Schadenfreude
I hope they bring everyone's Twitter accounts back. During that huge purge that happened, I was in touch, while Grapefruit was annihilated, and she was so upset about it!
Honestly couldn't figure out why, I thought it was flattering, and then I realized... Oh she had a whole bunch of friends and a contact network there that she never ever talk to me about with, other than to tell me that she was flirting with various famous people, which didn't exactly make me jealous, but it did make me... alert.
Anyway I still have twitter. Same account I've had for years. But they took hers away from her. Along with several thousand other people. But I wasn't even invited to that.
So why she thought I should give a shit about her losing her shit as I'm complete mystery to me but that's the kind of person this person was at the time.
Anyway, uhm, he already owns Twitter through front, and now he's just sold the company that he's still going to control to a bunch of people who just gave him money for the privilege of him telling them what to do, and if anybody thinks that Elon musk will be any more interested in being cool than the other guy was, you are even more delusional than certain other people I'm not going to mention right now.
Someone has to take Twitter because that @Jack guy is a fuckhead shitbag, and he is not really going to be allowed to continue to make apex-level, high-value decisions.
Wasn't there a flame war between musk and that Jack guy about some kind of soccer team trapped in a underwater cave and a submersible thing and it was some kind of pedo joke and they were going back and forth for a while? Yeah, they're friends, whatever: it's all bullshit.
Twitter is pretty important, has a uniquely provisioned communication platform, and just that it is worth 50 bucks to share. @Jack is a scumbag and should no longer be part of the company, certainly not as flagship user.
This is akin to watching deck chairs being rearranged on the Titanic as it begins to list, and I will watch this video only because I assume that there's some secret code of messages about how my “trial” went yesterday.
Do you know... do you,
appreciate what a gift this is? I'm going to watch your video so that I can make fun of it later. Otherwise, I wouldn't even be able to.
They even deleted the messages that I sent her. I sure would like to read them again once in awhile. Some of them were pretty great.
Oh, by the way, do any of you happen to know, why Grapefruit would have ever given a shit about Jojo? Because one day she's asking to get into my bill gig account she wants to read all my past private messages, she's saying what about Jojo Jojo, oh my God tell me everything.
Mind you this is a woman who pretended that she had never heard of belga before I told her about it, and then came here and then interact with everybody except me and then complain to me that I was ignoring her, which wasn't actually true I was reading everything she wrote and then I wasn't responding to her because.. I wanted to see how she would really behave.
Oh boy did I. Anyway call me now that what's for face is gone, I'm wondering why she was ever interested in Hoosier nuts? What for? How insecure could a person be? I would assume it is just more shit-split insanity, but the way things have gone and considering that there's four months for a bunch of thuggy piggies to make up a fake case and try to make me look bad again, I'm exploring the boundaries of my imagination.
I told her I was pretty sure that JoJo was somebody that I knew who wasn't willing to tell me who they really were and they weren't actually being honest about themselves which is why I didn't go along with them so well, because if there's one thing I can't stand, it's a goddam lack of authenticity.
"Oh yeah I told you that I wasn't married but I was actually married before and I was actually married when I met you I was actually married when I was talking to you but I didn't tell you that and it was okay cuz my husband wanted me to do that and I thought I was cool but I just didn't tell you but that's okay cuz we just met I don't need to tell you everything, right?"
Honestly, with pillow talk like that, I had to see where it went. Learned so much. I hope you all had a nice time with it, right?
Anyway, I do miss JoJo from time to time, but I was pretty hard on her when our interactions happened, which they rarely did as time went on, because I don't think she appreciated how openly mean and Snyder was to her in public.
Since I didn't appreciate her fucking lying to me, I know how she felt. You know, sometimes people are shy, sometimes they hold things back, like being a secret heroin addict having a husband in two different states, and actually not liking me at all just trying to get my money, and being so upset that I saw through her bullshit so she couldn't pretend to love me anymore, how dare I'd not be the person I said I was.
I'm not even mad about this shit, but it sure did seem like a waste of big time. And it happened with one person who complain about another person who I don't know where they went but.. I really don't know.
And I kind of like didn't worry about it all, until one day Grapefruit is,
like,
freaking out over Jojo. Asking important questions, not believing my answers, looking at me snidely as if I'm lying to her, acting as if I'm some sort of enemy that needs to be mistrusted, and until that happened I really don't think I was.
Naturally, she never wanted to supply details on this event. It seems like it was always okay for her to flip out and give me stress, but if it happened the other way that was a big sign of me being some sort of terrible reprobate drug addict or something.
In any event, it's too bad those are two never met where I could get a look at them together. I bet they would have had a lot of fun together. They both were really certain about absolutely everything, which was really comforting to be around, I won't lie.
And it's even more comforting not to have to be around it either. Wait what subject rate is this? Oh right I was talking about Elon and Twitter. lol. She was Twitter all the time to search degree that it really made a difference to her that it was taken away, and she never really cared to share that kind of thing with me.
So basically I think she's going to lose her license to wield lasagna. That's too bad. Alright, I'll look at this fucking Twitter thing now. “leaked audio” you know that's a farce right? It's drama that they released to grab eyeballs in my chair and to get people excited!
So I guess that's okay, but if she is forced under duress and coercion to work with what's his nuts to make some sort of stupid phone call which ends up getting uploaded to dickstar and then she's screaming at me and blaming me for doing it and threatening to fucking sue me, and that doesn't ever get addressed... well, it's like this.
I don't think that was actually her, anyway. I think I was yelling at a completely different person who happened to sound like her that they picked up and set up at that moment to be thrown up against me.
There was no way the timing was coincidental. And then within like 3 hours tops, suddenly it's all over the place and she's acting like it's a big problem, and she's blaming me, and then I'm the one who's responsible and she's holler at me and... Oh by the way she's known all these people fucking longer than I've been alive. "How dare you unlawfully surveil me, Jack! You're a bad man and you're going to owe me money because of what you said! Okay now I'm going to hang out in public this is obvious loser and use hashtags and then slowly remove your name from it, cuz that's probably a good idea and then I'm going to yell at you some more and then I'm going to move in with you and then call the police and claim that you hit me.”
I can see why they're giving her another 4 months, they probably want her to make sure that she squeezes all the pus out of her moral compass. Or whatever.
Look I'm sorry I'll pay attention to what Elon says about the company that he pretended to buy with leveraged finances that don't really exist. I mean it is relevant and it does offer social relevance and it is a change of the subject from whatever I'm going on about, so, I'll allow it.
No emoticon though? 🤔💕 Here, there's three of them, make something about yourself feel nice with them. I'm here to only help you express yourself with integrity.
By the way, how do you like being held as hostage bait? Personally, it's not my scene. Just an idle thought, I'm not planning anything. “Happy Next Holiday After 4th of July (heh heh).”
Remember, you all thought that I was the problem. No wonder Slanderettes No. One (1) didn't want to come back. Because the truth was she could have gotten all kinds of stuff from all kinds of people, but she wanted me to be the one to have the liability of sticking it in her flesh, so that she could then later on complain about it, of course cuz she didn't actually care for me that much, she just wanted to use me, because she thought that I just wanted to use her, but no, I actually enjoyed her company. At first.
Sound familiar? There were some haunting similarities. I will gloss over the details, but suffice to say... I can see why none of you want to tell me anything, anything at all.
Similarly, I don't think I want to get high with any of you people. You're all pretty square. And it's by the fact that that woman May well deserved everything she got, wasn't really fair to me to do it where I couldn't see it, it wasn't at all nice to try and blame me for, and since it didn't really work out very well the fact that there has been no desperate please for forgiveness forthcoming certainly not to me and if they've gone to her they haven't really worked out very well.. it just seems really low brow, low-rent and low-tech.
I'm probably just bitter from the shock of discovering that after lying to dispatch, the woman who tried to steal my house has fled the area and isn't wanting to cooperate with the legal assault against my personage... or, they're just straight up lying to me. That's 4 months of isolation has completely just associated me reality, I can't really say that I care either way.
I like it best this way. I gave the impression I wanted to talk to her again in a hurry so that they would not let me do that, because the fact is I can give two shits when I talk to her again. Why didn't she write me an email? She told me later that it was because she couldn't figure out how to respond to everything that I was telling her so she just ignored them.
Jokes on her, she's supposed to print them out and send them to a court to ask for a restraining order. I mean I made it as easy as possible for her to handle this, but apparently she could even get that handled right... because, it wasn't enough to get rid of me, oh no she wanted money too. Or her stupid handlers that have been pushing around ever since she got back from Dallas and probably before then too.
But I'm pretty confidently assured that there's some connection between the thuggie piggies that put her sister in prison and the thuggy piggy that she sent me off with was a complete idiot and then whatever the fuck she's been doing I don't actually know but there's definitely some sort of connection.
I don't care to follow it up because I don't really want to make any enemies, however after a certain point I begin to wonder if that is even relevant. Like if somebody's getting paid to destroy my life, it doesn't really matter for enemies are not and I certainly have no reason to be nice to any such person.
Nevertheless, I'm nice to them anyway, because I find that the extra effort, while significant, is always well worth it. For example it is very hard for me to not feel terribly heartbroken to know that Bellgab on Facebook has banned me, and they're all there talking amongst themselves, probably with the woman who used to pretend to be of a favorable attitude towards me, and I feel kind of neglected and left out but the reality is I don't want to know what the fuck you goddam idiots have to fucking talk about each other about me, without me around, because you had that fucking podbean and it was obviously a big deal, and she acted like it was like nothing at all, with the most bullshit gag loser excuses I've ever heard my entire goddam life and I swear to God this is one of the things that made me realize that I never need to bother getting an erection ever again.
On the bright side, I do appreciate the fact that it would be probably even more rude to tell me why I'm not allowed to hear, because it probably has nothing to do with anything that I think about. I mean people are allowed to be private, why not?
She broke into my house and installed a keylogger on my computer to read every single fucking message I ever wrote, and still continued to believe that I was lying to her about who I was fucking, because she didn't find any evidence and therefore I must have been deleting it because obviously I must be having sex with somebody else because I wasn't having sex with her, and she thought that I would want to.
Yeah I did want to. And she went and fucked her secret cousin and lied about it. Whatever. Similarly, I hope you're all having a great time on Bellgab FB. I bet there's a bunch of serious shit going on that has to be dealt with by serious people, because haven't heard from vend even in a long time I'm kind of sad that I don't think I should be calling him Walker but what the fuck yeah I haven't heard from either of them for a long time and then... well, look. I get it.
Y'all think you don't have the money to buy me off, and you think you would have to make it a lot of money, but actually you could just be nice to me--maybe even, at all—and ask me to stop talking about
whatever, and I probably would. For example I hardly ever use the word blank with the name (PROT), because someone asked me to, and, I did something about it.
However, you people don't do that. And I know exactly why... it's easier.
You're all on your own. I have no interest in helping you through what you have created for yourselves, since none of you mentioned that you were all involved from the very beginning with an extraordinarily complex and insipid social project that ended up blowing up in all your faces and has done nothing for me other than bore me and embarrass you.
Speaking of embarrassing, I still haven't watched that Twitter video yet. I'm probably really missing out on something worthwhile.
So I guess I better start using needles, bye
