Its very interesting to see all the 180's and backpedalling from boris and doug. Seems very trappy.
Something absolutely happened today, there's been a change in the sea weather that I can't put my finger on but there's definitely something that nobody bothered to tell me about.
Presently I'm far more isolated than I am at usual times, nearly everyone is mad at me and not telling me why, but I've changed numbers several times and not installed some of my communications back online, largely because I don't need to talk to any people, and it reminds me that even if I did want to I couldn't really risk it.
It would be difficult indeed to express my satisfaction without the events of the day have unfolded, but apparently I saved myself $9,000 at the exact right time, because I don't need to spend any money right now.
And as far as things can reasonably be expected I'm pretty happy. I wish I could tell you why, but let me put it this way: somebody you never talk to me anyway is telling me they're upset about something I didn't do and that they want me to know that I should be glad that I'm being ignored.
To which I replied that time have always been ignored so what's the difference? Some more stuff followed later, I did want to give an accurate sitrep, and I do kind of miss the days when I actually didn't need to spread my communications across multiple SMS channels so that something would get through in spite of any filtering.
Thankfully I'm beyond that now. Here's the sitrep: smooth move, Ex-Lax, do you think it'll happen again if you don't tell me what it was? Well do ya?
Meanwhile my friend in Canada is depressed and disturbed, I don't think she's ever considered actually rebelling from the queen before, thankfully they have waited a polite interval after she has actually died.
Victory over the cabal means nothing if people are still too afraid of their own shadow to get out and walk around. Look at me! Accused of every damn crime in the phony book, and yet I still walk around with my bare leg showing like a common hooker. No fear.
Long story short, a lot of people are backpedaling today. For my own part, I only paid attention to the way I was being mocked and ignored by every member of my barely legal team, because I decided the other day that I wasn't going to give them any money and I didn't care what they did and they're a complete laughing stock joke anyway.
Like, couldn't I just change my name? Whatever, I don't really mind right now. I have taught men on the job while I sit around and get blasted and exercise my penis with this.. well never mind.
Like, I broke it on purpose. And you know why? BECAUSE FUCK YOU THAT'S WHY. WE ACTUALLY TALKED ABOUT THIS AT ONE POINT.
You might remember, that's back when you actually smoked pot. Remember that weird stuff that tried to take over my body, do you remember that experience? I thought I was going to die, and that's how I went to bed, but I course didn't die, it was just an ethereal healing work thing.
My shield is pretty potent. Could even stop RubiniVision. Which, if you haven't seen it, is pretty breathtaking I assure you. However I didn't like the way it was automatically just decided to come in without asking me, so I put in a door knob and made it knock.
Mental disciplinary techniques are pretty simple for a guy who's been alone with no friends since he was born. What am I, 48 now? Yeah, trust me, I could imagine a mind palace, I've got one filled with dildos right now.
Speaking of which, by the way I kind of set off as Ray by choosing not to publish them anymore and now he's gone full tilt satan, which is fine he's got a right, but if he goes too far I'll bring him back, but I believe in free expression and right to choose.
Apparently thought he'd just be able to ride my coattails forever. Well, actually no. And the reason why is The Thunderdome Protocol. A protocol that it was feared so heavily by the way, it was only spoken of in hushed tones.
It ended a website, it broke my computer, I revealed my mother-in-law's true leadings, which was largely based on social distancing norms. My response was to immediately ignore her authority and mock her for being needlessly tribalistic.
You can imagine why I don't get along well with some others. But the reason why is completely separate from how I don't get along with her, or others I don't use good around with, I just simply don't do it.
It's easy I just do what everybody else has been doing to me for most of my life, I just completely ignore them as if they don't matter and their feelings are of no concern to me. Think about it, when was the last time any of you asked how I was feeling?
Yeah, I know: (CLASSIFIED). NEVERTHELESS, ASSUMPTIONS HAVE BEEN MADE.
For example, previous to login on the Bellgab for the first time today I assumed that I was just imagining things based on my own situation. But I guess something really did happen! I wonder if I were the direct cause?
I mean I really didn't do anything besides refuse to spend money and cause other people to have to work harder for No Gain other than the knowledge that they were doing a good deed for... me, and maybe not anybody else but definitely me.
Also I was written with bodily harm last night over the phone, but I didn't report it because that's what girly men do. Instead, I waited a discreet interval, and then call back and indicated complete compliance with their absurd demand, and then asked if they could hook it up.
At the time I thought this was a stranger. Turns out actually no. It was actually Justin Trudeau.
Except much more intelligent, because instead of being rude, he took advantage of the opportunity for diplomacy. And you know why? Me neither.
But, there's been a change in the air. For example, Innereach and I are no longer on speaking terms. He seems really angry about something, but he won't relate to me exactly what that is.
I would hesitate to speculate cuz it could be anything from gout to a realization that I'm never ever going to go gay. Alternately it could be that he has a problem with the way I turned off my shields and so don't have any problem for being talking to anybody who I used to have a problem with.
Of course, The Shield's just imaginary and I have no connection to the allergic situation of course so I'm really just imagining things, cuz I'm delusional.
And I was perfectly happy with everyone believing that until one particular person decided to blast my shit on front street. I will let the reader decide whether they want to guess who it was, but here's a hint: he's not a goddam pussy who has to lie all the time about fucking everything in case his family gets mad at him. He spent a good solid 4 months doing everything straight up before they finally broke down and had to tell a lie just to get to the final meltdown cuz he had a milestone goal of some kind that he wasn't sharing with me, and if he had I probably would have helped him with it.
Also he was the first to apologize, and I don't think it was fake. It's too early to say that I've come to terms, but I can tell you this; it's gonna be fine.
Also I confiscated his clairvoyance. He'll be fine without it for a while. What's he going to do, complain? No way.
I think there's a team for that now. Anyway, is happier looking for Canada I'd like to point out that my truck was stolen, and even though I am fully insured, this has really slowed down my plans to get on with my life.
All I do have two cars, so not really all that slow. I really didn't have any plans for this winter. So all this is just fine for me. I like to see how everybody else is getting along sometimes.
Especially without being asked to consent and with conspiracy behind closed doors. I do feel impressive. RAWR.
Also, I decided not to spend any money on a lawyer, out of respect, so when I get to court, everyone was upset that they had to keep working for no money when they thought they were going to get to not have to deal with me anymore, but, they actually do.
I told him what they should do, which was just a dismiss everything, but they seem to think that they knew better than i, which is technically the case, because I certainly have no access to reliable information whatsoever.
Honey when random people send me messages out of nowhere expressing discontent with something that has happened and explaining that I did something I didn't do and that I need to know about that and if they're going to go back to ignoring me, it's not really a clear message.
It is, however a message I have been used to experiencing lately, and today of all days, it's actually kind of nice.
Especially since I think I was supposed to be dead by now, according to those with timetables and are of the belief that psychokinetic shielding is just some sort of literal metaphor. It's not.
It's technology. By discovered something that people use and then enhanced it and innovated on it ever since and I've been doing this for 20 some years. It sounds like bullshit because I'm trying to sound like an idiot, cuz I don't want a whole lot of people knocking down my door.
Yet. Okay I'll see anything else? I'm thinking. No just a general sense of happiness and ease it off to do anything stupid like other people do.
I used to do stupid things but then I decided to not do them. It's amazing how easy this is under certain circumstances.
Working steadily to impress people with your complete lack of intelligence on the DL for two decades is an awfully good way to do this.
And it may not entirely be an act, consider that after all this time, all these years, I still don't know who Ciaradelo was. I guess azra will have to go fuck himself alone though from now on, cuz I sure haven't seen him again. I guess it was a sensitive issue?
No one told me. Don't even ask. But from my view, he told one bad joke too many. Speaking of bad jokes, maybe we better start backpedaling some of the terms we've been casting around here.
Like, Pillhound. I do like that one, but if he starts using a shotgun barrel to start smoking the oxys, I don't know if it will actually yeah, it woud.
I'm going to take a few moments in the shower to think about the junkies I've known that have been too much trouble to work up to a tolerance for, and think about how I'm glad azra isn't one of those, but you really should stop using all those drugs that don't work very well that way.
I mean unless you get to do it while I can, who knows. Look I'll explain it all someday, but here's a hint: they all jelly, no toast.
Yule bee fine. By the way I may press the prosecutor while I wasn't in a representation, and then I got representation and then I didn't do what I said I would do.
Lawyers hate this shit, which is why it's a great thing for me to do when I'm completely innocent. I learn a lot, presumably others do too, like don't bother faking everything son jack Michaelson, like jesus, don't you think that's been done before, and what this you're going to be smarter than me this one time?
Guess what, you weren't. I've got a text file on my quantum node in the garage so that I created about two and a half years ago that says oh my God she's a blank and then it's.. well okay yeah I mean it's #Official. Thankfully I'm not the blame.
Somebody sure fucked up though. Anyway, whatever people are upset, which I guess is terrible when it's everyone except me, cuz I'm actually really happy. Yesterday worked out really well.
A spook threatened me with bodily harm and then hung up. This is what actually passes for complimentary behavior in the circles I travel. I may speak on this later probably, but I don't know if I'll ever bother to use Twitter again.
All I can think is how much I'd like to talk to Bianca again. What was that other one's name, Esther? Oh Jesus I should email it right now.
It's not like I got any better to do. Relaxing, companionship, fellowship with companions? Hard pass at this juncture.
I think that's huge Jack star is single again thread really LED people off the mark, he was actually just a way of alerting that person who had been banned from here who would doxed me that I didn't really need her again and I didn't need anyone and she was walking to come by and not be a pain in the ass instead she decided to completely misrepresent everything.
She eventually found someone else to do it up to her, and then fucked up her whole life, and now I hear it is 89 years later and she still emailing and sad and unhappy because I completely shut her down. Pray for me to actually get a restraining order but I said no, I can handle this.
And I did. Not a problem. I mean she's still sad about something but why would I care? She lied to me and fixed to me in public and slandered me. Hell's bells have a band everybody who did that I'd have two less friends.
I was disappointed that she deliberately made the impression that she was pure and innocent while I was a bastard but it was actually the other way around and she was just simply not very nice.
Someone else who wasn't very nice sent me an SMS today whining about something but since she made me sit around for 3 years thinking I was a chump, I don't really mind that one at all. It's really misplaced affection.
And this 14 year old who is mad that I pick someone else other than his mother got mad and deleted his PS4 account after I asked him where she was and he told me she was in jail and I asked which one she was and then well he's probably mad cuz I don't give a shit she's in jail. She lied to me and picked another guy! Boy I bet he's sad, cuz I'm awesome.
He'll get over it. His mother's a bitch, you sound like I could have kept her out, but I'm really not that powerful. And she should have known better anyway.
Was there anybody else? I think I get rid of everybody, I didn't like having girlfriends, they were too hard to keep track of and apparently they thought I were excited to enable people. I am not.
I'll tell you as soon as I cut off the sex and the money it's amazing how fast people leave. It's like they don't even think they can get it turned back on! It's like to think that if it can turn off at all that's just not good enough for their on the go constant and need for other people's money!
More on this later. My mother was addicted to rolling credit cards without telling me for years so I'm kind of sitting on a close to home issue, and this other heroin addict to wandered off when she couldn't drive me up into her bullshit skiing, well that's not the first time I've had that happen.
Fucking junkies are the worst. Especially when they constantly remind my entire high School graduating class that I'm still alive and mysteriously seem to have a wide array of hard to come by skills. I was actually looking forward to keeping that on the DL.
Maybe we can have a second Fourth of July this year. If we just all getting slaves for a week after the first one, and then and then stop being pussies and do what we're told, we could just be really happy twice! Or three times? I don't know.
Have an exit strategy. That's all I'm saying. I was prepared to be ignored yesterday and I totally was.
And this year was plausible. I think disappointed is a small way of describing Innereach these days.
Like they both got pissed and blocked and dumped me after I revealed that I was done making myself useful to them. I think they really thought that I really desire attention or something. Jesus I was on this website for how many years before I bother telling anybody anything important? Even look great for potentially had never been here before so she could talk to people and act like she was hiding something.
It's important to get a baseline in an early part of relationship because later on the scores can really change. Never mind, I got to talk to The Sheriff again. With him I need multiple baselines.
I'll be sure to ask him about putting everything in the web too, no one's told me to shut up yet. I have something to hide.
Nope! My contempt for corruption remains mildly vague.
You want to look into that baptism thing. I was told it's important as a courtesy as well as a duty I bothered to take it seriously. And it certainly did work, cuz I figured out that some people think there's only one that's important.
Also do you think I should be able to do it but I don't have that authority cuz I don't want it, cuz I didn't ask cuz I don't need it. Everyone was asking if I was a Christian?
It was a simpler and happier time for some. I'm still fucking tickled pink and balls. You know who isn't, I'll tell you, anybody waiting for Innereach’s podcast to start up again.
Or for me to be suddenly vulnerable to some of the oldest tricks in the book. Get bent, fuck-0.
This isn't an attempt to contact anybody, blah blah blah, can you believe they actually fucking called me in jail for making foreign posts maybe? Like seriously they were being all threatening until I don't know when but today wasn't a big deal.
Nobody figured out the talking to me was a good idea besides, well one person, but.. now what the hell. I feel like everybody forgets that I grew up at some point.
Kept it to myself so as to blend in with the local color. Now, do you remember when I was pretending that there wasn't a new poster on the board who was obviously a girl? I knew that it would be obvious if I clomed onto a person, so I let it sit for a bit, knowing that you already all knew already anyway.
I figured it was all personal and private, I didn't want to intrude. Was I supposed to jump in and play let's pretend too?
I thought there must have been a good reason for the secrecy, but I didn't know that it was that I was suspicious. How you like me now? Am I still suspicious? Oh by the way I never kept calling as Ray casio, I just suddenly saw it and I said wow really and then he immediately blushed.
I thought I would be quiet about it. Truth..
I also thought I would be pleasant with the judge, but I ended up laughing at her and then leaving it yn disgust.
