RubiniGab ... Now defunct

[AZZERAE]

You're all scum

I'm having the weirdest sense of déjà vu.

[AZZERAE]

Look at what you've accomplished!

Its pretty fuckin' awesome, isn't it?

[Jackstar]

Asriel/AZAZEL\AsaRa/ARIEL/G0yBR I'd like to really thank you very much for me use your forum. However—Your pineal gland is crucified, since someone else does mind me posting here alone? up to your threads? it's just the place that makes it look like a video.


Next step is I get creative.

    [Jennifer, why did you and your text that you made public deny and gaslight me and claim that I never told you about your husband trying to kill me at the bar and trying to sexually come on to me and give me a hug too later flip flop and change your story to your husband did try to hug me but he didn't threaten to kill me and that it wasn't sexual and that he isn't gay when clearly he obviously is a alcoholic, meth head and homosexual?/li]
        why would you victim Shane and victim blame me for your husband threatening to kill me after I told you the truth against his wishes which was the threat which was if I told you anything about what he did and said that he would kill me?
        do you really think that I would push drugs on your husband and if he was not into drugs that he would want to do them and decide to do them? Isn't it more likely that he did what we both know he did that I have recorded which is threatened to kill me and blackmail me to get him drugs and give me $100 bill and one to 2:00 in the morning and told me if I said anything to you that he would kill me and that he needed those drugs wish I was blackmailed over but publicly fiend and lied about regarding that situation as we both know the truth is I didn't even have any drugs to share with him hence him giving me money and holding this gun over my head and threatening me if I told you because it obviously is a huge family problem regarding his up and down alcohol and drug problems?
        jennifer, how do you justify rationalize your gas lighting, victim blaming and victim shaming cyberbullying and organized game stalking and harassment on innocence like David and George, Pandora and many others through your multiple hate bonding relationships behind the scenes with Joe John Ray AKA Lou Hammer and Michael & Deanna Spence and company in the Discord group of Team Biff Ell and company?/li]

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« Last post by RubiniGabber 1 on Today at 12:36:18 AM »

    Jennifer,, the text messages that you immediately made public show quite clearly how you were attempting to frame me and position me to look as if I'm crazy and a dope head on drugs and that I was rude, insensitive etc but even your own video and text messages reveal quite the opposite as it is obvious that I have always been overly polite and your projection is your own responsibility because you have been the abusive line, gaslighting fraudulent and destructive fake friend and fake helper to me when it's quite obvious that you're avoiding telling the full story and truth that this was supposedly a win-win where you could save money and not have to pay a house sitter and if I was really such an evil bad guy is it just a coincidence that nothing bad ever took place besides your exaggerated stories of me burning two slices of pizza one time that you equated to almost burning your house down on the daily?
    jennifer, this is quite silly but I must ask and I would be remiss not to mention how your lies are all personally related to your own insecurities. For example, you claim that I ate a lot of food and you bought all this junk food specifically for me. We both know this is a giant lie and that you ate food all day long I got each Twinkies donuts Pizza Hamburg ers candy and the light. Show me that weighs over 500 pounds can fit inside a car and I never said you weighed 1000 pounds so everything that you said in your defense was complete straw man arguments and complete bullshit. Why is this?
    jennifer, nobody knew except for you and lb what my occupation was or is during this brief transition period that I'm going through. Why did you find it necessary to reveal this information to Michael and Deanna Spence and the Richard Cooper Discord / gangstocking club that you're all part of?
    when I asked you about your connection with Michael Spence you seem extremely nervous about it and we talked about it a couple of times in a very rational manner especially after you posted a video about him calling you and harassing you and how we both discussed the potentiality that he has hacked into your home security system and work computer but then publicly you're trying to spin it to where I was obsessed with the person that's obsessed with me and that's actually hacking me?
    jennifer, why do you lie to the public that you are not working with anyone but then later changing your story? Why did you tell me multiple times to my face that you are the content creator for the cyber bullying revenge YouTube Channel entitled "Pandora's Box of Bullies" and the real Pandora amongst others that I can't remember but then publicly completely deny this to make me look like a liar and make you look like a victim of my life which is a projection as I am clearly a victim of your lies which is literally damaged my character at least over the last couple of weeks? Was this always your aim working behind my back? It sure does appear to be that way.
    Jennifer, why did you hysterically in a hate bonding rage fit with your Channel chat members that George Senda and I are exactly the same what did you specifically mean by that you said it in a very disgusting and disgusted tone as if we are beneath you?
    jennifer, why did you tell me privately that you can't stand your son and you want nothing to do with him and when I went to bat for him saying that I was working with him to help him and I potentially wanted to raise some money privately to assist him to defend himself legally in court against his cyberbullies why did you Jennifer insist that I don't help him and why did you laugh and mock him in my presence but then publicly love bomb him? Do you remember telling me of course that you are simply trolling him and it's easy access to give him cheap cat food and then gain insight information to share with your friends that you never told me who they were and then I told you I was going to tell George as soon as I got a new phone because I was getting hacked and key locked by the folks at Azzgab who at that time you claimed you had no connection with which I just found out recently is a complete fabrication because a mole told me that you have been the whole time I was staying at your house sharing delicate inside information and my plant nobody should ever do unless they are complete fraudulent friend any enemy think it's off on sabotaging and hurting others versus being an altruistic helpful Good Samaritan?
    jennifer, why have you not told the truth that you asked me to come move in because Pandora was bullying you and you were suicidal and that Jeff be / Scott black and I were the only ones that come to your aid and ask if you needed any help and try to talk you out of your negative mental frail State of mind? It's obvious that you instead of trying to make it look like you're helping out a down and out ex-art belt producer that you considered a famous celebrity but then you lied and clean that I demanded that you treated me like a celebrity and insisted that you treat me differently like roll out the red carpet for me when you know that I'm extremely quiet humble and I stayed in my room the whole time out of courtesy anytime you were in the same house with me which was rare and if anything I was generally only sleeping or working?
    jennifer, why did you publicly tell the truth and say that we never spoke we only texted and then I was working all the time and you were gone most of the time and we had different schedules so we hardly ever saw each other and then the next day and from then on change your story too I'm never working and you'd be surprised if I I'm working currently when you know for a fact that I worked over 12 hours every day practically sometimes 2 weeks at a time?
    Jennifer why are you and your husband projecting this dirty carpet in the spare bedroom that was destroyed by your husband's father / your father-in-law including trying to free me with false evidence i.e. a meth pipe conspicuously placed on the carpet that you supposedly took a picture of months before and had a communication with a need that I never met or saw, and claiming I didn't know how to operate a vacuum cleaner and then later changing your story and laughing to yourself nervously that you actually don't know how to use your own vacuum cleaner - instead of taking responsibility for your dirty, roach and flea infested, old, dilapidated, Texas, house?
    I do you and your husband and team bif publicly mock Pandora's Christmas with her family that she is probably admitted she's not unfortunately able to work out this year while simultaneously publicly trying to attract sympathy for your parents and you are holiday family heartbreak, don't you think this is hypocritical, evil and unforgiving cruel behavior and narcissistic abuse you're taunting her with in your team Biff Ell Community posts?
    jennifer, why do you deflect, gas light, betray and cavalier use straw man argument to destroy the character of others when supposedly you yourself have been destroyed by the same type of bullying behavior?



There's a reckoning due here. I didn't wright this.
Nor did I #KnifeTheBirds. Did that ever happen?
If so now is the time.

[Jackstar]

Maybe I need an advocate.

    [Jennifer, why did you and your text that you made public deny and gaslight me and claim that I never told you about your husband trying to kill me at the bar and trying to sexually come on to me and give me a hug too later flip flop and change your story to your husband did try to hug me but he didn't threaten to kill me and that it wasn't sexual and that he isn't gay when clearly he obviously is a alcoholic, meth head and homosexual?/li]
        why would you victim Shane and victim blame me for your husband threatening to kill me after I told you the truth against his wishes which was the threat which was if I told you anything about what he did and said that he would kill me?
        do you really think that I would push drugs on your husband and if he was not into drugs that he would want to do them and decide to do them? Isn't it more likely that he did what we both know he did that I have recorded which is threatened to kill me and blackmail me to get him drugs and give me $100 bill and one to 2:00 in the morning and told me if I said anything to you that he would kill me and that he needed those drugs wish I was blackmailed over but publicly fiend and lied about regarding that situation as we both know the truth is I didn't even have any drugs to share with him hence him giving me money and holding this gun over my head and threatening me if I told you because it obviously is a huge family problem regarding his up and down alcohol and drug problems?
        jennifer, how do you justify rationalize your gas lighting, victim blaming and victim shaming cyberbullying and organized game stalking and harassment on innocence like David and George, Pandora and many others through your multiple hate bonding relationships behind the scenes with Joe John Ray AKA Lou Hammer and Michael & Deanna Spence and company in the Discord group of Team Biff Ell and company?/li]

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Important Announcements from The Commander / BIFF ELL: Top Caster Family Questions & Legal Ramifications r.e. Your Lies 3
« Last post by RubiniGabber 1 on Today at 12:36:18 AM »

    Jennifer,, the text messages that you immediately made public show quite clearly how you were attempting to frame me and position me to look as if I'm crazy and a dope head on drugs and that I was rude, insensitive etc but even your own video and text messages reveal quite the opposite as it is obvious that I have always been overly polite and your projection is your own responsibility because you have been the abusive line, gaslighting fraudulent and destructive fake friend and fake helper to me when it's quite obvious that you're avoiding telling the full story and truth that this was supposedly a win-win where you could save money and not have to pay a house sitter and if I was really such an evil bad guy is it just a coincidence that nothing bad ever took place besides your exaggerated stories of me burning two slices of pizza one time that you equated to almost burning your house down on the daily?
    jennifer, this is quite silly but I must ask and I would be remiss not to mention how your lies are all personally related to your own insecurities. For example, you claim that I ate a lot of food and you bought all this junk food specifically for me. We both know this is a giant lie and that you ate food all day long I got each Twinkies donuts Pizza Hamburg ers candy and the light. Show me that weighs over 500 pounds can fit inside a car and I never said you weighed 1000 pounds so everything that you said in your defense was complete straw man arguments and complete bullshit. Why is this?
    jennifer, nobody knew except for you and lb what my occupation was or is during this brief transition period that I'm going through. Why did you find it necessary to reveal this information to Michael and Deanna Spence and the Richard Cooper Discord / gangstocking club that you're all part of?
    when I asked you about your connection with Michael Spence you seem extremely nervous about it and we talked about it a couple of times in a very rational manner especially after you posted a video about him calling you and harassing you and how we both discussed the potentiality that he has hacked into your home security system and work computer but then publicly you're trying to spin it to where I was obsessed with the person that's obsessed with me and that's actually hacking me?
    jennifer, why do you lie to the public that you are not working with anyone but then later changing your story? Why did you tell me multiple times to my face that you are the content creator for the cyber bullying revenge YouTube Channel entitled "Pandora's Box of Bullies" and the real Pandora amongst others that I can't remember but then publicly completely deny this to make me look like a liar and make you look like a victim of my life which is a projection as I am clearly a victim of your lies which is literally damaged my character at least over the last couple of weeks? Was this always your aim working behind my back? It sure does appear to be that way.
    Jennifer, why did you hysterically in a hate bonding rage fit with your Channel chat members that George Senda and I are exactly the same what did you specifically mean by that you said it in a very disgusting and disgusted tone as if we are beneath you?
    jennifer, why did you tell me privately that you can't stand your son and you want nothing to do with him and when I went to bat for him saying that I was working with him to help him and I potentially wanted to raise some money privately to assist him to defend himself legally in court against his cyberbullies why did you Jennifer insist that I don't help him and why did you laugh and mock him in my presence but then publicly love bomb him? Do you remember telling me of course that you are simply trolling him and it's easy access to give him cheap cat food and then gain insight information to share with your friends that you never told me who they were and then I told you I was going to tell George as soon as I got a new phone because I was getting hacked and key locked by the folks at Azzgab who at that time you claimed you had no connection with which I just found out recently is a complete fabrication because a mole told me that you have been the whole time I was staying at your house sharing delicate inside information and my plant nobody should ever do unless they are complete fraudulent friend any enemy think it's off on sabotaging and hurting others versus being an altruistic helpful Good Samaritan?
    jennifer, why have you not told the truth that you asked me to come move in because Pandora was bullying you and you were suicidal and that Jeff be / Scott black and I were the only ones that come to your aid and ask if you needed any help and try to talk you out of your negative mental frail State of mind? It's obvious that you instead of trying to make it look like you're helping out a down and out ex-art belt producer that you considered a famous celebrity but then you lied and clean that I demanded that you treated me like a celebrity and insisted that you treat me differently like roll out the red carpet for me when you know that I'm extremely quiet humble and I stayed in my room the whole time out of courtesy anytime you were in the same house with me which was rare and if anything I was generally only sleeping or working?
    jennifer, why did you publicly tell the truth and say that we never spoke we only texted and then I was working all the time and you were gone most of the time and we had different schedules so we hardly ever saw each other and then the next day and from then on change your story too I'm never working and you'd be surprised if I I'm working currently when you know for a fact that I worked over 12 hours every day practically sometimes 2 weeks at a time?
    Jennifer why are you and your husband projecting this dirty carpet in the spare bedroom that was destroyed by your husband's father / your father-in-law including trying to free me with false evidence i.e. a meth pipe conspicuously placed on the carpet that you supposedly took a picture of months before and had a communication with a need that I never met or saw, and claiming I didn't know how to operate a vacuum cleaner and then later changing your story and laughing to yourself nervously that you actually don't know how to use your own vacuum cleaner - instead of taking responsibility for your dirty, roach and flea infested, old, dilapidated, Texas, house?
    I do you and your husband and team bif publicly mock Pandora's Christmas with her family that she is probably admitted she's not unfortunately able to work out this year while simultaneously publicly trying to attract sympathy for your parents and you are holiday family heartbreak, don't you think this is hypocritical, evil and unforgiving cruel behavior and narcissistic abuse you're taunting her with in your team Biff Ell Community posts?
    jennifer, why do you deflect, gas light, betray and cavalier use straw man argument to destroy the character of others when supposedly you yourself have been destroyed by the same type of bullying behavior?



There's a reckoning due here. I didn't wright this.
Nor did I #KnifeTheBirds. Did that ever happen?
If so now is the time.

There are some delicate combinations of energies here that are not usually expected in a connection of this type. For instance, I really have a fantastically incomplete understanding of what genders or sexes or orientations or even... what, uh, hey, like... “what species are you?” Like for serious.

Just think of it. Girl. Boy. Being friends. Being... lovers? Okay, so what if —and, this is merely an example— this time around, the boy is not a pig, but a prince, and the girl is not a dog, but a frog, and when he kisses her... the girl turns not into a princess, but into a caterpillar? So then... does the boy turn his life around right then and there on the spot and, idk, stand there and watch the girl spin up the chrysalis while staying within a 50 yd perimeter to stand guard against predators? Or do laundry for a few days while the caterpillar spins a cocoon? Some boys have a lot of laundry, take it from me. And then, what guarantee is there, that what comes out from...ayy wait hold up, is it a cocoon? or a chrysalis? Must remember to Google. Are we seriously needing to breed a rare Pokemon as part of the modern human dating cycle now? Well, look, it could be. For one thing, I have no idea about some aspects of my past with an ex, which was a tragedy, and it's actually an ongoing trainwreck in slow motion, unfolding around me in a kaleidoscopic orgy of destruction, myself at the center, and originally, I had thought the simplest way out of this dilemma would be to wait until I was exonerated at trial before picking up any romance with a new lover.

Also, I don't usually get broken up with as the resultant outcome of a convoluted revenge-extortion-bioterrorism plot featuring elements of at least seven kinds of violence & psychosocial abuse, including verbal, sexual, incestual, tribalistic, adultery–is it still adultery when somebody lies to you about being already married when you met them? must remember to Google–blackmail, identity fraud, tribal benefits fraud, including willful deceit on the part of one party to deprive another of advantages pursuant to the same; also, as the sole remaining heir and scion of an as-yet-to-be identified genealogical line —I am a Sourceror and a D.O.M.B., and while these facts are definitely true, do you think I know what they mean? Phat chance— as though I remember I thought I knew what those terms meant, after over a year of semi–self-imposed quarantine and quasi-exile and an absolutely atrocious length of time without the healing touch of the simple warmth of an embrace, there are some peculiarities that have not necessarily slowed my twin drives of romance and libido. In fact, if anything, they've been enhanced. Deepened. Enriched. Decoupled, even. For instance, I thought at first, it would be a relatively simple matter: go to Court, testify at trial, and be exonerated. However it's now been over a year since my intimate partner five years inexplicably flipped out on Christmas Eve and dialed 911 after arranging the staging of a fake fight along with at least two of her friends, or sisters, or litter-mates, or Algonquin-kin, and as I cannot contact her, nor any member of her family, tribal unit, or even, dare I say, even another member of her species. Because she did say she was “a mermaid.”

I thought that was her being cute. I still think that. I also think that there's probably a lot more involved in what's going on here than simply, “hey, you want to have sex?” Well, yeah, that would be nice... but, uhm, with whom? it would appear that that might be a thing I need to be careful of. Since I'm not allowed to talk to certain people, because... reasons, I can't ask certain questions, but I've heard certain rumors, and the difficulties have only increased in complexity as time has gone by, and I still have not yet been given any opportunity to go to trial. After over a full calendar year has elapsed. My right to a speedy trial is apparently not applicable here, because... again: reasons. And, is there any chance of any kind of a “bunny-in-the-pot” situation developing here? Because, once again, there are rumors, none of which I ascribe too much credit to, but nevertheless I must pay heed: I don't know what's going on here.

For example, I thought that I should have an updated STD panel before becoming intimate with someone else, that seems like a reasonable thing to do, in fact to me that seems like a great first date activity, although I don't have any symptoms, since I had not been having sex with the person who would start having sex with multiple other people without telling me and then ended up maybe contracting herpes. Maybe. I suggested to her maybe it is shingles, but that was before I found out that she was being repeatedly used as a sex object by multiple individuals who are dosing up with my controlled drugs and having their way with her, which was not something I was entirely aware of, having never had sex with a mermaid during a pandemic caused by the  worldwide release of a novel bioweapon that includes, it would seem, is giving some people “monkeypox.” Is that what she had? I don't know, I can't ask her. I don't have monkeypox—maybe? I don't seem to have anything, but now that I've been subjected to, for the first time my life, not only a woman (who identifies as a mermaid) and her family (who identifies... in a multitude of ways from blackmail to white noise) trying to commit real estate fraud and steal my house and put me in prison, which I would assume it's still something they'd like to pull off a lot more than they would like to go to prison themselves... and have they expressed any interest in helping me figure out what's going on? Oh, no. These people are Native American. Legit. They got stuff going on and it's super important to them and they seem to think that they own me in some way. Or that they have some sort of claim on me. I don't know what they have other than upcoming court dates, since I was originally supposed to go to trial on my birthday, rather the day after, I guess no one wanted to ruin it, but that got continued out another five months, which seems like a long time, and then when September rolled around apparently things have changed? because now here it is coming on February, I'm due to appear in court a week after Valentine's Day, which seems like remarkably good timing considering her current “husband” is born that day.

This whole going to court right after her birthday, might be indicative of some kind of “a pattern,” and then something was definitely happening to cause somebody to flip out and pull a knife on me after walking in the door on Christmas Eve, I still don't know what for (I was apparently late for my own blood sacrifice. Scheduled for the day before. I may have been meant to have been served as a soup or a goulash. Yeah, I don't know if it's real or not either, but I bet I would be delicious.) As one may imagine, all this has made dating somewhat difficult. Challenging. And yet... sounds exciting, n’est-ce pas?

The last person to proposition me told me that they wished they could just punch me in the face, instead of having to hear me ask my questions, and I'm here to tell you: that is not what I'm looking for. How about some cuddles? How do I get to snuggle? Well, I don't know, but I need to find out, and I don't want to trouble anyone with any lingering complications I may present from having been repeatedly raped, which before five years ago, had never been something I had personally experienced.

And, I do not recommend it. Except, the girl that I like now, she's just dreamy. She's heavenly. I met her 8 years ago, I don't regret having taken so long to ask her out, because I know I'm very fond of her, and although I haven't seen her in so long I couldn't tell you what she even looks like now, she was the most beautiful girl I've ever met with my ears when she came up behind me, and when I turned around to look at her, my heart stopped and then started again; and fast forward to Christmas this last year, when no one at all else expressed any legitimate interest in my heart, I asked it what it wanted for Christmas. It went ahead and stopped itself for her, and it wants whatever she can do to me whenever she wants to me, although I draw the line (at least temporarily) at implanting eggs in my flesh, in preparation to fertilizing them and making me pregnant, which I don't know if I ever want to go through again.

I would prefer her to any other now, & I would be willing to go on any vision quest required and requested to break the magnetic spell that my former “family” put on me, if that's what happened, or if they're holding some woman’ pasta dish that has to be rescued— then I need a girlfriend who can at least spell lasagna both ways.

So I can see why anybody would be afraid—because this all sounds  like fun to me as long as persons involved are willing to agree to informed consent beforehand. I don't need it in writing. But if I find a girl I really like and kissing and cuddling with her for about a billion hours ends up causing a resumption of the Third Peninsular Salmon Spawning War—perhaps more likely than it sounds, I may not be as pretty as Helen of Troy but I am a really good kisser—it won't be that I will not have been aware that this kind of thing really does happen.

And if I could, I would leave the State immediately, taking her with me if they want to come, and get as far away from them as possible... but I have to stay, because, number one, the Court says it's an EMERGENCY (I've been trapped in a farmhouse alone for ten months, they poisoned the water, they brought over blankets likely infected with covid-monkey-small-shiney-pox, and they sabotaged the kitchen and the washer and dryer, so, even though I haven't completely lost my mind... I can see why The Court has been concerned about an EMERGENCY) and number two, all this and more was expected to have killed me long ago, but honestly if I don't get a hug soon I'm going to die.

I think, at the end of a berserker rage. I give it another eight or nine months at the outside? I don't know, and I didn't get vaccinated — so whatever this is all about, people are *interested.* (I am so touched starved that I am incredibly vulnerable, even to the girl I met years ago who is definitely... well, I don't want to use the word “safe”, but looked delicious and is smart enough to know that I would never turn cannibal, but it is no new news to her that I would definitely, happily, eagerly eat her up for days, as she really is that pretty and I am certainly like - minded to learn the ways of her people.) But after 8 years, she may not realize the importance of eye contact to someone in my position. And for all I know my ex is already stalking her. These Natives are wily.

Its pretty fuckin' awesome, isn't it?

You are a a gruesome caricature of what an actual professional should be. You actually are.

[Bugsby Crackleford]

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Rubini's Fall From Grace

Summer through Fall 2022: The Narcissist’s missteps in his life were catching up to him. He was going to be evicted from his efficiency apartment in Dallas, Texas. He wanted to come live with me. It was a bad idea since we were not on good terms with all the fights we were getting into. I told him it’s time to rely on family and go live with his sister and mother in Ohio. He must have burned that bridge too because they don’t want him around.

He took a chance and reached out to another creator from YouTube that lived near his city.
She and her husband agreed to take him in. What happened next was his own un-doing.
Three payments behind on his mini-van, no money to get into another studio apartment, he should have been on his best behavior. Instead, he abused their hospitality. He was smoking meth in her house without her knowledge, crashed his car, received money from his host to repair the car, lived their rent free and when he did have conversations with her, it was all about YouTube Drama. He is convinced that he is constantly under surveillance and his phones and laptops are being hacked. She too became stressed out from his rants.

When the Housekeeper said to the homeowner she will not clean his room, she said she cannot be around that stuff, showed the host the picture of the meth pipe he left on the floor by his bed, that’s when the host decided she needed to have a talk with him and set up an arrangement for him to move out. This is how the narcissist’s mine works: he accused me of wanting him to homeless. No. Just the opposite. I was grateful he had an opportunity to get back in his feet. He took advantage and blew that amazing opportunity to get back on his feet.

Had I have known that the Narcissist was doing drugs, I would have warned her not to let him live there. I did not set up that living arrangement and only found out about it after he approached her and they said yes. I was praying for the best that this would be the saving Grace he needed. He abused that too.

As a narcissist will do, once they are rejected, they will attack you. He began the smear campaign on his hosts. Doxxing and lying about what happened in their house. I only learned about what happened in that house once the host spoke out about it publicly. Yes, I do feel very remorseful I did not warn her about his abusive tendencies. I didn’t think he would be cavalier as to lash out at someone so generous letting him live there rent free. For the longest time I kept quiet about how ugly his behavior is. This was a chance for him to catch up on his finances, stay out of trouble and save money to move out. None of this had to be made public if he had not gone on a smear campaign about what happened in her home. Spin and attack. That is what he did.

[Jackstar]

Had I have known that the Narcissist was doing drugs,

And yet, all it takes is someone to make the merest mention of my name--either of them, including the two or more that you outright stole from my lineage--and then you're suddenly capable of pinpointing with laser-like precision as to knowing whether or not I (or her, remember, I could be the impostor, because I'm an opportunist, and I want to take everything you ever had or are ever gonna go and get, and then give it to your daughter) am "doing drugs," not sure if that's doggie-missionary style or missionary-doggie style, and, yes, yes it's true:

I'm deep throating David's man-meat long before I put up with Heather's shit-splattered proto-beard for even one minute more. I've made my assessment. I simply don't care for what alcohol does to people, least of all me--but I have never seen alcohol grant anyone a style bonus.


Final disrespect tabulation complete. Drinking alcohol leads to a person being charged with a DUI. Amphetamines are given to FIGHTER JET PILOTS. I could really not give any more shits about what any of you have experienced in your lives.

It's legal for me to behave responsibility. It's -not legal- for you moron bigotmongers to traipse around using *worse* compounds--and at that, irresponsibly--and simultaneously trumpeting your Paradigm of Hate alongside each daily list of "Bust 'Em!!!" quotas... I'm really just sick to fucking death of your relentless hypocrisy and narrowly striated value judgements about what other people do... especially when every moan, every whining bleat, and every miserable epithet hurled at the children, playing on the lawn, who may or may not have had an extra Adderall that mornings, or you know what? Sure, maybe they're slamming the shooter dope. What the fuck do any of you care?


Only insofar as you get to feel good for "saving" someone from the consequences of the actions they chose, and, of course: the loathsome and vile machine of black budgetary finance that you are all, each of you, a slave to.


I've been studying this matter for a long while. Of course you think I'm making this asseesment of the global logistic situation one the basis of "he just wants to get high!" No, you overpriveleged pork brat: you just want to get high, and get a paycheck for pushing people around too. It's like two jobs for the price of four paychecks! AND you get to rape and pillage the vilagers! AND YOU HAVE PROTECTIONS AGAINST LOSING YOUR JOBS, FOR ANY REASON!


You can fucking kill a guy--"whoops, he didn't see that my safety was off because he was too black, bummer, take his weed"--and it's 100%, circle the wagons, no questions asked, oh, hey buddy/comrade, you accidentally killed your wife's sister while "cleaning" your "gun," huh? Well if she'd been sucking on your weapon, that would not have happened.

Girl you know it's true. You're all useless bloody lunatics. While I certainly won't need to be demonstration competence in my handling of my shit, you can just assume that I'll be high AF as much as I fucking feel like, as I choose, responsibly, as is to be expected for a Sourceror of my rank, dignity, stature, and lengthy list of authentic commitments--like, seriously, duh. It's fucking magick, duh.

Properly arranged, it can be used literally forever in a thaumaturgical cycle. This is how a One can travel through The Eye of Infinity (pretend it's like a line dance, except I'll be alone and appearing a little less whorish than Friday night at Good Ol' Boy's Meat Market down by the river, and I'll be, allegedly, committing some kind of felony blah-blah yadda-yadda) and not have to break concentration to do certain things like, poop, or sit down, or spend nine months nattering around on the floor tidying up after a loathsome ungrateful parasite with no more interest in the needs and concerns of an adult than they have as to where that message noise is coming from---


Because it's like I'm dead and someone left their phone here and I can't answer it. It just keeps ringing on, looking for someone who is not available. I'm not sure who that is, because the people who would have to help by volunteering access to their private domain in order to search, just to make sure a woman wasn't being hidden behind the spare sofa cushions behind the legionnaire's drapes, like seriously, that's why they make them that way, Wye. (She's fine. Dome's remember a thing she says. I'm sure she doesn't. Remembers me too.

Although it is apparently a matter of some great concern that I'm reluctant to respond to interrogatives over the phones and thus compromise national sercurity. Again, that's okay for me to do, right? Since everyone just KNOWS that I am guily of something, because you all FREAK OUT whenever you have to pretend to believe it's all auto-bad, when you goddam know well it isn't, and then claim that anyone who isn't paying a 9,000% mark up is a corporate thief, it is obvious to me that we are at that fabled point of no return:


Sleeves and Jolly Rogers go up; points and cocks and lip junk goes down. I'm not kidding now, and I wasn't kidding before, a year ago, when I said, "Time for a drug binge!" I haven't even gotten started.


And that's all 100% lawful. I even get to fly the flag of piracy--and internationally recognized covenant that extends it's area of concern from Geneva to goddam Camelot... it's my responsibility. It's an unjust law. I'm gonna do as I think best. I'm gonna continue to not provide access to dangerous chemical compounds that may or may not be used as spell components, unless I feel like making money off of them through exploitation and I'm gonna start hauling coke. I should be able to make shitloads of money, as I literally have nothing better to do than to haul freight all night and listen to George Norry croak out his patter of tedious tedium.

Speaking of tedium, someone is making my computer make a shitload of noise, as if millions of Telegram users were industriously and dutifully sending texts with little hearts and clouds drawn on them to Obi-wan all at once to let him know that Princess Leia is going trans by slicing only one of the buns off her head. "Left or right? ooh, let's Instagram about it." It's learned helplessness in action.

Your rag-tag gang of old school OG Rebel Turks have turned me into a person who, quite frankly, doesn't really care if all these message beeps were each a beauty twat to can carry one conversation, and also, I don't really care that I will never find out. I know enough.

It's messages sent by the psyop team to each other, and while not everyone know what MV would take down, certainlny he wasoul living in eiither Korea and if one isn't living there, one, truly, one has not truly lived.


p.s.: The truck was a gift of bait, as I always said, and it looks like: the package has been secured. Enjoy relaxing times and the thought of them... drink Santori Times.

p.p.s.: Don't worry about it. They'll go insane first. And his dick will fall off within two earth days. Earth-1 or -2, fucki I forget, anyway just go with the penis the standard pastry ingredient for now.

p.p.p.s.: DEADEYEJEDI:

One hundred percent legal. Don't discriminate against my religious beliefs--totes--and just dump the food down my food hole, don't bother dredging up five pickle chips and charge me $14.95 for them, I just don't know what to do other than mildly hitch up my suspenders and think about harmless, innocuous legal methods of selling coke to all the Sherriff's daughters. (Becuase all that coke goes somewhere, and let me assure you: I donl't go to those kinds of gatherings at all.) Think I'm kidding? It's BUSINESES. I can even give CPR without having to go mouth-to-mouth, not even to prime the pump, and a lot of men, well, they wouldn't mostly be able to help themselves. They'd find themselves taking liberties a misplaced thumb here, an oldly rotated collarbone there, oops, I just railed us up and we've been boinking coitus for 7 hours straight, whoops, I better drink some water, right? because it's so easy to forget something that isn't, strictly speaking, 100% necessary.

Oh, but wait, I forgot, you all know everything to know when Jackstar knows nothing. Right. Hang on.

https://vocaroo.com/1j6vXPbmondx

Pulitzer. I may as well just clock out now and never look back--this apex won't be ever topped again. (Note that as I am unable to assist in the creation of any work product or proprietary publishing release, because it would make it hard to intimdate an employee while I was anywhere close by to laugh at such antics, I'm simply not welcome around these parts. In other words, in a nutshell, I'll never work in this town, point blank period, and if I ever do, people simply won't believe that I never knew where she was and that she had no interest in talking to me, because obviously, and as above: they could never be winning that Pulitzer if I had been involved in anyway at all, because of my traditional, laid-back views. (I'm stodgy. Moo.)

Sounds boring. I do whatever I choose, and I do it within the boundaries of Law, and it is not that hard to follow the Law.

I don't care to restrict myself from certain types of experiences just because Nixon signed some horseshit back in the 70s.


Sorry if I'm tone deaf and I'm responding too harsh--I got arrested on Christmas Eve by someone who had been manipulated by thuggy bullying brutes who thought that would be funny, and I guess it was.

I haven't seen her in 13 months, last I heard she was abducted from police custody and ended up enslaved as a prostitute in the Middle East. Probably dead by now as I found an Ai representing her consciousness on some YouTube server.

https://twitter.com/_n_Jack/status/1624179837530419201?s=20&t=JF1gJ8Q3niMAEYrhjVIjXQ



In case you were wondering if you were ever going to forget, I have taken steps to ensure otherwise, Bumper Carz'n'Romper Room For Thugs Who Don't Romp Around So Good When They've All Been Stung, biggest sting in goddam history I'll say... if there's a single whiny little bitch still carrying a badge and a dry eye in the whole of the continental U.S., Punchy Brewski-Stir isn't thuggin' hard enough.

Get out there and fucking earn, Sista. What do you think your job is around here? Oh, right, you don't think you even need a job.

When I saw you eating her alive in the months after she returned from Dallas, I knew I would never see her again, that she was never going to recover, and you dipshit twerps here and there were just going to blame me for everything, "Oh Jack, you asshole, if only you had a job so we could explain the BILLIONS OF DOLLARS OF MONEY WE ARE LAUNDERING THROUGH YOUR NAME, but you're "just lazy" so we can't, damn you to hell, we shall now undertake a decades-campaign of targeted cyberharrassment against you and destroy your entire life with the specific goal in mind of denying any happiness pleasure to you, because, we think we can get away with it and we think you are worthless, inhuman scum.

I almost, but not really, wish there were anything left for me to do, so I could assure you that feeling creeping up on you isn't any threat of mine, but you're not feeling that, and if there's any love in God for this world left, you're all beginning to feel shame, or, you should be.

Everything has already been done. The future has been set--y'all done made the only future possible to make from this point forward.

Because I'm not going to call a lawyer and ask for representation. I'm going to call one and figure out a way to say "nigger cunt" as many times as possible without him becoming deliberately offended. (Unless he actually is upset about something to do with me, in which case, out comes the "ABBOCUNT.") I don't think you people here understand how completely fucked this all is.


Believe it, you did it to yourselves. Beyond totesrape lies your fate.... THUNDERFUCKED.

[Bugsby Crackleford]

[Master Trollda]

Weird. Azz sounds like he has a pseudo English accent now. Maybe he has cold or something. 🤷🏻‍♂️

[Lazarus]

Weird. Azz sounds like he has a pseudo English accent now. Maybe he has cold or something. 🤷🏻‍♂️

Sounds like a bad case of Rubini virus.

[Lazarus]

It's Gone !!!

Finally, all pooped out.

[Lazarus]

Finally, all pooped out.

[Lazarus]

Not that a great many might care but the so-called Great Rubini apparently went certifiably batshit just a few days ago.

31 posts of this ... or variations thereof.



And then nada, RubiniGab lost in the abyss.

[AZZERAE]

[Lazarus]

[Jackstar]

This beer is really starting to taste good. Call me when your problems are serious.