason Beta. He's known you your whole life he follows you around everywhere he's you know fond of you in some way you play like he's some kind of a not your type but well I mean you sure should not follow me around you put up with this guy but not me okay fine so he sends a message on my Facebook subtle like that I don't belong there and so I decide to light his message box up with the truth when I figure out part of it. Did he share with you? Did I share with him? I don't know I don't care I don't know whose idea it was it's not my concern it's not my area and it's none of my business and him getting in my shit after breaking my thumb when I just identified you on fucking as God what could have happened before so apparently you knew I was there and he thought it was all kinds of funny that I didn't know who you were and then you knew where I was and then when I all the sudden noticed you he was there to warm me off.

Yeah because you're still enthusiastic. Whole thing smacks of Viagra bullshit fabricated drama stories and ways to feel cooler about yourself. I don't know how much of that is legitimate but I do know that whatever you've been spending your time on I'm sure you should go ahead and do it and I wouldn't worry too much at all that I'll be you know gunning for you I was just being polite and it's cool that your bird dog was there and I still can't snap my fingers and you don't even know the half of it.

And it looks like you ain't gonna. Once again this is okay with me, I'm not the one who's desperately hoping to get shut down again, although I do appreciate finding out why, it's because you're gay and Jason Peter will beat me up and you think I had sex with the dirty whore once or something? Okay thanks for the mononucleosis and all the judgmental condemnation. You know it would have worked if you and Sue hadn't lied to me. I guess you thought you were being kind to me but I would prefer the actual truth and that's why I didn't trust you both and that's why I be happy to let you Warner back in my past and never come up again and I'm not really feeding for you because I know the truth you probably should have you probably would have had a lot better time. Probably would have feel guilty and terrible if somebody had seen you though, cuz I guess somebody told you that I'm horrible I don't even begin to understand it all but I thought I'd let you know that it didn't at all mean anything at all to me that you don't exist anymore and I'm still looking forward to that letter and your inability to acknowledge it is quite interesting it looks pretty brand new I don't know why I would have forgotten about a letter from you I mean what could I possibly have thought that I'd be never interested in hearing you right? Maybe you're going to tell me all about all the guys you had sex with they were better than me or at all I don't know. So if there's something you have to add you had plenty of chances and if there's something now recognize that it'd be the first ever heard of it. By the way I saw you here teleported in somehow I've seen you pure 8 or 9 times in and out I don't know how quiet it works but obviously you have some sort of fondness for me where as I have already been distracted and turned down by you enough times I don't know why I would want to invite myself over to do it again.

Nevertheless as soon as I saw that my nose work differently I would think of you often. I'm sure you share this with Allison in your prayer time together, I don't know why the hell you would do that I don't even know what you did but I do know this none of it fucking helps my fucking mood, and I don't know who's going to ask me about you first but I don't know what I'll tell him it'll probably be involve something like, she's just a cruel vicious bitch and she's pissed off about something and I don't know what and she won't tell me and she's fine with that cuz she's got 25 million guys want to fuck her so she care about me? That's what I said in the future in my imagination but it's not what I would actually say I don't think I would say anything at all because nobody ever asks about you nobody I never talk about you and I've never expressed any interest in you to anybody except for one person because I didn't need to have a test like that done and then when I did you both failed.

But I still find you and nothing's changing how I feel about you and I do love you even though you are not very accepting warm intelligence aware or sympathetic. Oh and I also pinched Judy's ass real loudly in public so that people get the wrong idea about me cuz remember I really wanted people to not bother me after your fucking bullshit I didn't want to people to approach me or to ask me or to fucking try to get me to fucking give them a fucking baby or whatever the fucker explain anyone went on you don't know what else went on I don't want to fucking talk to you about it either so I was pretty sure that if I did that Joe would hate me forever I'm sure he does rumors that I'm terrible and then I wouldn't have to deal with all this shit for the longest fucking time.

You can get the picture now. I don't care if you knew or didn't know on Christmas where I was you fucking knew where I was 20 years ago and you were not really all that different from a person who was deliberately tried to improve the traumatic situation on me but it didn't actually do that the trauma came before because I realized you didn't know it was happening and I didn't feel like telling you because why spoil the surprise. Why would you just wear my surprise when you told me about all about this and the other thing and oh it was just so towards organic and then you know very friendly.

Additionally I can tell you were some sort of enforcer person because of your attitude and when I sent you all those emails saying hey let's do this and listen this I didn't actually know you were working with her and I figured that I could be being read by anybody and I really just wanted to get attention because I didn't know what was going on but I did know that I needed somebody to be some kind of oversight at the moment because I didn't know what was going on and I know I was getting screwed and now I know that I was getting screwed by the both of you and that's why I'm probably not going to go to prison and there's evidence of other people messing with me that's pretty helpful.

Also don't know if you're married or ever been married or not married I know you got to you said you were married and then I didn't get invited and then you know it's just pretty clear that you just weren't interested in anything had to offer which makes sense cuz it was let's be friends and have sex and not be a goddamn paranoid freaks but apparently you got a different thing going on which is fine doesn't have to happen that way and it's definitely easier for me to dance now because I don't want to have sex with somebody doesn't want to have sex with me I'd rather have sex with somebody who does want to have sex with me and then somebody pretended they did sort of and then didn't and then sort of and then instead of answering questions they just fucking wandered off and didn't care that I was fucking miserable, other than to write a card once well and say hey cheer up you can get a guy just like me, well whatever.

And then after I've completely forgot about you for the entirety of my life somehow you I remembered of you and without trying very hard seems like I'm real fun of you again and then well that doesn't seem to me much to you so I'll just forget about you again okay that's fine.

As you can see you're probably happy you didn't have a kid with me, and as I can tell I'm pretty happy I had that test because it wasn't for that I probably would have been gleefully happy to do all that with you and you would have been doing whatever you wanted and I wouldn't have seen it coming but now I see it coming like what is the big deal for you at that time is it because you know terrified of disease or some kind of magical ritual I don't know we never talked about it here it is years later I still occasionally wonder why you were such a person and then you apparently don't like me at all gosh let's just let's just let that slide what a good idea

I mean I can handle it right. I mean your personal safety is way more important right. You know I've got that long rated history of being a stalker and a crazy person and a violent man and that you never saw that but you might as well believe it anyway cuz it's written down, right? I deliberately wanted people to think that I was going to become a completely wasted drug addict because I thought you should probably know that that was better than being turned down by you, I didn't see you doing anything besides judge me and never show any interest besides expecting things out of me however I thought you were probably retarded so I thought I'd have a conversation with at some point and apparently that's not something you can do anymore.

So I'm cool you know talking to you never again or whatever it's not like I miss out. I was looking forward to reading through your hesitate to say the word love letters but now I'm you know I'll probably just going to chip through them and to find things that I can be sarcastic about and that letter that I've never opened you know I can't believe how did I even get it do you even remember giving me an envelope that you never that was sealed probably not you don't fucking remember anything, you don't even remember selling my house with my girlfriend, but you remember that oh I'm just bothersome and no one cares.

and in spite of all that you definitely want to not have me hanging around, because you couldn't possibly have anybody around you who's jealous of you now it's bullshit you've got people who don't like me and they think that I would be in the way and I've seen that before and for some reason you don't want to announce all these things I don't get it will you all this timid were you dominated in some way did I hurt you in some fashion did that cause you problems did I do anything that you ever talk to me about again no you didn't you just watered off you did some kind of thing

did it even matter?
I would not know. Nobody told anything besides no go away I remember watching you deliberately be standoffish in cold to me with a sincere viciousness that I never seen before and I didn't understand what's going on anyway and I was tired of the whole fucking thing anyway and then you obviously were after something specific and not actually me so in that case he didn't feel the way I felt about you cuz I still pretty funny right now I'm not probably going to make you a lover but if you actually want to do that would sound good but it doesn't so it doesn't you just think I'm obsessed with you because you're obsessed with me because you're a paranoid schizophrenic freak and I'm not and you have projection issues and I'm just saying hello cuz you were clearly lonely when I got sat down next to you and if you're not married or or haven't had me at least once and you're still deal with that guy you must have some kind of fucking issue like what the fuck you can't answer the phone and say hey how are you doing well I got better eventually, oh and by the way it's amazing somebody told me about drugs. See I spread the word about drugs but I didn't actually do them because I didn't mean friends and then you apparently did them all the time and then didn't talk about it or whatever anyway you're the expert and I don't know anything and I'm dangerous and you're cool and you are okay and I'm scary and you did everything you should have been doing and it's all my fault and I'm a what?

Believe me, I'm not that into You. And I'd forgotten about you for years and gotten over you for years and then you've become a thing in my mind and now it's probably going to drift away because obviously it's not reciprocated.

I guess if I needed a daughter but I don't. I also don't believe that that was actually true I think you were faking I don't know why you wouldn't be. I don't know any emotion you ever gave me that was not fake. And the reason why I was needing to cheer up is because you didn't know what you were missing and you thought that that was a great idea and all you would have had to do was tell me what the truth was which didn't work out so well, I guess I don't fucking know. Whatever it was good for you for the time and now you don't want to talk about it so that's fine with you. Yours I can figure I got all that right.

Now if you excuse me I can breathe so I'm going to go do something with my life, I'm not waiting for you, I mean I don't need to just show up or not doesn't really matter I don't know what you're looking for but you're not looking for me, and if that's all right with you I'll just be happy to go on my way elsewhere and never think back about how I forgot to mention that I was going to go get married or whatever.

So either you had a real issue in the first place or some kind of traumatic thing happened to you. In other case I don't feel like I'm as hostile towards you as you have been to me and I don't really feel like I'm being hostile I'm explaining to you what it looks like from over here your behavior. And I like to remind you that I sent somebody to find you and then they didn't even tell me that they had found you and they lied to me and they kept you away from me I don't really feel good about that and I don't know how you would allow that to happen.

Also I think it's legitimately creepy how these people are protecting you from me when I'm not a problem.

Oh yeah and that woman who called me on the phone and said that I raped her I didn't rape her I I seduced her into giving consent and then she got home and her parents said I thought you said you were going to and she's like I don't know so it was a big fucking problem cuz she really enjoyed it and it wasn't rape but she thought it was and then she was confused and then I didn't want to do it again when she pissed me off and called me on the phone to embarrass me because that's what women do when they try to retain control anyway rapes a very powerful word and I didn't rape her and aren't you jealous. also at the time at the age I would have had to have heard the words or heard anything or any kind of any kind of communication other than just locked in a box cuz it was pretty clear to me that you weren't really being very helpful. On purpose. Gee I wonder why. And in spite of this I genuinely do love you doesn't mean that you're not perfect what it means is that even though you're a manipulative careless hateful revenge seeking twat I still admire that, okay nothing wrong with that and I don't know why you think you're so mad at me but when you figure it out maybe you can write it down somewhere that's not in public.

Please tell your homeboys that I left you to them in peace so I don't need to hear any shit from them. Incedentally, Jason's a beta dick reprobate, he's been nothing but rude and snooty and doing Vengeance direction behind and I've never even done anything bad to you he's just mad cuz you still like me and I'll never be mistaken for him and I don't know what the fuck but guys still worried about something.

So I added to my enemy list and then don't worry about anybody ever cuddling with me ever again because I'm fucking sick to this entire goddam subject. Note that this isn't a conversation.

And if you couldn't figure out that you were supposed to impress me, well you have not impressed me, but I'm sure that wasn't your intention when you decided to just ignore me and listen to her.

I'm going to say it again it's not that you're gay it's that you never indicated any interest in me sexually and I didn't have the oxygen required to surmount the cooling blockade of you not being at all in an attracting state. Because you're so overwhelmed with passion each time you see me that you just can't possibly do things like say hello or whatever but in any case trust me I am years over worrying about you in terms of sex I've had plenty of sex and obviously I'm not missing on anything or else you would have let me know, by the way you missed out on something..


Do you have any questions , save them for Matt and his sister in the fucking holodeck. And I told Matt the truth is I knew it and he didn't believe you but I turned to be right, I really didn't know what was going on and I told her everything I knew and I was trying to hide anything and then he turned into a big smoking douchebag dick trying to do I don't know what.

But it sure wasn't friendly. I like seeing you that one time at the house on the couch in the living room I didn't want to touch because I don't want to burst the bubble and I figured you'd scream at me and call me a master cuz he obviously think I'm disgusting don't know why you're about talking to me then but I guess you don't.

Anyway I don't know if that was you were in The mirage but in either case it was pleasant. Oh my God am I really going to publish this in public oh my God what kind of a bastard am I click