R∆Ⓜ️ake my day. Ask me if you need my help to avoid getting arrested and tell me how important I am to you and that you just don't think I can handle it on my own without openly lying to my face and pulling strings from behind the scenes. And never tell me the truth about any goddamn thing in the entire world, including what sex on crystal is like. I'm fucking 47 that should have been fucking like a lot happening sooner. But I guess I didn't done suck enough dick or pay enough money to the man or deserve anything because I was not a good enough trafficking victim and ended up costing the syndicate money?
Yeah I guess they didn't like the way I messed up their plans. That's too bad. Maybe they should stop being pimps and thugs and groom gang leaders since they're obviously not very good at it.
None of you even know what happened, oh, but you're sure it's my fault, and oh no, you can't be bothered to show up and explain anything because you're in total fear for your life because.. well admittedly Scott's house did burn down, but then again Scott is obviously not quite the same man anymore. In any event, clearly you're not ready to apologize. You do not have the demeanor.
And if I had wanted your help to deal with the issue that I had, I would have asked you to. But instead you assumed that I wasn't being an effective or useful idiot. That's probably because I wasn't. “ I was blackout drunk, I don't remember anything!” well maybe you'll remember this:
And I know everything that no one wanted to tell me and probably would have been very alarmed to have discovered that I was inquiring about... Without being at all obvious and without anybody stopping me. And now I know everything and, well, okay.
I also don't have a six pack, so clearly I'm not deserving you the protections afforded to the US citizer by the US Constitution because I'm just not hard enough worker. Right? Well whatever I don't fucking know or care. Bottom line: I don't like being lied to.
The next time you think you need my help, remember that you don't. And that the reason why you don't is because it's a secret.
Also, what did Missy start becoming an FBI agent? Seems like that should have been somebody told me about, but I guess not because oh I guess I've been suspect and a and a declared belligerent the entire time? Okay? Well imagine if I was primary victim and you were all wrong, and what that would mean for how polite and charming and relax. I've been about this whole thing. I think most people would be really pissed off.
That's because most people would be both surprised and have no idea what to do about such an unexpected development. Neither condition applies to me. I know not how it was that I became declared to be the target of an Open season hunt, but apparently I'm just not that a very easy game.
Oh but now you're interested. Oh my, I do declare. I think I'm getting a case of the vapors. Hang on.
* Jackstar has no idea to do with this shit, but still knows more about it than you.
I await the arrival of your posse to hang me upside down from a bridge with interest. You have the demeanor. But do you have the dedication? It would seem not.
I am not the big piece of chicken to be fought over. You have no power over me. And I have no new formula.
You have no new God. It's the same one. Yes, yes, I'm sure you're still very angry, blah blah. To Eve was a horrible thing, how could a loving God do this, how could God let this happen, well holy shit last couple years I've come to realize.. sometimes the kindest thing a person can do for another is to leave them to sit and the mess that you found them in without even saying a word.
Other times the kindest thing to do is to destroy their thuggy Piggy human trafficking enforcement empire and leave them with nothing to guard except for a bunch of homo fags who like to get their jollies by forcing people to suck their cock so they can take their money and humiliate them, and then fuck their wives on YouTube or something. I don't fucking know. Mostly because I haven't figured out everything, just the parts that had something to do with me that interests me.
What the fuck all you were doing. You were expected to happen by trafficking a 15-year-old in order to harvest the Scion of a a fallen archon. I have no fucking idea, but if you think I'm interested in choosing sides in your ridiculous Sweet Valley High ecumenical nightmare, well I bet you wish I were.
I was once told by your brood mother that my problem was that I like using substances. I don't. I like being underestimated by people who thought I did, and I enjoyed learning what I needed to learn so that I could destroy what I needed to destroy. I have shattered the grip of domination control that was once an ironclad, invulnerable edifice of power that managed every aspect of human life in ways that nobody ever really noticed, but were completely and utterly vile and sought to turn all of human existence into one of slavery to extradimensional beings of very low charm and extremely avarice.
They'll probably be back in a few weeks. If you start doing chin-ups and sit-ups, you can probably work on your core body strength. Be ready to take them on alone, unless you could find a bunch more paladins that want to save your industry's existence, which is based on lies deceit and conscription whoredom,. Since that's what the people who own your special interest ethnic group use you for: the Mormon version of the Hashishim. Not going to lie, that looks like a pretty effective gig.
For The Adversary. Since none of you ever bothered to listen to me or to believe me or to ask critical questions, you never figured out that there was somebody else who looked like me who did know that woman before and then you never imagined that I would just show up and then they would not kill me immediately and then they would play it off as if they couldn't tell the difference, because they mostly couldn't. And besides, I don't know what they thought but certainly they all thought that I wasn't telling the truth, but I was.
I had no idea what the fuck was going on; And none of you bothered to tell me as I sat at my parents house reading books and wondering why the fuck nobody returned my calls or treated me like an actual human being. Well now I know: holy shit are are you people fucking racist big at sexist. No wonder Satanists and homophag armies decide to take themselves out against you. I bet they hated the whole lot of you! Certainly, you sure seemed like you were in charge.
You were. Now you're in humility. What am I supposed to do? Swear fealty? Oh sure 2 days before court, what an amazingly! Great idea for you. I don't understand why any of you don't get what I'm saying.
EYE CONTACT. CONVERSATION. ARE THEY IN PRISON? WELL THEN YOU BETTER FUCKING TELL ME, AND NOTHING HAPPENS UNTIL I EXPLAIN WHATEVER THE FUCK I NEED TO EXPLAIN TO MYSELF BASED ON WHAT I AM TOLD BY PEOPLE WHO ARE GOING TO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS THE TRUTH AND NOT LEAVE ME IN THE DARK AND THEN CONSTANTLY WAIT FOR ME TO MOVE FIRST SO THEY CAN COME UP BEHIND ME AND THEN ALWAYS HAVE SOME SORT OF BACKSTRIKE ADVANTAGE. I'M SURE THAT WORKS GREAT FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSTANTLY DEALING WITH ANIMALS AND VIOLENT PSYCHOPATHS .
I'M AN ADULT SURVIVOR OF CHILDHOOD SEXUAL ABUSE AND YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF FOR A LOT OF GIVE A FUCK. HEY HERE'S AN IDEA: GO FOR ANOTHER DONUT. I AM NOT YOUR GODDAM MERCENARY HENCHMAN.
AND YOU WERE PLAYED BY SOMEONE WHO COULD SHAPE-SHIFT AND CHAMELEON THEMSELVES INTO ME AND TOTALLY TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOU AND YOU BETTER GO FIND THEM BECAUSE I'M NOT THEM I'M THE ONE THAT YOU IGNORED AND NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN AFTER I I INTRODUCE YOU TO MY OTHER FRIEND AND THEN LEFT YOU AT SOMEBODY'S HOUSE AND THEN I NEVER HEARD FROM EITHER OF YOU FOR YEARS IN FACT I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM EITHER OF YOU IN FACT NONE OF YOU HAVE SHOWED UP OR DONE ANYTHING AT ALL BESIDES WONDERED WHY I'M NOT THAT COOL GUY WHO USED TO BE NICE TO YOU AND MAY PROMISES.
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THAT'S BECAUSE YOU WERE FUCKING LUCIFER, YOU ABSOLUTELY DINGBAT. I'LL ADMIT THAT'S CUTE. I GUESS HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOU, I GUESS THAT'S WHAT THE PRINCE OF LIES DOES, AND YEAH ALL YOU DID WAS JUST TRY TO USE ME AS A PATSY SAP AND NEVER EXPLAINED ANYTHING, NOR THOUGHT YOU EVER NEEDED TO.
AFTER ALL,
THAT'S WHAT THE MAN WHO RAPED YOU DID, JUST USE YOU AND LEFT YOU BEHIND AND FORGOT ABOUT YOU, SO IT'S NOT SURPRISING THAT THAT'S WHAT ENDED UP HAPPENING TO ME, AND IF YOU THINK THAT THERE MIGHT BE SOMETHING MORE INTO THAT CIRCUMSTANCE THAT YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK INTO YOU'D BE RIGHT. MAYBE YOU SHOULD FIND A PSYCHOLOGIST THAT ISN'T PART OF THIS SATANIC ABUSE VIRTUAL NETWORK AND CAN ACTUALLY TELL YOU WHAT'S GOING ON INSTEAD OF JUST TELLING YOU THAT YOU'RE BIPOLAR AND TELLING YOU TO STOP USING DRUGS, OH AND BY THE WAY YOUR FAMILY IS RIDICULOUS. MAYBE IF THEY ACTUALLY KNEW HOW TO USE DRUGS INSTEAD OF KNOWING HOW TO POISON PEOPLE WITH THEM, THEY'D HAVE A BETTER TIME.
LONG STORY SHORT: ISN'T IT WONDERFUL THAT I DIDN'T MAKE A POLICE REPORT BECAUSE NOW YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL.
YOU NEVER DID, BUT WHY THE FUCK WOULD I REPORT ANY OF THIS TO THE POLICE? THEY WOULDN'T TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED ANYWAY. BUT NOW I KNOW EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW WHEN ONE KNEW NOTHING.
SORRY I CAN'T VISIT YOU OR RESCUE BUT THE MEN WHO TRAFFICKED YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY AND TREAT YOU LIKE GARBAGE TOOK AWAY ALL MY VEHICLES AND MY MONEY BUNCH OF THEIR STUFF AND THEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE YOU ARE NOR DO I HAVE ANY MEMORY OF HOW TO FIND YOU OTHER THAN TO RECALL THAT... WOW YOU PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT.
SO I GUESS MY DISGUISE WAS PRETTY GOOD. MY ADVICE TO YOU WOULD BE TO START DRINKING HEAVILY, BUT YOU'VE ALREADY DONE THAT, SO HOW ABOUT YOU JUST FOCUS ON THIS ONE:
You've been enslaved to pimps to be muscle for trafficking of naive and vulnerable humans, and I guess that's not as much fun now as it might have used it would have been. Thanks for insulating me from the truth, but frankly I would have been preferred to have been exposed earlier than to have just been left alone. Like a fucking retard fucking rain man wearing a diaper in that stupid house with those parents and apparently you thought I was stupid too. I mean after all how could I be smart if I wasn't trying to get money so that I could get stolen from?
I'll let you figure it out, you'll understand when you get older, dear. By the way, the woman that you thought was your mother was actually a Jesuit archon warrior of Divine lineage, Or maybe that was your sister, or... Or well, since nobody ever told me the truth about anything, it's not really reasonable for me to expect to know any of these relationships, but let me put it this way:
I didn't want to breed or support fascist tyranny, and while I'm sure it's very tempting to enslave people and make them work historically, that doesn't seem to pan out well and I didn't have anything that I needed to get done. So why would I need to be slaving anybody? Maybe if my father hadn't been trafficked and abandoned and treated like shit with his spine crippled for some transmission that would have been more inspired to have have struggled to achieve recondition in the eyes of the thuggy piggy power elites, but frankly I prefer to do other things.
That's why I'm a sorcerer who invented a new school of magic and I don't really give a rat's ass. If you believe me or want to know what it's all about you didn't tell him anything so why should I tell you anything? And yeah I'm in the house and boy this could have been something, and I guess it will be. But in the meantime I don't give a fuck. I'm going to smoke poison and go to sleep and then you're not doing anything at all, since I'm kind of fucking pissed off.
Who is John Galt? Probably just some needle junkie pædophile. Cut his mic, ransack his belongings, and make him smell real bad. That'll teach him. Honest to Christ. It's not surprising that Humanity hasn't gotten very far and as well doesn't get much help from beyond the heliopods because holy shit. What a fucking nightmare this place is.
For ewe. It's probably worse for poachers though. And I don't know what you're planning on doing with that double wide double compound that you built to the west of Maine. But I'd like to point out that you ain't got a whole lot of action and if you want me to fucking leave or be helpful, maybe you should tell the goddamn truth and not be wantonly destructive at the hest of your secret Shadow vampire overlords or whoever the fuck is pulling your strings. Like it's a free country and all, but I'd like to point out that that's no reason to pick a survival strategy. That is fucking stupid.
I'm a royal bloodline descendant of Hercules. Apparently that's real. I don't give a shit about what you want, because I did and then I was lied to and it went bother to wonder how I felt about being trafficking and raped by police at 15. No one bothered to wonder what happened, since they all thought they knew.
Just today I had one of your ilk scream at me that I was just making it up and it wasn't real and all I do is fill forums with meaningless nonsense, walls of text and spam them over and over and that I was a loser nigger who needed to get a job and I was addicted to meth. I wonder how that happened?
Since I spent 3 years sitting around watching everybody else do that, it seems strange how I've fallen so far so quickly, except I haven't and some asshole who is also a fallen archon who can change their appearance wants to be taking my place and getting away from what they've done and they are a total blown out dope sick junkie. Nevertheless, they're still able to steal my belongings. Stalk me fall for us reports where a police means uniform and make threats to everybody in order to keep me isolated to society.
Well maybe somebody should do something about that. Maybe you could find a Paladin that isn't a nigger, who you don't expect to pay you currency in exchange for the wisdom of your company, during what you will not tell the truth either, and they can help you with this guy because I'm not going to. I've already caught him caught and then I don't know what the fuck to do besides wait for some Court to do something about it and then I don't care what they do about it because it's not that hard to fix these these kind of situations.. when one knows how.
But it is a secret. I guess that's why people just pay for things instead of asking how to do it themselves, and I guess that's why people don't expect me to get paid for breaking generation courses. They just expect me to do it for free and then give everybody money and then stand around. Wondering why I'm lonely with no friends, because I guess I'm supposed to do that since I am just a sucker with no self-esteem? No, actually I'm a Source Titan. I wasn't even working out. I didn't even fill out an application.
It works better when one is smart already. That's why your stupid Thug pit Masters kept you away from me and had you been spend your time with a bunch of stupid fucking moron pedaling bagman thugs. Yeah I bet they're boring. Yeah I bet they hate you. Yeah I bet they think I owe the money. Maybe they should come get some? Yeah I don't think they want to do that. Then they'd have to reveal themselves to me as being that shallow and stupid, and then I just laugh at them and then what? Sound like they can say I'd be wrong.
I don't know if it's making itself clear to you here in this writing it does you a little long-winded but my point is I really don't like getting sex. Trafficked, and no one gave a shit because... “ I like substances.” I don't. I like knowing how to do it without hurting myself and laughing at people who don't, and I got mugged at h7 by some kid who was dying of pancreatic cancer who ambushed me with two friends and shove me into the bushes and held me up against rocks with a switchblade in my stomach and asked me if I had been looking at his sister.
I'M FUCKING 7 YEARS OLD. And this method freak thinks I'm the one who wanted to get him killed and had poisoned his meth and was getting ready to attack his sister, I WAS SEVEN. I don't know what the fuck my father did, but I can tell you what I did.
I glassed the surface of your world, and you can't even tell, nor can you ever help me responsible or blame me or throw me in prison for it. I guess you can make up some shit though, but that's been tried.
Tested IQ of 176 and and all you can think of it to do with me is to deprive me of sex and demand money and then deny me access to drugs and claim that I was a rapey threat and tell the whole world. I was an asshole in order to keep me in line because obviously all I wanted to do was reproduce, because... That's what invading rape demons do I guess?
Hi, I was born here. This is my planet. I don't have a tribe. I have buzzards and jackals. We are not the same. Maybe you can go offer some money to a panda bear and get a paladin that way.
Why would I seek employment when I could create an ongoing business concern? Well that would be anathema to your aims since you want to take everything from men and keep it for your mewling coach re of brain dead ding vet bound whores. So if I can't even be allowed to participate, why would I want to support? Frankly you might as well have just have had me euthanized like an a rabid animal.
Little late for that now. And while I'm sure I am a completely loathsome and useless addition to the greater fabric of society at large, #Officially, in reality: no one else could do what I I have done and no one even knows what that was. Maybe I'm just making it all up?
Seems like that would be an odd reason for shitloads of alphabets to be interested in taking what I had and replacing them me with them, as well as going through all kinds of shoots and ladders and hoops jumping to in order to accomplish these things in a particular way... So maybe there's something more going on here than any one is aware of.
Good. I like that lack of certitude. I'm a private person. Also: I don't have to reproduce. I didnt actually want to be here. I would simply put here, and I had nothing else better to do than shake the pillars of Heaven and collapse your entire odious structure to the goddam ground.
And if you don't like it, you can always go after me in the civil courts, or, I suppose you could just go back to trafficking children (WE ARE ALL CHILDREN OF GOD) and thinking that's a good idea (THE ATTRACTION TO THOSE OF IMMATURE DEVELOPMENT FOR THE PURPOSE OF EXPLOITATION AND PERSONAL SEXUAL GRATIFICATION IS PÆDOPHILIA) when it's so very plainly isn't a very good idea at all... when the female is being exploited. Oh Heavens forfend! Oh goodness gracious!! Hand me my pearls! I must have something to clutch to the throat!
Get the picture? Good. Now get the water turned back on and bring me a goddamn sandwich and a six pack of beer, and some weed and my computers and you know what else. Whatever the fuck else you want to fucking bring back to fucking try and carry a favor because I never should have been stolen from you were fucking misled and played and you know what. I don't think you should be fucking involved in any kind of trafficking at all! Who put you in charge?
Oh yeah: pimpy Mason thugs who use the Mormons as Farmers to breed magical women who then are used to enforce their thuggery, and I don't think it used to be that way, but in 1955 Jack Parsons sure fucked it up didn't he. Okay well I fixed it. Or rather, I enabled it to be possible for y'all to fix yourselves.
So. Go do that. Isn't it going to be a secret? Don't expect me to get involved. I don't feel welcome. Obviously I talk too much. And I expect hugs and respect, how dare I? How absolutely dare I? I should know my place, which is of course at the bottom of the stairs in the mud. Oh my yes.
It would seem to me that homosexuality doesn't really have much to encourage people to adopt it without the brutal abuse and the corrupted initiations and the threats of vile damage and the use of drugs and hypnosis and simple threats of being beaten to encourage people to change their natural behavior. But I think about that, Scissors Queen. Read some Charles Dickens. Consider the following:
You had your chance to to be honest with me. Instead you gave me litmus tests for an attraction to children while staring at me with extreme suspicion and loathing. Now, I'm willing to believe that it's possible that aliens from another dimension might have warped the fabric of space and time to make it look like you were doing that, but I was actually misled, but I'm pretty sure you just thought of some kind of a creeper and you would misjudged me and I wasn't as harmless as you thought and there must have been something wrong with me and that I was just talking to you to be able to take advantage of your children. That's usually what people who engage in debauchery for years who suddenly discover that totally fucked and have no friends usually do when they find out that I have. Oddly not been susceptible that kind of thing.
Actually I've been equally susceptible. I've just learned how to deal with it without selling out global homo of pitmongering and dope sluggery. Just simple luck I guess. Why do some people traffic children into sex and why do others not? Oh it's probably just random chance.
You all lied to me about everything. I told you everything I knew that I could and never attempted to deceive anyone. We are not the same.
Dear people have had every opportunity to work with me. They do so by huddling in their stolen compound. They built next door to me and waiting for me to die, while hiding from the outside world. And I assume having a teleportation whoremongering party every night that I'm not invited to. That's fine. A man's home is his castle. Maybe if somebody told me anything about was going on instead of just fucking lying to me and shit putting me down here and then selling me a house under false pretenses and then vandalizing it. I'd be more interested in playing along. As it is I am not.
Let me know what it is you think that I owe you, and I'll see what I can do about paying back the debt, and I'll have you know that Susie and I had a deal in which she wanted me to make sure that I paid somebody back when she needed it, and I did. And I don't know why exactly somebody stole her to call my mother and harass her for her money. It wasn't time to get back yet but I'm pretty sure it was because somebody was spoofing their voice and pretending to be her and harassing my mother when they found out. What a wonderful person my mother was, who, by the way thought I was an idiot and never told me, and probably didn't really enjoy the way her father had been killed by carpetbaggers who came and drove her mother insane and bred her sister and... well, she did love me. And it was a responsibility as a parent to allow me to be able to take care of myself. Well she did that.
I just happened to be better at taking care of myself than her traffic. Sister and her carpetbagger East Coast family were at taking advantage of him and if that didn't work out to their advantage well maybe they shouldn't be stealing from people, I don't really know why people take from others, but some people just aren't happy with anything unless they've left somebody else without it. It's a strange notion.
To me. Anyway, that's why I'm in relatively good shape and not going to prison and... Basically everyone who decided that they were better than me is now completely and totally fucked. They're a special consequences to lying to clergy, and to exploit and traffic the children of God is a particularly vile offense that The Divine does not take at all lightly.
Maybe I'll seek employment somewhere when I goddam feel like it. My expenses are small. My residents is well fortified and I hold the high ground. What do you want me to do? Get lonely? Yeah I was pretty much born that way.
Thanks to MOS.S.A.D., I am likely to stay that way. So be it. Perhaps I'll run off to join the circus. I have the demeanor.
Or, perhaps I'll build one. Copyright magic Castle LLC. Why am I telling you this?
Because I'm not here. Eating a sandwich and smoking my weed, and I just don't feel like buying an eighth car and a sixth computer and using a phone that doesn't work to try and find a friend when. If I did have one they would just be replaced by your changely sister who showed up as a guy named Kyle and let me buy him food. But Jesus mind and then acted like he was all kinds of better than me.
Since... I guess they were born that way? Well whatever. I'm not going to try and analyze the insanity of racial superiority that's been bred into people by the homosexual satanic agenda that no longer exists, but there sure is some refugees left and then I don't really care to explain to you exactly why I'm pissed off.
Pretend it is a secret. Hey, here's an idea: build a personal relationship with God and ask him, and also you can get around to asking God what happened to God's Divine spouse because I'm pretty sure... He misses Her too. The rape of Eve was a real tragedy and after all these thousands of years has anybody been able to do anything about it?
No, I guess not. Maybe you should beat up on some more men and take their money and remove them all from the population and then just be left with one man and a whole bunch of females living in a beehive, sure why not try that? I'm sure the galactic civilizations will totally just let that happen while they look down our Earth and wonder what the fuck is going on.
Here's what's going on; her name was Jewel. And... Holy fuck you think I knew that she could turn into a human and I was having a sexual relationship with her, no I had no idea until she was gone and then nobody told me then either, I don't think you women understand just how backstabby you all are.
Who is John Galt? Story goes that he invented something amazing and then disappeared rather than give it to society to be exploited. How dare he? How absolutely dare he? Well, maybe he found out what the fuck ecstasy really was after fucking 30 fucking years of wondering, and oh I can see why that kind of price on it and I can see how the guy who invented the formula could obviously profit from it and then I can see how all of you thought that's what I did because somebody else misled you to believe that I was the one who was trafficking women in high school, certainly somebody thought I needed to be mugged by a guy twice my age with a switchblade in my stomach when I was fucking 7 years old. Pretty fucking far from puberty. I'll let you know.
I hope this explains any blind spots to anybody. I'm going to finish watching your thuggy Piggy cordom empire burn to the ground, then I'm going to go off grid. Then I'm going to disappear and then I'll go get a job and then I don't give a fuck. If you get any of my money, or know how to find me or think that's a real tragedy because it's not.
It's a consequence. A special one. Shocking, I know. And after all that time that was spent on reminding me of how I was built to serve the needs of a bunch of whiny sweaty brats who demand shallow beauty and a dedication to mindless, grunting, exertion before being willing to act genuinely. I don't know how I could have resisted any of this.
That was a lie. I knew exactly how I could resist it: easily.
Welcome to my world. I have left it in ashes. Yeah I bet you want me to clean it up. I'll see what I can do.
When I fucking feel like it. I have a headache. And a municipal report in a city I rarely think of and never visit that claims that I need to answer for my alleged three attempts to break a no contact order on a woman that I hadn't seen in years before suddenly a woman who was trafficked into an abject nightmare for reasons. Unknown demanded that I tell her who I was talking to on my phone, because she couldn't find anybody on my phone that I was possibly interested in, as because there wasn't any. But she assumed that I was just deleting the message and there had to be somebody that I liked better than her because that's what her stupid fucking handlers and her weaponization team told her to believe after they hauled their ass out to Texas and told her a bunch of lies and juiced her up and made her into a fucking mkl trip. Active mind slave.
Way to go Bellgab. You probably thought you were doing me a favor, and imagined it would be easy to blame it all on me if I wasn't willing to go along with your shenanigans. That's because you're all a bunch of drug addicts and control freaks in denial. And all of you are being investigated for influence corrupt organization violations going back 25 years.
Hey, here's an idea: what if I don't get a job, but I start volunteering at children's libraries and start reading them stories while I'm wearing a loin cloth. That'd be cool if I had a six pack right? But no, it sounds disgusting. To everyone. Including me.
The problem is not my drug use. Is that I don't owe you anything and you don't understand why. I'll tell you why:
You hurt my feelings. S.C.R.A.M. the reactor, or just set fire to the ocean... What do I have to do with it? Seriously: I AM A DUAL US/GALACTIC CITIZEN. Kick rocks, Madame Harpy, there are other worlds than these.
I will still be a compassionate and and considerate person on any of them, whereas most of you wouldn't even be allowed to draw your first breath. (Standards.) If I wrote a book instead of wrote all these posts on the web, I guess I could sell that. But then I would just be condemned as a a dangerous thinker and be banned and then murdered or something. I don't know there would have been something because I am obviously not welcome here.
With a pity that my timeship was stolen. Oh wait, I'm just eluding myself. I never had one of those right? I was just bored to do nothing but mow lawns for rape demons who exploit the populace by selling Crystal. Actually works for a 5000% markup, because of course how dare I actually enjoy myself, I'm supposed to feel guilty and shit for looking for peak experiences. Because I'm a peasant, right?
No. Not really. Not at all. It'll be a cold day in hell before I legitimize your theft of my shit doing anything but tracking down the thieves till are exhausted and fall breathlessly to the ground, at which time? Just look around for the money that fell out. I don't know I might have options.
How's that civil acid forfeiture looking for you now? What a fucking joke you fucking thuggy piggy fucking drug sellers are. Surprise! Your entire paradigm of reality is being dismantled and this process will not falter nor end until... I don't know. Maybe it'll just go on forever who cares. It's not really my concern.
Maybe I'll feel better after I'm allowed to break up with the woman who pretended to be married to me so that she could steal a bunch of shit and then was taken away so that I couldn't find out what's going on and then now realizes that wow she probably shouldn't have pissed me off and she's been turned into a bound Shadow slave whore. Yeah I still need to break up with her or need to find her and then explain to her husband that he's lame.
Obviously getting a job is not in my part of my agenda. Nor is shutting up about anything I've said. So I guess they'll just have to kill me. Again.
Or.... Well, let's just say that I'm hoping that a municipal Court in a city quite close to the banger Trident miss nuclear submarine base —
THE BANGOR
THE BANGOR
THE BANG HER SUPER SECRET NUCLEAR MISSILE SUBMARINE BASE...
Yeah I think it's a pretty big fucking deal. So how about I don't get a job, how about you start enforcing the law, and you start respecting the goddamn US Constitution because if you think all that shit you took from me is going to be something you get to keep. You've got another goddamn thing coming. You fucking lying thieving bullying little stupid bitches. You are all so fucking gone off the deep end that you won't even know where you are until you're in fucking solitary. Wondering where the goddam wallpaper went.
It's not about revenge. IT IS ABOUT POWER.
And you don't have it. (Standards.) I don't know what you have. I don't know who you are. And I don't know what the fuck you've been doing for the last 3 years besides the wrong fucking thing because it's not as like I'm learning the lesson that I need to stop using drugs, oh no.
I already learned that fucking lesson.. damn a bunch of morons decided to butter me up and think I was going to be there. Fucking slave, well Lottie dah boy jokes on them. You're so worried about laws being broken. Start prosecuting these bitches for entrapment, and if you don't think they're guilty, well, that's pretty interesting. How it's always somebody else and they always have money and then it's always a story where you're just an innocent, poor poor wife, just trying to make it by in this hard world... Holy fucking shit. Just spare me this fucking nonsense.
HOW THE FUCK I HAD TO BE THE ONE TO EXPLAIN THIS TO ANYBODY AS A TOTAL MYSTERY TO ME, AND IF I HADN'T BEEN SUBJECTED TO A FUCKING ASSASSINATION ATTEMPT BY I DON'T KNOW WHO, AND WALKING INTO AN AMBUSH AFTER 6 WEEKS INTO A HOUSE I NEVER WOULD HAVE BEEN ANYWHERE NEAR IF IT HADN'T BEEN FOR THE FUCKING LIES AND SHIT WELL I WAS PROBABLY GOING TO BE EXCITED TO BE LOOKING INTO A CAREER ONCE I WAS OUT OF THE CITY THAT WAS FILLED WITH SHITBAG PEOPLE WHO DID NOTHING BUT HATE ME FOR REASONS I'M NOT ENTIRELY CLEAR ON BUT IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HOW I DIDN'T BELONG THERE.
SOMEHOW THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND TO GET MONEY FROM ME, OKAY WELL HERE'S WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN.
MY SHIT IS HERE YOU CAN TREAT IT LIKE YOU WOULD TREAT ME AND THEN EVENTUALLY I WILL JUST DISAPPEAR.
BUT FIRST: I'M HAPPY TO HELP THE COURT IN THEIR PURSUIT OF FINDING OUT WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED. IT'S A PRETTY COMPLICATED DEAL. FOR EXAMPLE: ASSHOLE STOLE MY IDENTITY AND THEN WORKED TO BOTH TAKE JOBS THAT I COULD HOLD AND TO FAME MY CHARACTER SO THAT I COULDN'T GET ANYONE AND THEN HELD ON TO MONEY THAT WAS MINE AND THEN CLAIMED THAT I WAS DELINQUENT SO THAT THEY COULD JUSTIFY THEIR CONTINUED THUMB SCREWS STORMING ME.
DOES THAT SOUND LIKE IT WAS A CIRCUMSTANCE I WAS EXPECTED TO THRIVE FROM? NO THEY WERE JUST TRYING TO FUCKING KILL ME. SO THAT'S WHY I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING JOB. THAT'S WHY I'M WAITING FOR THE COURT APPEARANCE, AND THAT'S WHY I DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT PEOPLE SHOWING UP ON SNAPCHAT SAYING I HAVE A NEW FRIEND SUGGESTION. I GOT FEDS CRAWLING OUT MY ASS FOR MILLIONS OF FUCKING MILES OF MY INTESTINES, BECAUSE EVERYBODY'S ASSUMING THAT I'M IN ON SOMETHING, NO THE PRIMARY VICTIM IN ALL THESE FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE BEEN EXPLOITING ME MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE.
NOW THEIR LIVES ARE ALL FILLED WITH DOG SHIT AND THEY'RE CAUGHT AND THEY CAN ANSWER FOR WHATEVER FUCKING STUPID CRIMES THEY END UP GETTING FUCKING CAUGHT FOR AND THEY CAN KISS MY ASS AND GO TO HEAVEN BECAUSE IT'LL BE A COLD GODDAMN DAY IN HELL BEFORE I FUCKING WORK FOR A BUNCH OF FUCKING SHITBAG COMMUNISTS EXPECT ME TO FUCKING FRY FOR THEM SO THEY CAN STEAL EVERYTHING.
NOW YOU KNOW WHY AUGUSTA PINOCHET PUSHED THEM OUT OF HELICOPTERS:COMMIE PINKO SCUM.
Helicopter bouncer. That sounds like a good job
Maybe I'll get that one. In the meantime, unless you fucking show up and fucking apologize there's fucking nothing to do about fucking anything. My phone doesn't fucking work. I can't call anybody, nobody can call me and you're all a bunch of fucking assholes. And why the fuck would I talk to anybody? It's been this fucking long. What's the fucking hurry you need to find out what's happening before court. No you don't get to find out shit.
You get to sit there and suffer and wonder why the fuck you treat me like garbage, and the answer is a bunch of thuggy picky scumbags with drugs and six packs told you that I was a loser and that you needed to treat me badly. So you did because you're all slaves to to Alfred dracona supremacy as they've been trafficking humans off the planet with drugs for thousands of years, instead of sitting around complaining about it, I did something about it.
No one has any idea what it was, or if it even really existed, so I guess it'll be hard to to take you to civil courts and get a conviction. But that's okay. I don't have anything to take anyway since I've already had everything spent on living while waiting to be exonerated to trial, and I guess that's probably not a real good outcome for people who are expecting to score a big treasure load.
That's too bad. Better luck pigpiling on the next Royal bloodline to senator Hercules, you absolutely fabulous horror mindering battle acts traffic weasel. PS: yeah I bet your husbands are pissed. Turns out the cartel has taken over all of the drug smuggling in the country and nobody buys from Masons anymore because for one thing holy shit is a fucking secret where they fucking are and for another they do shit like make fentanyl to kill people, and wow that's strange. That's funny. I wonder what happened to them?
1955 Jack Parsons. Way to go, builders. Now before you start worrying about who you need to stop selling drugs to. And who you need to complain and whine about their drinking when they should be kissing your ass again, oh Royal landlords, how about you clean your own fucking house and get around to asking your Supreme Grand Lodge Master what his fucking email address is so I can send him a message and explain to him exactly why I'm not going to join his fucking fuck bag group and why I took this freemason's Lodge that they didn't tell me it was and then made it into a free thinkers Lodge and why I don't give a shit about Freemasonry and why people thought that I was going to be easy to deal with and now I'm discovering me to be intractable.
You had your chance to be a beneficiary of my intellect and my labors and instead you acted as though I was about to rape your children and I needed to work hard while you ran around keeping secret selling drugs and selling out to foreign powers and being used as a whore for Satan.
Yeah so obviously I'll be there first thing in the morning. Bright and shine, I'll even shave and brush my teeth and put on a suit and tie so I can make a good impression my first day at work. What's your fucking industry again?? Oh yeah, opressing the proletariat.
Pass. I would rather stay at home and experiment with figuring out how to get high by drinking my own piss. No, you can't have any of that either. And if all this seems pretty harsh and unreasonable and out of the blue.... It's because you're a brainwash scoped out whore for company actors who turned you into a cocksucking idiot. And I'm supposed to get a job?
No how about my neighbors next door? Maybe they should get a job. What the fuck does Shane do with his fucking family? What does he do? Where did he get his money? He fucking rip me off and then he just sits there in a fucking compound doing nothing. Yeah that's funny. I guess he'd be doing a lot of traffic ever wasn't here. Watching it to laugh at him.
I was born here. You're literally from another planet. You fucking extraterrestrial freaks! Not that there's anything wrong with that, but it's not like you're blending in, and when I found people working diligently to claim that I was an extraterrestrial and I didn't have my citizenship and I was some sort of tax dodging evasion threat to society. I realized that all of you had just gone. Completely fucking nuts.
I guess being conquered by rape demons and being sold out by your Masonic brothers and being turned into an actual whore for demons and having no friends around you to help is probably a real shock to the system. How could it have happened to such a nice gang of people, such as yourselves? Have something to do with how they saw how you treated me.
And or didn't even know the difference between me and the doppelganger.. Long story short, yeah I'm not getting a job anytime soon. If I do you're not going to get anything out of it and if you don't want me to sit around acting like I'm lazy and enjoying getting high without you while you have to fucking slave for your thuggy piggy over Masters, yeah I bet you don't like that.
You're not supposed to. You're also not supposed to watch me doing anything and you're definitely not supposed to enjoy watching me do things that I do. Just to piss off people who are alcoholics who suddenly have to work and can't imagine how things aren't going their way when they betrayed everybody for Satan and couldn't figure out why they're not getting the results they wanted!
I don't know how long your little mud wrestling match is going to end, but it's not really going to be a case of a last woman standing, it's going to be as soon as you're fucking separated and calmed down. I'll resurrect whoever the fuck I actually have a friendship with and the rest of you could just vanish in the fucking morning Sun because if you fucking think that I'm going to fucking fall for your fucking bullshit, you do not know the goddamn history of Hercules.
You fall so you can find a man willing to pick you up and carry you.
I fell because I was pushed off a ladder by someone who wanted to rape my wife. LITERALLY. Imagine the past life regression now, since obviously nobody gives a shit and are perfectly okay with women being taken as spoils from murder, I'll just give myself a job finding people who exploit vulnerable women and men with no friends and I'll just figure out a way to walk the Earth.
I guess that's my job. We'll see. I have options. I also have a stock team that thinks they're going to fucking haunt me forever and punish me for failing to deliver the goods that they think they're owed. You know if you're all so fucking superior, why you got to try so hard to find people to carry your ass? I imagine it's partially because you've beaten to death most of them and eating the children of the rest and what a shocker that people don't want to make children to be proudered a slave for a bunch of immortal beings who can shape-shift and pretend to be normal and then act as though they're entitled everything.
This is a Fallen world. Start hiking up. I am showing you a way.
Collectively, builders have shown me how to eat their dick. 🤔 How is this a surprise that I am not impressed? Well, everyone else was doing it, so... I guess I'm not a team player.
Good. I'm not playing. I SERVE.
life, God, and... Well none of your goddamn business because if I told anybody they'd just arrange to have them killed and make it illegal to talk about it. Seriously, read more books.
Or throw them that ridiculous whore you call a sister. I don't give a shit how sparkly your eyes are. She's a fucking Thug and a fucking bully and she's fucking insane. She pissed me the fuck off so maybe she can just fucking go rot in fucking hell. Or her mother and father could fucking come save her, like I didn't fucking ask her to come here and it's not my fault she got stuck and then what she's trying to save me from what drug use really. Yeah it's an interesting story.
It's bullshit. Wake the fuck up. YOU HAVE BEEN TRAFFICKED.
... That is my fault for not risking you, but not the fault of the people who eliminated my ability to compete in any fashion in the environment as well as found everybody who might have been interested in me and meth rank them into being weaponized. I will say this for you Alpha Draconans: I'm sure the strategy usually works.
Especially on primitive backwater planets that don't have connection to Source energy or a paladin or a Sourcerer or a goddamn pissed off Hungarian who doesn't really give a shit about anything now. That's why entrapment is illegal. That's why I hate crimes are such a big deal and that's why leaving my water off didn't do anything except to really get my attention.
I'm bored now I think I'll go walk 4 MI to get a six pack and then wave at people going to “ work”, like what the fuck did they do, go out and find more women to fucking sell into raperie? Like I seriously just don't give a shit. I shouldn't even be here.
So maybe you should buy the fucking house and I'll leave. And if you think I'm going to just wander away and be a person who is stolen from well. I don't know why I wouldn't just die,. And since I'm the person who hasn't broken any laws and everyone else has been as well as been violating due process and every principle This country is founded upon... Yeah they'll probably just throw the book at me and give me 80 years in solitary.
Because I'm a man. How dare I? How absolutely dare I? I'll tell you how I dare: I don't like being lied to.
Now I can tell you who you're really looking for and what you should do about it. But since you didn't bother asking and all you think I'm good for is getting a job well fuck you. I guess there's no point in telling you anything that I know. Why, what do you do? Give me a cookie? Your extraterrestrials posing as human so you can blend it with Society so you can monitor your fucking trafficking program, why the fuck would I help you? You've tried to fucking traffic me.
I don't give a shit if you have time, travel, technology and timeships and all this other shit. It's still against the law. I don't give a fuck if you think you're not part of this planet. Well you are goddamn now and that's why I'm not doing anything. Since I'm not addicted to your ridiculous slave dope slave concoctions and I don't really feel like giving into the insatiable urge to have sex so I can create more hostages to be taken, and I'm not a drug addict.
I simply made it easy for you to all assume that I was. How did people not see this coming, I have no idea but it's probably because you're all fucking stupid.
CAUGHT. BIBLICAL. OH, YOU'RE WELCOME.
NO DEALS.
5:5
NOT_Q
ps: I think I'm much prettier than Lucifer is, and I'm obviously better at chess too. Hey, here's an idea: why don't you have your dark lord Satan mow the fucking lawn? He probably doesn't have the demeanor but pretty sure he'll do just about anything for sex and drugs at this point.
Think it over. LOVE GOD.
GOD WINS. (Y'all okay. Was selling drugs to people to keep them enslaved, but not okay to sell them to me so that I can engage in an theogenic research. Although that might make sense for men business standpoint, it is simply discrimination and is against the law, so that's probably why you're getting a raft of shit coming down on you. What the fuck do you care if I have fun and don't feel guilty? Oh that's right. Satanic homo 6 agenda. Maybe it's time you didn't have anything to do with commerce for a while. Go weave baskets. Go rescue abandoned puppies.
Go take a flying fuck at a rolling donut for all. I fucking care. #metooexceptIactuallydidsomethingaboutit) tough love. This hurts me more than it hurts you. After all, aren't you on shitloads of fentanyl? Sounds like fun... for peasants.
Look at the bright side: maybe somebody will invent a robot that will give you money and wants to pretend that it likes its dick sucked, and then you won't have to worry about everybody in the world suddenly becoming disinclined to participate in being exploited by SPACE PIRATE PIMP THUGS FROM ANOTHER GODDAMN DIMENSION. No wonder you keep shit secret.
Now imagine if you kept things effective. Hey, here's an idea: why don't you go back to building things? you used to build things all the time you used to love building things. Why did you stop, sometime in the mid-50s?
Once again: Jack Parsons. Tsk tak. I wish I could tell you that I have a job fixing your stupid large system for you. But if I did you'd have to hang me under the bridge by my heels because it's a secret..
Okay, good talk. I'm going to go take my meds cuz I'm such a schizo. I sure hope I can stop the voices in my head, cuz I sure am going insane, yep sure am. It's only a matter of time now. I'll be carving a swastik up in my forehead any minute.
Seriously, what are your jobs? Being a secret thuggy piggy and finding new secret thuggy piggy ways to encourage the populists to work hard or sure shit isn't it? And if it were, well I'm here to tell you you are all shit at that job.
One last note: if I wasn't, obviously drinking and doing whatever drugs it was that you were expecting me to be abusing, I would have been the target of some other way of harassing me, because none of you wanted me to do anything besides die, so I decided to make it something easy for you to waste your time on.
I shouldn't surprise anybody that a global cabal of drug and sex addicts was easily led to believe that I was a drug and sex addict. Who would sit around pretending to want those things without actually getting them? That just sounds like such a ludicrous way to spend one’s life, doesn't it?
TRUST THE PLAN AND KISS MY GRITS.
Adieu.