Exposing Jackstar

[AZZERAE]

Looks like Cork Head is on his menses again. I guess that's what comes with being a mother.

[AZZERAE]

His absence is either due to that, or a crystal methamphetamine binge, slash O.D.

[AZZERAE]

from: John Wayne <batbrixxx@gmail.com>
to: Azraa Morphine <azzerae@gmail.com>
date: Fri, Aug 4, 2023, 10:33 AM
subject: Every one of you is a vile and dimly perceiving of that's yours, this isn't mine, and add me any how, waste of tine

Anita that was you in... Everything, I don't really mind but nothing compares to being setup to be raped at 15.5 because I wante t  hat it felt like to be e desired, and the person you told me about was a complete liar and didn't do anything with me and probably never will because it doesn't have to and he didn't and he laughed at me and did where we wanted and then you told me about anything, so you got that going for you.

Find your mother's attitude consulting and I never want to see her again and whatever it is that she thinks I didn't do or needed to have done she can pound it to ash.

I don't want your energy, these Chandler liars will whatever takes to not care I don't care you have beyond hurt me. you only ever needed to explain.

You and Jim cooperated. I'm going to go ivy a whole bunch of cm and I don't care what you think about it I didn't ask for opinion and if you continue insult me and imply that I don't know what I'm doing I won't care and I will not read what you write.

For free flash I was excited and then I remember what you did, and that you never made that up either.

Could not possibly be as discussting this year

I don't even want to ride to you and what are you mean to me I have no idea what it is goodbye

[AZZERAE]

[Lazarus]

The Sourceror has died for our sins so many times.

But how his worms words keep coming back to haunt us.

https://www.shutterstock.com/video/clip-32262238-disgusting-maggot-infested-flesh-writhing-sunlight

[Lazarus]

[AZZERAE]

Obviously... someone keeps attacking you and your friends. I wonder why? You seem like such a nice cartoonist...someone else who knew what was going on, sent out those attacks that you seem to blame me for. Isn't that funny? I think so. Do you realize? You've been attacking an innocent person...

Innocent/guilty, guilty/innocent; what difference does it make, at this point? I am a remarkably nice cartoonist, with a nicotine stained smile, that'll knife you from scrot to knave for a pocketful of Trammies. I know I look good. Stop sweatin' me. All this faggot gay nigger shit about who knew what was going on and what you think is funny remains absolutely irrelevant if you're gonna sulk during benders out of spite, all because a "4 foot 10 tranny midget" in South Africa gave you raspberries in the public square. Grow a pair, for the sake of all that is Holy, and deal with the repercussions that arose out of the abuse you so freely dished out for years to those who were earnestly tolerant of said behaviour. I honestly have to say, I'm beyond surprised at how thin your skin is for someone who can harrass, stalk, castigate, pester and insult others into the ground. Harden the fuck up. For some reason I expected better from you.

[pate]

...

HAH!  I totally missed the graphic that Tucker was referring to.



Noice!

[AZZERAE]

I'm reasonably confident that the Man in Charge of you is going to be happy to find that a) I didn't attack him with AIDS, b) I didn't attack urmo or hermo with AIDS, & c) I can see why Azzerae is upset about the AIDS thing. I guess I was supposed to not dodge that, or cure her, or... what?

Nobody is/was or ever will be "in charge" of me. It's uncertain where exactly you're getting your intel from; furthermore, the Cabbage Man and his cross-dressing compadré have long since rotted away - lookin' like a pair of un-bought pizzas - in their death beds smothered in Kaposi's sarcoma...And am I bothered? I'll leave that one up in the air like an unwelcome baff, but follow it up with a hint: 'Do 2 shit bag loser associates of yours contracting AIDS and dying painful deaths smothered in their own shit move the needle of my moral compass?' NAH. You piece together the rest, when you get back from doing white trash walkthroughs of your black mold infested domicile, Cork Head. I have no idea who "she" is, but trust me, I...don't...want...to...know. Capisce?!

[AZZERAE]

Dear Azzerae: I think you and I should really talk...you talk a litle too much shit in public for my tastes, and you hatred of me has reached CATASTROPHIC LEVELS. Hey? Is there something wrong? I am not your enemy...Wow! How can I be mad at you? I bet those cute cheeks of yours are red and steaming! Yeah, am I making fun of you in public, right? That's okay, you do that to me. And understand: I didn't do any of that. So blaming me is foolish. And even now, I'm not even mad. I feel sadness for all of you...Do you think... do you think maybe... do you think I'm bi-polar? I'm not mad at you... welll, hey. Do you really think I would give you a disease on purpose? I'm genuinely sorry to hear about all this... and I had nothing to do with it. And, I'll see what I can do about finding a cure, however, I'll probably intercede on behalf of people who have NEVER slandered me in public, instead of YOU, who are, honestly, a really cranky bitch about all this. What? You trafficked my used up ex-lovers 2nd tulpas, was that not enough for you? Remember I said I disagreed with the decisions you made? Well, this is why: you kinda pissed off a lot of people, and NOT ONE PERSON thinks I did ANY of the shit you keep claiming I did. Do you get it? People admire me, not because I have a better botfleet... but because I have consistently lived a fairly decent life...I was victimized as well. Now, why was that done? Did you... did you think... that it might cure your bi-polar? (Plausible.) I guess there's been a real problem for some people for quite some time, huh? Well... why didn't any of you tell me? because obviously I need a blood test, stat, and obviously, since I said NINETEEN MONTHS AGO that I needed one, y'all are demonstrably ACCOMPLICES TO ATTEMPTED MANSLAUGHTER. Like, wow. You people have been busy, huh?) So strange. Do you realize, you people, you Bellgabalonians... some of you are on the hook for actual WAR CRIMES now, you know? Yeesh. I think some of all y'all are overcompensating for something, seriously. Now, I know what you're thinking: "How can Jackstar stay Neutral at time like this?" The answer is I don't want to look like a spastic retard presenting with overtones of homicidal mania", either in public or not. Perhaps if you ever had a relationship that you actually earned rather than stole you would know how valuable it is. I warned ye. I warned ye all. But to blame me for your bioweapon infection because I didn't warn you hard enough? What? I don't get it. Do you think it's because I'm schizophrenic, bi-polar, or simply a great deal more intelligent than you are? Well, I'll let you figure it out, while I change cameras. Huh. It didn't work. Let me ask you something... what IS important to you, ffs? Oh, right. Your medications that you are prescribed, Pillhound. Sigh. Look, I know this must be hard for you, but trying to defame me ain't gonna help any. Dude! PEOPLE KNOW that I am Primary Victim here. This case is HUGE. Now, are you just plain stupid, or... is this how you get your jollies? Because you're really making other people mad, and making my day a bit more complicated than it needs to be... and far more sultry than it has any right to be. Is there something else that I've allegedly done that was so terrible that it's alright to go on and on about more defamatory libel on me in public? Dude! Why do you get a paycheck? Do you really find yourself more deserving than I? Because I really don't care. I have got a different focus in life now... and if You People hadn't been fucking lying to me FOR YEARS in the mistaken belief that you were gonna leave me high'n'dry after swindling me --yeah, good lucky buddy-up Chucks, damn, yo. You're not epilleptic, dopeslave--you're just incredibly stubborn. And you deserve everything I am imagining you are going through now, plus more. None of this had to be this way... and if I were dead, it wouldn't have been any better. Also, I don't plan on becoming a drug/sex addict any time soon, by the way. Because I planed for -that- and I have been for thirty years. Thirty years of planning, versus thirty years of lying, stalking my friends, and laughing at me. Dude! How fucked up you are! But yeah, you and I are still friends... -ish. Because for one thing, this is all political. This has been Divinely guided. And wow, what you people have done to me pales in comparison to what you've done to hundreds if not thousands of people over the years. Do you think I made you immortal so you couldn't escape via suicide? No, that was someone else. But, please don't kill yourself. You have so much to live for, and I do too. (This is all fixable, Twerps.) Besides, I think you're bi-polar: how do you even know something is wrong at all? BECAUSE OF WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO ME. My friends care for me. And now that they have a baseline, I am pretty sure they are gonna get to work on hunting for revenge. Great. Just great. There go my plans for a Pacifist Tea Party. SOLUTION: I'm gonna buy another phone. While I'm out, unban me: EVERYWHERE. Unblock me: EVERYWHERE. Un-defame me: EVERYWHERE. (You probably can't, but, hey, it is the thought that will count.) You have no other chance for anything but getting hung at The Hague, your self-righteous twerp. Banning Jackstar? You asshole, your site blocks me. That's because YOU ARE BLOCKING THE WRONG HOUSE. AND YOU ARE TWINNING YOUR FORUM. AND YOU ARE LETTING YOURSELF BE ATTACKED AGAIN, BY SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR ME AND DOESN'T LIKE THE WAY YOU ARE TORTURING ME! Because... you -are- torturing me. Do you know how hard it is, not to laugh myself to death? Hernia, remember? Yeah, you thought it was a lie. Look, just pretend I'm The Bhudda, okay? Because to you, I might as well be, and to the rest of the world, thanks to you... no one will ever know who any of you ever were, except for me and Art. And, ALL ART IS A LIE. However: Jackstar Michael Cllifford Giffordslayer Kuczi, Emeritus Grade, is real, and may or may not be A. Titan depending on local jurisdictional rules. Check your local listings.

We spoke not so long ago now and you deliberately sabotaged the audio. You vacillate wildly, are quixotic at best when it comes to how we relate. And I can frankly say the same must seem true from my end to the casual observer. But, they don't know you like I do, or like Inner Reach does; and the sympathy garnering effort you've embarked on of late is remarkably sad. You think letting the garbage pile up and sleeping on stained, filthy sheets with dirty clothing, knick-knacks, old boxes, clutter and crap strewn all over the place is somehow a cry for help that's gonna be heard? Like, dude. You live like a fucking pig. I can't even imagine what you smell like. You're revolting. If that's what living without structure or human contact does to a person, I am so grateful I have good people in my life and around me that I see and interact with regularly. I'm not even surprised by the state of your living quarters, I kind of expected it. It's fucking disgusting. Just yuck.

[Innerreach]

We spoke not so long ago now and you deliberately sabotaged the audio. You vacillate wildly, are quixotic at best when it comes to how we relate. And I can frankly say the same must seem true from my end to the casual observor. But, they don't know you like I do, or like Inner Reach does; and the sympathy garnering effort you've embarked on of late is remarkably sad. You think letting the garbage pile up and sleeping on stained, filthy sheets with dirty clothing, knick-knacks, old boxes, clutter and crap strewn all over the place is somehow a cry for help that's gonna be heard?

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The reason this statement may be surprising to most people is that they never actually spent personal time getting to know Jackstar.

I'd be lying if I said the thought he might be using his disheveled home as an opportunity to elicit a sympathetic response hadn't crossed my mind.

Of course, I've had many seemingly friendly conversations with Jackstar on the phone when out of nowhere, he'd call me a retard.

If you know, you know. If you don't, shut the fuck up!

That's not to say I've desired harm to befall him; however, quite the opposite.

[Hai Fan]

That guy He is dirty bird? No clean his house?

[Master Trollda]

That guy He is dirty bird? No clean his house?

No. Instead he play bang bang with himself all day long.

[Hai Fan]

No. Instead he play bang bang with himself all day long.

He should go Cambodia. Get house and maid. Maid scrub the feces up and spic span. Then boom-boom with maid.   

[Innerreach]

No. Instead he play bang bang with himself all day long.

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