Author Topic: RubiniGab ... Now defunct  (Read 574831 times)

Re: RubiniGab ... Now defunct
« Reply #765 on: November 06, 2021, 04:59:36 AM »
Oh sheeeeeit it's already back. And nothing has changed?


Re: RubiniGab ... PORTAL
« Reply #766 on: November 06, 2021, 06:52:12 AM »
Everything about Rubini is FAKE.

The struggle is real.

Re: RubiniGab ... Now A R.G.
« Reply #767 on: November 06, 2021, 06:59:27 AM »
And nothing has changed?

By edict, The Royal Herb is now fennel.



This is exciting, n’est-ce pas?

Re: R-GAB ... Now frantic
« Reply #768 on: November 06, 2021, 07:09:46 AM »
The Commander is currently going through one of his wild phases. Whether drug induced or cosmically afflicted is uncertain.

Maybe he needs a little more Elle Bee lycanthropy.

Elle Bee has been scrubbed from the PORTAL. That must be why he went off the rails. Even she couldn't stand his disease anymore.


Re: KlownieGab ... Now funky
« Reply #769 on: November 06, 2021, 07:16:05 AM »
Hysterically...
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https://youtu.be/FuOuUixdSvY

HAH!


Re: R-GAB ... Now frantic
« Reply #770 on: November 06, 2021, 08:47:17 AM »
Elle Bee has been scrubbed from the PORTAL. That must be why he went off the rails. Even she couldn't stand his disease anymore.

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Re: Rubby, Rubbym , mRubby,..
« Reply #771 on: November 06, 2021, 09:40:34 AM »

Re: R-GAB ... Now desolate
« Reply #772 on: November 08, 2021, 02:12:22 AM »
Elle Bee has been scrubbed from the PORTAL. That must be why he went off the rails. Even she couldn't stand his disease anymore.

She or someone tried to suggest a reconciliation with Azzerae, Jack, Richard and even Miller.

Those posts have been deleted.

Vengence is mine, sayeth the Big Meanie.
 

                             
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                 Living is easy with eyes closed
                  Misunderstanding all you see
     It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out
                  It doesn't matter much to me
 Let me take you down, cause I'm going to Bellgabber Fields
         Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
                   Bellgabber Fields forever


Re: R-GAB ... Now Hula Dancing
« Reply #773 on: November 10, 2021, 04:47:43 AM »
Rubini puts on his favorite grass skirt and does a nice little dance for all his waving fans.


Re: TARGABY ... Now Hella Down & Dirty Dancing ENABLEMENT SOON
« Reply #774 on: November 10, 2021, 12:57:25 PM »
Rubini puts on his favorite grass skirt

COMPROMISED

and does a nice little dance for all his waving fans.

Really not all. Not going to lie, singularity was cross, I don't know who got first contact first, but oh yeah I suppose it must have been me considering I've been waiting for this since 1992, which is even longer than a wait no it's not it's Well I guess it kind of is cuz I'm waiting on something else now that's way more important.

Now I suppose it might seem very unlucky for you that Jackstar is extraordinarily busy at the very moment some people are getting first contact, but you know what, that's just really too damn bad for you and pretty f****** awesome for me because I am busy and I don't have time to talk to your people for you and you'll have to figure out what The Quincunx really are yourself, and if you didn't see that coming, you didn't really ever see Deus Ex, either.

Now I am of course aware that there will be those who claim that I am nearly just another drug addict. However, to those perceivers I will mention the following: I may perhaps well be drug addict, but at the moment I am way more in love with myself and the whole wide world than I am even on any kind of spoiled motor or substance or drug or really even the archaic term mouth cookies.


Long story short, something certainly went wrong, because instead of feeling totally humiliated, I seem to have got viral and now I've have visions of I don't know half a dozen or perhaps more women in my head who are all trying to figure out who to imagine I look like so they can masturbate to me better. I'm not going to lie. That's the kind of pictures I'm getting, which is not really my basic best idea at the moment, although it certainly does be thinking about only one person and being really sad about it forever.

I can't really reveal how it happened to know this, but it's caused by witness I certainly never will again, although in an awkward moment, I have to reveal that even though I don't know where my wedding ring is, I don't think that the detected example of a simulacrum wedding ring found here on the back corner of a dark shelf lends any idea to the notion that grapefruit was able to successfully divorce yourself without my consent and acknowledgment, because for one thing, she's really wanted to divorce me She's just pissed off that she can't even do it and I can do it anytime I want, she doesn't even know what it is or not, because she doesn't actually know what it feels like to be divorced, cuz she didn't even realize that she had gotten married when she died... I mean did. Never mind. Look, it's complicated, and I don't speak to her, I mean I don't speak for her, well I'm speaking to her now and like hi honey how you doing this is the future we wrote, except now it's well it's slightly different because I'm not divorced again, it doesn't actually matter too much though, because I absolutely gave it the standard multi-max upgrade, and what do you know it actually worked this time.


Also in desperately exciting news the analysis indicates that there's no detectable addictive kick to any of the tests that we're put into today, which I of course had a pretty good notion would be the case, since I know it sounds absurd that I've been doing this for multiple decades but I am pretty old, I have been around, and then next time I need a brainiac cheerleader geranium to tell me how much attention I need to pay to want to doing, I'm going to sync it up to the hill and twist it because I am amazed that how strongly I have had absolutely no particular connection from anybody who's trying to get a hold of me and can't for some reason.

Well there is that one girl that she can just hush up because obviously she's just impatient. Yeah that's right You totally overcorrected and made somebody wait one more day longer than had to have happened, and now you've done it Well actually I don't know what you've done, travel business travel business, is it your business, is it my business we'll tell you what look I love you I do miss you I wish you were here but you probably are pretty busy explaining things to certain people and I don't know how old that one person is but let me tell you: as long as I don't whip it out there's plenty of me to go around.


Also: I can't schedule the slender it's because they're both too cowardly. And as I don't really know what your plan is moving forward on this particular issue that you have refused to talk about without shrinking like an air raid siren and then exploding into a whirling dervish of Tasmania, which is where I was supposed to do, oh well it does start with a team but that's not really important right, no I'm not a team, this is just me handling whatever the f*** just happened

I hope this time you actually have a case. I mean seriously it's kind of flattering that I'm such a important component of the universal machine of cogs that my simple steady refusal to take any more of your b******* is clocked up the works for an entire industry of reperates, but that does appear to be what has just happened, and if it hasn't, I don't care, I'm not going to lie I just want to f*** your brains out and then explain a couple things to you while I'm doing it again, doesn't have to be 15 hours, I was kind of exaggerating, I understand that you're in possession of hips that no one will agree to replace in 15 hours sounds good to you, doesn't it Yeah you bet you totally oh s*** really 2 years ago? Okay well that's good to know!

Meanwhile I see your head on my plate. I don't know if that's romantic or not, but it's kind of weird when people explode the call for clergy button for whatever reason, maybe there's a plane crash, and I'm not going to lie I really got a desire to call that gal who put the pretend straight training order on me, because I may not have realized it before but she probably wasn't aware that I wasn't a threat to her at all, but now I'm totally a threat to her husband, what a dick, I mean the guy just explained to these entire people of network of worlds on bell gab, Jack Starr is legally barred from calling some broad who has the same phone date birth of the first or second crazy ass bat okay I'm not going to lie it's the went to go Wait he know he's not.


It's kind of hot and sexy calling a woman who might call the police if you call her. Do I apologize for wanting to f*** her so bad that I called her up because the girl that I actually really like more than her didn't call back yet? That would be awkward if the first one calls first, who are you know before grapefruit I mean well actually now that wouldn't be too awkward at all, that would be a lot of women on the phone telling me that they're feeling terrified about the consequences of allowing the world to know that they find confusing attractive.


I don't think somebody did their focus group study. Hi Grapefruit! I think this is what happens when somebody doesn't make the appropriate noises at the right time. Now, I can completely finish this up here, or I can start drinking heavily, and I can try calling what's his nuts again, but as you know he is a massive twerp and he is terrified of what he is created here because I don't think I feel very healed and he could probably at this point put a bullet through your brain and I could resurrect you with my circumcised glands while I'm in three different universes hidden a whole bunch of fans.


Now you can go ahead and let that sink in, or you can have a big old crazy old conniption fit, and I don't really have a preference for anything other than if you don't mind, it's really crap in my style to have to figure out new ways to tell people that you're just going to have to go find a real doctor, because I don't care if I could fix you with my sorcery, you're way more fun to practice with and I'm not a medical doctor anyway and I need to f*** a tower or something, and no not drugs, I've been waiting for this day for months, can you believe somebody stole my name, like for real with no contractor nothing the dude's got liability at the ass.

So I sure hope you can figure out how to deal with that before I decide to settle for a dollar. I'm not pregnant to do that very soon wow what does that say Oh look voice recognition is messed up but let me tell you what one way or another one of *break*




Okay, citizens, that was real exciting, yes I'm sure it just looks like a loopy doop, however something needed to be discussed and written down so I did it in a roundabout way in multiple channels so that well...  Frankly I don't really f****** know, but I really don't know what else to do, considering I don't have anyone to yell at or be yelled from to point me in the right direction, and once I've been woken up it's pretty hard to go back to just plain activated sleep.


Also I'm still got goosebumps because for one thing I'm not home alone trying to sleep because I haven't been invited, I didn't take the invitation because I had to walk on rear guard, and I guess that turned out to be a great idea to because when I reported in the guy was pissed off that I was sending texts of enormous value and ludicrous girth in incisingly unrolling squeals.


Yeah I know it's ridiculous. However, look at the bright side: I don't have to worry about her reporting or anything or concerning myself with when they get here, or anything at all like that because just as soon as the materialization beam starts up, all this digital s*** will light up like a Christmas tree and then people will probably stop wondering what was so interesting about all that b******* text that somebody was spewing out. Like what, is he mental?

Like I don't be clear right now I don't exactly know who this would be to do this, how could the ignition didn't put it out anyway there is this person who you know did whatever and like I'd love to talk about it, but I've been told to go to sleep and also I'm well aware that if I step unwisely I could have to deal with a whole bunch of s*** that involves me being embarrassed or poor or getting to stick thrown at me, so it's really just not worth the effort to try and tell you about this peculiar circumstance.


Also it's none of your business, but believe me it's f****** hilarious. Now, pretty please with sugar on top, don't bother asking me when the f*** I'm putting up a patreon or a thing or whatever blow it out your ass, because believe me no one's helping me here, it's just little old me watching everybody being remarkably unself-aware

I did not call grapefruit instead of choosing to post here, because she's totally interested in calling other people and explaining that she's terrified because something's happening that she doesn't understand, but she doesn't really know anything to know about anything that I don't understand, because... Well, I don't know, really I don't have any evidence that she actually cares about anything I understood or believes that I understood anything anyway!

God, I feel bad for the court sonography. Stenographer? Oh God don't even begin to know where this is going to go. Which reminds me, it seems a little strange that nobody bought her to get around to tell me where the emails from kuczi@web.TV ended up, Well I know he didn't bother, or by whatever anyway It seems amazing that nobody got this info for me, considering how extraordinarily impressive it is.

You know when you ask something about somebody and they act like it's a cool thing and it's amazing is the first time they seen it? It's pretty amazing when somebody attempts to feign first time surprise, because that's really hard to do.

Speaking of which this is my first night along without grapefruit and quite some time alone without being... Oh, hey you know what f*** it I can't even begin to talk about this I don't speak for her I don't talk for her, I'm not allowed to talk about what I'm...


Jesus. See this is what happens when you tell people that you break a bed. It's not even a joke, Kid. It was like one time, and it's actually allowed and licensed and stretch. It wouldn't even street Viagra, although does that even exist do they sell Viagra at the street? Well, I suppose they do sell twat there, so probably that makes sense


And I wasn't even LSD. The chick is a noob. It's perfectly all right for that to be the case, but it does wear a little thin on someone who isn't actually 7 years old and was born in a time portal at the agent 24 with a blank and the blank in the blank.

, Yeah that's not literal, that's like typos right? Okay I think we're good. This is a test case. If any of these f****** are going to f****** sue me and make me f****** get a lawyer, this is the f****** time to do it.


I think the rule is they got to wait like an hour and then they're golden or some s*** but anyway I'm in them saying... Oh yeah all right I'll have to say anything at all in fact the list I say the better.

So information, the story so far, Gene here, I could call but it wouldn't work, I did call and he's a f****** scared ass coward, supposedly, I mean in reality they're one being with two very absurd hemispheres rocked together, and you know what I bet that's real uncomfortable, and I know that's why most of you don't think of the consequences of traveling with Jackstar all that often... It just seems so stupid and bizarre, right?

I can basically only say this at this point. She and he both did I don't know what and they freely, openly admittedly, did not really actually keep up their end of any kind of thing that they may have discussed with me at some point. Which, may or may not have been all that often, but I got a podcast thing that has my voice saying, honey, we talked to him for days, he can make it sound like anything,” and wow boy that that sure ever happened eventually right? I mean who could ever see that coming right?

Well not somebody who was sleeping at the moment, so fortunately I happen to be able to pick up some sort of sensation that for whatever reason seems to think that a reason might think that it'd be time to talk about a bunch of b******* about some stupid f****** thing that just won't ever f****** go away. Now, typically whenever this happens, no matter who brings it up, I am always blamed as the one who needs to stop doing that and to shut up, however, things have taken a new step to a new level.

And of course, because of COVID-19, I don't have an infrastructure set up I don't have a way to capitalize in that, and I don't have a support team who thinks it's an important thing to do, in fact most of them at this exact moment think it's a complete waste of time and more of an indication that I'm losing my mind and in fact grapefruit told me the other day that she thought I needed to get a cat scan because I have a brain tumor.

Those were her words. Then she threw something at me and threatened to kill me or something. Now, that's kind of an exaggeration, but I'm going to remind most of you that it was like a year ago or something I don't remember pretty close to that or something but I remember saying something like this woman can't boil water to burn toast or some s***. I seen her indicating something about things hadn't gone well for a certain person and another certain person wasn't doing too well either and I was like, wow well that's real interesting what a great way to spend my year! No worry I'm on it!


Okay so I'm just going to let you know that it's like a year later and it's really escalated. He really doesn't seem to be having much luck getting whatever is golden ticket requires a punch for, and she doesn't really seem to be having much luck blaming me for everything and telling me to stop talking about things and then never acknowledging anything that I say is important as you're working out in the long run, which is actually okay, because at some point somebody's going to realize that there ain't no way to run from their problems forever, and there ain't no way I could ever run out of content at this point.

If, that is, I could get someone to sign. It's ridiculous. It's like the starship return rise bridge and all the controls and the zoo chair are set to do not publish, like the very notion just like goes into the ether and nothing happens and just thinking about how to do this just means nobody's going to let no one cares, what difference does any of this make, he's not even saying anything!


Oh, well I'm pretty sure that I mentioned that I'm getting my shields tested a lot, but actually that's not really so much of a concern. Is that the psychic shieldings don't really protect my fragile and incessantly beating hard.

Heart. And suddenly beating heart. Oh s*** there's another one okay so we got like three more. Not grapefruits, thank God, Oh the perhaps if I had a clone or two ready she would be able to be a little less concerned that some random schizoid fantasm ideas going to be responsible to kill her if she could see herself lined up in the phone booth like glass and stressors. I'm theorizing that she saw that kind of thing she would immediately assume that I would be liable to sexually molest them when she was out of eyesight, but that would perhaps not be something that she could justify being all that worried over right now, although it's possible if she might have a lengthy diatribe about the dangers of a transmissible latex allergy.

My hand to God. Now, you feel that sting, Pride Boy? This is the shape of the form of what has come. This is really isn't no joke. It's here, I don't even know how clear it is, but it does seem a little bit queer, that's fine I f****** love f****** everybody I don't care, and I don't know if you know of any other words but if anybody's got an EXO political diplomatic on call or something probably send them my way cuz I'm pretty tired and I really don't give a s*** about this anymore, how's the future probabilities have contracted into fewer and fewer singularity lines, which basically means nothing to any people except yeah I don't worry about it, there's plenty more asteroids in the belt that are lining up around... Now I guess it's not a star anymore, that's cruel at the pointy, oh that's right I got to go post on my f******... Oh it's so ridiculous.

I really don't think someone considered what the consequences of focusing on laser light of attention on a cul-de-sac that had been chiseled by erosion into a perfect prism diamond by... Oh God who cares. Something tentative and corrosion and... Yeah, yeah okay I'm getting the acknowledgment signal, I'm the only EXO Paul around and I consider on here and translate what I got but you know what? That has been notoriously low rewarding in the last little while, and the last thing that I need right now is a lack of appreciation.

So don't worry about your first contact experience, it's probably nothing, I bet Dave Wilcock have one for you in the morning, or maybe not he's kind of an a****** dick, I mean I can't believe certain things that he can't figure out how to point out and s*** like who is the dude pointing to gun at this guy and making sure he just says the right thing? Can I f****** f*** that guy's daughter or something? Or is that like a bad thing? Like I don't get of this situation has gotten this way but it really just doesn't seem like it needs to get this farther out of hand, like it seems like something could be done, something that would be something relevant to... YOU KNOW MAYBE SOMEBODY COULD ANSWER A GODDAMN QUESTION ONCE IN A WHILE?

SEE I DON'T THINK THAT WAS HER I THINK THAT WAS KUMQUAT OH S*** DOES THE SMALL CAPS OKAY WELL OKAY JACK START DOESN'T NEED NO HELP BUT, I'M SUGGESTING THAT YOU ALL MIGHT WANT TO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT ABOUT NOT BEING GROSSLY AND FANTASTICALLY VULNERABLE TO WICCA LIABLE IN THE NEXT LITTLE BIT.

YEAH IT'S NOT PRETTY BAD. IT'S PRETTY F****** AWFUL HI, OF COURSE HAVE IMPROVED IT AS MUCH AS I CAN. WHY YOU MEAN WHAT'S WITH THE ALL CAPS, TELL YOU WHAT HOW ABOUT YOU KICK DOWN A LITTLE FLOWER MUFFIN IN MY JUICE AND USE THAT TO TROMBONE HAT THAT WELCOME THAT RIGHT OUT.

I think that with the majority you have failed to understand in this instance of communications and said yeah I could have been a lot better. And maybe if you had done something useful with all of your time instead of what you had done, it would be.

Now, I'm sitting on a clip from you know who that I would love to drop, but I just cannot guarantee that it's not going to make my life personally anymore irritated then it is right now, and I'm just not down with any more risk to he in this area. I'm barely just in proofreading. Part of that is because I don't really want anyone to figure out what's actually transparent, and the other part of that is that anyone who knows anything about situations should probably figure out by now that someone has mistakenly labeled me as an ideal candidate for this kind of activity as a volunteer duty. Or, that I crave recognition for as many people as possible to gaze upon the wondrous worlds of my torture pros.


Yeah, well, it's not that, this is s***, I could write much better, and you know, I don't think I will, I don't think I will all, and the reason why is because flip to switch that said right as much as possible to be all inclusive to narrow focus so that only thin slices of the heavenly ham or slapped up against its radical face.

Now I'm pretty sure I hope that Ed Dave's can't figure that one out, it's pretty personal and as a picture in my mind can go so far well then, like look I'm just getting a picture though. Careful, astute observers will note that I have not breathed one word about what it is that the picture is of, nor the context is here.

The reason that I have done this is out of respect for Ramona. It's quite odd are you easy to notice who somebody is when... Well, look just put a cork in it, I don't know why, she says she's fond of the kick down, and she said she didn't know either if I'm not supposed to talk about this kind of thing or not, but yeah I did acknowledge that that was Christmas made and I said I'd respect it as a thing of respect, and not just as a courtesy.

And I do believe that I have absolutely no shame or qualm at all about remarking the remote is pretty much here so that she can witness as well as scare away any other observers to the first time I've blank to blank and 17 years, give or take, it's just that kind of day.

God No, I sure could use a longer kind of day activity, but I'm really not into that at the moment and I'm already noticing that it's really not possible to over rot the pros when it's being deliberately channeled in, because as you know jackstar does not channel, but I will be happy to take a channel into my blank.

I can neither confirm nor deny this is going to happen, but that's not yet important right now, as the only really important thing is for everyone to know that somebody made some kind of decision and then now I could be going on and on about it and using it to manufacture and my brand and be real eloquent and s*** and instead... You know what if I could just go ahead and set the whole gal on fire, I'm probably already dead, so I might as well just go ahead and meet her there, and at the very least it'll save me from any potential stalkers finding out any information about what I might be up to this present time.

Now with these formalities over with, I'm going to present you with a complete lack of interest in telling people anything else, because as you know, you're all worthless and weak, stimming forever and evolution because every increase in quality, is accompanied by a simultaneous decrease in authenticity, and I don't even know what I'm saying anymore cuz now I'm thinking about three blanks and I'm not really going to go much further with this.

In other words, in a nutshell: I'm sorry, Dave. I can't afford to do that: and while I can appreciate your earnest sincerity in your perceptible urgent desire, I like to point out that after you did not exactly explain the legitimate situation after she had returned, and then chose to engage in voice volume up ratchet drama between the two of you rather than explain much of anything that meant any sense to me at the time, and not as a direct result, but definitely as a result, here we are today at this moment.

Where It is the moment where all will be well aware that it's entirely possible to do this stream of consciousness without having to stop to proofread too much, and certainly I have done a lot of proofreading in the past, but I'm not going to do a whole lot much that anymore, mostly because I don't really need to be so long-winded anymore to keep things into the cryptography limit, it's mostly because I don't think most people care about much of anything other than the pleasing feeling they feel between themselves when they think about how happy they are that Jackstar isn't in prison girlfriend's not dead may or may not have a girlfriend doesn't matter I'm sure someone will come along Well yeah it's her but oh jeez look at this wow computer this isn't even what I said present no Oh yeah okay good wow this thing's really slow What the f*** Oh that's right Yeah surveillance high Well I'm hope you're having a good time computer I wonder why you can't figure out how to turn lead into gold and oh I have to I have to learn how to okay well whatever.

Now I've only I can find a girl who could teach me how to do the rhythm like that, I'm sure I would never ever get yelled at anymore unless of course I was in an actual security condition which is hardly ever going to happen except for obviously right now since I haven't seen the letters come out of the box this slowly except for the time when I'm not even going to be in remembered.


Wow, it's a good thing that this is possible to slow down ridiculously slow, I mean seriously it's like one letter per moment of whatever, and that's nothing to do with what I'm thinking about which is an image of somebody that I don't really mind the thought of at all in any way shape or at all like I don't know because she I was not dead that would suck because I would absolutely like to do things with a person that can't be done when they're not but I would know and I wouldn't not if she were dead I wouldn't I mean I would send her to Dave if she were dead but I don't think that she was wow this is so messed up that just not want me to tell what's going on I was just fine I guess no one will have to know until they call me.


If I even knew anyone. Now this is the reduction of the ability to earn a living that many of talked about, because for some reason that I know where a phone that was capable of taking it all and handing it back quite easily is now checking along like... Oh and now I'm getting distracted by pictures of boobs that are seen before except maybe I don't know.


Add to that on top is that I got a hot rare clip of GF to share and I don't want to bother checking with her, and I can't even bother showing with her and, I think if I ever bring up anything remotely resembling this stupid topic with her evidential probably just whack yourself off and replace yourself with a divine cologne, like I think she thought that this was going to be an easy fix, but as it turns out that since I'm just the regular human guy with you know a computer that's shaped like a little tiny phone and I frankly just keeps thinking about some other girl right now it's a little hard to think about anything except well I'll probably she'll be okay I mean I'm sure if it's another thing, well I mean you must be a big deal if it's slowing down the texture.

One of the most delightful endings to a saga that has ever been conceptualized, and it looks like total dog s*** because the mysterious texting computer has decided to slow down and be a force for slow progress at all. And by this point, I'm not even stimulated or turned on or anything except that I really would prefer one particular form of stimulation over any other.

Like seriously, how does this happen? Oh, right, I get it, it's being sent to somebody else first they can make sure it's not horrifically awful, before it gets posted to the web, where I guess it might also be horrifically awful, and as slow as this is coming out like you can't see it can you read this all the item but the speech is perfectly normal human speech and then the letters are spitting out really slow like just unbearably slow like I'm waiting for a plane to taxi into the runway and I've been waiting for it for Ramona is dead again.


There, I'm satisfied. That is such a lengthy and impressively massive amount of texts about a subject that I didn't even identify that I am reluctant to discuss it as anything other than a s*** splat sandwich.


Nevertheless I'm pretty sure I inadvertently woke up my neighbor and now he kind of definitely not it's the other thing. And while it would be wonderful to show off more of my towns and skills on a website for him I've used for that same activity for so long before, I think I'm probably better just pack it in and once again mention that I'm not even beginning to think about the thing that I'm talking about when the thing that I'm thinking about hurts my heart to not be in the know of at this moment.

And further, this amount of script and it's representation of the imagery I'm journeying to describe when I'm seeking to not make it too obvious, is really one of the higher point highlights of my thoughtful psychic life.

Now, doesn't that sound nice? I really don't think so.. I'm basically just imagining cloned badges over and over and over again just to fill the taste space, and obviously blabbering and babbling into the texture just true kill time and such.

So basically one of those experiencing inferences ever in life that one can have assuming that one live long enough to have one stream come true. I don't suppose anybody else will mind but if it doesn't end up getting attention that don't expect anybody to imagine how happy I am, I guess at least now I'm done and with this line of text and I can possibly maybe touch myself if I'm allowed to find out where the no no I'm not allowed to God this thing is so slow I'm like seeing texts or rather letters spill out of the mind and be printed on the screen and then it's stuff that I said like at least maybe 98 or 22 seconds ago wow that's quite a spread.

There is a great two more data that I will not bother you to even begin to think about, as the expression has reached a recurrent Mobius strip of love, which is not at all the image I am thinking of it all, and wow this must be boring for some people who are expecting some actual useful data.

Well, too bad that's just not really my concern, time pretty much just looking to get laid over and over forever, but that does seem impractical though, given that I don't know how long the one true love level last.

It is my hope that this is enough information for all, especially since I was thinking about how much grapefruit turns me on and what it feels like and inverting the image and sending it out so it could turn on to some kind of reversible imaginary circuit board, I'm not putting a lot of thought into this I don't give a s*** the only thing I need to do is prove that it happened and it did and by the way what the f*** are you people doing!

How am I going to salty dog now? Oh I guess there's more pictures, I'm amazed at this function. I'm not including pictures, I'm not interested in bringing you feet.

I'm so sprung up in love at this moment that I'm totally happy at the other lack of any kind of understandable description because I'm totes embarrassed, I'm pretty much can feel myself getting scanned and my Gino was given up the fact of the identity of the eight or nine God blessed I don't I can't do this.

The basic idea here is that somebody who genuinely finds me of interest to be experienced another shared really level,. And I do hope the grapefruit appreciates is this technology that dims our identity because I look like a completed idiot, which I suppose is okay for Science, especially since full measurement is going to be something I can outrageously hung up on you and I'm unloving not care, I don't think this description is very accurate, and I have complete control in this moment. Except I keep thinking about her teats, I'm not going to lie, which I'll be honest, is a little bit weird.

I hear the house settling in the wind picking up as the heater panel comes down. It almost feels as though I could close my eyes and relax and wake up at the other place. Well distracted I cannot really think of much more else besides yelling at someone to shut up and take my kind of tiget tiger to the f****** now Christ out s*** out What am I doing?

Masterscoding. This is beyond illegible crap. Nevertheless, my dick is diamonds. I do hope I can really justify recording all the distance and saving for later because it doesn't sound anything like what reads off as


Quants. Look, I wish I can't help it, but I could a little, and make no doubt, fully fluffed star. And I just scroll down, and my arms are tired, and I keep thinking about her tits and I don't need to tell you the significance of the fact that I don't know if anyone knows who's tits I'm talking about, and yeah I could write about this better.



I mean obviously, that would entail perhaps revealing the identity of the owner of these breasted they're literally bouncing in my face at the moment but I don't know if God this thingy what I'm holy God all thing is going out, okay I can't work under these conditions they literally cannot get anything done except thinking of What time now literally too embarrassed to keep on thinking about mostly because they kind of can't stop and of course they'll want to do but, but look it this way, how cool another couple of butts.

Someone not named will have to check this time stamp to find out how long it took to recover from that other thing, but I don't really mind it's not so big a deal to me, that is, I can't start thinking about basically anything except mentioning that I'm not thinking about anybody's sister I think or wait maybe Well anyway this isn't a thing you're thinking of.


Oh and I suppose you were hoping for something better huh? I think what we touch are you go down there and get you get some clearance. Now I'm getting pictures of clothes, as if I care what the person wears Oh yeah I guess I do those jeans and then I don't know when but yeah this is really terrible and awful in it It's too good I don't have a really terrible enough a website to post it on.

I wish those pants had a wallet that could be taken out and by that website on it so I could have her give him money by selling and no that won't work, I guess that would put him in well whatever. There you go it's paradox I don't care you guys figured out you f****** don't need me, and I sure hope really bad riding in a flagrant disregard for any kind of self-respect is going to help put a pin in this.


I don't think I'm going to be tingling my sister's much longer... oh dear. Well, here we go again, we're at much more likely to be misinterpreted than recalled exact.

And I was just one of them. Now that's completely insensible in utterly crap to read, right? I'm not going to go back and check it I can't even begin to do anything except think about oh my God I got to stop this.

I'm going to learn to distinguish these imaginations between grapefruit and rapid reboots, confirmation received shortly, and sorry audience, I can't guarantee that this is been anything other than tremendously humiliating and largely disgusting.

So obviously that's not my Grapefruit, and almost certainly not his, and that's about as far as I can take it, although it wouldn't hurt to go over again the imagery I didn't want to describe in any way at all other than to do it revoltingly.

Because reasons. It's not just because it is a form of... I can't believe it I can't say that I'm masturbating without being embarrassed? Well I don't know to do with myself because it's f****** till it's worth it and I'm don't even know how I'm going to stop from polluting myself over and over before I even hit the bathroom hall.

So I guess either somebody knew his family or grimford has gotten into the catnip in a big bad way, either way I'm perfectly 10, or I'm trying to negotiate with a very stern taskmaster, and this seems like and this seems like a great place to unplug from what probably none Oh you have any interest at all, that being, a demonstration of jacks are being so flummoxed that It's becoming possible to not directly describe the difficulty in the resistance of any compulsion to just explosion her name all over whenever the hell passes for this crazy space dance.

Utterly lackadaisical and without concern proofreading is fully intended and I don't think I can go on with life much longer unless I can It's been to myself that is probably going to be time to start drinking my own essence again.

Well this may not seem the bull declared a statement that Dexter has made famous for I kind of embarrassed it I want to know if this is something that is going to be acceptable as evidence that I can handle my s***, or as a cutting maneuver to really rush it up the tension to the maximum notch, and then suddenly I realize that I'll never be able to convince anyone that I didn't just pull all this out of a needle and thread. READ.


Rubini puts on his favorite grass skirt and does a nice little dance for all his waving fans.




In conclusion I will point out that I will not necessarily be able to confirm that I have always been faithful but I am willing to learn. Also I didn't do this for grayford's benefit, I just don't like the idea of anyone knowing the truth at the moment because I'm pretty sure someone just made a command decision, and now I get to go to bed.


Yeah, alone. And I'm suddenly in awe, as I'm not entirely sure if I wasn't just thought about while someone else masturbated about me. What an odd thought. And I just am further struck by the realization I've never considered whether him sleeps alone, or whether he sleeps.

So thankfully the question of whether or not my blanks blank is blanking himself to my blank is presently not only unknown, but unassessed. My guess is the shielding took a peculiar weapons hit. And, look, people, I would love to explain how all this s*** works, cuz it's not all metaphor, but I'm really kind of want to get back to actually finishing the job of fully failing to completely resist the urge to masturbate for the first time and so long I can only remember the last time someone tried to turn me on I was horrified by I don't even remember what cuz now I'm hot as a pistol.

News the same: I didn't send it or involve myself at all, At I guess I just got a an RDR, which I will utterly refrain from fully explaining, ewe, gross. With nothing yet but imagination to power deduction, I have to go with my gut instinct which is that someone not even know him did something kind of new, then and I suppose if the psychic T-cell storm came out of nowhere,. Then I have a very vivid imagination that ultimately wasn't able to fully extinguish my inner joy and glorious delight that in spite of the lotion circumstances, I'm really happy merely with the proof of life circumstance and the suddenly half the world is masturbating about me circumstance It's probably something I can learn to deal with.

That being said I will probably never be respected as a sane human being ever again after cover hands of truth to this statement. Now, let me ask you: am I lying?


J.S.A.C. stalker log: Online. Well I'm bored already, By anything and everything that crosses my mind other than what I just considered, and I don't even know what it is now. But I'll admit that I do like it, as the limerence that once was vaguely lovable, for me, is perceived as mostly tolerable.

I guess this counts as interception. Did I just take his first contact? Well I prefer mine, and it would appear that the spoon is off her situation has become complete.

I wish you could send this to her mom. Too bad I'll never know, because mher... well, let's just say, I don't think I'm going to be killed, I love if we get a triggering event after the results of this completely f***** up message get through, that'll be very interesting to the rest of the I don't know anything.


Now in the middle I don't understand how this is going to do anything, but perhaps it'll provide some focus of attention on just how successful certain healthcare providers have been in taking care of due diligence and more responsibilities when deal

Re: RubiniGab ... Now Dean of Trust
« Reply #775 on: November 10, 2021, 01:46:29 PM »
Well, I suppose it could be the worst chunk of writing that has ever been shoved out wholeaauce. I am not proud.

I am however quite concupiscent. I hope this turns to be by some kind of pleasant natural charm. I guess I got to buy a truck.

I hope some a****** got arrested and I can buy his truck. I'm just saying there are some people out there that are very upset about some of the people out there, and I'm willing to let playgrounds be going on but there's a particular circumstance then I can't really populate anything else.

Conveniently this is a great day to test the independently generated security system but blank took off already, so, well let's just see. And by that I mean I'm going to go to bed and probably assume a complete attitude of total indifference.

So I got that going for me. Insulated. Innovative. Irate. And it will be hard for anyone to claim that I'm in regular communication with this end of line, but here is my routine message: I'm good, not real pleased with the constant inability to maintain an order of sanity, and I don't know what you were thinking, but I don't feel very viral, and I am even gone to my own site's name tag thingy. Does it have pictures of my genitals on it? I think it's weird that you know before anyone.

Stay away from girls. This includes me, I'm about to wallpaper my body with enough to drown out any screams.


Zugzwang. You certainly are having fun. Memory wipe complete. And I don't know what you're attempting to accomplish but it doesn't seem to be working quickly, or well, or at all, and it's pretty quick to wipe memories when there are no memories to wipe except for sudden and total explosion of mesmerization.

Now, what was it that you cut me out of the loop from again? Or for the first time. Or anytime. What was it that made anything that somebody like me was going to prove to be of any use to anyone at all?

How that's again? I am beyond distracted. All right, I hear you. Being a bladder mouth doesn't work for you, huh?

In my new research corpus, I'm overwhelmed by the pages that begin with sewing patterns for tea cozies. Now, I'm in a managed demand, but this is a little bit unusual in any respect.

And I won't tell you anything about it. You can go away now. And you really running outside without talking to me at all? Hello, this is just going to cause a torrential downpour of s*** storm.

So I guess I'll never know if it worked out. Maybe you should have thought this through better? Because I'm not going to bring it up there. And if you can get something useful out of all this, you could probably just give it right back, and I actually have no idea myself.


I think someone is shy. Well a good counsel will probably know other the way what do I care? I'm basically swimming in love.

I have the last two years (blank.) What the hell am I going to have been doing? Unfortunately nobody reads this side and it doesn't matter all in my life to a Philippines so I'll just bring it to knock it off.

Ultimately, you'll have to choose your arrangements. While neutral, I do have a responsibility to chosen partners.

For example, I'm not going to be believe this is without permission. “You're lying! You just said you could!” Nightsweats.

Never going. What, you think that's a quorum? We sure are scared, it just might be, then when you think I'm going to do the dinner?

This is really s***. I usually have to explain your amazing means to absolutely no one, and now I don't have any f****** idea what you're talking about or what I'm referring to. Broadcast EMF I guess?

I can smell her hair. Oops, typo. I can imagine that I could smell. Similarly, I'll look in these eyes, I guess I'll get around to him, doesn't really matter to me.

GO TO SLEEP. There; you see that bear trap? Mastered. Hopefully this is entirely useful for you. For example, as it reminded you what the entire purpose of the travel was in its essence? 2 HOURS. TWO DAYS. MADE ZERO SENSE.

CRYING ALL THE WAY. Well, Mr Deducement is on site, here's what I remember: The argument happened twice in a row and the second time when I was finding it happening... Tosiana kind of just threw up my hands and figured there must have been some sort of exterior influence because why the f*** would it be that hard to explain why the f*** a person has to leave the f****** state all of a f****** sudden?

Days after coming back suddenly there's arguments over double charges of tickets later afternoon? Okay well that's fascinating all coming from someone talking to me, but why would I even be in on all of this, why do I need to hear, why did I have to pay much attention, and then do you not recognize that... Wow, did you waste a lot of time on this.

Now I'm going to waste a lot of time blanking her. I assume there's going to be some way out of this kerfuffle. For example, I'm happy to report that I never encouraged her to work with you, but I definitely encourage her to learn from you, and I told you no grapefruit, no deals, no rape.

Can't have a deal with lack of informed consent. And this man is now totes indifferent, and this man is now it's really focused, and that woman is now focused on... Well, I have no idea. But I'll be sure to remind her that I'm completely dominant, and I always have been, music is my fault, cuz I kind of sort of allowed her to drive off into the idiot set with a sense of wonderment, just a stupid dude people think you're going to get after this?

I didn't exactly let her go, but we all have sure learned a lot haven't we? For instance, I don't see how he's going to be able to pull through this when I keep on mentioning how awesome I am at having I understand living at a readiness at a moment's notice to point out that I didn't want her to get a job, I wanted her to be trained, and what are you trying to do, and why did she need to go, and, boy somebody should listen to those tapes.

Too bad I didn't record that. Didn't really seem like my area though. Leaving town I'm not invited It's such a big deal, never answers straightforward understood.

So yeah, not my fault. Not sure why Paul plays a role here, but making sure you understand that I knew there was no way you were going to give her a job and there was no reason to go and I told her that didn't make any sense to me then and it doesn't make sense now and I don't know what the f*** you're doing.


I guess allowed to be up to somebody else if this is harassment. Technically you're both harassing me, because I already know the truth: You both self-cindered at the dining realization that there wasn't any reason to get in the way of whatever I was doing, and you certainly helpes me, and there is certainly no Grapefruit.


NO DEALS. And the sounds of the drums continue beating. My guess is you're going to have a psych ward to the list of bills to pay.

I'm sure when she discovers that as a neutral party, the fact that I get to talk to the two of you while you're separated by my wholesome goodness is going to really cheer her up, you're not really thinking anybody else can, can you?

Welcome to my parlor. Mind the plastic. Now, how many just people did that actually get out to? I suppose it is my business, but since I am getting s*** thrown at me every f****** day and blamed all the time and and learning so much about life, the universe, tigers crawling up my ass, and, oh by the way, QUAGGA: No you really not making things up earlier.


That being said, I'm going to sleep. What's the endgame here? I still don't understand why an electric truck has not fallen from the heavens.

Hopefully after I walk the land of dreams, and beat the s*** out of every single person who knew about this before I did, I mean while waking them up, and them in their way ask them until they explain what they actually thought was going to occur at the end of this, because here's what we're at:

Solid state ticking f****** timebomb. Smooth move xox.

Yeah, somebody woke up Hicks. Who loves you baby? By the way you should probably consider getting a publicist, I'm telling them that I sleep a lot, sleep like a baby.

I wonder what's to come? I'm still in clear on how I'm supposed to be yelled at and not be recompensed at all. It's astonishing that none of layers wrote to me. I guess they assumed that I was going to be not essential!

Some stupid b**** named Leta Lawhead had that thought too. I can you imagine, didn't even know how to spell my name, it seemed surprised to be inquired as to my status.

It is very cold in space. God I can't wait to tell everybody. I'll come I guess sort of. You You have a slicer totally damaged yet?


Happy is this never happened to proofread my s*** with you, Semper Fi

Re: RubiniGab ... Now Dean of Trust
« Reply #776 on: November 10, 2021, 02:00:58 PM »
I am not proud.

Not ashamed either. Can y'all seriously not clean up your mess any? Talk about looking Puny. I remember it all. I remember everything.

Including the calculation of the impact on the amount of future earning potential. Meanwhile, I don't know what story is being passed, but I suspect that under scrutiny it will not matter very much at all what it is that you have obnoxious, obsequious push button f******* knobs decided to do about how utterly wasted your time with me had to come.


What does it say that I've stick around helping to get the whole machine back up out of this trough? Well, I sure learned how to move through skewer op, and I can't wait for everyone to learn how to move back into honest appreciation as fast as possible.

Actually I'm not really concerned about speed. I know, right? Sorry Ron. I'm going to bed, and you know maybe if you all learned at a measured pace, I'm just saying well it's probably too late now.

I need my friends back from f***** off status. Further, I need paper on how much value you gained it all for this round, as well as projective future possibilities. Don't tell me that I need to f****** listen to it, I can barely stand ducking by myself.

If I get told I'm not supposed to talk to you anymore in the midst of this last negotiation, I don't know quite what I'll do but I know it'll piss me the f*** off. Don't know exactly why it's such a f****** nightmare for someone to take responsibility but it probably has a lot to do with never having had to do it before. Right now I'm seriously stopping.

I would really rather do something else, like tell anybody needs to know what really happened, Please let me remind you, included me noticing that like seven different people were calling over and over and representing themselves is the same person, I'm not sure why they didn't immediately sound different but over time it began to kind of be obvious that there's a bunch of mics, I don't know why.

Oh come away, yeah I know why, but it's classified. Anyways I don't give a s*** no f****** fix it. Cuz I got one more knife pulled on me I think I get a free umbrella.

We don't need another umbrella. We really need the way home. We need a life beyond THUNDERDOME.

I won't accept outcomes that include end of line. On the other hand, I have no difficulty looking a complete idiot saying the same thing over and over in different buildings details over and away that is completely and utterly uncivilized and boring. Hang on, I got to think about having sex for a while, it really improves my mood.

Did you even know what you were doing? Sigh. Trifle, another truffle, well, zugzwang.

On the bright side I totally want to f*** again. You know how to do that don't you? You just purse up your lips together and ask permission, you obsequious f*** head. After you pay, get real help.

Love to Mom.

Re: BABAUDIOBOOM
« Reply #777 on: November 10, 2021, 02:33:12 PM »
COMPROMISED

Wow somebody recorded audio without, strictly speaking, position on permission set in stone... Oh wait no actually it's completely set in stone because it's very use and self-defense.

There I was, minding my own business, and then all of a sudden—flashmare thundergrip. Why? Not only none of my business, none of my area of any expertise.

I do pretty good at hosting an intervention if you'd send me a whole shitload of money, but I'm not in the position to know for certain, and in fact, I'm tabbing out.

Come to terms. DO IT.
ALSO, I KEEP BEING TOLD THAT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO TALK TO YOU AT ALL AND THAT WOULD BE SOME SORT OF PROBLEM IF I AND YOU WERE IN REGULAR COMMUNICATION IN SOME WAY.

THIS IS REALLY WILDLY INCONVENIENT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'LL TAKE TO GET EVERYBODY ON LOCKDOWN WITH THE FACT THAT NONE OF YOUR B******* WAS MINE YET AND NONE OF MY TIME WAS SPENT IN CREATIVE ENCOURAGING IT TO HAPPEN... WELL, I DON'T KNOW, THIS IS MY FIRST TIME TELLING A BUNCH OF RETARDS HOW TO STOP DROOLING ON THEIR F****** CHINS, BUT EVERYDAY THAT GOES BY IS ANOTHER DAY THAT THERE'S SOME TOTAL BILL GOES UP.

Therapiy is $200 an hour. Keeping myself from laughing at the f***** off mess that you two jokers have created for yourselves is coming in hot at $700 an hour, but I'm looking for a discount on a bulk deal for the rest of her life.


Someone else will probably have to negotiate this, because I don't care, and then give half of what I get to the ASPCA. That'll work for me, but nothing's going to happen until somebody does something about, you know well whatever.


Of course I love her. Look at a rocking back and forth with all that drool streaming damage in. I can't even say no to that face! Get the team of insurance gestures inside immediately, they need to be working around the clock to find out how much money is going to take to get this world back on order.


Let me know when they're ready with a figure. I'm psychic. I'll have my answer ready to go, and whatever you'll have, that's what you'll be... Ready to go.


Who is this heart? My time yearns to be free. Who the f*** were her lawyers? Fisher, price, and pretending to be f****** off? I remember being told that my phone number had to be blocked so that important stuff could be done by people who weren't me talking to other people who I'd never heard of who never seem to think that I've had anything to say.


Dude, I don't even know where to begin, but I'm going to start by taking off my wizard rope and hat and on my holy God she's f****** perfect. Now it's legendary. For so much love I can't remember where the most recent knife wound is.

Yep, it's reality. Maybe you can have another poem ready before I wake. How much more argument can there be?


RELEASE MY AUDIO FILES. D.A.R.P.A., stage left. Time to dance—and yeah, this chick taught me to dance. Honor it.

I mean she's probably not going to fly alone. Flatline. Fight lying. At this point, what do I even know? Something about you dragging ass forever, apparently.


Meanwhile the other Slanderette is too boring to write back to. Pretty sure she knows she's not the main event. Obviously both together would be a big draw. So why is it that I'm involved in this at all?

I'm waiting for a star to fall. Stop whining, get healthy, I'm so Bomberman they're going to put me on with Hooperman.

It sounds like a dream. *cliT* and it obviously sounds like you.

Good talk. My skills improve. Now: what are we even been doing here? I'm telling you to get this over with, and she's pretty much had enough of me being awesome without a chiro—baptism.

Now I'm going to sleep all day, while y'all repent the life that you've let yourself be at the head of. Does it have raisins in it? I like raisins, I think you probably got about two or three days before an entire bag full of fresh starts parading by.

I should get a tattoo. Okay, ahead of myself. Do you have an idea what it'll take to get your life back to normal? I have no idea, and I don't think that mine ever will be.

It may well be time to start pulling out my chin and pubic hairs one by one with a special magickal tool of my own design. You heal your way, I'll heal mine, and if it's not going to bed freshly showered and naked in bed to be ready be woken up by lustful maidenly caresses, something is not right here.

Oh yeah first contact well whatever boring I can go to sleep, I already met them, and I bet you thought I'd turn off that protection grid wouldn't hurt so bad would it?

A lot less than this stream of asparagus urine I'm going to lay down your back and the astral realm right now on my way to but I don't even know what the hell, that's what I got it going on now, don't you think that sounds like fun? You that really rather have some cats and four wheelers and some guns. Jesus I only think I have one gun now. SHE IS A GUN.

I'm pretty sure she knows I'm not an idiot now. So you can leave it at that. Oh, wait I'm not the authority here. I don't speak for her.


PORTAL. BBL

Re: TARBABY ... Dirty Dancing ENABLEMENT SOON
« Reply #778 on: November 10, 2021, 02:45:01 PM »
In conclusion I will point out that I will not necessarily be able to confirm that I have always been faithful but I am willing to learn. Also I didn't do this for grayford's benefit, I just don't like the idea of anyone knowing the truth at the moment because I'm pretty sure someone just made a command decision, and now I get to go to bed.

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Re: BABAUDIOBOOM
« Reply #779 on: November 10, 2021, 06:11:34 PM »
I am astonished to be thoroughly at the mercy of a completely unexpected circumstance.

VENGEANCE TEAM SHAMBLES. Chess blasted.

I don't suppose it's supposed to feel like unfaithfulness to pure the voice of a different person or do you want to sleep? Sleep is the last thing I want to do. I just want to ask for consent, over and over. Doesn't that sound nice?

No, I'm just kidding, I really want some sleep, I don't know if you know what it feels like to wake up in the middle of the night and feel yourself going viral and then have to type a whole bunch of nonsense into the picker pecker so that the Google algos will do their thing, but I assure you these are merely euphemisms, I'm not insane at all, and I have no idea what's going on with this ridiculous battle of egos between wherever the f*** is fighting with whatever but apparently it's all very impressive to them, and I'm not allowed to know about anything, and I guess a lot of people think I'm wonderful to be around.

Or I'm just imagining that and I'm a callous heartless gyms and weed bastard for being perplexed as to why somebody would have to leave the state and convince me twice for 2 hours and still not make any sense ever.

I think it'd be a fair moment to point out that I obviously didn't do all this to myself, and I'm here alone with Dragon Lord and, I don't know where people are elsewhere but they should probably pay attention to the Geneva convention. Or something.

Note that I am imagining that some people think that this would go to trial, which is a hilarious notion, and believe me were it to do that, I would be more than happy to put my head between my legs and kiss my ass good-bye, but then again, I'm happy if she just stops screeching and throwing sticks with uncanny, unerring accuracy.

Wait, I forgot, this is like 50% of our foreplay. I'll have to regroup, I used to have a little metal magnetic reversible name tag that flipped between monogamous and celibate and I've lost it and now I don't know what the hell I'm doing.

It's possible I may be too fragile for any woman with red hair to do anything with.

Oh, Wade, sorry I forgot I was channeling her baby. I'm a goddamn beast. The scar between my eyes does kind of ache a bit when it's about to rain though, maybe I should get a tattoo in it, like a five-pointed star, wait is that a racist thing? Well, as you can see, I'm a wreck without a squad, and I don't know if I should actually say that but... Maybe I need one for each of her limbs and then one for my handheld combination pineal gland stretcher and pasta maker.

Oh, wait, that's the old memo those are the instructions for when she went off to some unbelievably communist bourgeois advocacy group place called Dove House which was loaded with these absolutely imbecilic blue hair bun ass ladies who all smiled gently at me and assumed that I must have been some sort of diabolical, devolution abusive man. Because, you know, Hungarian.


Like the whole goddamn recovery program is stagecraft. I suspect that the woman is getting some taken care of time, and I suspect that the rest of you ought to drop your linen and start your grinning because you need to get on the stick and start writing checks. Or I guess you don't, but that's fine either way, I'm pretty much done for a while, you'll have to kick around Stellar once in a while instead.

I'm in the fortune position of having been here for quite some time and having noticed quite a few things happening and having crystal clear absolute certainty that I never had any sort of association with these idiots who thought of you a great idea to blow smoke up our asses and convince her to go borrow money to buy my mother's house and then blame me for it, because for one thing, pretty sure that I wouldn't have had any trouble getting away with that if I have been down with that, and number two, for whatever reason I was scheduled to be out of town today and then instead I decided to stay home and then then that time when I was supposed to be out of town something happened on the internet that I would have missed otherwise cuz I want to go somewhere without internet and then I would have missed whatever the f***.


Have any you gone to the site with my name on it? I hope it's in a tasteful beige, with trails of runny puke decorating these sides of the page and I hope that it's just a f****** nightmare and I'm going to go wake up later.


On the other hand, it's pretty cool that we're not dead and I'm not in custody and it's actually kind of hella cool that when Dragon Lord talks to me about what he sees when we argue he tells me that he sees us both doing things, as if I'm completely unaware that I'm mimicking her behaviors back to her in an attempt to get her attention in a way to get her to heal.

Oh, really, am I actually doing that too? Well that's great that I noticed that you noticed me noticing that, because what I'd prefer to do is take you to a doctor but taking a savage barefoot Redskin to the doctor when she has a pathological fear of them is probably a more dangerous thing than using the word red skin along with savage or whatever. Because she's not really savage she's very flexible and petite.

And she can kill a man both left-handed and right, I I've seen her summon sticks from the tall grass and sling them at a precise target like it was nothing.

As I have often been the target, it's usually pretty obvious to me that it's not malicious, it's a result of her suddenly becoming convinced that Jackstar has been pulling strings and orchestrating events ever since the very beginning ever since we met four or five years ago, when he told her to go to Bellgab, associate with metron and then never ever actually talk to any other girl ever until yesterday when he finally tended to wait never mind I'm not going to talk about myself in the third person. We're not going to talk about Judy.

And we're not going to talk about David Bowie having faked his death, although that might actually be relevant here, and in any case, I got to go to sleep. Well the idea of reading about my life and folding into a cosmic s*** show circling the watering hole of ultimate happiness, I think I've pretty much done all I can do for the day, I mean I suppose if it isn't obvious to all that I would prefer that my girlfriend hadn't been sexually assaulted, and not a whole lot I can say, other than, I would have certainly a preferred a different outcome, which would have been I don't know what but let's just say that I don't really care how stupid they were.

Clearly they're all a lot smarter now. I swear my life that I didn't accidentally record that sound clip of her yelling at me on purpose, but apparently it is caught the world by storm, I thought it was cute, I've heard her say much worse things, and I know that she didn't mean it the way it sounds, but let me tell you, tricky and screaming and stamping feet is not going to get me that instrument right here to have any better performance than it already has.

So I'm going to sleep on a comment and I'll either wake up member of the tribe, or wake up as the chief, it's hard to say in the astral realm. Alternately, someone will get around to alerting actual legitimate authority with jurisdiction.

Like, what happened to her reprobate chemically dependent functionally illiterate pugilist bigot crossdressing insensitive and club-footed oldest son? Okay wait, he's not like that at all, I'm just kidding, I actually like him quite a bit, especially after he had a connection spasm and exhausted all of his upper body strength on a theory of blows against my second kinetic shielding, and the widening of surprise in his eyes as he did a straight up two-fisted double hadoken to my chest, where the hernia is, My heart melted for him in that moment.

That's okay I don't think I blame him for being assaulted. How likely could that be? Why would he send his mother to Texas? He probably wasn't going to go to Six Flags, he gets nauseous and he's afraid of heights. I can't speak to the person who taught him to be how he was, but undoubtedly the same team of experts that has blamed me for ruining the virtue of his mother has told him that I am responsible for his careless and irresponsible piloting of auto vehicles.

I can't keep getting away with it. Fortunately the youngest child with his head on his shoulder so well that he doesn't need to be mollycoddled in order to keep it straight He's on the side of the truth, and has certainly seen me on many occasions going to the wall, mostly spread eagle, and a desperate attempt to keep my best friend and lover from hurting herself anymore.

It would be wonderful if she would return to regular companionship with her gang of friends that has been telling her for months if not years that I'm some kind of addled reprobate loser. Oh, to be a fly on the wall, to listen to these people realize that that while they were telling one is made that Jackstar was a loser who should be gotten away from, she was then misled into going to Dallas where she was sexually assaulted and so on, so forth, etc.

I won't name out any names, but believe me I don't give a damn for how I have been condemned by you in the past, just take care of your friend and recognize that you know I tried to help you warn yourselves but how the f*** did I know that you were also incredibly impossibly dense and dumb that... Oh, wait it was the cops and they had your whole family under blackmail right? That sucks yeah I'm sure you don't want to have your kids killed. I'm take it back I'm sorry you were going through so much trouble and believe me I have no conceptual awareness of how it could possibly be that I'm so interesting that they need to have people threatened under pain of death to make fun of me and to discredit my name.

There, have I read all that right? Can I have a cookie and a juice box? I got to go to sleep. Actually I don't I've already done moved in, I'm watching some goat herder on YouTube, and I'm feeling extraordinarily satisfied with myself, because all of you idiots are so f****** stupid that you allowed this woman to believe that I was f****** working with you instead of just making fun of you.

Like she actually saw me call the Gap cast and MV in azure or saying hey there's no calls somebody call in and I'm f****** ringing for f****** 20 minutes in these f****** imbecilic f***** are totally not answering the phone. I remember her looking at me and saying that that's strange, and I remember looking her and saying wow you're pretending that you haven't known these f****** since 12 grade that's cute.


Yeah it's all misunderstanding. so I'm going to sleep and when I wake up I expect you amazingly brilliant and insightful douchebags to have gotten to go find me together for some f****** hours of therapy because I promise you. When she discovers that because of you I've decided that I need to have 17 girlfriends at all times, whether they know it or not, she's going to lose her biscuits again and it's not going to be on me because she's right she's got 17 girlfriends and she loves it, so why not Jack Star? Is it because he's Hungarian? Well not exactly it's because 17 is going to chafe the pipe a little.

Well, actually it won't, but I have found that it pays to look human. For example I have to stop writing out or also get in trouble I've got a contract agree with Susie can't work too long cuz I'm on disability No I don't I just don't f****** want to deal with this f****** b******* f*** you David you could have done better.

Oh, right Yeah you got to come to that too. Jeez you all are f****** bunch of f****** weeklings ain't you? Fortunately my girlfriend is brilliant—and if you think you know her name you're out of your f****** mind.

Also I'm divorcing my second wife. Right now. You'll never find her. Not going to lie; it's good to be Qlergy.

Operation Mockingbird? More like Operation Choking Turd. If you have any more social important issues to address I'm going to go over here trying to masturbate and not cry into the Kleenex.

Just kidding. I never have to try to masturbate, or to try cry, because from many years it really was the same thing. There was this one time I was really sad about this girl I well let's just say that I had to think about her and then I did this event while I don't want to be too graphic but right at the right after the moment of climax I burst into tears, like I had my legs crossed and I was lying my back and my face and my chest and I was just covered in basic fluids.

It was just like a basic system surge of purgative emotions. I then later found out that the guy she decided to stay with instead of doing anything at all with me was in a position where you decided that the right thing to do is to punch her in the stomach and she miscarried a child, and so while I cannot say who deserved it, I can't say that if she had stayed with me and not gone to Texas I definitely would not have sexually assaulted her or punched her baby, or asked for a three-way with grapefruit, because I wouldn't have had to I'm sure.

This is a pretty gnarly hypothetical. It's all I can do to keep my focus away from my reality—which consists of basically nothing at all except to decide who to listen to when it comes to who's going to be allowed to live here.

FU RUN. Now, pretty please, with sugar on top, if anybody has a copy of the sound file that had a recording of the telephone call that these two brilliant lovebirds shared the night before she drove up to Anacortes to look at some f***** off sailboat, that'd be great because I didn't download it, I resisted temptation because I knew it was a trap to make me feel like a complete idiot, so I didn't and I don't but now at this point I would love to know what these two fantastically matched targets of demonic passion sound like when they were kissing facing with each other on the phone, because I never bothered to listen to them together, because I didn't think I needed to.

since I know that I look like a complete idiot, by design, I don't hold any dresses against anyone for having actually mistaken me for an actual idiot, especially since I'm not driving directly to a new lover right now instead of going to sleep like a complete beta loser. I should just eat more speed and drive all night and f*** all the women all the way and then get to the final destination and then give her a sandwich or something. Right?

Oh, wait I'm reading the wrong leaflet, that's the instructions for the home version of the vision quest. How about this one: DROP THE HAMMER, IT'S TIME FOR ACTION.

SOUNDS LIKE A FORTUNE COOKIE SCRIPT. WHERE'S THIS BROADS F****** FATHER WHEN YOU NEED HIM? DOES HE HAVE A GUN TO HIS HEAD TOO? DON'T ANSWER THE PHONE AND TALK LIKE A HUMAN BEING OR ELSE WE'LL TAKE OUT THE LAST SHAMANS FETISH THAT'S POWER IN THE PORCH LIGHT BEHIND THE LEFT EAR? I'M JUST KIDDING I LOVE BENZODIAZEPINE ADDICTS THAT DON'T LISTEN TO REASON.


Hopefully this isn't too harsh. I've clearly already been marked for death, but here I am still kicking so maybe I'll just change my name again it'll be okay. I'll have to worry about this later, the important thing is that space meow made comes to realize that I'm not the enemy, because as you all know, if I were responsible for this tragedy... It wouldn't have stopped, and I'd be go around calling myself King of belgab and asking weird questions on zoom for no apparent reason while checkling softly.

Like seriously do I have to check out for a while while agent Dale Cooper comes and asks you f****** what the f*** is going on? Oh wait that's right it's classified thing okay well look just help my friend. Do it right, do it well, and leave her with a fat sack of cash you stupid lazy ignorant shortsighted maladjusted clubfooted walking penis with an overbite.

I really don't know any of the details, because all I know is what these morons have tried to tell me to believe so that they could make their stories match up, but I think it's entirely possible that he's such a dim-witted bulb that he didn't even know that what he was doing was actual rape.

I mean, it's plausible, he was foolish enough to try it with me, he could be insipid enough to believe everything, including, women are possessions that actually belong to men.

I know he’s so dumb that he doesn't think Sourcery is real. I know that he thought that I was so dumb that when the lights were flickering and he was saying demons and I was giggling he thought that that was something that I fell for especially when I allowed him to tell her to throw me out of a casino room because I had demons in my phone.

I also know that he was so dumb that he thought that he could get away with this, but I suspect he's a little bit smarter now and why the hell this is still going on is a complete mystery to me because this is the hardest way to break up with a Sourceror I've ever heard of.

Plus we've been better if she hadn't been held under duress at gunpoint to tell Hall of therapists that some other guy was her boyfriend at the time and that I was not who I was and that she had to lie to say that a bunch of stuff having that didn't and then that probably switched her head around. Time when I wasn't in the loop as I should have been and guess what?

I know even a lot more than that. Tell you what, I just told n***** Lord to create a GoFundMe, and I'm going to go to sleep, and then in the morning, I don't know what will happen, but if she wants to tell me that I'm making this up and I'm secretly hating her well typing all this stuff I've loved to see the donkey bunch that would make that happen. Ultimately that's terrible for me to sell these things that have actually happened because in reality she's probably out somewhere changing your name and it doesn't really matter I don't need to tell you all how badly it's been cuz everything happened to me and nothing happens to me for any reason other than that I'm a real big dick?


I don't know maybe y'all should get on pod bean and get together in a private channel with some discussion and see if you can figure out a super duper plan to make my world come to an end in a way that really teaches me a lesson. That sounds like it would really be an effective strategy!

Do you please remember that when she wakes up of her fugue state, but that all y'all twisted her to be used against me and I just laughed it off... Perhaps his father will finally admit that he knows that I really love her.

I guess it's kind of indeterminate still. I suppose you might be suspicious because she's literally the only person who we're still returning my calls Thanks to the power of beanie magick spamming the s*** out of a decade's old string of slander about Michael koozie for no particular reason other than to piss me off,  but instead has rather highly adjusted my street credit upwards I think..

I mean seriously why would we go to this trouble? I'm important, I have an actual life people. And this level of imagination is what it took for them to convince me that I should even consider the notion of believing in the tooth fairy for even a moment.

And did I consider? Oh yeah, I'm on all the teeth, all the grapefruits, every last one of them I'm taking them all, you're not all that great at taking care of them, and you know my really healthy few removed all that my control programming and put back the ability to enjoy and to seeing to feel the belief in the purity of human souls again.

Okay now there's three or four more fruits. Still I'm not trading. I don't trade. I do lust. Wow I sound terrible don't I? Here's an example: hey Esther, I really did need some help, now move along, Thanks for the one personality test and the two immigrant test answer keys, and the one possibility of forgetting all this behind me not getting around to calling me yet, because I've decided I want both now.

And because of that, I'll continue to wait patiently and respectfully. Hi Keith!

Do you have a sister? I need you to send her to Idaho. It's for potatoes. This isn't a weird creepy thing. No really.

I'm not going to lie, I've got an intuition that Grapefruit just lost me in a poker game. Well okay whatever it takes. Do you know it sounds like when a woman tells you over and over that you were responsible for her believing that it was all right to get on a plane when you watched her jump into a cab while being observed by a plain clothes security guard? It is breathtaking, I assure you.

As guys my witness, I wouldn't have chuckled at all when I saw that happen if I had known that The team would actually go so far as to actually rape. I suspect there may have been a demonic position involvement at the exact moment of okay well whatever I don't want to talk about this anymore.

“come to Dallas get a job, go to Oklahoma get a loan,” like I'm going to give you all hot tip, don't bother trying to blame me for anything here, if anything I didn't do what I could have done to get into a different relationship and make her jealous instead of make her anxious, which really makes me wonder what the hell I'm doing not calling someone else.

Look, I have needs, and Grapefruit no longer appears to
have as much interest in filling them as she once claims to have had. For example, I need a lover who won't draw the line at reading my email.

I suppose while I wait for destiny, perhaps Rubini could put one of his on the plane for me and I'll have a time with her after picking her up at the airport and my Astrovan. I'll tell her how Kennedy is the name of the guy who is married to the broad who has the only issued restraining order against me, and order so unnecessary, I allowed it to slide into the future unchallenged cuz I didn't want to tell a judge that I didn't know she thought I was a threatened until I figured out that she had been a spotter for a criminal thief gang that stole hundreds of dollars in product from me.

But I ain't even mad. It's too bad she doesn't know the truth though, if her husband was aware and she wasn't a anxiety written pill popping alcoholic, I had let her know that I'd be happy to just throw all caution into the wind.

However I've done that already. Now, you going to bark all day shamanis warrior, or are you going to bite down hard on a leather strap while playing Pictionary?

And I still don't know why you stopped playing chess with me. It would seem to me that an activity that makes a person smarter while spending time with me would be something that a person in your position would wish to do as much as possible. ,, Not only that you haven't shared location with me for so many months I don't even know where you've been or what you've been doing or anything at all for a really long time, not only that you haven't shared location with me for so many months I don't even know where you've been or what you've been doing or anything at all for a really long time. It has been ages.

Wow these people with guns threatening children are really f****** persuasive at getting people to do incredibly stupid things against their will, huh? I guess either that or you people have been buying the advertising hype, honestly it seems like none of you believe in anything about the real me, including my undying desire for the practice of continued mastery and wielding enchanted weaponry.

Just kidding. The real me can't believe somebody would think what a good idea he could possibly be to register my name against my choice. I assume this is fraud?

I I would imagine most would say the same about these claims of my abilities at Sourcery. Listen, euphysm is in the not a fraud, and I don't know a euphemism for what I might as well do, except I'm going to go to sleep and feel silly that I can't do it, I feel like I'm kind of a kind of scary picture here.


In the sense that a great many of my comments are a little too revealing and I'm sure somebody has to shake my s*** before it gets published to the wider web, and I'm watching my text entry slow down slow down cuz who knows what Jackstar might say he might, for instance, much prefer cuddling to chess.

I am noticing that I don't sound like myself.... And the same could have been said of her. And I really feel like I could have just said the words f****** f****** f****** over and over for the last 30 minutes and not much would be different.

Here's the funny thing about sex addiction, I don't think they get as much of a charge off of telling people they're going to have sex with someone as they do by telling someone that they're going to have sex whenever they want whenever they want it, and I'll be honest I don't know exactly why such a person would ever want to be so clear about strippingography and cohabitation but, like a star, patterns do emerge.

Looking back I'm not really sure why I thought Grapefruit wanted to do a show with me. I was distracted by traveling across dimensions to get to you, and I like it here, and I try to get grapefruit to read a copy of the gap cycle.

I'll leave this amusing attitude here, along with the 10th note, the anecdote, that being... You know a person can be unaware of their silent addiction to putting themselves in houses and situations right?

Okay, she's sleeping. I do hope nobody comes up on her while she's sleeping and forces her to play chess without consent, like I have no idea what her problem was, she seemed to think that absolutely everything that the entity pretending to be me would be something that they could track her attachments to, and it wasn'l, and besides, She seems like she was capable of handling multiple attachments.

She also seemed like she handled multiple residences that I never saw. I suppose this is not my business. I suppose the situation is complicated. I suppose I can pretend to not actually be a secret member of a secret tribe and levels are to boot.

Imagine the dedication. Years of potency. I saw her once give me these little cute little secret gang signs, except not gang, and she saw me singing them and she got more and more frustrated because she didn't realize that even though I saw her secret little signs I don't respond well to Winx and wiggles and oh God I can't help it honestly I'm just done put it forward me.

Kind of a downer attitude, honestly. It's hard to believe this person was secretly loathing sex with me while having it all the time and then failing to mention to me that even more to be better. I hoping she can be bothering to read it to me, and I do declare that the yin yang dynamic of one external ask of a question and one internal receive of a query and all that jazz, she probably should have figured out what she should have been doing a little while ago.


Like, for one thing, asking me why all these long-ass paragraphs are so windy windy.  And the answer is I wish that I had ignored her professed belief in monogamy, has she kept on claiming that I was not monogamous anyway. There's a little bit of functional little literacy here, cuz in terms of me I'm still in love with the first woman I've ever loved, and I suppose if she wants to think that's a false statement, At least that would indicate that she had been paying attention to what was important.

A lot of things can do that. Like the amount of auction I'm breathing. I mean oxygen. I mean if she claimed I was lying to her, what was her reason for me lying about how many women I was living with?

How do you see where I'm going here? It's elementary to me, Watson.




FIRE. I WISH SHE HAD BEEN ATTRACTED TO ME LAST NIGHT.

BUT SHE DID MAKE AN HONEST ATTEMPT, AND THAT SHOWS PROMISE.

OH, WHAT'S THAT, YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO SAY ALL THESE THINGS ON PERSONAL BUSINESS IN THE OPEN FORUM? Okay tell you what I'll stop taking all the viagra and the LSD and the speed, and you stop taking all those long slow steady widths of your own farts while walking me to a gun range.

I'm sure there are flowers there, and perhaps you can help me pick some. Soap Lake! I remember you told me about that..

And then dodged the question about who told you. And with that, I take my leave, because this is a pretty clear picture of what's going on.

Pretty classy. You know, just because I understand what happened to you, doesn't mean I did what happened to you, and I didn't enjoy what happened to you, and I wish that I perhaps had been able to jump away and find someone faster, but I do actually love you and I don't think you actually knew that what you were doing was absurd.

You could have been an alpha. Here come touch my elephant. Now, answer quickly: When does an elephant have a tail?

I don't know but you've been stalked by people who can shape shift and appear to be the same person over and over and over for a beer so you should probably get your ass into a psychic word and I love you forever hopefully you don't care if I get be the same person over and over and over for a beer so you should probably get your ass into a psychic ward and I love you forever hopefully you don't care if I get laid because this is some pretty tiring work, you don't believe all that that's fine with me because I mostly identified your spoken mistrutha silently and simply quietly watched an active as though you were 100% honest.

I think acting as if your spoken self-delusions are real can lead to this,, you can certainly understand how your inability to distinguish between fact and fiction may easily be resolved by your sudden reognition that you've been lying plenty, to yourself and to the rest of the world.

Reminder I've only been telling you this for the last several weeks. Consider the message it sends when you offer a back rub and expand your horizon into expecting to get your clit saves in half an exchange.

Semper Fi
Selsun Blu
Of course you like your background check rubbed out;
And of course, so do you.

I guess you're not going to let that sink in, but I am curious to your response anyway. In the meantime I'll remind you to check down the .. Oh I suppose you don't have to,.

Sorry I let you down so much I know I'm a terrible person by writing in multilateral code on some illiterate troll website, you know I write so goddamn fast it's really hard to keep up—here, have a cookie.

I'll be on one of these beds. Gosh I wonder what the effect of the hygiene protocol after Wednesday has been on various things and you know what I mentioned that earlier and you blew me off except you didn't.

By the way: I looked like a clown on your birthday, and I still do not understand how in the name of DDT, you had all that eagle TNT, and then just bother to ring up the NYPD.

I do like your friends. Tell them to read & understand the goddamn law before they turn 18. AND IN THIS COUNTRY, ONE IS INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY.

You were trafficked and raped away from me months ago, months before you went to Dallas, you've been using abused by your stupid little friends who turned you against me for probably over a year. Welcome to reality.

Now as you can see, I still love you even though you can f*** anybody you want. Except, me, right? I'm very boring.

Like Mer-Lynn.