That was really horrible I apologize everyone
I seriously cannot wait, to find out what it is, I'm supposed to have done, that is so horrible! I'd love to know! what the story is! Either there's something terrible—ghastly— that I need to address, somehow supposedly left in the dark with zero feedback is the way to go, or you're blowing total smoke straight out of your ass, and there's fucking nothing. Perhaps, you can just fucking cry cry, just to make up an excuse to fucking run! it must be fan fucking tastic! Something so bad, I can go fucking months, maybe years, without anybody ever telling me what it was that I allegedly did wrong! comments how to be a snotty poo poo face, all day though, wow!
Accidentally I really enjoyed her exchange the other day that led me to remember that story about that friend of mine good friend, and I have since reconnoitered with him, and had a palaver.
Do you know what one of those is? I think you do, I don't mean to brace you, on it. Challenging? I guess I kind of am. I don't really know My own strength so it doesn't seem to be all that difficult the things that I plow through, and once I plan through it it seems like other people could just go through the Jack shaped hole.
Event with feedback artificially constrained this prevents the natural circle of the flow of life from moving forward in its intended path, and considering the emergency is nothing more that covering the ass of a bunch of Dick bags who are used to bullying with impunity and now have to suddenly scramble and cover to keep themselves from getting fucked up because they fucking went too far too fucking many times with no probably cause jurisdiction reason for being that way other than to be really fucking obnoxious.
Damn, I don't even think Hitler gets this treatment. I'm perfectly happy with this level of hatred unreasoning, blind, undescribed... It makes me feel better, that things are going so well, that spinning the wagons in a circle and throwing popcorn in the air, and then blowing actual routine fart maneuvers at your house out your ass to play the star spangled banner, I mean clearly we got lots of fucking time for everybody to deal with their daddy issues, we should start with you
Look at what is holding you hostage, and heal it. Did you really want to place the shoulders blame on me not playing ball the right way? Feel like we're missing an opportunity for some real progress in terms of understanding core issues with our consensual reality and then actually getting that the upshot long-term of implying that I need medication, nothing wrong, that I owe some sort of terms, that I should just shut up and stop making waves, you really are having the opposite effect.
I'm not sure you're aware of how this whole Holy Trinity thing works. I suppose those are those who were going to call me a liar blasphemer liar but I don't give a wet ripe fuck about that. I am here to accomplish mission objectives. And I don't have any reason to take a whole lot of time, other than the peculiar insights obtained by paying close attention to why people become obstacles of progress without saying so at all.
A real kick at a house somebody's been telling a story about how I gave Asher for fucking 20 years and okay so one person got the wrong idea who supported that notion. Who let that promulgate. Who fucking heard that shit and then came and fucking talk to me and said hey Mr Jackson Michaelson koozie hey are you really that way how many fucking years did it fucking take for this fucking rumor to go out who blamed their shit on me and thought that they get the fucking high behind at the rest of time thinking that that would never come out and you know it's pretty close I always give up on this shit months ago, and figured I'd done enough well it turns out I had left quite a few fortune cookies uncracked hadn't I? Yes sir, yes indeed.
I'm equal parts in desiring of information I can use to adjust my behavior to make myself more compatible to the surrounding environment, as well as a fascinating level of interest in the intellect that believes that trifling with me is going to be a good idea on this issue. Already; it is my perception that, you're used to people being intimidated by your position of power and ade, out of habit, just encouraging those you view is hostile to your interests, to go along with your way, cuz you think you know best.
Well probably you did. But news flash: there's a lot more information being disclosed lately than just the little bits that I'm giving you here. Best? About anything to do with my life? I'm sure you've got a great top-down perspective and I'm sure you got an idea of a mind in your mind I that you think you know how I feel about particular things and that you think you know what happened, I'm here to tell you that you don't many stories and situations in my life have been intentionally made vague and intermittent in some of their details, and that combined with the natural predilection of English to create misunderstandings, it is your actual insistence of attitude of any point of view that involves superiority of intellect on the position that genuinely betrays the fact that you are actually rather mistaken and probably in general needed some actual, you know, assistance.
Hey did you know you're a mind control victim? I guess it's not you, oh no: it's always other people. I see this persecution complex is something that you can get out of pretty easily. Additionally, I'm guessing that we can get you up for a pardon pretty quick.
Further if this headlong rushes a nonsense is being done as some sort of cover story that's got to be negotiated so some sort of hazardous danger that dare not be spoken about loud can be gotten around, I think the entire concept of sanctuary from the clergical house class is really lost on a lot of people.
Let me explain what happened the third time I went to jail for I guess apparently good reasons, assuming there was no other option than to hide me away from the world you could not just fucking have a conversation with me, I get it, I asked him if they were under dress 50 times and I got 49 knows in one silence so I'm pretty sure I know how duress works, let me explain:
I got out of jail the third time, and I got intercepted by somebody who was under the impression that I wanted cheap dope mega dope free dope scorn dope I wanted life to the dope World dope dope dope and the reason why they thought that is because that's what they wanted, and by remaining mostly neutral and not conveying the actual essence of what was I seek out of life:
I THINK STRENGTH IN GROWTH OF CHARACTER AND WISDOM.
Transparent. You are fucking transparent. Which I really like! And the illusion of believing what's going to happen if I know things right go places or I talk to people or anything fucking normal happens to my God damn life you know why not it's been a while why not do something normal with me? It's the late and guilt in hostility that people said to yourself who have imagined a new Jack or shit about me for five fucking years while looking at me from above and getting all fucking snotty and pissy, well it turns out you might have been mistaken about a couple of things.
One that I'm a threat to you
To that being snotting me is something that you're going to feel good about later
Number three that you're being easy on me.
Number four like you're conveying anything other than being a big cry baby.
Number five come get some if it's that big an issue.
Go away the PTSD is harnessed and manipulated to be turned into a weaponized cattle prod that just works without question because a person's been so fractured in their conscious they just can't get out of it okay well that's actually something that a person can address.
Within their mind it really is. now if we were talking about here is you've got a bunch of fucking government thugs giving you fucking grief and put the hammer down and thus encouraging you to behave in one way so it's to promulgate a particular narrative and the support that later on, well you may want to be aware that number one it's not working, and number two it actually might kind of work if you did it right.
Number three I'm the only one left that isn't being treated fairly. There's literally no one I know at all who doesn't know all kinds of shit that I don't know and everyone is being encouraged to not talk to me through a variety of technological and sociological methods of pressure and control.
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And you look back 7 months from now, and you consider your situation as it was do you really want to be the same guy who suddenly realizes oh shit if I had known then what I know now I would have totally done something different and stop being an obstacle progress and I would have just let life flow on his way towards the ocean and not think that I'm big man big story big arms big whatever big hair big glasses you know whatever you got this big yeah doing a real big good job so far and then continuing to do the real good job of make it sunny comments about me well you know I don't really see too many other people taking up the bandage of Reagan on Jack start too often.
And if it's something worth watching if you're looking for a jocular teasing familiarity that's actually something I would like right and I don't really think we need to work that out with a fisticuffs or sparring with forks, because I'm honestly I could kill you accidentally I'm pretty strong and then you you're not going to kill me I mean shit that'd be kind of worse wouldn't it for you mean while I just give me a chance to test my resurrection, and if you're into the illusion that I got my heart sit in one particular direction my friend you are mistaken I could go towards anybody's wife at this point. The multiverse is a universal vantage point from launching into other realities that are acceptable to one's primary reality Matrix, and, as a sorcerer I can fulfill a number of roles in different ways that a lot of other people cannot.
Is there one kid or your two kid I don't care is it hyper frigid or is it super slight I don't care is it drug addict or too square I don't care! Once there was a time when ultralight polarized emotions got in my life where I move back and forth on a swing from one dangerous feeling to another that I was trying to avoid I have since achieved the use of the synthesis of these feelings.
I am my own counsel and the captain of my own ship. Perspective of what you got going on, easy to believe that you're so much floundering and not necessarily recognizing that yeah have other options available.
For example take my hand brother, I can actually assist. I couldn't before, and no one assist me and those few who did offer to assist I generally gain to accept the help because I knew that there was stuff I had to do by myself, and that is what is happening here and now with all of us there are things we have to do ourselves and there are things that are meant to do with others.
I consider that the reference to my need for some sort of medication in any way sounds like an invitation to your party for a spin the medicine bottle slideshow/three(3)ring(nose)/TIME FOR HONKYTOWN HONKYTIME!!
AND SO IT IS NOT UP TO ME TO DECIDE WHAT'S GOING ON HERE. I'm obviously left bereft of critical information, I'm not in any position to make rational choices based on the information I'm able to observe a hand, because I have had information taken away from me.
And they're pretty recent past not having access to cropper information is what has led to whatever it is you're cranking about now. Ooh and it seems real serious too. The trouble with having a real serious problem that what person overreacts to or under reacts to is that it can lead in the long-term to unjust outcomes in terms of reactions to events.
I have no idea what to set you off, I don't know where you went, I don't know what happened to you, I don't know how it has come to be associated with me in any way anything there.
So I guess maybe I should have heard something earlier. Maybe somebody should have read me in? Possibly not hard to say but it did become a much more complicated situation when other people shit, whose names I won't run down a long list but I assure you a lot of other people who aren't me put a whole bunch of stupid fucking bullshit on my fucking head, and my response to that was to assist it wasn't to diminish them in your eyes in a way that is meant to confuse or persuade or betray somebody from being of any use.
My reaction was built towards healing and growth of society. I defy you to explain to me anything about your attitude there's anything remotely useful to anybody.
For example right now I'm inclined to give you the chair. I'm also a real directly invested in and remind you of something: it is said judge not unless he be judged, well you've been judged, and I'm not judging you, I'm not judging you at all. I think you've got a lot going on in there that is very similar to things that I've had going on in the past and I know for certain how good it felt to get those things removed and healed so I'm suspected that if I push a little farther on you I'll probably get that thorn out of another Lions paw. My butt, wait, are you an elk? Are you coolness, maybe you should join the ladies notary rotary Club? You know I saw somebody look kind of like you the other day he showed me an airsoft rifle enough to let me touch it with just one finger.
And I didn't need to be reminded by God Jesus and my automatic alarm bells all the same time telling me not to do that. I silly need to be centered to myself and know who I was, which is a person who deliberately put his gun rights into question so that he keep putting that the exact same situation and you can see that he could say no thank you.
The look of disappointment on the lads face was delightful. Disappointment, just think if all of your bets in the last fucking 3 years it all been positive instead of been losing you wouldn't have to worry about the money you're going to cost yourself by being this much of a person of interest in any kind of thing that's got you this riled up at the ass.
Assume that there's no possible way you could have known what kind of discussion I had yesterday but it was tremendously healing and it's not going anywhere else but there. I know it's a disappointing fact of life to find that a bunch of work that's only put in One direction has felt like it's turned out to be for nothing, but it's even more disappointing to allow that nothing to continue further to erode the foundation of one's place of standing.
So I got out of jail third time and this person assumes that I want dope and shit and they also think that they got to get rid of me cuz I'm a troublemaker, without telling me the actual deals going on they fucking take me to a place and they assume that I'm going to piss somebody off and I'm going to make myself vulnerable to attack, I don't do that at all.
I show myself as the real person that I really am, and people start getting anxious because they realize that there's no fucking way that the stories that they heard about me add up to anything other than a whole bunch of fucking bullshit from a bunch of company fucking dick fucks, who went in wherever their head on their fucking PR campaign and fucking slandered the wrong goddamn Hungarian.
What goes on the world outside your little insular words that you don't barely know anything about, you know that? You live in your little bubble and you have your safe space and you have your stuff and your protection oh boy and you don't know what it's like in certain parts of the world, I don't know it's like your pressure well you're right you're right and you and I you're my world yours don't have any coincidence yeah I'm aware of that, and the fact that you thought you needed to tell me that tells you that you were in a bad parenting situation buddy because I already fucking new what you decided to tell me and you decide to be snotty about it that tells me something about how I'm going to be somebody to you.
Now I'm going to send out for some kleenex and some baby wipes and some diaper rash cream for your butt hurt pretty soon, but right now I'm going to explain to you that when I came back the last time to this place that they sent me up to for me to toddle on in and get shot or something or get to jail I walked in and I saw a big man big man, or at least the guy who was big and thought it was big but he's pretty big he didn't like the way that I had arranged things for him to fall in his face and get egg on his dick and fucking proved everybody he's a fucking lying douchebag shit. I don't know what the fuck you lied about but let me tell you what somebody doesn't like me and that circumstance and I didn't do anything wrong that tells me a whole bunch of stuff right away number one it tells me he's a big fucking pussy cuz it was a big problem he would have walked up to me explained instead he fucking made snotty comments and made implications and was pretty aggressive and I left, and then that night my fucking truck got stolen, and it made it 30 yards.
I got a pretty sophisticated security system. Truth of the matter is it wasn't meant to be stolen it was meant to be set up as a plant, and then I saw that too because when I'm ahead of the game that far it not that hard for you to take a moment to just pause and speak to Jesus in my mind and ask if there's anything I'm missing.
Now is there anything you're missing cuz I think at least two of my friends have been fucking murdered, really doubts out the case, nevertheless due to some deliberate maneuvers involving the withholding of information at critical junctures in order to believe you in the dark so I don't go the wrong way, a cascading residence failure has developed in the ability of myself to actually give a fuck about anything that happens, to those who have deliberately arrayed myself against them in a foolish and round the obsolete maneuver to manipulate me to become part of the environment and so has to become a creature of use.
I wrote you a nice letter there today, you responded with bile.
Now I've got this reverse snowblower that when you put it in forward will spit out bile in all sorts of directions and probably stain your lazy curtains. Cuz I had no reason to do any damage or harm to anybody let alone you and then since you're so sensitive, which is obvious very sensitive, especially me since I'm pretty sensitive too I'm willing to go the extra mile to not stain in your curtains. Is since I got brain damage and you got brain damage and I've been to therapy and probably going to therapy and I'm looking to achieve some sort of consensus of consensual reality and move forward and growth and Harmony and you are looking for a way to squeeze me out of your bubbles so you have to see me anymore and have to talk to me anymore you would just prefer that I was gone and not have to deal with it all and by burying your head in the sand you're essentially giving in to that part of yourself that has been harnessed like the chain in the nose of a bull or an ox or a mule or a donkey you're not any of those things.
But you are a slave. And you're expectations of experiority to me ever as well as recently are a complete and colossal joke. that being said I know you're running a cover story to cover ass for your fucking Superior commanding officer cuz I'm sure he's a big fucking swinging dick too that he doesn't want his ass in a sling well too bad his ass in a fucking sling in it it's not your fault it's not my fault it's probably his fault either it's the fault of the tippy top at the top of the command which you know we'll get to that later but this loyalty to brethren and cistern which is well placed mistakes the obvious truth that I have my allergies as well and they are too them too!
Final example cuz I think you can figure this out it's pretty complicated but it's real, last couple days somebody was mentioning how Freemasonry this and Freemasonry that and they were getting the impression that they needed to make sure that I wasn't impressing upon anybody the idea that I'm a Freemason and then I explained the exact deal:
Some guy looks at my ring and doesn't notice that it's not a free Man symbol, and it's not a Freemason symbol and they just assume that I'm trying to pass myself off as one or they think they going to get away with a story and take it back to base and say that yeah he's doing that or anything if they don't actually walk forward and engage on the exact issue of this critical, they're actually become the problem because it's like this:
Anybody with an issue needs to write a letter to the Supreme Grand Lodge master and report a new irregular Lodge that's out of play. It doesn't say in fucking 8200 pages a year of fucking bullshit that you got a fucking be a snotty little dick, I didn't say that at all I'd be surprised it and it doesn't say that that's the way you do it because if that's your test although it might because remember black masonry who the fuck knows what the rules are the God damn leaders of that shit got raptured back in 52 nobody fucking knows what they did because they fucking took off and left everybody else as abandoned cells, remember when to the jet no impressed no Star wars the guy talks about the Jedi knights and how there was a thing and then in the in The phantom menace they showed the well anyway there's a part where the sith goes to the training center and kills all the fucking Jedi students, right?
For what happened here in this country when somebody came into captivated the leadership of the black whatever. Actually no I wasn't there and as you know I'm not a Freemason but I do study history and I find that shit fascinating because it was a decapitating strike and a disabling strike and they took out some people that may or may not need to have been taken out sure but what it is done is is crippled a structure of control an organization that has existed for quite some time and now it's flailing around in the street like fucking snake with his tail cut off fucking twitching and jerking spasmatically like a dick looking for a hole on his way to his last breath.
That's not you. You're a man. I need a father figure right now. So that's what I'm being for myself. I don't think you've been trained to be able to do that, I don't think you've been self-actualized so you can do that yourself. Because I definitely don't think that the right call after giving thought to it is to fucking piss me off and be a snotty little bitch because that's what the other guy did and then my truck got stolen and I got it back and then it just sat there and I can give a fuck about that place I was coming back to apologize and some guy was acting like I'm a threat well if you didn't think it was a threat I wouldn't have been one so whatever fucking extra work you had to do and shit how are his fucking little world got all messed up well he was just making it worth it with his the perfectly prickly exterior and his latent hostility towards a guy who you know if his little fucking scout Pocahontas hadn't fucking drag me out there and fucking run me all the town and been a bunch of fucking super bullshit if I hadn't been played like a little bitch well then maybe there would have been consequences because as you know:
Trifling with Jackstar has consequences, but fucking with him deliberately and keeping him in the dark has even more. I delivered to keep you in the dark? Am I withholding information am I being snotty and stormy about some sort of way that you need to just look at yourself, and see what yourself is doing in your role as a player on the battlefield.
Ain't no fucking War. Fucking Gandhi is in the house. If you actually have a legitimate grievance you should take it the clergy hey I happen to be here you can go to your own clergy whatever you don't have to be all Stampy puppy puppy to like make yourself all big and strong, you don't you already are strong, obviously I'm treating you with respect that should tell you something.
Listen to you: you have absolutely no idea what respect is. Exposed to a retard and an Austrian and they think they know what respect is. And to them it is because those people are fucking cunts, you may want to examine what being a real man is like because if you are you're representing yourself in those you're attending to as... well, I'll let you figure it out.
Why this is a relevant to me in such a passionate issue to my heart has nothing to do with my situation in life that I'd like to get going with it has to do with the fact that for years I have been wondering if anyone has written the grand supreme largemaster Bobby with these concerns and if so does that mean that they would tell me about that if I wrote to them or they just don't know where to get a hold of me or there's a procedure to follow there's some sort of diplomatic route of rule of successor here that's supposed to be engaged on, and I don't have a rule book and now that I see that everybody else is being standoffish and huffy and puffy and apparently waiting for me to do things...
Let me tell you about how I was fucking killed in dream state while I was in bed by two drunks and a knife in the back twice.
So I really don't need to hear about how super duper important is that I become medicated? Like really was I not aware? And then was I was I going about things in the wrong way did I follow some sort of procedure that I wasn't supposed to like who is this person that tells you what these things are about me I would love to know can we just cut you out of the middle man can that person fucking start bossing me around is it going to work cuz I'd love to find out cuz at the moment you're the guy who instead of writing a fucking letter, do you know stamp on the corner of the envelope and a fucking pen address write a letter on piece of paper folded up and fucking send it out do you ever fucking do that or do you just whine and complain on a fucking chorus girl line.?
There's other guy who doesn't remind you of you but he's a he's a big screamy pissy guy who's pissed at somebody who did something I don't even know what they did which seems odd like how could this guy have done things and then I wasn't informed, it doesn't seem like that would be something that people would want to be in the dark about but apparently so so we got you in the dark with me and that guy in the dark of me it seems like it might be who someone to recognize that blindfolding the bull maybe unwise decision to keep on going on with when things have clearly gone off from a normal type of situation.
And that's exactly what happened here today I create a new holiday I triggered a timequake and I altered certain key fundamental aspects of our consensual reality in a way that anybody could check on us just talk to God just asking about it go ahead. Cuz one of the things I did was to ensure that people who can't control themselves with embarrass themselves and get the fuck out of my way.
Actually don't think that applies to you. If it applies to this funny little d-bag who used to mock me and tease me and make me wait under a bridge for 4 hours for a fucking poison and I guess he thought he was all that at one point and he was all smiling and saying I'm going to do this if you don't do that he thought he was fucking tough shit didn't he?
Well I'm okay with whatever I'll come up and two including what happens if he tries to cut my balls off again I'd like to see that happen, and then do I get a turn or is he going to run High behind a fucking Gorilla tree and say oh you can't get me I can hear you it's forefathers they're traumatic experience in Vietnam you're fucking really leaving that here with me, I'm not sure which of this is a Viet Cong but but one of us is hiding and and try not to get hit and the other one is just standing here going, "what?"
No I'm not going to lie this is a fascinating sociological examination of human values right now, this is a laboratory of rare and particularly savory ethical conundrums for persons to look at, which is why I find your behavior so fascinating to isolate pick out and pay attention to.
I'd rather bury my face in someone's box, but you know duty calls. And information I want to assure you that I wish that I could follow your advice a little bit better but it's a little bit incongruent and incomprehensible and honestly sounds like a crying baby with a rattle in his hand shaking it.
Don't think that's a good I don't think you're trying to convey that and then I don't think you're going to like how that works out for you and the future since whole bunch of other big tough guys here thought they do that to me over the years and where are they now? But I'm using that lighter that dude gave me to light cigars, I'm doing that to engage in a demonstration of personal skill that has been requested of Me by lawful Authority because since they got lied to a whole shitload they didn't know what the fucking make of either but instead of bitching and whining and screaming at me and making stupid fucking threats, they pretty figured out there's a better way to get through to me.
It's called, see what I'm actually made of. So far I've seen that you're made of a person who reads a letter that I sent to you and then you took the surface read and ran with it so why don't you go back to that and read it again and look for some subtext finally three different ways to interpret every word that I use in that message to you and then come back to me something sensible because I know you're smart and if you don't want to, well I'm smart I can do it for you but I'm giving you the opportunity as a courtesy because I value your opinion and thought I'd let you know that you look like a big fucking idiot.
It may not be the look for you these days. Or it could be your supply logistical signs have been tampered with and you're taking poison accidentally. Picture that actually can happen during these times of conflict in the world, and I am neutral I am a pacifist and I am not involved in that kind of shit, the questions I've been asked for the last few days about what the fuck's been going on this that I have expressed my position the same way consistently so I'm sure that's going to work out pretty well and anyone who is just let anybody about me one day will notice, somehow, just a hunch.
If you're hoping to create a new narrative push with yourself at the lead waiving the banner flag of program versus Jackstar: you should know something pretty important.
I I watch someone get delivery driven away from me and into a cab where they drove away looking at me believing that they knew what they were doing and that they were making the right decision that they had to make. And there is no question in my mind now that that person was mistaken and at that time I thought that person was mistaken as well but I had no way of doing anything other than to be completely confused because there was a coordinated sophisticated campaign of propaganda manipulation swindling and bamboozling culminating in a circus getting series of really tragic events that affected a whole bunch of people a whole hell of a lot more than me.
And it was supposed to slow Me down. And I was supposed to be the one that needed other people to be protected from, and they supposedly couldn't do anything about me besides pretend to be particular this pretend possum play, is the key element of the control scheme that affects so many people on this planet and to watch you falling prey to it when you don't have to it makes me think that.. you're taking the piss. And actually, that doesn't work, you don't get to do that. Yeah you get to do it but it won't work just like that one guy got to make a phone call and then he called that after he told me to do something and then that person did it and then he made a phone call and then he took my picture and he laughed I remember to this day, how that sounded.
It was a satisfucking sound of my life that I ever heard cuz I knew it was instantly instantly when I heard the click I knew what the fuck was happening, and I felt so sad because I thought I was having a happy time and it went into sadness because I knew that it was going to lead to people being surprised.
I have had to shit happening before for many years and it is always worth the same way people try to use me that way and it never fucking works. Do you know why?
The best most complete answer is because Benjamin Franklin had syphilis. But the better answer for the public is because, I got no reason to lie to you and I'm telling you that's the way it is and you might want to stop thinking unconsciously Running Lemming Man. Not really on a firm foundation with your point of view. Actually I was really pleasing flattered that you took the ill intended shallow interpretation so quickly and ran with it cuz I bet in reality you fucking love the fucking hang out with me, but you can't because somehow you believe that, well you know what maybe you want to look and I want to look at that cuz I didn't write that expected to hang out with you dude you have got so fucking far to go before you can fucking have a goddamn piece of toast and a glass of milk at the same fucking time as me on a table okay? Like you are not ready for Prime Time on some levels.
As in regards to myself that is, other than that I'm not really sure what you're doing and I don't need to be but your preparation level for dealing with a man of my stature and Frank and renown is off-kilter, and whoever is influencing your decision making well if it's unconscious or if it's automatic or if it's plenary and unappealable I mean those are reasonable things to have right and then if you're imagining that it's not something you're not going to get to talk about in public well that's cool too you might want to fucking not talk about the stupid ridiculous consequences cuz that's a defamation slander and stuff I think we don't want to go there there's no reason to I happily believe.
Pictures of brief moment to think how many times I've been told to shut up in my life, and guess how many times it worked? Exactly.
I'll give you the shirt off my back if you want but you'll probably die soon from typhoid or some shit so let me know if you get cold. Maybe I can meet you a blanket I'll take up macrame, o wait, already did. Must remember to Google things to do while waiting for your opponents to realize that it's time to resign or surrender and hope that your friends are being held hostage don't run out of oxygen. Did you ever see that movie the cell with Jennifer Lopez? Similar type situation of this but not exactly it turns out there's no time limit so I'm I don't give a shit I don't think you're going to kill anybody but it's not like making me wait is damaging me at all every moment that goes by makes me stronger cuz somebody out there thinks they're so smart it's to know what to tell me what not tell me and when that key critical person realizes just how fucking stupid they're being I don't know who they are but they better fucking take their hat off and walk forward out of the jungle and say hey I'm sorry better sniper spot is.
By the way I know you think I'm a huge idiot and don't know anything. Sir, that's where you're wrong: because I did already know that before you bother to tell me in an insulting way in public, so I did at least know one thing and now I know another, it's interesting that someone like you would see me that way. roflgiggles.
now that's been conclusively demonstrated that you're either under duress or retarded and we know you're not retarded what's going to happen is the people are looking at everybody are going to look closely and see who's putting this measure control on it and because it's not a legitimate one they'll be able to go to channels and back trace it through the different hubs and hoops, I'm not sure how exactly it works but hang in there you know we got it if somebody is threatening you and demanding that you be a dick to me in order to achieve some sort of end well then somebody is really fucking desperate and needs a goddamn spanking and I'm fucking I'm the man to do it who is this fucking guy is it another fucking corrupt Fed I'll take away his Authority and fucking fire him too.
Yeah they thought I couldn't do it to them either. guess what. Nanu Nanu technology comes in many forms, friends, and fluoxet seagulls.
That being said I think you got a good picture of my point of view and since you know more about me that I know about you you can make cheap at home and attacks at me and think you're getting my system going but you're actually simply revealing to me how desperate y'all already are.
Important people watching. I still can't believe people were spending rumor of me being a gay basher. that is literally the most disgusting thing I've ever heard in my life.
You might have done that, and who do you think might have thought that was a good idea, and for what reasons, what do you think? Because I'm sure that question is on post-it notes and legal pads all over the fucking country right now and it's a good fucking question.
Nice of you that you didn't have to pay a lawyer to hear all this, huh? I'm not an attorney, and I'm not giving you legal advice, and I'm perfectly within my rights to explain to you what my point of view is on the situation. I'm not actually exhorting you in any particular direction, I do have a desire within myself in my mind that I would prefer, but that's not for me to put on you and I'm doing my utmost best to keep it with strained and leave that bias out of my conversation with you which isn't much of a conversation it's reading you the fucking riot act, Kid. Dad used to run my shit down to me in a way that didn't work and I couldn't stand it and it was too bad because I'm sure he wanted to help but he was literally raised by the Nazis who came to his fucking village and shot his father and raped his mother and took him away and gave him a gun, so that's what's his teaching style I don't have to do it that way.
I could just tell you things about yourself that are true that'll make you feel like that just happened but fortunately at the end of the catharsis they'll still be alive, isn't that nice? It is cuz mine are gone and you don't even know. You think you, know you don't.
THINK YOU KNOW
YOU DON'T.
BUT YOU'RE COOL WITH GIVING ME AN RFID CHIP SO THAT YOU CAN KNOW WHEN I TAKE DOSES.
Want to get that to now take virus out of you cuz it's obviously influencing your behavior did you to come and vaccine I bet you did! Would you like to have that neutralize or do you like having a fucking brain Spike that controls your behaviors and influences your perceptions and guides your attitude so as to automatically encourage you to do the wrong thing every fucking time to turn you away from God and to bring you closer to Satan or lose her or whatever some names that are kind of weird these days there's been some reprogram anything there's this AI fight it's a real thing.
I conquered the AI and sealed off my brain from that shit in the 90s but not everybody had the chance to do that. So it's kind of like I'm rational insane and you're being infected by alien taking over your body that's encouraging you to be arraigned against your own people? your people are human and my people are human we got some differences and that's fine but I'll tell you who isn't human those fucking austrians are lowest form of scum on the surface of the Earth just absolute gutter trash worthless vile face of pure evil.
I will allow that the strudel is kind of good.
p. s.: And to put the nail in the coffin while your point of view is not quite valid, your implication that I seem to be talking too much or too openly or too fast or too widely or to whatever on this website about various issues without even specify them will seemingly to we remember that this is the website that had a goddamn 22 page thread with my actual legal name on it that I never saw, and then rather the read the whole thing I went in and dropped warning bomb and then came back and saw that it had been edited heavily.
Heavily edited.
When I saw that, I instantly knew that I had to give a chance to people who had done things without knowing what they were getting themselves into they were getting roped in by peer pressure by these fucking foggy fucking piggy fucking human fucking farmers who were getting fucking idiots who didn't know any better to commit felonies to violate civil rights and then surprise when the chips came down all the people who encourage them to do that they mysteriously gone and have their IPs replaced by others and then the only people left to hang on the hook are these poor idiots who are so fucking stupid they fucking went to a website and sort of slandering me.
Yeah where'd they go they want to come back and fucking have a piece of the title? cuz this is who I've been the whole time.
I just didn't think it was my job to break cover first, Sir. Hey, lucky Lulu what do you know I was goddam right. I'm not getting on this subject for your benefit or mine or anyone else's.
There is one factor here that allows me to speak so candidly and forcefully and like a real asshole and get away with it it's that what you've been doing including those recent thing doesn't work it's not that it's right or wrong fuck it's kind of Rights Make Me funny but it's not working. It doesn't lead to results that are effective or sustainable or productive to the organism at hand that the society sustainably support, the purpose of society is not the fuck around and punch people in the face and laugh out I'm coming purpose society is to raise people up and make them into competent adults so they can run around and punch people in the face if they need to not just cuz they want to.
What you are doing is wrong, because you're doing in place of something that would be right which would be to punch me in the face if you thought it was that bad like fuck if I did something wrong I'm sure Jesus would drop the shields long enough to get you in. Don't doubt it plus I'm not one for fighting anyway I'm more of a lover and a kisser and a tongue-lashing spell screamer. Imagine if I had been able to join the right kind of cheerleading team what I could have done.
Now, further, at last: just imagine how well you could read my posts if you weren't actually functionally illiterate, guilt you would feel if you were able to be forgiven for what you did wrong back when you believe something that you now know is not so, and although you are certainly trapped into whatever you are trapped into that you allowed, I want you to know that I really do forgive you it's happened a lot people have been deliberately misled against me and driven up to me like I'm a fucking on firebox canyon, it's pretty disgusting. When I found out that I was being accused of your closet gay basher I first I laughed and then I realized well that explains some of the fucking scared looks I've seen on people's faces and that is sick and wrong people using me as a method to scare people and then I'm supposed to be to blame for that scare that is an abomination unto THE LORD. You want to risk the chance that any one of your relatives is going to read that post someday and realize what you were thinking and then take the chance of making that person feel that way about you? Yeah maybe but that's your business, and I would prefer not to be involved in your use of me against my consent to make yourself feel better or bad, did you know that thing called paint addiction is a real thing? Buddy. Maybe you're not aware I've read a fuckload of books buddy and I got five doctors so suck my snake bite wound and get the venom out before you kiss me on the lips and say goodbye and fucking translation of the dimension because you are so off base you might as well be off of both
fields. Good day.
p. s.: By the way, this is really fun, I scrolled up to see the top of it from a preview before I posted it and within the first like two and a half paragraphs that I skimmed I recognize an insight that I hadn't had before that I was able to immediately recognize after reading what I just written and I'm not even done yet, I'm such a good writer that it writes itself each time I read it! Is masterpiece paintings done by masterwork artists who makes the eyes of the paint of the subject follow the viewer around the room that takes a real skill and a quality touch and probably not taunting and teasing the paintbrush before you use it.
And the inside that hat is this: since there's something that you legitimately have to hold on to as a grudge against me, you have an extra bear and you can write it against me while I stand there going "what." I understand, but I don't have any to go over against you other than you being deliberately obtuse.
I know that this is come for your training in your informative years where you were bullied, it is perfectly allowable and reasonable for you to do that to be, you may want to recognize though where it comes from and what to do about it when dealing with a person who really can access higher realms without drugs. Coz like you thought I was actually doing something harmful, however I was forced into using that distraction, knew what else was going at the same time and there was very little option I had to avoid sacrificing everyone to save my ass, which obviously I'm not doing. Not my brand to sacrifice to save myself. Percentage is the brand of some to sacrifice outsiders for the sake of the interior family network, but you might want to notice that Jack starts just not a good one to sacrifice. Square peg round hole funny shaped corpse itty bitty grave, it just doesn't work. Also: can't believe it what the fuck you all bought it really I'm not stupid wow well you're wrong... And I know the story that I was told about a certain someone and you don't no one's really asked me about that although they have been edging on up to that topic lately and I know where it's going to.
And I already got a bruiser to go beat the shit out of him how many more do you need? When you get up to 55 call me we can do on a GPS location cash run.
I love the way my posts are being duplicated across two parallel forums to keep you know the chocolate the peanut butter from getting together I love that I'm fucking a mister fucking Goldstein can't let anybody read my post you got a fucking filter them and sent them out not you somebody I can't believe they're fucking that fucking desperate what a bunch of fucking pussies and this fucking country freedom of speech yeah we got two internets yeah keep them separate yeah okay good luck on your internet without the secret to fucking anti-grav, lol.
And if any of that doesn't work fuck it I'll put a nail file in a cake and drop it by a fucking stork. I think you're clearing this I got three and a half months to do nothing but wake everybody up.
You think you're tiring me out? Interesting theory. I'll be In my mind library doing cock pushups trips when you need me, and odds are pretty good, I'll be in there doing them when you don't need me too.
I wouldn't 5 years to get to do this this is the best goddamn my life it's so much fun, woohoo when am I supposed to start getting scared, am I supposed to look around for my missing animals and be fearful that they'll die, or am I supposed to be afraid to go to prison or or get to go pregnant or like what is the downside here I'm looking for oh I know what it is it's it's seeing you look dumb or hurt yourself in front of me and then you have to go away and we never get a chance to do anything useful artistic aesthetic or pleasant.
Which would really make me wonder just how important I am, cuz you're pretty important I guess and I got like nothing negative that I plan on doing with you and if there's something negative I should probably hear about that cuz you can't just be you.
Additionally, and this is a niche case scenario, do you think that you're being set up in some way again which would be puzzling to me cuz I don't know why I'm going to do that to you but let's say you did feel that way and then you might be feeling that I'm part of it well here's the thing I'm definitely not part of it so in that case it would be a distraction move where they're using me to keep you distracted so they can keep on moving up to get on you while you're thinking that you're getting on somebody else and then you're confused because you're off base because suddenly your world has changed because oh look it's Jackie I'm Jack Starr hi and I'm not stupid and I'm not dumb and I'm not talking too much and I'm not on too many drugs and I'm not doing anything wrong and don't feel bad about having missed out on all this cuz everybody else did too.
And this is nothing compared to the shit I have sent real enemies in private that has made them vanish from public eye. It was a fucking bloodbath. Fucking Force 5 flex.
I already knew they were raw, chafed, salty sassafrass dicks, you, I actually like. Now, can't you tell that I was a lifeguard in the previous life? Oh fuck yeah I would go down in there, "you look like you're trying to drown, you saucy little goddam
catamite! get on me, floating around, you big pussy you get those water wings back on you you going to drown you're so oh oh suddenly you can swim okay good luck bye. "
Love. Tough love. And then there's Hungarian love.
I'm the one who's frisky. It's not tough to me. It's just mutilated. Didn't really hold me back too long I did it, das rite mang
Remember 10 more weeks of this. I am both of the Blues Brothers and an extra cart at the salad bar, every fucking day, at this French restaurant. Do you know a frozen, The sausage King of Chicago? I taught him how to take it like a man.
JUST RIGHT NOW, BIG MAN *CLICK*
