What Rubini is Right AboutOkay. Lets get the record straight.
In the interest of not just outright
disagreeing with detractor numero uno, lets play a game.
Excerpts from a
post on RubiniGab:
[Azzerae] brags that he is 'proud' to harass and obsess on others. Especially if paid to do so.
WHAT IS
TRUE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT?
I
am proud of my creative output.* Part of that means I
am often preoccupied with the goings-on of those who are a part of the now defunct BellGab, its sister site EllGab (less so)
and of course, the inner workings of RubiniGab, DVR's many mismatched socks and his inner circle: "L.B." Rubini and Brig.
* I actually
follow through with the largesse of promises to subscribers. I
put out shows. Regularly. What I don't do is hire jews to create websites promising content that never gets delivered aside from 2 pitiful "test" shows including Art Bell's sloppy second bumper music and leftover guests to piggy back from and stamp my name on something I never made.
I do feel that I deserve to be paid the subscription fees I ask for, despite them being higher than some other major players-- even though I'm a small fry without a
sizeable following.
If an individual unsubscribes without warning, and disappears into the ether - like K. Dubb did - I am disheartened. I
have had other situations where subscribers have reached out to me when they are suffering financial strain, and we have a rational and calm exchange in which I hold my tongue about them leaving. I may mention the situation briefly - because I talk about
everything with my audience, but, I don't always "drag" people if they leave. It depends on my mood and what I feel is right. My gut reactions are however particularly raw, and I feel as a performer, that is what a large portion of my followers enjoy about my show. Disclaimer:
I could be wrong, though.WHAT IS
FALSE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT?
While I engage in behaviours that
could be interpreted as obsessive, I whole heartedly
reject the claim that my content can be characterised as harrassment. And this is a bold claim from a halfbreed wop who actually
RAPED Jack's significant other in a fucking hotel room, after coaxing her to his (temporary?
permanent?) abode under the guise of it being a professional arrangement!
[Azzerae's] actionable claims soon may catch up with his folly.
WHAT IS
TRUE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT?
What's true here is that whatever it is I
have or
have not done regarding DVR, and the public exposé of his true nature, and by extension his image and likeness, has landed me in hot water.
Its not a case of anything in the future catching up with me-- all my claims have already cost me social capital, money and time.
It just gets downright
silly when a
rapist is squealing to the cops about a so-called "4 foot 10" tranny midget saying unkind things about him as a form of playful retaliation to an otherwise
gravely serious series of events.
Edit: I've exercised an
abundance of restraint in my dealings around you and your name, been a good sport, and taken a lot of your libel and slander in my stride. Unlike
you I'm not a SNITCH, and would NEVER involve police. Yes. Even after the RAPE. I never sued nor reported you to authorities. And never
will.WHAT IS
FALSE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT?
Future repercussions for the acts I have perpetrated against DVR & Co. (which are
miniscule in comparison), cannot be refuted as this is the present, and the future
is unpredictable simply
cannot be known.
In other words, who's to say who'll wind up behind bars
first? The rapist or the person engaging in freedom of speech? I may not be American, but South Africa has its
own laws ensuring that my right to express myself how I see fit is enshrined in my being.
I'm not in the
least bit intimidated by this balding, irrelevant nobody, who is
obviously suffering delusions of grandeur about who he is and what he means in the bigger picture.
[Azzerae] begs and ultimately blackmails [people] to send him money monthly ... and if they refuse, he shames them it is claimed.
WHAT IS
TRUE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT?
I do plug my PayPal.me
link on my show, sure. But I do
not, and
never have begged for money in my life. Ever.
I provide a service to my online community, to those who find value in what it is I do, as a podcaster. I am
secure in my efforts and abilities, and don't see being paid for what I create as if its charity or pay to play.
Therefore, accepting payment for services rendered is not something I'm
ashamed of in the least. Whoever sees the act of me profiting off my work differently, and wants to make out that I'm robbing people at gunpoint are fools, plain and straight. And I don't give a fucking shit what anyone says either way.
WHAT IS
FALSE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT?
It is utterly untrue that I blackmail subscribers at any point during their subscription plan and how it is managed.
If we look at the
dictionary defintion of blackmail, it reads as follows:
Blackmail
Noun
The action, treated as a criminal offence, of demanding payment or another benefit from someone in return for not revealing compromising or damaging information about them.
"They were acquitted of charges of blackmail."
Verb
Return for not revealing compromising or damaging information about them.
"They use this fact to blackmail him, trying to force him to vote for their candidate."
What I'm doing is
not criminal. Everyone in this incestuous pool of creeps and scumbags formerly known as the BellGab universe
thrives on the drama and shenanigans at play, whether as
observers or
participants! So spare me the high and mighty, holier-than-thou signals of virtue and bigotry.
You, DVR, not
me, are the
ringleader of empty threats, hollow platitudes, and a master of manipulation. You post paedophilic
pictures of babies crying, accusatory statements of
me being a pussy bawling in the fetal position when its YOU who has wept over the phone at the mere mention of my name. Its
documented! Meow told me with her own
mouth how you'd react to my well-known moniker.
Lastly,
who claimed
what?I take swipes at those who oppose my path to success and goal of creative control. However, I am in
no way getting
rich off the backs of unsuspecting ex-BellGabbers.
In fact, I am
lucky if my earnings by way of subscriptions keep this very site up monthly. So whoever thinks my prices are unreasonable, or don't find merit in what I do with my pen or my vocal chords, they are welcome to not participate.
Just consider that, if you
want to be part of the conversation, or you seek out my personal attention, you might very well
not like the outcome.
I will fucking murder you.
DIE!P.S. Where do
you live, DVR? A group home? A flophouse? A shelter? The needle-strewn
streets?P.P.S. While a perpetual crowd surfer (and I won't deny I've slept on my Ma's couch a couple times), I am something of a drifter, nomadic, and have resided in psychiatric hospitals for certain stretches of my adult life--
I can admit my life is not perfect. You may have more money than me, but somehow I tend to think a guy obsessed with reposting his own supposed "net worth" probably isn't as well off as he'd like people to think he is. Plus, you took Meow to a
hotel to rape her, so I don't think you're in much of a position to judge the transient and down on luck members of society that live a paycheck away from homelessness and
can be categorised as transients.
P.P.P.S. I have rented an apartment before, in my life. I had a roommate, though. I've never been wealthy. I've always struggled, financially and mentally. I wasn't born into generational wealth. I was never given anything without having to work hard for it. I made a decision a
long time ago that I'd pursue a career in the arts. And I have. I don't regret
anything. I don't live with my "parents." In fact, all I have in this world is my Mom. My Dad is DEAD. If you really
are the whatever-hundred-thousandth Dollar man you claim you are, what you're doing is the textbook
definition of punching down. So FUCK YOU.
