I'm up to latest. Now, I am honestly puzzled--I am out of the loop, utterly.
"totes" doesn't cut it. Whatever their problem was, whatever their ultimate situation was, is and has always been, completely inscrutable to me. This has a lot to do with my lifestyle focus, but also has a lot to do with the impact this zeitgeist has on these peoples' actual lives.
Hi, I'm Jackstar. I am as a worm. No better than. What is said about me is just as applicable to any part of me as any other. But, these people... wew lad.
I'm curious, but it's not my business. Like, what the fuck? How are these people doing, what they're doing? I have no idea. But it fascinates me.
I really enjoy the parts where individuals attempt to imply that I sound terrible, ill, fucked up, whacked... "truth be told, I see many of the same behaviors I exhibited"
"he sent me HUNDREDS of text messages," omg. Hundreds. As I live and breathe.
Now, as it happens, I happen to love hearing people re-broadcast their texts and such. The meaning is always separated by a strange band of noise, when read by someone who didn't write it in the first place.
"Jackstar is busy calling me every five minutes" Well... perhaps.
I wish to thank you, Azzerae, because this is not an experience most people ever have--my name, my talent, my likeness, my mojo, MY GOD--it's a bizarre experience, and couldn't possibly be the same for anyone else. The fact that this content exists--"you have exhibited abusive behavior"--oh, lordy. Sure, okay.
A great effort is being undertaken to create a narrative flow that looks, in the aggregate, as though it is less positively trending upward than it actually is.
For example: the implication that there is something shameful about directing Uhura to open hailing frequencies and prepare to be contacted by Rubini... so what? To whom? All these givens. So few fans left of quality tradecraft.
Sigh. "She was a goddam lying bitch." Well, there you go. What a terrible thing to say. I must have deserved being lied to.
I am willing to believe a person can change. In fact, by the time you have finished reading this sentence, I may have grown up a little more
Additionally, Azzerae does not clue into the important query when discussing who I am "speaking with." Why it matters who I communicate with is an interesting question, and maybe I'll talk about that later with one of the several dozen people I could re-acquaintant myself with, a process I have held in abeyance while dealing with the recovery aspects of having been dating a human trafficker family.
It wasn't that bad, but it's fun to put it that way.
